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alright nero damn
#WHERE do i even start with this ohahnd m#ok first of all TOM why is your voice so fucking low???????????????????? like girl.........#i know he's being quiet but it's also so LOW. so murmuring...... so .... IntimateTM#the way they act so TETHERED to one another. the way greg is like OH YEAH for a second i forgot#i am bound to you. so am i gonna be okay bc are you? are WE?#YOURE GONNA GET CASTRATED ON PAY SHUT THE HELL UP NERO!!!!! I KNOW HE AINT SAY THAT ON ACCIDENT#he's still thinking about nero sporus he hasn't forgotten what he said to greg in that office he still feels the same way#greg is his sporus now and forever i'm suprised he didn't drop the sporus right there tbh#but i think i can keep you girl i KNOW that is all you are thinking about. that is a top fucking priority for you. you want to keep greg#at all costs. your job yeah you want that and all but the Real reason you want it all is to keep greg with you just SAY that#i mean. you did but still#also stop looking at him like that by talos!!!!!! it gets worse by the day i s2g#tom [looking at greg like he's his entire world]: die#ALSO THE WAAAAY HE TOUCHED GREG TWICE AFTER#cant just touch him once huh. touching his face tenderly is NOT ENOUGH i Must touch his shoulder too. more touching. he is mine btw#tomgreg
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i feel very frustrated about the trend of giving chil body hair bc if it was any other anime twink i would be thrilled its just that it seems to only be because people are SO afraid of him looking young they have to make him hairy to justify liking him in ships.
meanwhile it does directly go against canon (he literally is supposed to look like a child. this is integral to both his character and his race's lore as a whole and it makes no damn sense that he would be mistaken for a child if he has body hair i mean. cmon.)
and it's like. some men are hairless. some men look young. when youre a trans man in your 20s-30s its especially common to be mistaken for a teenager, even more so if you're not on t. and short. these traits do not make you less of a man or an adult. :/
#rot posts#listen its like. i just wish ppl werent doing it for the reasons they seem to be#you NEVER see tiny little men get body hair in fanart i should know ive been in multiple fandoms where i was the only 1 givin bitches hair#but it also sucks when its like. clearly from a place of discomfort and not wanting him to seem young#rather than actually loving body hair#for example where is laios with body hair. wheres kabru. mithrun. literally any other character#(senshi us a slight exception on account of semi canonically having hair)#it just feels like a performance for no one. ok yeah good job you made chil look like a hairy 30 year old#did you pay attention to how that totally disregards his story and how he canonically looks like a child and that IS an important aspect#half foots face infantilism to an extreme and his appearance is a part of this. the discrimination he faces is partially BECAUSE of looks!#so changing him to erase such a HUGE important aspect of his race's lore just bc ppl seem uncomfortable with him being young looking feels#idk the feeling. its frustrating to me#i just wish there was some self reflection here. i guess. some actual acknowledgement of his canon struggles#do you even like chil if you cant accept one of his core canonical traits...#whew anyways this is HUGELY a limited edition post bc im deleting it as soon as my husband reads it ❤️#i hate drama i hate discourse so like always if you try to start shit i will ignore + block you soo fast dont try me
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anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me
#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags#like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol#since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything#they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts#and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god#then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me#so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through#like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again?#and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence#it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’#to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’#and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’#WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’#and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win???#like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao#i leave end of the month#at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened#I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!!#I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are
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SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything
#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either#anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable#and imaginable way possible like#and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam#family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life#he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good#christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif#we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for#the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would#have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only#he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life#he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our#church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty#much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl#stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the#long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an#he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING#and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY#WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time#WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE#and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me#but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this?#so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't#mari.txt#personal#tw negative#dl#btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never#had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.
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jonathan n will both like to wear stripes n flannels btw. if u even care. because will gets his hand-me-downs and also they are best friends with many similarities bc they are best brothers and jonathan helped to raise him and they both mean so much to each other and value each other and miss each other and want to be in each other's lives not just because they're family / due to obligation but because they want to be. just saying in case u care. btw. 🙄
#hyperventilates into a brown paper bag so hard it immediately pops#every day i am thinking about Them....#characters and fictional family to ever!#jonathan going out to kill a monster for what it did to will jonathan thinking it was his fault bc he wasn't there jonathan giving up#his dreams bc he feels like he has to be there for joyce n will jonathan going to lonnie's house to look for him jonathan shoving will's#missing person poster at lonnie's chest and tells him so he can remember what he looks like jonathan who gets a job to help#pay for things like mortgage even though he is literally a teenager i just. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!
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my mh collection's history :]]]
#monster high#monsterhigh#monster high collector#my posts#i Just got kieran valentine a couple days ago as a reward for finishing paying off my student loans :]]]#ive wanted him since he was first released and he literally looks even cooler in person he stands out so much#also Technically i got my first doll in 2011 but unfortunately she is no longer with us [classroom lagoona eaten by dog]#But i did use that as an excuse to broach the topic of collecting to my parents bc i had literally#been secretly enjoying mh since its launch and Wanting but i was too afraid to tell my rents bc i was a little old for it [at least to me a#the time-i was 11 hbgbgbg]#i literally would clip out all the mh ads from newspapers and magazines and keep them in a little ziplock bag before i was able to start#getting the dolls😭😭😭#also the gap is literally bc by 2018 there were no more releases and 2022 is when i got my first Real Job and Own Place to keep them all hg
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I hate how every job says they're looking for a person like this because I am none of those things? Where are the jobs willing to pay top dollar for an unmotivated unprofessional cold unpersonable non starter who is disorganized and pays very little attention to detail?
#also i wish my guidance counselor in high school had sat me down and said dont go to college without a career plan#instead of what he did do which was tell me my grades are so good i absolutely should go to college#wish he had said at least make sure you get an aa in like accounting or something to fall back on#am i bitter about never finding a job that uses my degree that wouldnt also include needing grad school?#kinda#capitalism makes fools of us all#crap#its shut down week at the ethanol plant that does nothing with my english or fine art degrees#and also nothing with my 15 years of retail and customer service experience either lmao#i fucking hate shut down so much it is inevitable i start thinking of quitting even tho i am making more money than i have in my life#how fucking insane is it that jobs that require a masters degree will pay 15 an hour and yet this job that requires a ged at most starts at#like 25 and this plant actually starts low judging by what other plants are offering like damn#every job ive ever had needed no degree at all how much farther ahead would i be if id just gone straight to work?#like i fucking loved the college experience but it didnt do a fucking thing for me other than saddle me with life crushing debt
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Obviously if this happened The Incredibles wouldn’t have a plot but consider since the US government seemingly paid for their whole relocation and house, meaning the Parrs have 1 less major expense than most people, do they even need Bob to work at the insurance desk job?
Like what’s stopping him from quitting and going to go be a firefighter instead?
Is his insurance job also a part of the super relocation program and is government mandated or something?
#Incredibles#the incredibles#Even if the desk job pays more it’s not like he needs more money to maintain his family’s lifestyle#i think Bob would be way happier as a fireman imo#he gets to help people#he gets to rescue people/carry them out of danger#it’s a well respected job#he gets the hero recognition he wants#no one’s going to notice if he accidentally breaks a wall or two cause the fire did it
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lets pour one out for brala and leslie, neither of which got to become loving fathers in the epilogue
#helix waltz#hw brala#hw leslie bavlenka#they did them so dirty#character mutilation honestly#what was the point of the architecture event if not to establish leslie's lifelong dream to get married and have a dozen kids#and grow old with his family in his fancy beach house#brala doesn't have time for this fucking job#it doesn't pay enough to feed clothe and house his 30+ orphans#he's been making all of them houses with his own hands as is oren tradition#he loves his giant human children even if their houses take so much more to make#why doesn't he work in an orphanage#there were two character endings where they opened orphanages and neither of them were brala
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I thought my old boss might have not cared and that's why he fell so behind but when he texted me how much he worried about everything when he left for the day I felt so bad. Like he was trying so bad and he cared so much for my manager to be so cruel to him when he really was trying. I think he was overwhelmed and had other things going on in his life. But it does make me sad knowing he was struggling that much he really was trying and I know she treats me better and let's me get away with things he never could get away with.
#idk it makes me really sad to know he was so paranoid trying to make sure he did everything's right#like he was really trying#i just think where i work if you lose focus you can fall behind so quick and it's hard to recover#like when he texted me what he went through it just made me feel even worse because i knew he was so stressed out and no one was helping him#like people talk about me being caught up but the stress i was under was so bad i almost quit recently#so the job is so insane how fast everything can fall apart if you stop paying attention or get distracted
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i gotta beat my brother with hammers ong
#basically. my dad died a month ago and since ive literally handled about 95% of the affairs (mostly financial and settling debts)#and my brother has literally only been responsible for like 2 things. and for those 2 things i literally had to +#call the places and make arrangements bc he was too lazy to do it himself. so even the things hes responsible for I HAD TO DO THE BULK OF I#and also note ive been paying my fair share of the bills like an actual adult yk...i have a job and im paying 80% of my check to bills#but this mf for the past month has been talking DOWN to me like im a fucking idiot like im not handling literally everything#like i was talking to him about what bills imma pay and he started explaining how to pay them in a mad condescending tone...MF I KNOW#then i told him like 'stop talking to me like im a fucking idiot' and he goes 'ill try my best' mad sarcastically#then i get mad and hes like 'what are you so mad about i said i'd try!!!' and i was like 'you cant even say sorry???'#then he did but it doesnt count if i have to ask you to do it yk#idk hes just talking down to me bc im a Female even though ive handled more shit than he has#hes mad hes emasculated ig
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bagged a trial shift at a new pub just for my manager to immediately put on facebook if anyone wants an extra shift on wednesday. he knows what im doing
#he said GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE RN#lmfaoooo the notif came through literally as i put the phone down i was like 😳😳😳#like that 'CONNOR' tiktok audio like no king im not doing anythinggg haha wdym#anyway im a bit annoyed that the first place to get back to me from my applications was this one#bc im pretty sure their pay is still minimum wage and also my cousin worked a trial shift there once#and not only did they not pay him but they also never called him back or even emailed to politely turn him down#literally just used him for free labour and that was that#word of warning from a very tired waitress if ur thinking about starting: always take trial shifts with a pinch of salt#if the trial shift is longer than 2 hours they really really should be paying you and if they dont the odds are you got mugged off#also the woman on the phone after i said i worked at the place i currently work at was like 'and do you still work there?' SHE KNOWS#and when i said yes she was like 'would you be willing to leave?' HOW CAN I BE TWO-TIMING BOTH OF YOU RN#LYING TO ONE JOB ABOUT SEEKING ANOTHER JOB LYING TO THE NEW JOB ABOUT LEAVING THE OLD ONE COME ON NOW#IM NOT BUILT FOR THESE LAYERS#but yeah summary here is i have a shift at my actual place on wednesday (thank god i havent had work in over a fucking WEEK)#and i have a trial shift at a new place where i'll most likely be offered a job. life is picking up#ALSO i have enough money to change my america flights bc basically something came up with that and i need to change my return flight#and i was originally rlly worried bc the change cost was £161 and that piled onto my current no-shifts stress was Not Fun#but ive been working a lot for my mum and i got paid for the shifts i HAVE done and it all kinda fell together anyway#the way everything is sorting itself today within the same HOUR yet ive been stressing about these things for days now#hella goes home#hella slaves to capitalism
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#im going to use these tags as a way to beat my soul about my job so if you come at me you’re a bitch and i hope you stub each individual to#i finally realized why im unhappy being a teacher and it’s because i don’t care about the future of these kids more than the cursory#‘I hope theyre ok’ you would feel for any stranger in the world#like i want to harm to come to them but i truly don’t care about them#like the kid that sleeps in class ? my thought is finally he’s fucking quiet the kid that’s got a 2% and doesn’t pay attention im like#whatever like im not motivated to get them motivated and if I wasn’t the kind of person that cared about her work id give them worksheets#for the rest of the year making them silently work while I r ead books all day#like I feel like at the beginning I did the calling home and the tutoring and the flipping over backwards to get as many of the kids to#their reading level and ensure they’re getting a great history lesson that’s going to reach every student and now im like#this is the lesson and if you like it great if you don’t idc you can pay attention or fail it’s on you#and part of me feels bad like I should want to dress up like x figure and get them engaged by doing xyz and like I just don’t want to#it’s like what’s the point im going to engage the same 9 kids in each class while the other 21 pretend to#pay attention while they’re texting under their desk and then they’re going to try to google or use ai the answers#and im like…. whatever i dont care turn it in don’t turn it in whatever#ik too young to feel this apathetic about teaching and it suck but also oof I don’t care#I want to quit at the end of the year before my apathy turns into hatred I’ve seen teachers that hate hate the kids and that can’t be me#like even if I stayed for 30 years it wouldn’t be me but the idea of it scares me#I don’t want this job to change who I am as a person but it’s taking away my care for the younger generation#I don’t hate them or wish them ill but I just genuinely don’t care about them or their progress or anything#it’s scary#anyways im rambling idk im just having a bad day ill see this tomorrow and be like wow girl get a snickers cuz this isn’t you#but rn that’s how im feeling
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I really need to start adding extra hours to my job, or start working extra jobs outside of my job to be able to live in a somewhat normal house. I want to DIE!!!!!!!
#😭😭😭😭#I DONT WANT TO WORK FIFTY HOURS TO LIIIIIIVE!!!!!#I work 30 now because if I worked fulltime which is 36 at my job I still wouldn't be able to rent a house 'cause it's still too expensive#and I can't BUY even tho I'm making more money than my father ever did when he bought himself and his two kids a house#but it's fine... it's good...#the only hope of ever buying a house is if my father dies so i can sell his house#and then pay half to my sister#and then maybe get enough mortgage#this world is SHIT#anyway....#gonna look for some freelance jobs I guess 😭😭😭😭😭😭#there's not even enough work to work extra hours at my current job#personal#im having a panique attaque
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not me crying hysterically while my boyfriend sits and tries to comfort me because of my crippling fear of not being able to afford to live
#we were looking at flats to move into this july and he was talking about how much we'd pay in rent and I just. started panicking#because like. i genuinely don't know if i can afford it. i get worried about affording our current flat. i am terrified#like he said he did the research and said I would be earning enough. but I'm just so fucking scared because like. what if it isn't.#he's okay because he's gonna be earning upwards of £40k probably this time next year. but I'm sat with my £23k job#and he's even talking about maybe eventually moving to LONDON? brother I only just got a job here in the north.#how do I tell him I like living in Manchester and I want a nice house (not a flat) where we can live. i can try london but it'll be hard.#sigh.#me#ramblings
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Still haven't been paid by IHSS. You know, the people I've been working for since September. Guess I'll never afford anything ever again and just die.
#Im far too tired to do any other work#I've never realized it until i looked at my time sheets but i work over 40 hours a week#not a cent has been paid to me#And its not like i can get another job in my condition.... im lucky to have one at all#even one that pays minimum wage#and yet. here i am. tired unmotivated and poor#with not even enough energy to even cook a cup noodle#let alone work on commissions#or do anything fun or productive#im so tired...#im not even living for anything#i just cant die#ive tried#im not even good at that#im not even good enough to properly monetize my work#only just barely enough but never enough to do much of anything#why did i even bother?#its not like i can do that anymore anyway. im so tired...#my memory is getting worse by he day#nothing is fun anymore#i have no life goals because my one dream is dead#none of my work is paying off#none
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