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sanchoyo · 3 years

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ik I joke and or talk abt wanting to be a housewifey type fr but I also hope if I haven’t already clarified, that everyone knows it’s not in a gross tradwife way like that shit is gross and boring and I keep getting recced it on yt and want to SCREAM I literally do not associate w those weirdos at all

#like Leave me ALONE WITH THAT BORING GROSS MISOGYNISTIC SHIT !!!! PLEASE!!!#I always mean housewifey (lesbianly- funkily) u kno.#it’s a very important distinction #althoooo. been mildly worried since I’m applying to disability and al that I may never be able to actually get married #I mean. either way I rly won’t be able to split or help w income which is a reasonable dealbreaker for most ppl 💀#if the Mental Illness isn’t already off putting enough #or the fact that my ideal wedding consists of a fun 10 min Vegas wedding w no family members involved. and us running around #doing painfully mundane things in our wedding clothes all day yelling WE GOT MARRIED at everyone we see #and that my Ideal life involves rvs or traveling around . despite having no money HAHA #or. u know.#worrying abt if the person is judging me over capitalist based achievements or mile stones that I haven’t and don’t plan to do #I don’t rly drive anymore . no vechicle. dropped out of school. no plans 4 college or major job aspirations #see /I/ am mostly fine abt this stuff but. what if my future wifey isn’t. what if her family hates that. or me. I would cry so much #or my weird thing where while I can’t work I’d feel guilty if someone besides my parents were paying for anything at all for me #see. maybe I can’t or shouldn’t be married 🧍🏻 but... I still want to be...#I wanna b a uhaul lesbian . I want to get married . and live w someone immediately right now .#idk if it’s unrealistic bitch ‼️ this was prompted by a dream I just woke up from #where I was married but I died :( and as a ghost kept trying to tell my wife at some park that I was still here but she couldn’t SEE ME #it was super upsetting actually 💀#but like #made me think I guess #I KNOW I have completely unrealistic standards. I am very well aware I wish my brain wasn’t Like This lol #this rant is sponsored by . my horrible nightmares!#sanchoyorambles #I’m stressed abt exactly 302373738 diff things rn so ofc I run to daydreams abt being someone’s num 1 #Mayhaps I do want someone to come and hold my hand and tell me I’m actually wrong that I’m easy to love and worth any struggle #mayhaps I do want to live in a Disney Movie. what about it.

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