#do neurotypical ppl feel like this? constant stress in even the most mundane everyday type situations? constant undercurrent of stress?
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I've been stressed since day 5 of primary school and i have no idea how it feels to be totally relaxed I think
#painsomnia realisations i guess#do neurotypical ppl feel like this? constant stress in even the most mundane everyday type situations? constant undercurrent of stress?#all of this since childhood??? not sure they do and i'm most likely not one of them#also remember my parents always joking about how i only ever played with other kids for a short while#got overwhelmed and fussy real quick and spent the rest of the time trying to calm myself. pouting and grumpy and quiet#prime example. my 2nd/3rd? birthday party. a couple other kids were invited. i demanded they all go home 30 minutes after they arrived#because i suppose i felt overwhelmed to the max. i just wanted them all to leave me alone. idk#my parents think it's really funny. so idk#my entire life is just a jumble of me not understanding things. everything and everyone around me being too overwhelming#and me being a stupid baby unable to handle it like everyone else seems to ugh#i wish i knew what it feels like to be relaxed. to be totally comfortable.
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