#diary of a philosophy student: volume 2 1928-9

[theoptia]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Tuesday, October 9

Text ID: I find myself back in the obscure sweetness of fall nights,

[typewriter-worries]

desire is suffering

Half-light: Collected Poems 1965-2016; ‘Dream Reveals in Neon the Great Addictions, Frank Bidart ( @wahabibi ) | Dante and Virgil in Hell, William-Adolphe Bouguereau | Vestiges, Ángel García | Blasphemia, Eliran Kantor | So We Must Meet Apart, Jennifer S. Cheng ( @yoursoethereal ) | Prigione di Lacrime, Roberto Ferri | Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, November 4th, Simone de Beauvoir ( @theoptia ) | Ludwig Drahosch | War of the Foxes, Richard Siken ( @elfreys )

[advanced-knocking]

// jan heller levi - waiting for this story to end before i begin another // disco elysium // the amazing devil - two minutes // simone de beavoir - diary of a philosophy student, 1928/9, volume 2 // stephen adley guirigis - the last days of judas iscariot // counting crows - anna begins // kriti g // @/monomoss // mitski - i bet on losing dogs // @/bpd-chimere // keane - leaving so soon // @/yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou // the amazing devil - two minutes //

[ID: several screenshots of text:

1. All my stories are about being left, all yours about leaving. So we should have known.

2. I like pain and burning light and wanting things from people who don't want to give them to me.

3. If I'm good will you come back / If I'm good will you come back / If I'm good will you come back

4. why can't you see me? why can't i stop needing you to see me?

5. Judas: Why... didn't you make me good enough... so that you could've loved me?

6. This isn't love / Cause if you don't wanna talk about it / It isn't love / And I guess I'm gonna have to live without / But I'm sure there's something in a shade of gray or something inbetween / And I can always change my name if that's what you mean

7. I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be

8. being queer is so painful. why do we all fall in love with our best friends

9. I bet on losing dogs / I know they're losing and I pay for my place by the ring / Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down

10. Can't stop thinking about how it's so easy for them to not talk to me, yet I become physically ill at even the idea of not having them around

11. You're leaving so soon? / Never had a cance to bloom / But you were so quick to change your tune / Don't look back / If I'm a weight around your neck / Cause if you don't need me / Then I don't need you

12. I hate the fact that when people leave me they just move on and forget about me but I'm stuck here constantly thinking about them and I can't get over that they've left me

13. Give me two damn minutes and I'll be fine / These hands are growing cold / They're running out of things to hold / Give me two damn minutes and I'll be fine

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[llovelymoonn]

love! love! love!

anne carson plainwater: essays and poetry (via @weltenwellen​) \\ mikael jansson for porter magazine (2015) \\ simone de beauvoir diary of a philosophy student: volume 2, 1928-9: “monday, november 5″ (via @theoptia​) ​

kofi

[sentimentalbot]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, November 4th

[poemaseletras]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Saturday, November 17

[text ID: Fui devorado por arrependimentos, medos, cansaço e amor.]

[fairydrowning]

"I have so much love in me that I would like to cry."

-Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9;

[hell-around]

Tonight, with intensity, I imagine that you are able to love me enough to desire to come back for me—enough to think of me with this heartbreak that is often in me when I think of you. And I am overwhelmed.

— Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, November 4th

[brokenbarbiesworld]

Schau dir das mal an

[soulfultawakkul]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, November 4th

[theoptia]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Friday, November 23

Text ID: I rediscovered you in this profound point of our souls where we could not be mistaken.

[unsadme]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Monday, November 5

[unbecoming-kiley]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, November

[theusedtobee]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, October 7

[llovelymoonn]

nycterine

e.e. cummings uncollected poems: "longing" \\ li bai (tr. david hinton) mountain home: the wilderness poetry of ancient china: "drinking alone beneath the moon" \\ clarice lispector collected stories: "the foreign legion" \\ sylvia plath the unabridged journals of sylvia plath \\ simeone de beauvoir diary of a philosophy student: volume 2, 1928-9: "tuesday, october 9" \\ vahan teryan lullaby for myself \\ sarah williams the old astronomer to his pupil \\ wang an-shih (tr. louise s. hammond) night-time in spring

kofi

[theoptia]

Simone de Beauvoir, from Diary of a Philosophy Student: Volume 2, 1928-9; Sunday, October 7

Text ID: …you know my great torments and my small problems—my refuge, my support, my companion. We have laughed together so much that I laugh again every time I think of you, and we have stifled so many tears together that you must forgive me if I am crying at the same time…