#dunno where this thing came from aint even midnight for me yet

[tigerdrachin]

"god works in mysterious ways"

yeah

so do drunk people

[kittoki-blog]

Waste of popcorn

“Hey! Stop eyeing guys like that!”

I jumped toward these girls who I missed a lot for months now. It has been a while since we get together like this and have a fun time since I’ve been accepted at a different university from all of them.

“Psh girl, I bet you did the same thing all the time there.”

I pouted, but felt happy for at least they still treat me as a close friend as if we’ve never been apart all these months.

We went for window shopping... or more like eyeing and touching shopping since we literally try on the clothes and accessories to the point that the shopkeeper chases us out of the store. We were supposed to watch a movie that day but because some of our friends were late, we decided to buy the later tickets from when we originally planned to watch it.

We were walking in front of ZARA store imagining how we would look like in those damn expensive clothes and accessories. Well, probably not much of a difference, but hey, it’s all about confidence from wearing expensive goods. I wish someone would buy me something like that... I wish...

While the girls were busy ogling the goods, I was worried that we were gonna miss the movie showtime.

I brought out the ticket and read the time and the number of hall we should go to.

“Oh great, it’s not starting yet for another 20 more minutes...” I sighed in relief because I hate missing opening of the movie and then trying to guess what the movie is all about half-way through.

As my friends burst in laughter, I look over the mannequin inside the glass chamber in front of me.

“Such a nice coat...” I whispered...

But my eye caught something from the glass reflection.

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“It’s...”

“It’s a familiar face... Who is it?...”

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My mind is trying its best to recall whatever file stored in my brain cabinet as chill ran down my spine.

...

“IT’S HIM!” I yelled in my mind.

“THAT EATING DOG, CALCULATORED BRAIN ASIAN SCUMBAG!!” I cussed, forgetting that me myself is in the aforementioned race.

“Damn it, I need to get out of here!”

I turned around so quickly that I can even hear crackling sound of my backbone because my lower body chooses not to turn in rhythm with my upper body.

I literally scoop the girls and pushed them toward the cinema while trying to hide my face from being seen by that douchebag of the year!

“Let’s go! Movie in 20 mins! I wanna see the advertisement that they play before the movie!”

My friends were dumbfounded but walked anyway because it’s about time to go buy the popcorn and find the seats.

And as we walk away... I dunno what got into me... BUT I WAS FREAKING LOOKING BACK AT THAT SORRY ASS NITWIT TO HAVE A ONE LAST GLANCE. AND GUESS WHAT? LIKE ALL THE DRAMA AND MOVIE CLICHE, HE FUCKING SAW ME AND WAS LOOKING AT THE PLACE WHERE WE WERE STANDING BEFORE. THE FEEL!

I literally pushed all of my friends like crazy and we look like a bunch of penguins trying to go through people toward the cinema in the mall. It was a WTFuckery moment for me, my friends, and the people we pushed through. DEY SEE US ROLLIN THEY HATIN is all I can came up in my mind at that time. Who gives a fuck about anything anymore? THAT FUCKTARD SAW ME, AINT GOT TIME TO FEEL EMBARRASED NOW!

We were almost at the entrance when my friend stopped me because they wanted to buy popcorn. I looked back and to my relief, he didn’t follow us. So I finally calmed down a bit. Seriously... do I have some bad karma on me or something? Why of all places that he need to exist here at this time?

“Sasha... SASHA!!!”

“EH WHUT?” I woke up from my thoughts.

“Tsk tsk this girl. What do you want? Only popcorn or you want a drink too?”

“With a drink thanks...” I patted my cheeks.

RELAX DUDE (GURL), HE DIDNT SAW YOU.

“Here you go, take this bag of popcorn first.” My friend shoved me with a bag of popcorn as I was still battling with my own thoughts. I grabbed the bag and assure myself that this is a day for you and your friends. NOT FOR SOME FU-.... okay calm down sasha... calm down...

My friend eyed me in confusion and interest. But I quickly flashed them a big fake smile that probably make me look like a chimpanzee trying to poop one out. I dunno anymore...

Just when we were walking toward the entrance... the dude...

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THE DUDE! THE LUCIFER DECIDES TO MATERIALIZE NOT FAR FROM WHERE I STOOD! (like a wild pokemon appears among the grass(people))

AND WHAT MORE IS THAT HE HAS THIS SMILE(though it was probably just my illusion) PLASTERED ON HIS FACE THAT JUST BOILED WHATEVER INSIDE OF ME THAT HADN’T BEEN BOILED ONE SECOND AGO!

He walks toward me with that smile on his face...

I don’t know what to feel anymore. Sad? Longing? OR MORE LIKE MOTHERFUCKING RAGE AND ANGER!

As he drew closer, it’s like every single thing that happened before, flashes through my mind. My heart aches and I really don’t want that right now...

 So there he is... standing in front of me...

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“Um..  Di-“

BAK!

It was spontaneous, unscripted action that probably defies the drama-movie law where I just swung a bag of popcorn to the dude’s face. FUCK SLAPS WHEN YOU HAVE POPCORN TO BASH WITH!

Everyone was immobilized by what I just did. My friends were awe-struck with the scene in front of them. I heard chatters and murmurs from the people around us.

“How dare you...” I finally have the courage to speak. My eyes were forming tears and I was looking downward trying to hide my face from directly shown to him.

“I’m sorry....” It was as if he was whispering to me. My entire body was shaking with that one sentence.

Then something weird happened after that.

“I’m so sorry sis! I promise I won’t steal your stuff anymore! Mom said that not to hang out till midnight, okay? Now, here is your stuff. Go have fun!”

He practically said those stuff loudly as if I’m thirty meters far from him when he is just right in front of me. WTF IS THIS?

He then took my hand, and shoves a chocolate bar and a piece of hard paper onto it. And then he simply walks away with slightly bowing to the crowds who just burst into laughter. CAN SOMEONE KICK SOME SENSE INTO ME???

This scene is too damn confusing to me, and to my friends. But the people quickly disperse and thought it was nothing big... just a brother-sister daily fight. WAIT WHUT? SINCE WHEN HE IS MY BROTHER???

So I look into my hand and picked up the hard paper that he gave and turn it over...

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“This is my movie ticket....”

Well... damn...

i have no idea why i wrote this...