#donotdependonanyone

[thesincerethoughts]

Don't depend too much on anyone in this world even your shadow leaves you in the dark.

[bouquetoflife1]

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[findwhatyouloveandletitkill]

I’m not one of the other girls. I AM NOT ONE OF YOUR OTHER GIRLS. I don’t play the hot cold, you’re a douche bag so it draws me closer type games. I have three years invested. I have three years of fighting through shit with you. ….i am not one of your other girls.

I tell you i love you, i pay to come see you on my leave, we go see each other’s families. When i get insecure about whether or not you are fucking or talking to anyone else intimately i’m supposed to ask you…. WHAT IF I DON’T WANT TO. What if i want to have a little bit of a sense of security with the person I share all of this with. I shouldnt have to ask you.

This is just so fucked up. I get why you want it like this. I get it. You don’t want it to be messed up for later when i can come home. But what if this hurts worse? I feel like my insides are being ripped out of me slowly, lately.

You were beyond sweet and precious when i came back to talk to you… The switch flipped. idk. You were gone, and i’m back to loving the brick wall.

I guess we don’t have to talk about it anymore cause i’m venting on my tumblr, as i do. Talking to you probs won’t get me anywhere anyway. You’ll probably tell me to stop bitching or something douchey like that.

This is the last we will hear about this. I’m not pushing anymore. I’m not anything anymore…

on a positive noteI’m looking forward to seeing you on leave. I can’t wait. I will see you then.