#don’t feel like minimizing the text😭

[tipsy-scales]

New JSK! Black dress with white on the bottom…my beloved

A point of contention is I don’t like prints very much 💀 but I was rlly drawn to classic/gothic type ones with architecture & minimal color. I decided I wanted a black dress w white print with silent moon & iron gate being contenders

Not that I needed these particular ones but I wanted ones that look similar. I eventually found Ruban Sacré by Juliette et Justine & ended up liking it better! It has no text & I love the lace design even moreso than a cathedral print since it’s abstract. It was a splurge but after a month of thinking about it, I went for it. Tbh though I went kind of insane when it arrived💀

It was way too big & not flattering at all. You can’t see it here but the bust was gaping like crazy. It all not a huge deal but I was in a mood & also I’ve had the hardest time finding dresses that I like on me. I’ve tried skirts, OPs, and now this JSK. This would be the fourth piece I’ve tried and have not liked the look of. So for it to arrive & look so frumpy was hard because I rlly love the ideas behind lolita & have had a hard time finding my look.

That’s why I usually wear ouji. I love ouji but I don’t want to feel like I can only wear ouji (I have some insecurities that pop up sometimes & this fashion has not helped 💀)

With advice from a few ppl, I took it in. I added to the darts in the back and added a whole new seam in the front. That’s the most drastic but I think it’s only noticeable if you know, and like I said…it was gaping badly. I feel dramatic but I was seriously so upset about this dress 💀 I thought I’d need to shorten the skirt too but after doing this it was ok!

Before & after! It made a big difference & I’m so happy 😭 like relieved. Glad to have found a good black dress with white on bottom. This isn’t the full coord I had in mind, but it’s the start of it. My friend and I are planning to get tea soon. I’ll wear it then!

[nanthegirl]

10.05.2024

I had big plans for today. Didn’t work out. I had a violin lesson then took a long walk. I bumped into some friends and I spent about 2 hours there. This definitely feels like a journaling day but I dont know if I’ll actually write. I’ve been avoiding it since the beginning of April lmao.

Unnecessarily long yap

My socializing has been so minimal these past few years and now whenever I get to talk to my friends I try to stretch that interaction for as long as possible. Even though I’m not in the mood to talk or I have things I’d rather do. Today is the second time I had a conversation with a friend this week, and I planned to study but I couldn’t bring myself to leave even though I wasn’t having the best time. I used to go weeks without talking to people in person but recently I’ve been having, let’s say at least one in person chat a week. And now it’s like I’m addicted or something😭. I was able to make a few friends and I’m not huge on calling or texting if I don’t have a particular reason so I usually just bump into them randomly. Then I stand there on the sidewalk or something and REFUSE to let the conversation end. I have a friend that borrows things from me occasionally and he’ll literally stand in the hallway holding a bottle of mayo for over how many minutes because I won’t shut up. I often worry that they find me just a tad bit bothersome. Like they see me walking down the street and inwardly groan cause they’re not in the mood for anything but a simple hi and they just want to get on their way or something. I would say I’m more than adept at picking up social cues but I think my observation skills suffer when I’m a bit too…excited. So I really don’t know if they find me annoying😭. And this is a bit off topic but not really but I tend to act differently around my female friends. I want them to like me so bad. Sure, I want my male friends to like me too but I want my female friends to think the absolute best of me, that I’m cool and fun and I want them to think of me when they want to do something with someone.

I’ve always had super close female friends. I’ve known my best friends for almost ten years now and I guess everything became so natural. I had people that would choose to sit with me, that I knew would want me to find them in a crowd. But now, I second guess every interaction and I’m trying to make sure I come off the right way. And I feel like my over controlled reactions just do the opposite of that. I feel like I’m being myself but like, more muted and slightly suppressed?? And maybe that makes me seem off??? Or slightly unsettling???? I feel like I’m losing my mind.

[euphoricfilter]

hi bub 🎀 how are u? sorry i'm kinda late on replying, i suck at that at times.

i'm glad to hear u had a nice dinner ! was the food pretty good? strawberry milkshakes are always the best 😌♡ but ahhh ! u got wootteo 🥺 i know he's just going to be the cutest in person, happy it worked out (sometimes impulsive buys are the best buys yk 🤷🏽)

oh wow ! i didn't know u were bilingual, that's so cool ! but aw i'm sure u did just fine darling 💓💓 u did ur best n that's okay (and i'm sure waitress didn't even notice or remember even after a second) *hugs* .. tho i do understand ur feelings completely. it can be nerve racking on speaking an entire different language (no matter which way). plus i'm sure the pressure of getting it grammatically correct or the right pronunciation is pretty sucky :/

aw honey i think ur putting too much pressure on urself :( i know it's hard to accept thais in an author's prospective .. but ur human and u can't be 100% all the time yk? i think we all have a "burn out" every blue moon .. and i think that's when we all subconsciously know we're in need of a break or change ur scenery. it' okay 💕 ur pace is ur pace and that's okay. take all the time u need. and you'd never let us or anyone down by setting boundaries or simply saying "no". i promise. ur feelings matter always and deserved to be respected. no worries love :)

aw ur too sweet, ty 💕 i'll keep that in mind and of course vice versa always, jus lmk 💕💕😌 but honestly.. i don't even know what's going on? it's kind of hard to explain but basically i'm on my healing journey rn and learning to embrace having "peace" and i've been doing so well but idk.. these past few weeks .. it's been getting a little hard these past few weeks to embrace it. idk why but it's just .. i've been feeling so sad and lonely and bored ig? and it's like.. i've made so so much progress with my mindset, mental health, confidence, and overall .. and let's just say i was in a veeeeeery dark place lol .. i just don't want to relapse back into who was u know? but at the same time i feel like i'm in a "toxic positivity" state rn and it's just sigh* idk.. it's a lot lmao (as always sorry for the overshare omg 😭 )

- 🎀

i’m good!! you’re okay my love <3 i’m really bad at replying to text messages from people in real life

the food was really good, i don’t think i’ve ever had macaroni bites before but i tried them and it was pretty good. i agree!! strawberry milkshake is the best, i think they made it with ice cream as well

ahh wootteo slept on my pillow above me last night, his head is really fat but he’s a cutie so it’s okay 🧍‍♀️

oo another secret fact about me has been revealed, idk if i’d personally count it as bilingual just because i’m far from fluent but i’ve been learning for a while so i guess i know enough to get around 🥲 i think chinese grammar is easier than korean somehow but maybe that’s because i’ve been learning chinese longer?? idk languages make me wanna pull my hair out 🧍‍♀️and my teacher was.. firm in school so maybe that’s where my language anxiety stems from 🧍‍♀️

i think so too 🥲 i think since taking my gap year, i don’t wanna feel like i’m just wasting my life away when this time was meant to be time i took out for myself because the last couple of years of school killed me. now that i know i’ve gotten into university, i really have nothing else to do. like i’ve done my portfolio, done the application, signed up for everything i need for now, so i’m simply existing trying not to feel like i’m doing nothing with my life before i become a slave to the education system again

ahh i still feel bad, but i guess not much can be done about it, and i can only be grateful that so many people are this understanding!! i think for now i’m probably just gonna start the rewritten version of dtik, since it’s an easy project and takes minimal brain power and then i’ll get back to whatever i have in my inbox when i feel like it

i get that!! i was going so well after graduating considering where i was during the last couple of years and then slowly it all just went downhill 😭 and there was times a night where i just felt so lonely?? and so so so out of it, like i didn’t wanna be awake but i didn’t want to sleep it was a really funky feeling?

anyways, i’m always here if you ever wanna chat 🫶 and just know that i’m really proud of you! and you’re doing so well, and remember you’re super cool and take care of yourself 🫡

(shhh dw about it 💕)

MWAH 💕🫂

[jeonqkooks]

i love all ur works sm!! for the drabble request: things you interrupted me to say + tongue tied couple</33

watermelon gelato | jjk

pairing: jungkook x f!reader

rating: PG

genre/warnings: friends to lovers, neighbor au, fluff, kissing, swearing

word count: 1.6k

note: a tongue tied drabble. dear anon i'm so sorry that this took so long and i hope you're still here somewhere 😭

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— as always, i’d appreciate any thoughts or comments you may have, and please drop a like and/or reblog if you enjoy reading ♡

Wear something nice.

When Jungkook sent you these texts nine hours ago, he should’ve known that life wouldn’t be this kind to him. As he stands here, in the talk-of-the-town restaurant that just opened a month ago, he should’ve known that there was no way he could reserve a table that easily at 10AM on the day of.

“I’m sorry, sir,” the hostess apologizes in earnest. “I don’t see your reservation for tonight.”

“Can you please check again?” he asks and shuffles on his feet nervously. “It should be under Jeon Jungkook.”

You can tell that she feels bad as she takes in the expression on his face, big doe eyes pleading her to somehow save him from this misery. He looks like he wants the ground to open up and swallow him whole. Still, she puts on a polite smile and tells him to wait so she can run his name through the system again, a task that you know will probably be in vain.

Earlier today, when he disturbed your slumber at the unholiest hour possible, you hadn’t expected him to ask you out. After you went back to bed and woke after a few more hours, it took you a minute to process the short conversation between the two of you at 4AM. You weren’t sure if it really happened until that text came but even then, you had no clue how the date was going to go, and how you were feeling about the whole thing.

Jungkook is cute—you’ve told him as much—and he’s a good kisser. No, scratch that. Jungkook is a wonderful kisser. You’re attracted to him, and you two get along well. It’s nice and easy, with minimal thinking required because you’re just two friends, young and single, ready to mingle but not necessarily looking for something serious.

Well, at least you aren’t looking for something serious. It isn’t like you’re anti love or anything. The last time you were in a relationship was two years ago, and though it didn’t end on bad terms, it was… a lot for you.

People around you have always put heavy emphasis on commitment and you know it’s not a bad thing, but it’s scary. The pressure is too much. You haven’t really thought about if and when you would unpack all of your uneasiness regarding the matter. Right now, you just know that you’re content with being single and having fun. 

And what you have with Jungkook is fun. A dinner couldn’t hurt.

The hostess speaks up after a moment, looking genuinely sympathetic at the two of you. You reckon this kind of occurence isn’t uncommon, and she must have built a tolerance for people looking like kicked puppies whenever this happens; though, even that indifferent and monotonous attitude falls apart before the Bambi eyes of Jeon Jungkook.

“Sir, you made a reservation for this day next year.”

You purse your lips as you glance at him. Color drains from his face as she shows him the screen and the mistake he made while jittery in the middle of the night. “Is there any way you can–”

“Jungkook,” you call and tug on his arm because people in line after you are starting to complain, “let’s just go.”

He looks at your stiff expression and internally winces, his eyes apologetic. He nods solemnly then, thanks the hostess and leads you out the door.

Once you’re outside, he gives you a strained smile. “Well,” he says, an attempt to distill the awkwardness, “this is embarrassing. I guess tonight’s a bust…”

Jungkook flattens his mouth into a thin line and stuffs his hands in his pockets, dropping his gaze to the ground. He really does look so sad, and you know he’s probably beating himself up for his mistake.

You poke at his chest playfully. When his eyes meet yours, you smile.

“We’re already dressed up,” you say, gesturing between the both of you. Although you’re only in a simple dress and he’s wearing a blazer over a button-up, it’s the most formal you’ve ever seen one another, having been accustomed to raggy t-shirts and sweats and casually lounging on each other’s couch. “Might as well make the most of it, yeah?”

Jungkook chuckles humorlessly. He appreciates you trying to salvage this, but he wanted to take you out to a fancy restaurant, be the perfect gentleman, woo you with his charms like they do in the movies. Though right now, he just feels like a dweeb, really living up to the affectionate nickname you gave him.

“Really?” he asks.

“Really,” you confirm.

You look hopeful, so he acquiesces. He takes his hands out of his pockets and steps closer, nudging your shoulder with his. “Wanna go to that diner you like?”

One hearty burger (and an unholy amount of fries to share) later, you’re walking through an empty park, with Jungkook’s blazer around your body to shield you from the slight chill.

Dinner was nice, although he remained relatively quiet while you were waiting for your food. The kicked puppy look returned. You had to turn to your trusty folder of memes on your phone to coax him out of his mental ditch. By the fifth picture of animals holding knives that you forced him to look at, he was already giggling, regaining some semblance of his usual dorky self. And by the time the waitress placed two cheeseburgers on the table, well, it’s like nothing ever happened. Food—his great love, you suppose.

Food, and Overwatch.

Throughout the meal, you kept forgetting that it was supposed to be a date. Every first date that you’ve been on was awkward, some less than others, but still awkward. Because you’d been conversing with strangers and going through the list of boring questions that everyone asked while trying to get to know someone, and sitting in uncomfortable silence when you realize you have nothing in common.

But you know Jungkook. You know what he likes to do for fun and what pizza toppings he likes. You know that he plays the guitar and that he’s been trying to learn the drums. You know that he’s shitscared of microwaves and that his kisses taste like orange candy.

So yeah, dinner was nice. You didn’t overthink things like you tend to do with romantic interests. You don’t think he knows, but Jungkook—or just his mere presence—has a way of making you not get lost in your own head.

When the wind breezes by, you snuggle further into the warmth of his blazer, too big on your body. He notices, and drapes a tentative arm around your shoulders. He seems shy but you welcome it anyway. As you lean into his side, he gives your arm a gentle squeeze. Ten more minutes pass, and you’re once again greeted with the sight of streets bustling with cars, a contrast to the mostly empty and quiet park.

“Ooh! Let’s get some ice cream.” Pointing toward a gelateria around the corner decorated with pretty neon lights, you grab his hand and tug him in that direction before he can even say anything. It’s dessert, for heaven’s sake. Jungkook would never turn down dessert.

He gets hazelnut chocolate and you get watermelon.

“Woah, I’ve never had watermelon gelato before. I didn’t even know they made this,” you say, eyeing the treat in your hand. When you scoop some onto the small wooden spoon and bring it to your lips, your eyes nearly roll all the way back into your skull. “Oh my God, it’s so good. Here, try it.”

Jungkook looks bashful when you offer him some of your ice cream, but he accepts it anyway.

“Is this the first date you’ve been on, Jeon?” you joke. 

He blushes, the tone of his skin on the way to matching the color of your gelato. You like seeing him flustered. It’s cute; you have to bite your lip to keep from smiling.

“Obviously not,” he mutters, honest and not very playful in response to your efforts. His thumb reaches out to wipe some of the ice cream from the corner of your mouth that you didn’t realize was there, and he puts it directly in his mouth to lick off the sweetness. You gulp, blanking on your teasing jabs as he locks eyes with you. “Just the first one that I wish goes well enough to get me a second date.”

To the outside world, you two must look like a disgustingly sweet couple. Feeding each other gelato and doing whatever the fuck Jungkook just did to you. It’s saccharine in that cheesy romcom way that you normally despise but now? You don’t mind it that much.

When you don’t say anything, he tenses, thinking he might’ve scared you a little. He opts for a lighter conversation, somewhat self-deprecating but hopefully a topic that you two can laugh about.

“I still can’t believe I made a reservation for next year,” he mutters with a cute pout. “I swear I checked the confirmation like ten times and–!”

Your stomach does somersaults all of a sudden, and something possesses you to pull him down by the collar of his shirt for a kiss. A trail of chocolate runs down the side of his ice cream cone. Jungkook thinks love must taste like watermelon gelato and cherry-flavored lip balm.

It’s far from the first time that you’ve kissed him, but somehow it feels like the first time.

When you pull away, he short-circuits, pink tongue unconsciously darting out to lick his lips where you had been just seconds ago. With that dazed look in his eyes, Jungkook swallows, not knowing what to say and if he should even say anything. See? It’s very cute.

“It’s okay, dweebus,” you laugh lightly and pinch his cheek. The words roll off your tongue without much thought. It's easy. “We’ll go next year then.”

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[rawbin-but-mha]

HOW EVERYONE IN CLASS 1-A LAUGHS OVER TEXT

↳ Genres: fluff, comedy, gen ↰

↳ Warnings: I’m a bit mean to some of them as a joke, mild swearing ↰

↳ Notes: Bakugou is at the very bottom of this list purely out of pettiness and also I think it’s funny (also Mineta isn’t here because I don’t write for him) ↰

▹ EIJIROU KIRISHIMA ◃

Likes to send GIFs to show that he thinks something is funny, but if that’s not an option in whatever app he’s using, he’ll go for the “😂” emoji, or the “🤣” one if he thinks it’s really funny

Yes I know it’s a tragedy. But he’s still cute so it’s ok he can be a bit cringe sometimes. As a treat 

▹ SHOTO TODOROKI ◃

“That was funny. (ᗒ ᗨᗕ) I laughed. (^ц^ )”

As you can see, he uses a horrible mix of overly expressive emoticons and proper language. He gets the emoticons from Izuku. (The overly expressive emoticons from Izuku headcanon is completely stolen btw but I don’t know where I first read it, I’m so sorry about that jdjhsdiuh)

Sometimes he says “Haha.” and he means it as in he actually laughed but it always seems like he’s being sarcastic because of the period after 😭😭

▹ IZUKU MIDORIYA ◃

Uses “pfffff” and “hahahaha!!!” with an overly expressive emoticon such as ( ≧艸≦*) (๑˃́ꇴ˂̀) ٩̋(๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑)

Will also instead send stickers of animals laughing if he can

▹ DENKI KAMINARI ◃

Keyboard smashes. Will retype a keyboard smash if it just “doesn’t feel right”

Uses ”💀” or “😭” as well

If what the person he’s texting said was REALLY funny, he’ll send a voice clip of him just laughing so whoever said it can have proof he thought it was funny

▹ MINA ASHIDO ◃

Also uses keyboard smashes and the “💀” and “😭” emoji

Will also use phrases like “I-“ or “GIRL I CAN’T”

Occasionally says “LMAOOO”

▹ TSUYU ASUI ◃

Just plain old “haha”

▹ TENYA IIDA ◃

“I confess, what you just said was humorous.” or some other stupidly formal variation of just admitting he found a joke funny

▹ KYOKA JIRO ◃

“💀💀💀”

Very rarely says anything else, but may say “LMAO” if she does

▹ HANTA SERO ◃

Mainly “💀”, but does keyboard smashes sometimes as well

If he’s feeling spicy he’ll send a reaction pic of someone or something laughing

▹ FUMIKAGE TOKOYAMI ◃

“lol”

▹ OCHACO URARAKA ◃

“LOL”

You might get some “😂”s from her as well because she doesn’t know it’s cringe since she’s never really on social media sites

▹ YUGA AOYAMA ◃

I have no idea why so many people in this fucking class can’t just be normal, but he’s another one to say a goddamn sentence

“You have excellent taste in humour, I laughed（★￣∀￣★）”

▹ MASHIRAO OJIRO ◃

“Haha”

Very average, as usual 🙄 /j

…….. /hj

▹ MOMO YAOYOROZU ◃

“Hahaha!”

Might give you a GIF of a cute animated character (most likely an animal) if the texting service has a built-in gallery of them to send, like discord for example

▹ MEZO SHOJI ◃

“Lol”

Very minimal

▹ TORU HAGAKURE ◃

“Hahahah!!!”

▹ RIKIDO SATO ◃

“Haha” or “Lol”

▹ KOJI KODA ◃

Uses reaction pictures or GIFs of animals looking happy/like they’re laughing

Will not use any app that doesn’t have the option for him to send these GIFs unless he absolutely has to

▹ KATSUKI BAKUGOU ◃

Doesn’t ever laugh through text. He doesn’t want to admit anybody made him laugh

Closest to a laugh you’ll get is “SHUT UP”

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[kingkatsuki]

Youre having a bad depression day and you need Bakugou badly. He'd just wrap you up tight and wipe away your numb tears. With slow soft kisses that get harder with each one until you feel his teeth in each kiss. He'll nip along your neck before it starts to turn into full on bites. Pink outlines of his teeth litter your throat and breasts. Hot hands leaving red marks in their wake

Ahhhh. Soft Bakugou, it’s been a very, very long while 😭

You don’t even need to tell Bakugou when you’re having one of those days, he just knows. It’s worse when he has to go to work and he knows that you’re going to be on your own all day without him. Days like that he’ll always make sure that you’ve got a warm drink in bed and he’ll pepper your face with kisses before he has to go, apologising because he has to go to work. Leaving you with promises of what he’ll do for you when he returns home. You understand his job has minimal flexibility and you’d never resent him for it but there were mornings you’d wish you could just keep him all to yourself, selfishly stealing him away from the world for a day.

Even though he has to go to work, he still texts you as much as he possibly can. Checking up on you and making sure that you don’t feel completely alone, he sends you memes or pictures that he clearly got from Kirishima or Kaminari to try and help you feel better and honestly the fact that you’ve received them from Bakugou just makes them funnier because you know he thinks that each one is stupid. But he’s doing it for you. Everything he does is for you.

When he finally gets home after a long day no words need to be exchanged, he’s already stepped through the door and removed his boots. Lazily shrugging off his coat and hanging it up as he searches for you in the house, his number one priority when he returns home.

As soon as he’s found you, you’re already scooped up into his arms. The smell of ash, smoke and sweat invading your senses as you allow yourself to melt into his touch, his heated palms stroking along your sides as he fills you with warmth. Your eyes fluttering shut as he begins to press soft kisses against your cheek and jawline. Nuzzling his nose into your neck as he holds you close to him.

“You’ve been crying.” He doesn’t question it; doesn’t push it only observing your puffy, glistening eyes.

Bakugou hates seeing you like this, but he understands.

His lips pressing against yours in a slow, sensual kiss as his warm palms continue to stroke against your sides, slipping underneath the shirt you’re wearing that you’d stolen from him. His hands stroking against your bare skin as the pads of his fingers dig into your soft flesh, lips moving against your own with more urgency. Like he’s trying to pour every bit of love and adoration he has for you into the kiss, trying to act like a beacon for your pain, trying to transfer it to himself or take it away.

You slowly begin to forget as his teeth latch onto your pulse point, his hand moving up to palm your breasts, listening to the blissful moans you’re emitting as he rolls your nipple between his thumb and forefinger. Desperate to hear you sing out more of those sweet sounds.

It doesn’t matter where you are in the house, he doesn’t try to guide you anywhere. His only task now to show you how much you mean to him as he’s already sliding down your body, continuing his trail of kisses as he nears your clothed cunt. Fingertips stroking your inner thighs as he spreads your legs, settling himself between them as his fingers curl underneath your panties, tugging them to the side as vermilion eyes gaze up at you.

“Let me make you feel good, Princess.”