#don't mind me im just venting into air i need to get these frustrations out of my system

[mango-ti]

All the amazing deals that Americans are getting on mh dolls right now on black week on Amazon make me so fucking jealous, like y'all are getting like 50% off on so many dolls, meanwhile the only thing with a discount in Poland is the Clawdeen bedroom playset god fucking damnit

[skaska4]

I don't generally post about my personal life on here because i no none of y'all are here for my life or charming personality but things aren't bad right now. life should be alright at the very least but i feel very lost and lonely these days. im dissatisfied with how things are and not in the political way like usual i find more and more days are like this where im a couple days deep in an isolated state at 4 in the morning with shit on my mind. since living where I am now where im in the same place for so long ive managed to have connections with other people that feel somewhat permanent but at the same time i long to see them end. long to move on to somewhere else and do something different with different people. im tired of hiding so much of who i am to the people I love. my internet friends arent much better i dont know how to make relationships in an online space and generally in spaces like this i dont have a face or online persona i wish to be somewhere else and be someone else. be someone im happy with. be something that isnt me. things aren't bad right now they're just stagnant. I'm bad at expression and I've learned to live with that. don't feel like you have to respond to this it'll get lost in the void just like all my other personal things and im okay with that I just needed to get this out in the air since i don't really have anyone to talk to about this to vent frustrations too. austin over and out.