#dino goes ill over xvials again

[dinosaurzzz]

me when i remember ink probably had no idea what happened between timeline 9 to finding cross alone and with charas soul. they dont know where xgaster might be, and only know that hes alive because his soul half is still with them. they got out that it was a genocide that wiped out xtale but to what extent? cross never said that he explicitly killed them but neither does ink know if chara wiped them out either. sigh. no wonder he has find cross. mostly to continue the game but to also find out what happened to xgaster.

find him...

come back...

WHAT IF I CRIED...

[dinosaurzzz]

i am NEVER fucking forgiving jakei. i am NEVER FORGIVING ANYONE WHO SAYS THEY DONT LOVE EACH OTHER. its actually crazy. xgaster longing for ink in his darkest hour, begging them to come back, and ink desperate to find xgaster when he disappears from xtale, the last place where he was supposed to be found in. i am so upset.

[dinosaurzzz]

thinking about this stupid ass panel again, and i think i might finally get what its saying but i might also be off my shit again.

while i had cried my eyes out about this when it came out, i suddenly realize that the meaning of xgasters words over ink, isnt him talking about ink, but rather, an internal response to galette's question.

"you really need like, a lot of friends"

(for what purpose [do i need a lot of friends for] besides convience, exactly...?) "you're not sufficiently persuasive."

he doesn't view ink as a convient friend.

he views having a lot of friends as convient.

because ink told him that having a lot of friends was convient.

xgaster doesnt have many friends. i dont think hes ever viewed toriel or asgore as true 'friends', and certainly doesnt care for galette's friendship either.

but ink has a lot of friends. ink has blue, dream, fresh(?), and more that are probably not even listed, (though im not including cross in this because ink says that their friendship with cross was genuine)

so... having a lot of friends is convient. i wonder where this could have been applied to...

and also, when is the only time that ink admits to having a friend, anyway?

[dinosaurzzz]

IM GOING TO BURST INTO FLAMES !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[dinosaurzzz]

ink literally telling xgaster that they could introduce their parents to him as if it isnt one of the stages of dating somone. "oh hey you want to meet the cool ass dudes that i considered my fathers?" yeah sure theyre totally friends. make out NOW !!!!!!

[dinosaurzzz]

IF YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH DINOSAURZZZ ON DISCORD DO NOT LISTEN TO ANYTHING THEY SAY. IT IS A SCAM

Dear UTMV Fanbase,

XGASTER IS NOT INK'S FATHER.

XGASTER IS CROSS'S FATHER.

INK'S FATHER ARE GASTERS; BUT NOT ALL GASTERS ARE INK'S FATHER.

Ink chose TWO specific men to be their fathers. Top and Aster could have been Asgores, other Sanses, even Papyruses. BUT NEITHER OF THOSE ARE THE SPECIFIC GASTER OF XTALE/UNDERVERSE OF THE NAME XGASTER.

Think with your brain for ONCE in your life.

Sincerely, CEO of XVials

I'm Dino. I'm an adult (19yo). I aspire to be a video editor. I'm AroAce/Bi/Trans and go by He/It pronouns. I'm the CEO of XVials and hyperfixated on Xtale/Underverse. I don't have a DNI because I block on sight what I dont like and will do fuck all to my blog.

This is my main/reblog/sketch and I WILL reblog like crazy. My art account is @dynobitezzz

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[dinosaurzzz]

everybody needs to start making more xvials! ✨️

[dinosaurzzz]

what if instead of it being called xtale its called xfreaky and instead of being a really depressing story about a loser dad losing himself to his own perfectionism its just his gremlin boyfriend trying to get into his pants

[dinosaurzzz]

URHGJHHJHHHH.... something something parrallels..

[dinosaurzzz]

I HAVE COME BACK BRIEFLY TO STATE INTO THE VOID THAT ERROR IS SO AROACE CODED THAT HES THE ONLY ONE THAT REALLY FITS IN WITH THE XVIALS SHIP AND THATS WHY I LIKE THEM.

I DONT THINK OF ERRINK AS ROMANTIC AT ALL AND CANT VIEW THEM TOGETHER LIKE THAT. INK AND ERROR MUST BE QUEERPLATONIC OR I LOSE MY SHIT. ERROR AND INK DONT HAVE ANYTHING IDENTIFIABLE BTW AND THEYRE MORE LIKE FRIENDS WHO'D MAKE OUT ON THE WEEKEND AND THEN GO BACK TO KILL EACH OTHER ON THE WEEKDAYS

XVIALS HOWEVER IS SUPER ROMANTIC BECAUSE XGASTER IS IN LOVE WITH INK IN A ROMANTIC WAY AND INK IS HAPPY TO CALL WHAT THEY HAVE AS DATING AND/OR MARRIED. THEY'RE SUPER DUPER IN LOVE AND I CAN ONLY DESCRIBE THEIR CONNECTION AS SOMETHING LIKE OBSESSION (aro moment) BUT NOT IN A UNHEALTHY WAY. LIKE FLOWERS BLOOMING IN THEIR CHEST.

ERROR AND XGASTER ARE LIKE GAY SOLIDARITY AND ARE HANDSHAKING TO GIVE INK THE MOST ATTENTION THEY CAN AFFORD TO GIVE THEM. THEY LIKE EACH OTHER BUT ONLY BECAUSE THEY LIKE INK AND INK IS INK AND KEEPS DRAGGING ONE TO THE OTHER IF THEYRE NOT IN THE SAME PLACE.

SORRY ERROR DID YOU WANT TO BE ALONE IN THE ANTIVOID? TOO BAD XGASTER AND INK ARE HERE TO WATCH UNDERNOVELLA WITH YOU. OH XGASTER WANTS TO TALK TO INK? SORRY ERRORS WITH THEM AND THEY BROUGHT HIM ALONG.

OKAY I THINK THATS ALL I HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST BECAUSE I HATE ROMANTIC ERRINK SO MUCH SOBS

GOODBYE

[dinosaurzzz]

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME TERRIFYING IT WOULD BE, AS A PERSON WITHOUT A SOUL, TO BE HANDED A SOUL. ISNT THAT ROMANTIC ???? ISN'T THAT PAINFULLY INSANE????? INK MUSTVE BEEN SO HORRIFIED. LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO THEIR SOUL. WHY ARE YOU HANDING THEM YOURS!?????

sobs. no wonder they kept it safe and tried their hardest to keep it out of everyone else's hands. they fucked up their own theyre not about to do that to their BELOVED CREATOR??????UGHFHSKSNMAMA

[dinosaurzzz]

creechurs... (theyre held up by my desk

[dinosaurzzz]

Hey, I have a question even though it's idiotic (also because I came back to the Undertale fandom thanks to underverse and it triggered my short circuit that I like the two of them together) but… why do you like xvials? I mean you have self proclaimed yourself CEO of that ship and unlike my experience of other fandoms (my misfortune/blessing ¿? I like weird ships xd) you don't act so…. obsessive and see a lot more perspectives that may border on canon and that actually intrigues me.

If there's history involved as to why you like it, let me be the old gossipy one and say, "yeah I totally agree xD".

no question about xvials is idiotic to me, even when its about my opinions and ideas towards it.

but oh, man okay. i had NO idea xvials existed when i was first into undertale, roughly 2015-2017, maybe even 2018. i didnt know who cross or xgaster was, and the first time i saw cross in passing fanart i thought he looked fucking STUPID. 😭😭😭 now, hes my fucking DUDE and i adore cross.

but i was first introduced to underverse late september 2022 bc of one of my longtime friend, and i watched xtale before i watched underverse, and that is whole heartedly what influenced the idea of ink and xgaster being together. i dont know if it would have been different if it was underverse that i watched first or not, but im just happy to say xtale turned me onto it.

like. you dont just see those two for the first time, interacting with each other, watching XGASTER HAND HIS SOUL TO INK and think. oh! theyre enemies. they hate each other. ink manipulated xgaster. NO!!!!!! you look at them and see some sort of platonic, romantic, qpr, aroace bond and go BONKERS.

the xtwins are gagging at how much theyre flirting. cross and papyrus think ink is their dad. like. theyre TOGETHER like how someones uncle/aunt wouldnt actually be related to you but is actually your parents best friend that stuck around forever.

im not sure what you mean by obsessive, because i AM obsessed with them. in private i talk about them at least once, every day !!! they are my everything. i honestly dont particularly care enough about the other aspects of underverse, and that might be considered "bad" in a way, but i honestly think the most IMPORTANT part of underverse IS ink and xgasters relationship.

jakei has said that she made xtale to be a place for ink. ink has influence over xgaster, and it's very VERY visible, especially when he tells ink not to do anything stupid.

and ink THEMSELF trusts and has influence from xgaster in this very moment TOO !!!!! he told cross that XGASTER WOULD BRING HIM BACK. WITH NO HESITATION HE TOLD HIM THAT XGASTER WOULD KEEP HIM SAFE. and what did xgaster do? he brought cross back.

the way i see xgaster is this man who would do anything for his family, who was once, just the xtwins and ink. he loved them so much he destroyed himself, broke himself down to give them something they would cherish and love for years to come, whether he died or not wasnt the question, it was the desire to give a perfect little life for them.

but it completely dissolved because he lost himself in trying to make something so perfect, so happy, so sad, so uniquely negative and positive that it just. crumbled between his fingers. he saw a future he wanted to attain and made it happen and lost the entire point along the way.

ink is an entirely different story. a person who had seen that a creator was going to kill himself and leave them with no one again. they hsd to save him. a last resort that turned into something beneficial to them. something that gave them a family, a home. a place that they could rest their head if they so desired. xtale was for them as much as it was for the xtwins.

the only problem was that they were oblivious to xgasters struggles. they wanted to encourage him to keep going, to try new things, unaware of the pain and heartache it caused the xtwins and everyone else in the timelines. they were so focused on the creator that they didnt even realize the very human and very much alive creations and people he toyed with.

i do think ink cares about xchara and xfrisk and cross (and xpapyrus?) but they themself was blinded by the desire to stay alive themself. to help a creator believe in himself so much that they would never feel alone and abandoned again.

the codependency is strong with these two but it can be fixed, managed. theyre just two dads trying to figure out their world for their kids only to fuck up so horrendously bad that it only leads to heart break.

i honestly dont know what jakei plans to do with xgaster and ink. i dont think she would kill xgaster off at all, but i do hope that maybe she will let ink try and stop him. give them a big ass fight where in the end ink just holds onto him as tight as they can because god damn it xgaster what are you fucking doing??????? hurting ink??? your kids??? everything around you just because you could???????????? youre lost. you need someone to help. you cant keep repressing all these emotions hoping they go away. you can't be like ink because the only way to be like ink is to tear your soul apart and DIE.

and here ive gone and gotten so carried away with this that its now so fucking long i will have to put a read more thing so i dont bug everyone 😭😭😭

i think. a lot of my views on xvials stems from my own personal issues (re: daddy issues), and just the fact that ink is my absolute fucking favourite character in the whole multiverse, and the ONLY place i actively see him used and utilized WITHOUT ERROR AT THEIR SIDE CONSTANTLY is underverse, even if hes not portrayed "good enough" for people. ive scrolled and scanned through every reaction that xgaster has to his enviornments, read so deeply into his dialogue that i say things with full confidence because thats just what i think is the truth and a lot of the times. im just. right. in my own head at the very least.

uhm. but yea. im sure this isn't quite what you asked but i just. i love talking about them. i love having people ask me about my scrunglies and i want people to know how important they are to me bc !!!!! look !!!!!! they have so much chemistry im so shocked that they are void of content.

i also want to say i dont hate error or errink either. i get bitter sometimes bc its more popular than xvials but i think error would actually like xgaster for several different reasons, and that theyre in a silly polycule in my imagination.

anyway enough talking, hope this was good enough for you :')

(from jakei's twitter)

[dinosaurzzz]

AHAHAHAHAHAHA

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i have them now @fandomsoda >:D

bonus kitty...

i think this is the worst thing ive spent my money on 😭😭😭

[dinosaurzzz]

me trying to restart my hyperfixation on my royal au. sir please. i want u so bad. (also pretend like i had drawn him in that specifc boobwindow dress more than i did

[dinosaurzzz]

guess who finally did it... even bought pillows to go with it. also the fact im fcking 5'3 and these are FIVE FEET LONG IS GOING TO KILL ME