#each dya every week. hell world

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kinda wanna play sdv again so i can plan out that silly au properly but the real question is do i Really want to add 50 more hours to that game.

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Tough Love Pt 16

Here is part 16b my loves!!! for the new readers welcome to the cult that is Jai Courtney/Eric coulter as always Enjoy and Eat Your Heart Out!!

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I don’t remember falling asleep in the bed, but there I was. I sat up with my hair stuck to my face and the back of my shirt stuck to my skin. I was under several blankets, which is why I was sweating.  I was alone. That much knew for sure, after tossing all the blankets off I swung my feet over the side and sat in the dark. I was listing to the sounds of the apartment. Standing up I walked to the bedroom door. My hand hovered over the button; I paused hearing voices and placed my hand against the door. I watched the door turn transparent at my touch. I was staring at the living room. Eric was there and so were Peter and Tris. I took a deep breath and concentrated on what they were saying.

Eric: She’s very ill. She’s spent the entire night thrashing around and screaming. If I can’t keep her temperature down I will have to check her in to the infirmary

Peter: Why don’t we take her now?

Tris: I have to agree with Peter on this, she is not doing well Leader Coulter.

Eric: I know that! She just fell into a peaceful sleep, as soon as she gets checked in she’ll be under the watchful eye of the nurses and they’ll be in her room every other minute. I don’t want to disturb her unless necessary.

Peter: You know the right thing to do is to take her to the infirmary. At least call them back up here!

Eric: I make the decisions around he-

Tris: No you don’t! That’s mine and Peters job when it comes to Dya’s well-being and you know it! You will call a Doctor up here or we will take her!

  The conversation subsided and suddenly I felt very sleepy, closing my eyes I drifted back to sleep where I stood.

It was late at night when I awoke to the sound of feet shuffling on the concrete by my bed. I turned my head and saw one of the Doctors from downstairs at my bedside. I suddenly felt very nervous.  “Hello Ms. Aadya” he paused allowing my eyes to adjust and the blur of his face to focus in my view “I’m here to examine you, to make sure I don’t have to check you in to the infirmary” he moved to pull my blanket back and I shrunk back against the pillows. “It’s okay I just want to draw some blood” he smiled and reached for my hand again, at which point I shrunk back even more and I knew I was three seconds away from clocking this idiot upside his head.

 “You touch me and you die” I seethed.  I watched him sigh and step away from my bedside.  “Mr. Coulter, it looks like we are going to need your assistance” he called into the living room. My bedroom door slid open and I heard the heavy thud of someone's boots across the floor. In my brain he was Coulter but that was because that’s what the doctor had called him. To me all I saw was a huge man who looked like a murderer and I didn’t want him near me either.  I felt the panic rising up like bile in my throat.

He moved towards the bed and I jumped up and off of it.  “Stay away from me!”  The man  looked annoyed as I backed myself into a corner cursing. “Aadya that’s enough of this, the Doctor needs to examine you!” he raised his voice and I wanted to cower. He must have seen the fear in my eyes because he held his hand up to stop the doctor from moving forward and cocked his head to the side. I watched the realization wash over his face “You have no idea who I am do you?” his voice was cold.  I shook my head no. “Do you know who you are?” he took a small step forward and I saw it.  “Aadya. My name is Aadya” I said in a harsh and confused tone.  “Do you know where you are?” he took another step.  I shook my head and said “No”.  “Do you Trust me?” he took another step and he was right in front of me. “I don’t trust anyone but… but... My-" I didn’t finish my sentence. The same sleepy feeling from earlier took over and I was out like a light. 

  ERICS POV

I was fucking scared. I didn’t know what the hell was happing. I was carrying Aadya in my arms and down to the infirmary. She had no idea who I was or where she was. Would she ever? I shook myself trying to stop the rambling in my head.  She just passed out in the corner of the room, I caught her of course. But for the first time in my entire fucking life, the person I was carrying wasn’t a soldier or some random girl I was kicking out of my apartment. Aadya was everything I had and though I still hadn’t admitted it out loud, I loved her deeply. I meant every word I said the day I told her we were made for each other. There would never be anyone else… I would die first.

The nurses instructed me to lie her down in the same room where I had stayed. I carefully placed her head on the pillow and moved her hair to the side.  I kissed her forehead and stepped back to let the doctor’s work. They didn’t dare ask me to leave the room and in that moment I was grateful for my reputation.  They drew many vials of her blood, Ran response tests and kept a close eye on her vitals. The steady beep of the heart monitor made me feel on edge. She was unresponsive to all external stimuli but continued to lay still. The only thing preventing me from thinking she was dead, was the continuous rise and fall of her chest….

The day came and went just like any other day…and before long the days turned into weeks. Every morning  the nurses came in, they changed her bedding, washed her down and checked her vitals and every day they would turn to me and say “No Changes to report”.  Aadyas father had taken over the faction in her absence and he among others had been here to visit every day. Most people would bring flowers and gifts. Some would pray to whatever gods they worshipped and those who knew her personally would sit and talk with her. But no one was allowed to hold her hand or touch her.

The doctors didn’t know if whatever caused this was contiguous, I wasn’t even supposed to be in here but I wouldn’t leave her. After the third week Four came in to visit as usual but this time he came to talk to me as well. I heard him come in but I didn’t lift my head from Aadyas face.  “Eric” Four said out loud. “What?” I said coldly. “You’ve been here for three weeks. The faction needs you, the initiates need you’ his voice was firm. “Is that an order?’ I asked. “No, you know I would never do that” he hung his head and sighed. “What if it was Tris? Would you leave her?” I challenged. His lips formed a firm line and I heard the defeat in his voice. “Do you need anything?” he asked. I paused. I hated Four with every fiber of my being but he was Aadyas Brother. “Could you sit with her while I go up to the apartment?” I asked. Four nodded and we traded places. I muttered a weak “Thanks” as I walked out of the door. The water from the shower fell over me...  I kept seeing Aadyas face. I could see the cords attached to her and all the machines and the smell, sterile and abrasive.  The helplessness was getting to me and as strong as I was, I had never felt so weak.....

AADYAS POV

I took to calling this new world the Shadows. I was walking around inside of Dauntless but it was different somehow. Almost as if it was surrounded by a fog and I was a part of it. I wasn’t afraid but Eric was. I could see and hear him. I knew I needed to get back… I just didn’t know how…