#embarassed taeyeon

[foulphantomllama]

A really quick one here. I was bored while looking at my phone and when I saw this picture of Taeyeon, I decided to write down some things. Enjoy!

Taeyeon x Male Reader

A Good Morning

She was sleeping like an angel. Despite the fact that she was nearly 13 years older than me, she was looking younger. Even younger than me when I cut off my beard. It was a very long night for both of us. She was so tired that she just fell asleep.

She was sleeping half naked. She has her panties on but no bra. Laying on her face, her bare back was looking so sexy. And let’s not forget her side boob from my angle. I couldn’t resist anymore. I hold one of her ass cheeks and start rubbing it. I was massaging her while she was sleeping. And she was slowly waking up. She was saying something but it was so unaudible. I took her panties off so I could rub her pussy. I put my fingers into her pussy and started finger fucking her. This time she was fully awakened. She was trying to hold my hand as she moans. I grabbed her hand and put her middle finger inside my mouth her pussy was getting wet. I stooped finger fucking her and make her turn on her back. I lay down beside her. Good morning she said to me, while grabbing my cock. Over my underwear. She put her hand inside my underwear and get a good grip. My cock was rock hard. We were dating for nearly three months and this was literally the first time I was this hard.

She told me to take off my underwear. I do as my mommy commands. Everytime. She leaned on my cock and kissed the tip of it. She gave it a good lick from its head to my balls. Then she got all of it in her mouth. She started sucking my cock while looking at me right in the eyes. As her head down and up with my cock in my mouth, I hold her head and started to fondle her hair. She likes this very much. My cock was all wet with her saliva. She put my cock out from her mouth and started stroking it with her gentle hands. I hold her boobs with my hands, rubbing them hard. They were too soft. She asked if I wanted to cum on her boobs. She did not waited for my answer. She hold my cock and spit on it. And put it between her boobs. Squeezing her boobs while my cock were between them. She gave me the best titjob I’ve ever had. I cum on her boobs she cleaned herself and came back to bed. She sat on top off me and started rubbing her pussy to my cock, so that I can get hard again. Her gaze was giving me a boner everytime so I did not take a lot of time for me to get another booner.

She put my cock inside her and started riding me. I was in shock because we put no condom on for the first time in our relationship. “No condoms?” I asked. “No condoms.” She replied as she was jumping on top of my cock. It was impossible not to cum early while she rides me. I was able to keep my cool and do not embarass myself. She was only getting faster. “I’m going to cum” she said while her voice cracking. She stopped and and came all over me. And she slumped down on me. “Are you still hard?” she asked me while she put her head on my chest. My cock was still touching her thigs of course she knew I’m still hard.

Taeyeon got up and lay beside me. She was on her back. I get in between her legs. She wrapped her legs around me. After I put my cock in, she was already moaning and telling me to cum inside her. I hold her waist while hammering her pussy. I was so close to get off all my cum inside her pussy. She was biting her lips and rubbing her tits while maintaining the eye contact with me. Then I cum inside her.

I laid beside her after I finish. She hugged me from the side, put her head on my chest. We both needed a shower because we were just soaking wet from sweat. She went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I followed her and joined her inside the shower. But that is a story for another time..

[midastouch-zaza]

Hello. How about Taeyeon being a sugar mommy of sorts to her younger boyfriend but she's submissive to him in bed?

And we're back with the mommy agenda...kinda. Yeah, because this time Taeyeon is in the role of the sugar mommy. Being older and richer, she loves to flex and spoil you, buying everything you want and what she thinks you would like: clothes, videogames, pieces for your collections... everything she can think of.

And she's so giddy everytime she buys you something, because you are always so embarassed about the gifts. It's so fun for her, and she also bosses you around, teasing you and telling you what to do, buy you know that you will always get your revenge.

Yes, because in the bedroom it's another story, you're the one toying with her and making her all embarassed. She squirms and whines so much under your touch. Always squirting like a fountain, when you're ravaging her pussy with three of your fingers, leaving her wet spot highly sensitive.

But you just started with her, so you spread widely her tiny legs and put your cock in her pussy with a single sharp movement, making produce to her singer mouth such a vulgar sound. "Baby, you're gonna break me again", she complains, even if her walls are tightening around your shaft.

You don't listen to her and start to pound her pussy without mercy, filling the room with the echo of your balls slapping her ass. "Moan for me, Noona", you order her, and she lets herself go completely, moaning while her head can't stop moving due to the pleasure.

You keep thrusting brutally into her. "Oh, baby, I'm about to cum aga-", she is not able to finish her sentence, because her orgasm comes first, making her squirt all over your torso. She tries to tell you to slow down, but you're taking your revenge on her right now.

Your hips don't seem intentioned to stop at all, pounding non-stop into the pussy of the poor girl. "Baby...your cock...stop...too good", her words are disconnected, orgasms keeping to arrive for her, until it's your turn to cum, filling her stomach with your warm seed.

[ayayiiie]

Make me love you

Song playing: Taeyeon - Make me love you.

Pairing: fuck boy! Heeseung x good girl! Reader. (Feat Enha)

TW: cursing, mentions of sex, drugs, smoking, throwing up. (Y'all is Heeseung very a bad boy in this one? :3)

Genre: hints of angst, fluff

Words: ~ 13k

Trope:

Lee Heeseung wants you real bad. So what? He needs to prove how much he's worthy.

- « Don't you want to claim me as yours baby girl? »

- « You will only bring me problems Lee. »

- « You don't know til you try. Look at me, ready to give my entire self to you. »

« Then.. Take me far away. »

하나.

« Shadows come from the light in the darkness 

In times that are even lonelier »

He was foully beautiful, has a disgustingly pretty smile and a diabolically angel face. He was as hot as Sukuna Ryomen, smart like Chrollo Lucifer, toned like Eren Yeager and flirty (and annoying) as Usui Takumi.

Every one of his steps scream power and dominance, people in town were obliged to recognize his god-like features.

Lee Heeseung was a piece of wonder. He was the personification of the Great Chinese Wall. Well, for others it means he was one of the seven wonders, his friends being the others six. For you he was illigible, like a void devoid of colors, feelings, words. Looking at him was like walking on the Great Chinese Wall. Infinite stairs, a never ending pathway, long exhausting adventure where you can get lost easily.

You never knew how to understand Lee Heeseung.

And people were here, yelling at you for not being liquified by his unbelievable visuals.

You were not attracted to Lee Heeseung.

And people were here once again, crying about you not having a good eyesight because who in the world would tell a big NO NO to THE Lee Heeseung ?

Despite his apparence, one thing you knew for sure was that he was the synonym of troubles. And that compensated his visuals. Lee Heeseung was a big red flag.

Vandalizing walls, driving fast past three in the morning, drinking heavily almost every night, skipping class (even though he always passed his exams with flying colors which confused you), smoking, sniffing drugs you never heard the name before, fucking some random women of every age everywhere.

Yeah, for you he was the worst of the worst, and you sure would not (in this peaceful life of yours) like to have an affair or everything as minuscule as it is with him.

You knew that Lee Heeseung had no interests in you either and it was perfectly perfect for you.

둘.

« The hand that was carefully held out

I couldn’t hold it, I’ve only hesitated but »

« Hey, did you heard that? Lee Heeseung has won the cars’ racing yesterday!

- Listen Young-Hee, you do know I don't give a freak about him right? This man screams problems.

- But don't deny he's attractive! Plus Seo-Hyun had a one night stand with him last week, are you realizing? THE Park Seo-Hyun?

- Please why do you look so interested about that? What is incredible about this?

- Oh please Y/N, we ALL know that Seo-Hyun has a purity ring given by her dad! She promised chastety and here she was, fucking with Lee Heeseung!

- And so? It's something between her, her father and Heeseung, what do I have to do about that?

- YOU COULD BE NEXT IN LINE! »

The strawberry milk you were drinking went out of your mouth to someone's shirt. Eyes widening in both shock and embarrassment, you quickly excuse yourself, not even looking up to cross eyes with them and lend them a tissue while repeatedly apologizing.

« I'm sorry I'm sorry, I didn't attend to do that! »

The bell ringing was a lucky sign for you to sprint directly to your class. As you both pant from the little course, you suddenly hear a loud chuckle from Young-Hee.

« Girl that's what I call being "purged"! she said in between laughs.

- Shut up that was embarassing! And it's your fault! You did it on purpose right?!

- I will keep doing it to see those faces you make! She laughs loudly, people staring.

- Hee! » you yell, trying to grab her arm. But she was faster and quickly went to her seat.

Let's say you couldn't focus on the entire class. Your mind was busy spacing out and thinking about the conversation earlier. Of course you knew that Park Seo-Hyun was the famous virgin of the campus, because everyone knew that. And the fact she wore proudly her ring was her way of showing her engagement !

« You could be next in line! »

This sentence keeps repeating in your head like a malicious mentra and you can't help but to imagine Lee Heeseung devouring you with his eyes. As much as you hated to admit it, he was indeed handsome. But that was a facade to you. Because deep inside, you kept telling yourself that he was someone bad, manipulative and who had no interest in women's feelings. That's what you hate the most. Your dad always made sure to show his love to your mom, so it sure was a big shock when you learn that some men were beating and mistreating their girlfriends or wives. The perfect image of love just crumbled down and you couldn't help but to be on your guard ever since. Especially with people like Lee Heeseung. People categorized you as the « girl talking to only girls » because you always talk with girls only. Not that you despise men, you just don't feel like talking to them and you were perfectly fine with it. Even if some dare to approach you, you woulk kindly answer them and then dash as fast as possible, avoiding the interaction like plague.

Indeed, you did not hate men, you just never knew how to talk to them.

Beside your big brother of two years older your dad and to any men in your small family, talking to the opposite genre was a real challenge for you. Sweaty hands, swifty gazes, mumbling and rosy cheeks. You hated making a fool of yourself and indirectly, men were making you this way. You discovered later that you had heterosocial anxiety. « Good » you told yourself ironically while rolling your eyes, this means talking to men was making you nervous.

But like all stories, there was an exception, a boy in who you could talk to without stuttering and being insecure about your side profile, about the way you would smile, all the mimicks you had. He was your childhood neighbour, Kim Sunoo.

Maybe because he looked less scary and more welcoming, or the way he would smile and his eyes would form two little crescents. Maybe because he seemed more boyish ? Kim Sunoo was the only boy you could talk without being feared of being judged. For you, he will always be the little boy who shared strawberries his grandma prepared for after-school snack. He will always be your super adventures’ companion in your garden.

So it sure was painful when Kim Sunoo transferred from public school to private. Being children, you did not keep in touch and never saw each other ever since. But Sunoo gifted you with a braided bracelet. It was synonym of you guys’ friendship as he too, had one. His mother would show you pics of him, he would send her some after he finished his class, in secondary school. His peace sign beside his wink and little smile would bring a grin to your face too, somewhat relieved he was doing so well.

As you were thinking deeply of your childhood friend, a hand came crashing on your face.

« Young-Hee! I swear you're a dead woman!

- Listen, it's lunch and I'm hungry, stop thinking about Lee Heeseung and let's go to the cafet! she crosses her arms with a devilish smirk plastered on her face.

- I wasn't even thinking about him, cut the drama. »

The walk to the cafeteria was filled with laughters and a warm mood. Tray in hands, you were searching for a place to sit. It seems like today was filled with students as the only places you found were in the middle of two groups, hastily chatting. Not even two minutes after Young-Hee and you started eating, a breaking sound was heard on the other side of the cafet.

« LEE HEESEUNG YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH ! » was heard by a female voice.

There, was standing Park Seo-Hyun, infront of a sitting Lee Heeseung. It looked like she threw her glass at him within her tray of food. You see how unbothered he looked, even with food and water all over his clothes. Seo-Hyun scoffed at his lack of reaction and quickly walk out of the cafet, her two best friends following her. Shrugging, you turn back and start eating like nothing happened.

« Oh my god, what do you think did just happen?

- Well, this is what happens when you go inside Lee Heeseung’s circle. That’s why I don’t want anything with him, you said, unimpressed while digging in your tomatoes (I’m sorry for those who don’t like them 😭)

- But don’t you want to know? I loooove gossips hehe…

- If you want to investigate it’s without me you already know that, you say, unbothered.

- But please, she said, a tiny pout on her lips and giving her best doe eyes.

- I really hate you, you know? You sighed while shaking your head.

- Yey! I love you bestie! » She smiles happily then proceeds to swallow everything she had in her mouth.

For you, it was none other than some childish things, without harm. At least, that’s what you expected.

셋.

« My heart already trembles, I keep

getting scared

On this night when you secretly held out

your hand »

After disposing your tray in the conveyor belt, Young-Hee excitedly locked your cubital fossa together and has speed towards the almost empty hallways.

« Where are we going? You tell just loud enough for her to listen.

- In front of their class, Heeseung and Seo-Hyun are classmates, didn’t you know? She said making sure to be discreet and to look everywhere.

- I’m not such a big gossip girl like you Hee, you know that, you watched her getting agitated.

- It’s not some gossip, it’s general knowledge Y/N!

- As if, you couldn’t help but to roll your eyes.

- Let’s hide here! » Young-Hee said as she sweeps you both behind a big pillar glued to the classroom’s wall.

Peeking through the marble, you quietly observe your surroundings. Seo-Hyun was in the classroom with her friends, talking angrily about something you couldn’t hear.

« This situation kinda stress me Hee, you said playing with your bracelet. The tropes were so lose they could ripped anytime. It was a habit of you to fidget with it when you were nervous.

- Shh, I’m trying to decipher what they’re saying », she shushed you, looking attentively at the girls.

You couldn’t help but to roll your eyes a second time. Young-Hee was really persistent when she wanted to be but you couldn’t blame her, she lifted up your moral numerous times with this personality of hers.

« I fucking hate his guts! He promised me so many things but at the end what?! I gave my fucking virginity to an asshole like him?! Screams Seo-Hyun.

- He doesn’t deserve you Seo, trust us, said one of her friends.

- But Chae I gave him my v card, my dad’s gonna kill me if he learn that.

- You can just wear the ring again, he wouldn’t know.

- The whole school knows it! No way he will not be aware!

- Seo, calm down first. Instructed Chae-Won.

- I can’t-

- Y/N! Hide quick! » whispered-yelled Young-Hee.

Panicked, you rapidly hide behind the pillar, pressing your body as far as you could.

« What’s happening? » You whisper to your friend, completely lost.

Hee only gave you her big eyes as a response and gestured you that someone was coming. You didn’t think two times about it and just nodded.

« What are you gonna do Hee? She’s super mad at you and look at you, you’re covered in tomatoes’ sauce. You both hear a man voice talking.

- Huh? She took my hoodie when we did it last week, I just want to take it back, and I need to change clothes too. You could recognize Heeseung’s voice at the same time steps were coming your way.

- You’re unbelievable man! Exclaimed the other guy with him, chuckling in disbelief.

- I know, Heeseung only replied. You could practically hear and imagine his smirk as they open the door.

- What do you want bastard?! Screams Seo-Hyun.

- Wow, I didn’t came to be assaulted. I just want to take my hoodie back, I left it at yours last week.

- Already threw it in the trash can. She spat bitterly.

- Ouch, » murmured Young-Hee.

You looked at Young-Hee but didn’t expect her to make a silly face so you accidentally snort without realizing you both could be in big troubles if they happen to know you were here.

« Hey, did you heard that? Said the friend accompanying Heeseung.

- Hear what Jake? Questioned Heeseung.

- I heard some muffles over there, let me check. »

Panic immediately took possession of your body as you hurriedly run and turn in the near corridor.

« Hey! Wait! » You hear from the other side as you run endlessly trying to turn in the maximum corridors possible to left him.

Finally arriving at the back of your school, you both pant loudly, trying to catch your breath.

« That was freaking close! For once Mr Hwang’s running class weren’t useless! Pant Young-Hee between each inspirations taking.

- Listen carefully Hee, you stand fully up as your hands were resting on your knees to catch your breath, last time. I swear, last time forever.

- But they didn’t catch us, I’m sure he didn’t even see our faces! » She exclaimed feigning innocence.

You frown. If Jake was running behind you, he must have seen two figures at least. Plus, girls. You subconsciously touch your wrist to feel your bracelet when nothing brush your fingertips. Imagining the worst, you look down only to see it gone.

« Shit shit shit, don't tell me it fell off while we were running? You mumbled.

- What happened? asks Young-Hee, concerned.

- My bracelet fell off when we ran Hee, I need to search for it, it's a gift!

- Wow, it's okay, let's go back and see if it's there. »

You then walk the opposite way, following exactly each corridor you took. You were stressing, losing the only memory of your friend was the last thing you wanted to face right now. And as you kept approaching the classroom, your fear only increased.

« It's nowhere to be found Y/N... said your companion, empathic.

- Maybe it just fell right next to the pillar? I will take a look, you finally sighed, feeling hopeless.

- Okay, I'll search in this area over there, » she pointed the opposite direction with her finger.

As you were searching, you failed to notice a stare on you, silently watching every move you made.

You finally concluded after fifteen minutes that it was lost and you couldn't do anything about it. To feel guilty and sad were an understatement to what you were feeling right now. This bracelet was your anti-stress and now it was gone.

넷.

« Make me kiss you

 Ma-make me kiss you »

The end of the day came up rather quickly and you were now packing your things in your backpack. Young-Hee bided you goodbye earlier because she has tennis sessions so today you had to walk back home alone. It was actually great for you as you long for loneliness and peace sometimes. It eases your mind, not that being with Young-Hee create headaches but she was a little bit too loud sometimes.

As you exit the hallway of your university, someone secretly hold their phone up and snap a picture of you walking away. Shuffling it back in their pocket, they act like nothing happened and watch your back disappears.

« So you’re like that huh?! Taking pic of someone without their consent?! » Screams a girl.

You abruptly turn around to see the scrap. There you see again Seo-Hyun and Heeseung. Looks like she was yelling at him for something he did.

« Does it concern you? Just because we fucked doesn’t mean we’re dating idiot, » he spoke calmly, his chin lightly raised alongside a brow.

Reminding you of your « mission » with Young-Hee, you can’t help but to approach the scene quietly, making sure you’re discreet. As you hide behind a spot you continue to listen.

« Then you shouldn’t have promised me so many things that night! Was it nothing to you?! She angrily tells.

- And what are these things? Because I don’t remember any actually, he answers casually. He was used to it.

- You told me you will make me feel special, that I’m not like the others and that I’ll be the only one! At this point she was just stomping her foot on the ground brutally.

- Oh. Yeah it was in the heat of the moment. Never actually think this way. Plus I was drunk so I didn’t really paid attention to what I was saying, » he said once again as if it really didn’t bother him to see her on the verge of beating him up.

*clap*

Your eyes widened at the loud clap your heard and you were sure it came from her hand entering in collision with his cheek. « Must have hurt » you told yourself in your head.

« Fucking asshole, I’m gonna denounce you for what you’ve done and also for taking a pic of Y/N in secret! » she lastly said before storming away.

You slowly realized what she said and confusion took all over your mind.

« Wait, what? He took a secret pic of me? » You wondered in your mind.

- Stop hiding. I know you’re here, you hear a masculine voice calling, broking your self-thought bubble.

- Oh shit, you mumbled, it was over now, you were discovered, umh, hi haha, I was just about to go haha, you said, the uneasy feeling slowly climbing in your whole body as you step out of your hiding spot, walking awkwardly like a robot with a grimace.

- Really? You do know it’s not really polite to listen to others in secret yeah? »

Lee Heeseung grabs onto your shoulder, the scene particularly comic as he turns your around.

As you face him, your eyes immediately locked together and you can’t help but to feel intimidated by his gaze. It was teasing, almost mocking and shockingly traversing your entire core. You feel naked under him and once again you remind yourself why you hated talking to men this much. Instead of his uniform’s shirt he was wearing a plain oversized t-shirt of color white, he probably changed clothes after receiving the food on himself at the cafet. His black hair were swaying by the wind, softly falling on his mischievous eyes. God he was perfect.

« So? Kitten got your tongue angel? He tilted his head, waiting for an answer.

- Don’t… call me that, it sounds naughty coming from your mouth, you said looking finally down, not supporting his gaze.

- Oh really? That’s what y’all say, he chuckled slowly moving forward, but y’all love it in bed.

- And you talk about me listening to conversations in secret but you are not so good yourself, taking pic like a creep of someone without their consent, » you spat, your tone harsher than you intended too and your eyes piercing his when you lift your head. As much as you wanted to deny it, your cheeks were already red and your heartbeat as quick as the speed of light.

In response, he smirks, clearly pleased by what he’s seeing and hearing in front of him. You tried not to take in details his black hair perfectly styled as well as his perfect face and soft creamy skin. You then notice how bad Seo-Hyun had slapped him as a red mark was clearly visible on his left cheek.

« I don’t really like brats but with you I think I can make some efforts, he shrugged and came even more close, I don’t want to be harsh with you baby it would break my heart, he whispered, his hand coming up to brush against your chin.

- Who said you could touch me? Delete this pic as soon as possible and leave me alone, you’re carrying troubles, you sweep his hand away and step back.

- And what if I don’t? What are you gonna do? His cocky grin never leaving his face.

- I… I will report it to the police! You stumble over your words, quickly regretting the way you look so weak in front of him.

- Will you? When you know that my dad is a powerful CEO? In fact, the most powerful of the country? » He retorts, a feeling of satisfaction filling him up when your eyes widen up.

You sigh then frown at him and quickly dash away, not wanting to talk further. It was infuriating you that he was always winning. You hated him so much.

« We can find a way if you’re willing to be mine! 

- Never!! » you shout loud enough for him to hear you, only to hear a laugh as a response.

- How would you react if I tell you that you’re the reason I bring troubles Y/N? » Heeseung finally sighed watching your silhouette ventures between the buildings.

You let out a scream after making sure nobody was around you.

« This freaking Lee Heeseung!! You and your bad mouth will go down in hell I swear! You angrily said as you stomp your feet.

- Pff. »

You turn around as soon as you heard something. Scanning your surroundings you search the source of the noise.

« Is someone there? You ask, unsure and on your defensive.

- Not at all, act like I’m not here, answered a voice.

- Are they dumb or dumb? I just yelled my frustration and you’re telling me to continue embarrassing myself? You thought, low key judging them. Where are you? Show yourself. » (Frozen enwnkzjwnz)

After a few minutes, a boy finally step out and came infront of you. He was wearing a white t-shirt and by the look of the small pink stain on it you immediately remembered what happened this morning.

« Oh, you said taken aback.

- Like you said « Oh », he laughed, thank you for customizing my t-shirt, I didn’t know it was a tradition in your uni, he looked down at it, a small smile on his face.

- Huh… sorry… you didn’t had any clothes to change? You nervously ask.

- Oh no, I’m new here and I needed to get my dorm’s keys after school so nope.

- I’m sorry you had to walk like this the entire day. Uhm… » you said, hesitant.

In fact you were hesitating, one part of you wanted to go home, feeling the urge to burry yourself alive because a male was talking to you but yet another part was feeling too guilty to just go and you feel like you had to forgive for what you’ve done.

« Yes? He looked at you, a soft smile appearing on his face.

- Do you want to go to the cafe shop with me? We can go and drink some chocolate milk? I want to apologize properly.

- Uh, it will be coffee milk for me, he laughed, but yeah sure, » he smiles.

You couldn’t help the dumbfounded expression on your face as you heard his answer. « Mr is picky I see. » you thought to yourself. Well, you thought you said it in your head but his laugh caught you off guard, WAIT DID YOU JUST ASKED A BOY OUT ?

« I heard you, and I personally do not think that I’m picky, I just have my preferences, » he says proudly, mischievous eyes looking straight right through yours.

You just shake your head, already embarrassed about the fact he heard your thoughts.

As you both make your way to the cafe shop, you learn that his name is Sunghoon Park. He was currently an ice skater and was preparing for his national competition. As a big fan of Yuzuru Hanyu, you couldn’t help but to feel interested in his career’s story.

« So you learned ice skating when you were 10? That’s quite amazing. Do you have any friends? You ask without really knowing how you could talk to him this easily.

- Mh.. only one, her name is Eunseo, she is the only girl who dared to come to me when we were young, he shrugged looking unbothered.

- Oh, were you the only boy? You keep asking, trying to match his walking pace, your voice weakening as you saw the unbothered look on his face, were you boring? Did you forced him to go with you? And what if he didn’t wanted to?

- In my club yes, it was kinda lonely back then before I met Junhwan, he notices that you were having a hard time keeping up with him so he slowed down, quickly scanning your smaller figure with a glance.

- I see I see, you nod rapidly, your eyes that were on him now looking in front of you, throat suddenly dry as the conversation touched its end.

- And you? What’re you doing on a daily basis? He raised an eyebrow towards you.

- Me? Haha nothing as interesting as you, I’m a simple girl, you try to brush the subject away, surprised that he kept the conversation on going.

- Really? Aren’t you working at an animals center? He opens the door for you as you were now arrived.

- How… how do you know that? You enter, waving a hand to thank him.

- A friend of a friend, » he grins once more, passing before you towards the counter.

« What in the world..? » you thought again, gradually joining him as your mind overflowed with thoughts, finding him kinda creepy.

While you guys took commands, you quickly paid for both drinks before he could do anything, muttering a shy « it’s on me ». Unfortunately for you, you missed the way his eyes shone as his heart skipped a beat. You then found a table in a corner, near a window offering you the view of a busy crowd. The more you were thinking of the situation you were right now, the more you’re nervous. Endless fears and thoughts invading your head as you look around in an alarmed state, your knees automatically shaking under the table.

« You seem to have a lot of thoughts in your head. Every time you’re quiet, I’m quite sure you’re thinking of something, he softly puts his chin on his palm as his elbow is resting on the table, his attention entirely on you, making things even harder for you to support the awkward atmosphere you were feeling alone.

- Yes, I actually think a lot haha, not you? Your gaze darting away from his stare.

- Depends, he responds, eyes not blinking and continuing to stare right into your orbits.

- Number 38! You perked, reacting to your command’s number.

- Will be right back, » you stand up and walk rather awkwardly feeling his intense gaze on your back.

You went to grab your drink and thanked the woman. On your way back, you notice a frown adorning Sunghoon's soft features as he was staring at his phone. Not wanting to bother him, you sat down quietly, sipping on the sweetness awaited, immediately calming your stress. He quickly put his phone back into his pocket before looking at you, eyes softening upon seeing your content eyes. You were zoning out, so did not notice his eyes staring at you.

« It's unfair really, he managed to mumbled, a grin evident on his face as he finally looks away.

- What is unfair? You barely heard what he said but did anyways.

- It's unfair to look this cute actually, he whispers, still looking around the cafe shop.

- W-what did you say? I didn’t hear you, you purse your lips, blinking in confusion. To be honest you did heard him, you just wanted to be sure and not be delusional.

- Nothing, a simple note to myself, » he shrugs and then stand up when his order is being called.

You couldn't help but wonder to what he said earlier, what does he mean by "unfair"? Anyways, you checked the time on your phone to see that it was late (or that you wanted to escape from this situation?), and that you needed to revise for a test coming soon. Sunghoon was just arriving when you stand up. He gave you a confused look and you quickly told him the reason of your departure.

« Already leaving? We have just arrived? He asks, incredulous, standing still with his drink in hand. (Sunghoon be like : 🧍‍♂️)

- I know and I'm sorry for that! I'll see you around! You say, in a sort of a rush.

- Wait lemme at least walk you, he tries to slow you down, but you were faster and have already left the cafe shop. Aish... This girl... » he tilted his head, disappointed in himself or in you he didn't know, but he for sure wanted to spend a little bit more time with you.

After all, you caught his eyes and with it, his cold heart.

다섯.

« Make me touch you 

Ma-make me touch you »

The following week was packed.

You finally let out a sigh of relief, it was now the week-end, you will have the deserved time to breathe. You were now in your room, on your bed, laying on your chest. You had just finished your night routine and was on the verge of sleeping when you heard something hitting your window. Panicked, you quickly turn off your bedside lamp, telling who-the-hell they're that you're sleeping and above all, that you want to be alone. In fact, you were scared it was a stealer or a serial killer and hurriedly hide yourself under your blanket as if it will protect you from them. Even though you tried to sleep, your eyes tightly shut, the noise wouldn’t stop, it was quite the contrary. Taking your courage in both hands, you quietly stand up and gently push aside your curtains before looking for the culprit of your peacefulness. Being shocked was an understatement as you saw none other than Lee Heeseung standing behind your gates, getting ready to throw yet another rock on your window before you furiously open the latter.

« Lee Heeseung! What are you doing at this hour? I'm trying to sleep! You whisper-yelled, not wanting to wake up your parents.

- Come with me! He offers you a big smile, waving at you.

- Is he crazy or what? You murmured to yourself, not believing his words. What? Why? Are you going to give me some candies and then kidnap me? You say ironically, I don't know you! Go to your home! » You finally pronounce your last words before closing your window.

« I wouldn’t mind kidnapping you though, » he mumbles under his breath as he smiles, heart racing.

Not even two seconds after it was closed, you hear knocking sounds again. Taking a deep breath, you tried to calm yourself, you were not one to be very patient, plus the lack of sleep these days were really working you up. Lee Heeseung or not, you were strangers and he was invading your privacy at this point ! It has to cease before your parents found him out and call the police. As much as you didn’t liked him, it's not like you hated him too and you just wanted to avoid problems. God knows what could happen to you if this story disclose around, his fangirls would grab your hair, make a pretty haircut (note the sarcasm) and throw you in the nearest dump while his father would probably kick you out of the country with your parents. So you decided to slip on an oversized hoodie, stolen from your brother (working overseas), and to step down your stairs in the quietest way possible. You needed to be extra careful because your mother was a light sleeper so even the weenie mistake would wake her up and you would then be in big problems. Reaching the entrance, you open the door without a care about your looks, after all, it completely went out of your head.

« What's your problem? Why are you here? You hiss, now infront of the fuckboy of the campus.

- Woah ~ so sexy, he whistles at the sight of your disheveled hair, oversized hoodie, slippers and your annoying face.

- Just answer the damn question Lee, you switch your weight on one of your leg, the foot opposed stomping against the fresh grass of your garden. Your hands were on your hips as you were glaring at him.

- Just wanted to see you, that's all, he lifted his hands above his shoulders, acting as if he was surrending himself.

- And why so? I don't understand, we are not friends, not even acquaintances even more, we don't speak to each other at all. How did you even got my address?! And most importantly : What do you want from me? Your frown deepening, your arms cross on your chest.

- I'm racing tonight, I need to bring someone with me. I thought of-, he began but you quickly dismiss him.

- Rejected. Did you really think I was going to accept? In your dreams, you scoff, not believing him.

- Come on, it will be fun I promise you, » he extends his hand, as if waiting for you to grab it.

The truth is, you heard from some classmates that racing with Heeseung was amazing. He would have excellent driving skills and it would have been a shame to miss it. Closing the distance between you and him, you raise your hand, almost as if you were going to accept his proposition, only to clap his hand down. His eyes, that were hopeful of you possibly agreeing, lose their light, like a sad puppy not getting his treat.

« I will say it one last time Heeseung, you look straight into his eyes, rejected. » You gritted, emphasizing on your last word.

You then turn around, not letting him the time to reply back, and enter your home. Not even two minutes inside and you're glidding down the door, your hands pressed against your chest, a futile attempt to calm your messy heartbeat. This interaction with this man was in no point good for you and put you in one hell of a state you couldn't even imagine.

Why everything was suddenly happening to you? And most of all, why did it has to be LEE FREAKING HEESEUNG?

That night, you couldn't sleep.

여섯.

« Make me want you 

Ma-make me want you »

The next morning you felt especially groggy. You didn't had much sleep and it was also the first day of your period. « I hate this world » you mumbled to yourself, already feeling the cramps coming. As you peacefully went out of bed to ready yourself, a notification caught your attention.

« #Lee_Heeseungs_new_chick »

Seriously? Was he going to follow you everywhere you were going? Would you believe! Now he’s even invading your notifications… You feel like Lee Heeseung was stuck with you for whatever reason and it pissed you off. For wanting him away it looks like the opposite.

« Are you ready Y/N? Hurry or you will be late, informs your father, peeking through your door, ajar.

- Yes I'm coming right now, is mom already gone? You ask, standing up and taking your uniform hanging on your wardrobe.

- Yup, said she has to go early today, » you hear his faint voice as he was walking down the stairs, his voice resonating in the corridor.

It was unusual for you, your mom never had to go early to work. But you shrugged it off, everything happens for a reason. You quickly do your morning routine then finally went out of your house.

As you arrived at the university, you couldn't help but notice how stares were directed at you for a reason you ignore. Being self-counscious, you found a restroom and checked if you had anything on your face or your clothes, only to notice that everything was perfectly fine. What the hell was happening?

The only way to know was to ask Young-Hee as she always keep herself updated. And you didn't had to search for her for too long as you could pratically hear her yells from the other side of the hallway.

« Y/NNN! Oh my god why didn't you tell me? She grabs your hand and pulls you towards a quieter side of the hallway, where nobody could hear you both.

- About what? You ask, like a lost puppy.

- You and Lee Heeseung are dating !Congrats! She cheerfully says.

- Wait- what?! No way in this freaking world! I do not like him and you know it! You offer her your most disgusted-shocked face, making her laugh.

- But the whole campus is aware! She then take out her phone from her bag's pocket.

- And why am I not aware then? What's happening?

You noticed that everyone were looking at you with weird eyes, you panicked a little, looking repeatedly on both side of you.

- Look! » She shows you her screen.

You couldn't believe what you were seeing right now.

It was a picture of you and Heeseung last night. The picture showed the moment you just taped his hand down to refuse his proposition, but it gives the impression of you two holding hands. Who would take a picture of you and him this late at night? One of his fans? Or maybe he planned this all along? You were confused and soon a striking pain started to pounced in your head. Good, you were having a headache because of all the ruckus. Not to mention the pain of your cramps too, you knew how bad they were particularly during the first few days.

« Are you okay? Worriedly ask Young-Hee, seeing you squinting your eyes in pain.

- Having a headache and period cramps are the worst I swear, you mutter under your breath, taking a big inspiration only to wince when you feel the contractions.

- Today's really not your day ma girl, she shakes her head, going through her bag to find a potential pill that could helps you.

- Let's go in class, it's about to start, » you take her extended hand that was giving you the med and walk to class, steps galloping in fear of being late.

Mrs So was already in the classroom, spreading her books and belongings and not even after being seated, she began her lesson. You quickly ate the med while rummaging through your bag to pull out your belongings.

« Pssst Y/N, »

It was one of your classmate, in whom you never really spoke. The way her eyes glinted in curiosity was slowly freaking you out. You knew what she wanted to know.

« No, we aren't dating, don't misunderstand the pic, you respond drier than attended and not even sparring her a glance making it look even more rude.

- Okay okay sorry for wasting your time, you could hear the sarcastic tone with an eye roll, not that you really care. What a boring girl you are, why would he choose you instead of me? »

You silently sighed, it's not your fault if his flirty ass was in front of your house at 1 A.M. But maybe you shouldn't have approached him and just should've shut him down and go to sleep like nothing happened.

« Ladies at the right, stop talking, warns Mrs So.

- It's Y/N, she can't keep her mouth shut, she said, voice filled with sarcasm.

- Huh? Are you talking about you?

- Tch, what are you five?

- Yup five times smarter than you, you proudly smile, the whole class hyping you.

- YOU-

- Mrs Park, this is your last warning, stares Mrs So.

- I'll kill you Marilyn Monhoe, she lastly whisper.

- At least I'm hot, » you quietly say, hearing the snickers of some of your classmates.

Internally, you were screaming because how in hell someone spotted you with THE Lee Heeseung? This just made you exasperated and more determined to have less contact with him...

Days had passed and you were avoiding Lee Heeseung like plague. The latter did not understand your behavior as he was secretly longing for you.

Following you with his eyes each time you happened to walk by him. His friends, except one were looking at him with a grin, they knew oh how much Heeseung wanted to own you, well the reason was unknown to them, but the way he was devouring you with his eyes spoke enough for them to know you were his prey.

In fact, Lee Heeseung has been infatuated by you the day he saw you rejecting one guy. The latter was known for being a real playboy in disguise, playing the Prince Charming to get girls. We could say he and Heeseung were sworn enemies, competing over who could catch more girls. So when you turned the guy down, it only created a spark in Heeseung, the desire to win you invading his brain. If he could have you, he could brag about it to the loser who failed, gaining yet a tingle of pride. At first, winning you and throwing you like an old rag was all he could think of, yet what he didn't expected, was the fact you were *actually* attractive and interesting. He felt like you were an unpolished gem, a precious diamond that didn't showcase its spark yet. In his head he was the miner, you were the diamond, he had to polish you, to make you shine.

일곱.

« K-kiss you, t-touch you, w-want you »

« Make me love you »

Soon enough, seeing and thinking that Lee Heeseung's attention on you was finally finished, you lowered your guards and peacefully lived your life, knowing the only person you needed in your social circle was Young-Hee.

*Ding*

The sound of your phone makes you freak out as you take it out of your bag. Speaking of the devil, Hee has just send you a message, claiming she was feeling sick and won't be able to come in class.

« Is this for real? The exact moment I think about her, she's sick, this girl I swear, » you sigh.

Young-Hee was the type of girl who got rarely sick, so it feels empty to eat alone in a classroom. You thought that it could bring you peace and to be honest, you didn't want to be looked at for eating alone. So here you were, eating alone in a classroom, just minding your business.

« Oh, did I just caught a fish eating alone? » a voice resonated in your ears, breaking the pleasant silence you were in.

Immediately perking your head, your gaze falls upon the ice skater. His tall frame was leaning against the door, his arms crossed with one hand holding a drink.

His eyes had looked you from toes to head, analyzing every details and to be fair, made you slightly uncomfortable. His grin and teasing eyes just made you feel self conscious and you looked away, a slight blush creepig up your face.

« I didn't expect you to be here... What brings you here? you ask softly, resuming on eating your lunch.

- I saw you eating alone, so I thought I could keep you compagny, are you okay with this? » he says, already making his way to take the chair in front of you, pulling it so the back could rest against your desk. He finally plopped down on the chair, facing you directly, propping his forearm on the top of his chair.

- Well... looks like you already eased yourself here, beside, who am I to tell you no? You suck in a sigh, his intense gaze was just urging you to hide in a hole and to never get out of it.

- We didn't get to finish our conversation last time, so why not catching it up now? he asks, looking at the window, the sun rays shining on his handsome face, did he thought he was in a drama? Even the breeze was a paid actor as it made your hair and his leisurely dancing.

- Hum... I'm kinda an awkward girl, you may go on your way...you mutter, dumbfounded as to why someone like him would want to have a conversation with a girl like you, trying to escape guys like death.

- It's okay l'm awkward too, » he chuckles to himself, his head lowering slightly as he does.

Gosh he was beautiful, what did he ate to be this handsome?

« Sung- », a voice called but immediately stopped.

Lee Heeseung was there, and the scene before his eyes was like a bad dream. His close friend, Park Sunghoon is having a face to face conversation with the girl he's trying so hard to catch the attention. Heeseung wondered why it looks easy for his friend to talk to you, he did not understand at the moment why you weren't hostile towards him. If one day Heeseung was being told he got jealous over one of his friend, he would have just laughed it off, shaking his head while mumbling some incoherent things on how it is impossible for him to feel that way.

« What is it hyung? » asks Sunghoon, clearly aware of his senior's intentions with you.

« Well... I didn't expect you two to be together, his eyes were locked on your figure, long time no see Y/ N, » he smiles at you, closing the distance between you three. You couldn't be in a more embarassing situation. Firstly, the tension could be felt from miles, secondly, you never asked to be talked to, and finally, how can it be so hard to be alone these days?

Feeling uneasy, both by their intimidating gazes and their presence, you shakily release a sigh.

« I don't know what I did to you guys... what do you want from me? » you ask, on one hand, not wanting to know their answer, and on the other one, craving to know what their full intentions were.

« Didn't I told ya already? I want you to race with me, » he says nonchalently, shrugging his shoulders.

« And I was clear about it, I don't wanna do it, » you sigh, not really knowing how to formulate your words so he could give it up.

« Racing with Heeseung could be dangerous, that's why I'm never riding with him, » says softly Sunghoon, his expression betraying his voice. But it ceased when his attention finally focused itself on you, the older man glaring at him.

« Don't act like you are not riding like him, » your brows creased, not impressed.

« I don't do cars races, I swear on my lovely dog, » he lifted his hands up, claiming his innocence.

« I don't wanna drive with either of you two, you sigh, closing your eyes, what did I do for you two to want me to ride with you? There's plently of girls in the campus! »

At this point they didn't know if you were really clueless or if you were doing this on purpose. It was as clear as water that Lee Heeseung and Park Sunghoon were hitting on you. We couldn't really blame you: never got confessed, never got a boyfriend, never had male friends after Sunoo so yes, what is love anyways?

Heeseung thought for a while, trying to find a way to make you agree. When the idea comes to him, he smiles brightly and stand in front of you, looking down at you with a smirk.

« How about I buy you those pretty pencils from this one shop near the campus? I noticed that you have a lot of them, » he smiles, proud.

Touché, you felt blocked, because as much as you want to deny it, you always had a things for books and stationery stores. You took care of the esthetic of your belongings and it didn't go unoticed by Lee. Gritting your teeth, your head became fuzzy as well as your thoughts, the tentation was high but a side of you keep reminding you that he was Lee Heeseung, the campus' playboy. You failed to catch the smile of Sunghoon sightly faltering. Freak, Heeseung got a step ahead, and you, who were usually direct to reject him, was now hesitating.

The first time Park Sunghoon came visiting the new city he was gonna moved in, he didn't thought much of it. His introvert character made it hard for him to open up to people. Only on his friends he could lean on and they were everything he needed. Sunghoon didn't planned on falling in love. Indeed he was known for being quite the heartless and cold guy, ignoring confessions and not showing a bit of interest in the opposite gender. His sister and mom were enough for him, he didn't need other women in his life than his family. But fate worked against him when he saw a young girl from his age, crouching near a dog while patting it. His eyes traveled up to see the longstanding crusty letters that formed the two words « Animal center » written on an old building, dilapidated enough to imagine it was there for many years. The girl was standing just behind the opened gate, talking sweetly with the dog in front of her. She looked like she was the happiest on Earth, in her own bubble as her soft chuckles resonated in the silence of the street. Sunghoon was too stunned to speak a word, clearly dazed by the scenery painted in front of his eyes. The golden hour made it look even more beautiful than it was already, melting his icy heart the more he was watching you.

« HUM... Can I help you? » Sunghoon heard a voice calling out to him, stopping him from his dazy state and regaining consciousness. The sight of you was nowhere to be seen as an old granny, smiling softly at him, stood a few meters away from him, eventually blocking him from seeing you.

« Oh, hum, n-no... I was just passing by... » he answered, caught off guard and blushing from embarassment. He quickly bowed before hasting his steps out of sight. At this moment, he believed that he could never see you again.

So the day you splashed your milk onto his shirt, his anger immediately turned into surprise when he saw your face, the image of you patting the dog inked in his brain. He hadn't got the time to speak a word that you were already dashing out of his sight, handing him a tissue while looking down and walking past him.

« How long does a racing lasts? » You ask, reclaiming again Sunghoon's attention on you.

Watching as Heeseung heaved a sigh alongside a sly grin, his face showing nothing else but satisfaction and victory.

« It's tonight, midnight, I will pick you up at 11:30 PM » Heeseung smirks, eyeing you with fancy eyes.

« I didn't ask when it was, I asked about the duration, you sigh, besides I didn't even agreed, you stated and raised a brow at him.

- Yet. If you really wanted to refused you would have already told me no, he smiles, knowing he won, so tell me, are you coming or not? »

Gritting your teeth, you looked everywhere besides the two men in front of you, one eager to know your answer, certain you will say yes. The other, praying you will say no, his eyes not leaving yours.

« Y/N- », begins Sunghoon before getting cut of by Heeseung.

« Come on! First and last time I ask you to! »

« I really hate you... » you mutter enough for them both to hear.

« Shit… » thinks Sunghoon, completely devastated you agreed.

여덟.

« Every day, I enter into a different world

I was a butterfly, attracted to the temptation 

I’ve fallen into a sweet scent

How do I look ? »

Here you were, waiting for Lee Heeseung to come pick you up, your hands tightly grabbing the strap of your purse. Soon enough, you catch a glimpse of a car's headlights. Stopping just in front of you, the driver's door opened to reveal Heeseung. His hair was up, showing his forehead, wearing a dark blue baggy jeans, an oversize black t-shirt with a leather jacket. His looks were complimented by earrings and necklace. And on his face, a smirk was plastered. You could tell he loved what he was seeing.

« Here we go, Mrs Y/N, » he smiles, opening the passagenger's door for you, and you oblige, sitting inside his car. His car was impressive, a black Alfa Romeo Giulia quadrifoglio. « Perfect for his car's racings », you thought to yourself as your eyes wander on the illuminated dashboard. As much as your heart was beating loudly, a part of you was telling you that Lee Heeseung has made a special propose for you to drive with him made you feel unique, until the other part of your brain reminds you that the seat you're currently sitting on had tons of women on it. It gave you chills and a little frown make its place on your face as Heeseung finally eases himself beside you.

« Are you comfy? he asks before stopping himself when looking at your face, I feel like I just kidnapped you while you agreed to come with me. » He chuckles while you refused to look back at him, a small pout on your lips.

« Nothing, hurry so I can go home as fast as I can, » you mumble while looking at the window.

« Alright, received loud and clear. » He smiles before pressing his foot on the pedal, the car dashing at top speed.

You suppress a loud gasp when he does, firmly gripping anything you can grasp. Your heart that was already beating real fast feels like it could explose anytime. You could not even apprehend what was happening at the moment, the city flashing at an incredible speed, soon reaching the small-town.

You try not to pay too much attention on the way he has his left elbow on the ledge of the window, his fingers grazing his lips and the other hand, firmly seizing the steerwheel. Gosh why was he still attractive after all the troubles he did to you?

« Liking the view my lady? » he says, snapping you out of your trance.

« I would be pleased if I could get another one right now. » You answer without missing a beat.

All you recolted was his laugh filling the tensed silence.

« I can say you give your trust easily Y/N, he stated with a grin, you really do look like those children who are seen being proposed some candies by a total stranger, he looks at you for a few seconds before looking back at the road, fallen into the trap. »

«I-, » you tried to answer back but couldn't say anything as it was true.

The rest of the trip was spent in the silence as a soft music played in the background. You were feeling uncomfortable. Mainly because you were not expecting to spend a soiree with a man and mostly Lee Heeseung.

You finally arrived when you see an infinite amount of cars alongside cheerful people, suddenly feeling self-consicous about the situation you're in right now. You didn't think about the fact that Lee Heeseung was very well known in town and so, that everyone surely already knew it was him by the sight of his car. As Heeseung parked right in front of a crowd, he turns his head to look at you. « Just be natural pretty, you will mak’em all speechless » he whispers smoothly, you took a deep breathe, nodding quickly before going out of the vehicule.

« Yo man, came with your new chick? Whistle a man upon seeing you, his eyes roaming up and down your silhouette.

- Yup, m'racing with her tonight, » grins proudly Heeseung, glancing back at you with a glint in his eyes while you roll yours up.

You then noticed how people were staring at you, mixed reactions coming up as you try not to pay attention to it. However, in the corner of your eyes, you notice a familiar body. Park Sunghoon. He was standing alongside the rest of the band. His eyes were fixed on you, a frown visible on his features. This made you uncomfortable. To be honest, everything made you self-conscious and anxious. This wasn't something you were used to, all the ruckus, this seems like another world to you and the dryness in your throat wasn't helping.

« Everyone! I'm gonna list all the races of tonight! » announces a slender men wearing a pair of sunglasses even though it was pitch dark, his long hair hiden behind a red cap.

Soon, everyone turned their attention towards him, listening actively to what he was saying.

« And for the last race, we will have Lee Heeseung against a new opponent! Tonight signs his first participation! Please, welcome Park Sunghoon! » he screams happily as he gestures towards the said man, standing not so far away from you, screams soon invading your ears as your eyes were fixed on him.

You notice the way his face remains close, not a single emotion discernible except for determination. And as your eyes cross each other, a firm grip on your hip made you look up, a low angle-shot of Heeseung's side profile entering your vision.

« Stop staring at him and focus on me. He says lowly only for you to hear.

- And who are you to order me that? You answer him, an eyebrow arched, surprising yourself at the way you could respond with confidence.

- Consider tonight like a date. He grins, finally looking down at you, his eyes flickering between your lips and your eyes.

- ...Tch. » You sigh. You really felt into his trap.

When your turn finally came, your hurriedly walk to go to Heeseung's car, but not before a hand gripped your forearm, yanking you slowly back.

« Can we talk real fast before going? You recognize his voice, it's Sunghoon.

- Okay... but quick. You nod along before isolating yourself with him, Heeseung watching afar not really liking what he is seeing, but the crowd around him make it impossible for him to reach out to you.

- Fuck. » He curses under his breath, feeling his blood boiling in his veins.

Being now a few meters away from all these people, Sunghoon halt his steps and turns around, his eyes immediately falling on your delicate features.

« Listen-

- Sunghoon-, you both started at the same time. He quickly gestures you to keep going as you heave a sigh, why? Why are you participating in this race ? Weren't you the one saying it was dangerous? You frown, your arms crossing against your chest.

- I know, I'm sorry I just... I just.. I think I just can't trust Heeseung hyung with you. He spoke, his words faint as if he was searching for his words. Thanks for the darkness of the sky, you couldn't decipher his red cheeks and ears nor even the way his eyes were looking everywhere but you.

- And why so? » You tilt your head, ignoring the reason behind this reasoning.

Your eyes were fixed on his face as he looks right back at you, determination written on his face.

« Because I… »

You were now in Heeseung's car, your heart beating crazily against your ribcage.

« What happened with Sunghoon? the driver asks, tone colder than a few hours ago.

- Nothing concerning you, you answer slowly, the name of the other man making you anxious.

- Y/N, what did Sunghoon told you? » Heeseung repeats, his voice a bit menacing as he places his car on the left side of the track, a gorgeous woman standing at your right with two flags in her hands. Soon, another vehicule stops just beside you. Not wanting to face Heeseung, you look at the window only to meet Sunghoon's fierce gaze. Your cheeks reddening, you quickly look in front of you, breath stuck in your chest.

« Well, if I win, you better tell me, he scoffs, foot on the pedal, pressing it hardly, both cars' motors roaring up.

- No, you frown, your hands clasping against the belt.

- It wasn't a question, » he finally says as a loud sound comes from an air horn signalling the start of the race.

Your words got stuck in your throat as the car dash at an alluring speed, your hands quickly grabbing the door's handdle to keep yourself steady.

« Fuck you Lee Heeseung for pulling me in this shit, you curse, feeling like your heart could explode anytime.

- The pleasure is mine baby, he smirks, shooting a glance in the rearview mirror, seeing as Sunghoon was close behind you, I can't believe it's his first time, you don't drive like this on your first time, he chuckles lowly, accelerating.

- Well, don't blame me if I end up barfing in your car, you say, breathless as he took a sharp turn on the left, your head almost colliding harshly against the window.

- Mark your territory pretty, » he only chuckles loudly.

It was a close race, one you couldn't tell who will win. And to be honest, you were more on the verge of throwing up and dying than to take care on who was winning. The only thing you could do was to focus on your breathe, cursing here and there and wondering why on earth did you accept to accompagny him, for what? Some dumb stationnary things you could buy yourself?!

In no time, you heard another loud bang of air horn, concluding the end of the race. Your eyes previously closed, opened slowly to reveal the crowd cheering for you.

« Did you win? You ask, voice weak and wet.

- Yup, I won baby, » the playboy declares, quickly opening his door as people were cheering loudly for him.

He quickly blend into the crowd, happily celebrating his victory as you got out of the vehicule, running to a secret corner to throw up. Coughing, tears in your eyes, you felt a striking pain in your head.

« I hate this man so much... kof kof... » you blabber, wiping your mouth with the hem of your hoodie.

You hurriedly dash out of the car once the latter stops in front of your house. The ride back was silent as you had closed your eyes all along, not answering the winner even once.

« Hey, Heeseung spoke, after stepping out of his car too, hands in his pockets, he makes his way towards you, a grin evident adorning his face, care to explain what had happened between you and Sunghoon now that I won?

- No. And after this night, I think I hate you even more, you spat, tiredness written all over your face.

- All right all right, what did I even do this time? he smirks, coming closer to you, his scent invading your nostrils as the wind carries his perfume.

- I... I freaking threw-, » you said before feeling another wave of vomit climbing back up your esophagus, your hand clasping against your lips.

Seeing your state, Heeseung couldn’t help but laugh out loud, his bright smile making you blush.

« It’s alright, just throw up, » he snickers as you walk fast away from him, crouching down near the drain in front of your house. Soon enough, you throw up once more, feeling breathless and thirsty. You then feel two warm hands tying your hair up in a makeshift ponytail, then a delicate hand massaging the back of your neck.

« I’m sorry I had to put you through this, but I had to win, » he smiles, his eyes inked to the back of your head as you cough, a few tears escaping your eyes.

Lee Heeseung, apologizing? This does not goes together very well. But why does he sound so sincere? Did he really meant those words?

« And for what? What did you won? » You ask, spitting not so gracefully in the drain, feeling well aware of his eyes on you, at this point you couldn’t care because your head was throbbing so painfully that receiving a bullet in your skull was the only solution you could think of.

« I was wishing for a chance with you actually, he said unbothered while you choked on your own saliva.

- Are you kidding me? You say, your throat so dry you feel like all the water in your body left you when you threw up.

- Nope, I want you. » he said, crouching down next to you, his fingers cupping your jaw to make you look at him. His thumb coming up to wipe off the saliva at the corner of your lips, the movement making you dizzy.

In the breezy night, it felt like only you and Lee Heeseung remained on Earth as time seems to have stopped. His eyes were hypnotizing you, your breathing stopping as you contemplate each other. For a second, your mind sure felt bewitched by his pupils. You felt like you were drunk, was it the effect of your periods? The fatigue? The stress? Or was it simply because of him?

« Make me love you… you breathed out, quietly.

- Mh? He only hums, slowly approaching his face closer to yours.

- If you so want me… then try to make me love you… you whisper, your ears and cheeks turning crimson as your heartbeat pounded furiously.

- Are you allowing me to? Because once I start, there’s no turning back, and… I will not accept any complain coming from your pretty lips » he mutters, his eyes closing slowly.

On the contrary, your eyes opened wildly, is he really going to kiss you? Like, right now? Your thoughts invaded your brain and without thinking twice, you quickly pushed him away, both your hands on his toned chest before getting up and running towards your house.

« I threw up! You say embarrassed as you fidget with your purse while searching for your keys.

- Wouldn’t have bothered me… » he mumbles to himself as he chuckles, a smirk plastered on his face as he watches you, hands in his pockets.

아홉.

« Farther, a little bit farther, high in the sky

I’ve come a white star as I fly away

Never seen it before 

(Such warm eyes) »

You sigh in relief as you remember that it was Saturday.

« Finally alone! » You huffed softly, stretching out on your bed as birds are chirping.

Thanks to your great organisation, you already did all your homework too, so the weekend will be pretty chill. As you were humming contently, memories of what happened last night flew in your head and you quickly hide your tomato face in your cushions, screaming your frustration out.

« Are you okay girl? A deep voice asks.

- Huh? You’re back?! You instantly lift your head up to look up at your big bro, standing against the door of your room.

- Yup. Why did you screamed like a dead hen? Did you realized you’ll be single for the rest of your life? He grins mockingly.

- Shut up you cow! You spoke back, yeeting a pillow in his direction which he avoids easily.

- Breakfast’s ready, move yo ass down. » He smiles, satisfied before going down the stairs.

Fortunately for you, the breakfast went smoothly, catching up with your brother and spending time with your family is something you particularly enjoy.

« Someone threw up in the drain just in front of our house, if I catch them I’ll send them to Hades! Rumbles your dad as your face turn pale and you gulp down.

- If only you knew Dad… you thought to yourself, once again remembering Heeseung’s lips near yours.

- Hey, why are ya red like this? Smirks your brother, teasing you for the ninth time.

- Eggs are hot, you try to dissuade him, glaring.

- They’ve been on your plate for an hour what do you mean they’re hot? Liar. » He replies back, an eyebrow cocked, not believing you one bit.

You just snort and keep on eating, missing the way your brother’s stare remained on you for a bit longer than usual, examining your face.

**Buzz buzz**

The table trembles slightly as your phone vibrates. All eyes on you as you check your notifications. Some messages from an unknown number. Well…. Not so unknown if you’re being honest because you knew exactly who it was.

« Answer, grins your brother.

- No phone at the table. Strictly orders your mom.

- Mom, your daughter is probably seeing your future son-in-law, snickers your brother which earns a small kick from you under the table, ouch! Why so violent sis?

- The day my daughter will have a boyfriend will be the day your father will stops snoring, your mother chuckles as your phone keeps vibrating, Y/N answer the poor boy.

- …, you watch every member of your family before sighing, okay…, » you mumble, taking your phone and walking away.

You then isolated yourself in the kitchen, a groggy voice reaching your eardrums.

« Hey beautiful, he greets you, the raspy voice being a clue of his recent awakening.

- What? You answer drier than intended, making him chuckle.

- Do you feel better? He asks, his eyes closed as your voice soothe his heart.

- Yes… thank you… for holding up my hair…, you mumble shyly, suddenly embarrassed about the fact you actually threw up before a human other than your family.

- Are you free? I want to see you. His tone sounded so pleading, you thought for a second.

- …Let’s buy what you had promised me, you whisper softly, unconsciously smiling.

- All right, will be here in 20, » he says, making a kissing sound before hanging up.

Your cheeks flushed when you realized he sent you a flying kiss. Before quickly shaking your head and slapping your cheeks. « Get your shot together Y/N! » you think to yourself.

« It was cheesy sis, sneers your brother peeking through the door, I actually can’t believe my sister has a date like right now, by the way can you run some errands for me? I will send you by texts. Thank you! He quickly says before disappearing.

- This kid I swear, I wonder if I’m not the older sister sometimes. » You roll your eyes up before quickly preparing yourself.

« Is it a date? Is it not? » After all, Heeseung did promised to buy you some stationery items, right? So he was just fulfilling his promise, right? So why couldn’t you stop the speed of your heart nor the unstopping back and forth thoughts in your head? Twenty minutes flew by in an instant and you were nervously waiting for him in front of the gates.

A loud roaring takes your attention as you search for the familiar car of last night. Here you see Heeseung’s impressive car, stopping in front of you.

« Tut-tut-tut, before you go lemme do a small check, cut off your dad, surprisingly standing next to you, I gotta see who is taking my daughter away from me.

- Dad it’s not a date..! You mumble between gritted teeth as you watch anxiously the way Heeseung got out of his car to come to you.

- That’s what your mom told her dad on the first date with me, he scoffs before examining Heeseung from head to toe.

- Good morning, I’m Lee Heeseung, » the latter says, extending his hand after bowing politely to your dad.

Your dad only shakes the younger man’s hand, his grip strongly engulfing Heeseung’s one. He puts some more pressure on his grip before Heeseung tightens his too making your dad chuckles shortly.

« 11 PM, not one second more, » he just said before turning his heels away and going back home.

You scoff at what he said, rolling your eyes up.

« I‘ll be home earlier than that, » you shake your head in disbelief.

Lee Heeseung could only smile as he opens the door for you, before going to the driver seats and driving you two in direction of your favorite shop.

열.

« Deeply place me in your universe

(I’ll close my eyes) 

Take me far away

And make me love you »

8 PM, you couldn’t believe your eyes as you saw the time. Did you just spent a whole day with the man you thought hated from your deepest guts? The day flew by so quickly you did not even noticed it. And you hated to admit it but you had a great time with him. It almost felt too real to be true.

You were sitting on a bench, facing a lake as some shopping bags were at your feet, a respectable distance between you and Heeseung.

**Buzz buzz**

Your phone vibrates as you were staring at the female duck and her children swimming in the water.

« Ayo sis, I’m sending you what I need, just go to the 24/7 store! Thank you! » was the text your brother sent you before a list followed right after.

« - Cigarettes

- Lighter

- Candies

- Lube

- Condoms- »

You cough out loud, almost throwing out your phone in the lake as you saw the two last items he needed.

« Is everything okay? Heeseung asks with a small frown upon seeing you coughing badly.

- Y-yeah…yeah yeah… you chuckle it off, looking elsewhere but him.

- Do you want to go home? I will drive you-

- No actually I need to buy some stuff for my brother you can go ahead, I’ll go home alone, you smile sheepishly.

- Your dad’s gonna kill me if he ever learn I let you go home alone, Heeseung responds, and he was right, besides, I do want to drive you home, » he smiles softly, grazing his eyes over your features.

You could only sigh. Secretly noticing how the Lee Heeseung you knew in college wasn’t the same one standing in front of you.

« Well… why should I be shy since you saw me spitting out my intestines? You finally say before standing back up on your feet. Let’s go, » your turn to face him, his eyes staring up at you.

You didn’t noticed the awkward feeling right away but now it was eating you up as you were in the aisle presenting every brand of condoms that existed.

« Did I miss a hint from you? Smirks Heeseung, a box of condoms in his hand as he fixes the product.

- Stop it, I already want to bury myself alive right now, you whisper lowly, checking your surroundings like a psycho every two seconds, checking if someone is witnessing you.

- Should I help you out? These ones are great, he said, pointing a particular brand on a shelf.

- God, I didn’t have to know! You bite down on your lower lip, heat quickly spreading across your cheeks and your chest.

- And for the lube, take this one, » he says softly, ignoring your words, his body suddenly behind you as he reaches for a box of lube, the proximity making you breathless.

It seems like you stopped working as you couldn’t answer him nor move. So Heeseung took the matter in his hands and grabs the necessary items in one hand and your own hand in his other before leading you to the cashier. He then puts down the items that were quickly scanned by the young lady, eyeing you not so secretly.

« 28080.55₩, announces the lady.

- W-what?! Twenty thousand freaking won for some condoms and lube?! You thought to yourself before a little sound comes from the POS machine, indicating that the payment was done.

- Thank you! Have a great night! Bow the cashier before you couldn’t even process anything.

- Let’s go, » says Heeseung, grabbing the plastic bag and your hand, leading you outside.

You only snapped back to reality once the cold wind hit your face.

« Why did you paid for it?! And why did you choose the most expensive ones?! Twenty thousand won for condoms and lube were not worth it!

- If we want to do it correctly, the price is not important, he grins, tilting his head curiously.

- It’s not for me! You blush furiously, looking away and walking towards his car, let’s go home now.

- Should we eat a bit before I drive you home? He offers.

- …Then let me pay for it, you suggest after taking a few seconds to think.

- Alright princess, » he smiles as you both enter his car.

Like promised, Lee Heeseung let you pay for the dinner. You didn’t know if he was doing it on purpose or not, but his menu was cheaper than you, almost making you believe that he didn’t wanted you to pay a crazy amount.

« Are you sure this will be enough? You only took some fries and a soda… you mutter, looking down at his tray.

- Don’t worry, just eat, he shakes his head, plopping one fries in between in lips, slowly munching on it as he stares at the window.

- Here… you extend your untouched burger close to his mouth, your lips in a thin line. Hurry before I take it out. »

Heeseung looks at you with wide eyes before a warm smile spread onto his lips, holding onto the eye contact as he bites in the burger. His hand engulfs yours placed on the burger as he munches slowly. You then noticed how his fingers are long and slim, bigger than yours.

« Liking the view? His words seemed oddly familiar, reminding you of the scenes that happened earlier this weekend, finding it odd how everything changed in only a week.

- It’s not too bad, you answer boldly this time, keeping the eye contact.

- Want to see more? He grins.

- Nope, no more, don’t cross the line, you suddenly stopped him, his eyes going wide, a shocked expression before he burst out laughing, what? You ask, in disbelief.

- Nah you’re just cute, » he says, his chin on his palm, watching you endearingly as you eat your burger.

You stopped in front of your house’s gates, turning around.

« Thank you, I guess? » You say in a sigh.

Heeseung comes close to you, taking the bags from your hands and putting them down.

« I’ve never in my life waited this long, he mumbled, hands clasping around yours.

- For what? You ask a bit incredulous, palms sweating as the unusual feeling creeping in your chest comes again.

- After everything I’ve done to you, you’re still clueless of my intentions? I even said it to you multiple times already, he chuckles, incredulously.

- It doesn’t change the fact that you’re a playboy Heeseung…

- Do you want me to stop? He grins, a loving beam in his eyes.

- And what if you do? You answer back, looking up at him, getting lost in his eyes.

- Then I can have you for myself, he whispers, leaning dangerously close to you.

- I don’t know… you speak softly, voice fainter and fainter.

- If I give you something you longed for ever since, will you let me kiss you? He stares deeply in your eyes, searching for any hints of rejection, none besides hesitation.

- Depends… » you say, not really sure what he meant by that.

He fiddles with something in his pocket before a too familiar stringed bracelet comes into your field of view: the one your childhood’s friend gifted you, your anti stress.

« How…

- It fell when you were escaping Jake the other day, he gave me this and I knew it belonged to you when you came back searching for it, he whispers as he ties it back around your wrist.

- Thank you… for the day… for the bracelet, you trail off, not taking your eyes off from the simple but precious accessory on your wrist.

- It’s okay… he murmurs, his finger lifting your chin up, so is that a yes? You’re not going to reject me now, right? You didn’t threw up nor-

- Hurry up before I change my mind! You hiss, blushing and hitting his chest lightly.

- I love you. »

His words caught you off guard as his lips meet yours in a sweet kiss. Warmth spreading everywhere in your body as you felt butterflies in your stomach. Kissing Lee Heeseung was so easy, he made it so easy by taking the lead, kisses intoxicating your trail of thoughts.

His gentle bite on your bottom lip made you gasp, his wet muscle quickly claiming yours in a burning tango.

From his point of view, Heeseung sneakily slide his hands on your hips, grabbing them firmly as he practically presses his body to yours. His eyes half opened to see the way your eyes fluttered or the way your cheeks flushed. His heart couldn’t take any more of it, pounding in sync with yours.

« Gosh you make me go insane Y/N… he whispers against your lips, heavy breathing as you both seems in a trance, forehead finally joining.

- I hate you…you lie, looking away.

- You’re so sneaky Y/N, » he chuckles, ready to capture your lips for another kiss.

A loud gasp emitted from behind you as you quickly step away from Heeseung, turning around to see your brother.

« Sorry to interrupt but… Lil sis, do you have my condoms? »

« K-kiss you, t-touch you, w-want you »

« Make me love you »

END.

Your Highness!

We are delighted to see you here!

After a long break, our Queen had finally decided to wake up and had works her magic again!

She charged me to inform you about her ongoing activities! Lots of things are happening so we are hoping you will enjoy them!

Apologizing for taking so long to come back, we wish you a happy day.

- Butler of the castle.

[banghwa]

what are your dream kpop collabs? (i honestly don't know why there are SO many idols and yet proper collabs feel rarer than the appearance of the halley's comet)

sooooooo many and i feel a little embarassed even naming them lol bcs theyre sooooo self indulgent and impossible.....but i think they would be so fun! a few tho are:

jimin + taemin: self explanatory tbh. ive talked on and on abt why it would work, they have great chemistry, but esp i think it would be a good push for jimin. he's nowhere near as experienced as taemin but hes so talented and has The Vision, i think it would be a great growth opportunity.

yoongi + taeyeon: i think their sounds would be so good together! their styles are both very grounded and mature and yoongi's production style would suit her a lot i think !

hoseok + near any girl idol tbh: like smt fun something cuntyyyyyy i could see him mesh with a lot of girl idols but hyuna esp bcs shes the queen of itttt

woodz + chungha: purely self indulgent. i rly feel like their voices would sound sooooo nice together :")

taemin + sunmi: THE LYNCHIAN HORROR CONCEPT WE DESERVE

hoseok + wonho: literally only for their unit name to be hoseok^2 also i think i would be rly hot to see someone as Big as wonho next to hoseok

seulgi + taemin, hoseok + jo kwon: yes i kno we already got one idc. another pls.

[symeraid-s]

About the MAMA 2021 Nominations...

Well, I expect nothing and yet I’m still let down every year. So here, tumblr, take my short, salty commentary about the nominations.

Best New Male Artist: This is probably going to be ENHYPEN, but if you nominate three groups that had their debut last year, then why couldn’t you nominate E’LAST? Or are they to individual for you?

Best New Female Artist: I expect aespa to win, but again: why are you nominating groups that had their debut last year? And of course, they are going to nominate the former IZ*ONE member that has one song out so far. I see what you are doing there Mnet, don’t try to hide it. Also, where is Purple Kiss’ nomination?

Best Male Artist: No Taemin, but three EXO members? I’m insulted! Also, Kai’s solo isn’t even from this year and Baekhyun continues to be boring, but will most likely win this category. Anyways, I’m rooting for Kang Daniel.

Best Female Artist: Both BLACKPINK solos, huh? They were pretty mediocre, but I can see that they might win. I’ll still hope that IU or Taeyeon will take the crown.

Best Male Group: This is one of the few categories where I can’t tell the outcome, but (and I never thought I’d ever say this) I want TXT to win. BTS and NCT were a hot mess this year and SEVENTEEN was boring. And why isn’t SHINee nominated? They came back from their semi-hiatus, released a killer album and went back into hiatus but are still doing the most. Where is their nomination, Mnet?

Best Female Group: How is (G)-IDLE nominated? They had one and a half comeback and then imploded. The other nominees seem fine. I’m hoping that TWICE or Oh My Girl will win, though.

Best Dance Perfomance Male Group: Alright, who was the guy that decided to nominate Butter and Hot Sauce in the same category as Thunderous and Don’t Call Me? Butter will probably win, because... popularity vote, but they shouldn’t because... SHINee. Also, how in the f**k is this SHINee’s only nomination?

Best Dance Performance Female Group: I don’t really have an opinion about who should win this, but I do know, who shouldn’t: Next Level. 80% of the choreo seems to be poses.

Best Dance Performance Solo: ON THE GROUND has a choreo? I didn’t know that. And where is Taemin’s nomination? Also, if they nominate Kai for best artist, couldn’t they also nominate him for this? Because he is definitely better at dancing than Baekhyun.

Best Vocal Performance: Taemin? SHINee? Anyone remember the kings?

Best Hip-Hop & Urban Music: I literally have no opinions about this.

Best OST: Same as above

Best Collaboration: There is not much to say about this. My Universe is boring as f**k and why would you choose Switch to Me, when Magnetic is right there? Is JYP paying you, so that he can embarass himself even further on live stage? It could be possible.

[baeklooming-day]

Blue | Baekhyun

Summary: You had every reason to hate him. You, the popular bad girl of Slytherin, him, the nice and perfect student of Gryffindor. Until one night, when you discover that there is something both of you have in common.

ft. older mean brother Sehun

Genre: Hogwarts!au, bad girl!au, good boy!au, fluff

Word count: 8k

A/N: I’ve always wanted to write a Hogwarts au, so here I go. I made our Baekhyun super shy and soft, and I have a feeling that it will be a little different than the usual Baek fanfics, but I hope you will like it. Also this is the second fanfic featuring my good friend Sarah and her ulti because it was her wish xxx I hope you like it as well, Hoseok’s girlfriend! <3 (P.S. I recommend listening to ‘Blue’ by Taeyeon <3 while reading!)

“Don’t even think about it!”

You dashed past the other students who were peacefully walking through the corridor, heading to their classrooms. You wanted to disappear from his vision as quick as possible to avoid the confrontation in front of the whole school.

Not that you could keep it all a secret, though. Sooner or later everyone will know what happened anyway, the charms of being the most popular girl in the year.

But for now, you didn’t really care. You just wanted to get away from him and save yourself from listening to his endless blabbering. After all none of that was your own fault, you didn’t have anything else to say to him.

To your boyfriend.

Well, ex-boyfriend.

You slowed down and turned left, you should have already lost him in the crowd of other students. You stopped and leaned on the cold wall in the almost empty corridor.

Big mistake.

A few seconds later you heard fast footsteps and sounds of gasping for air. You immediately flinched and were ready to turn on your heel and run forward, but it was already too late for that. Soon your eyes came to a view of a familiar head with fluffy fair hair.

That was it with escaping from Taehyung.

“Y/N! Why are you running when I’m talking to you?” He was now right in front of you, breathing loudly and looking at you with an angry expression.

“If I kept on running then it would mean that I have no interest in talking to you anymore, didn’t you notice?”

“Oh come on Y/N, always being sarcastic as I don’t know what. Can’t we just talk in priva-”

“No!” You felt blood rushing to your cheeks. You were the one who had the right to be angry. You had trusted him enough to tell him a lot about your life and you thought that every word you said stayed between the two of you. After all you had been dating, right? You were cursing yourself for being so naive and for trusting him so much so quickly. He betrayed your trust, and now you were facing the consequences. “There is nothing more to talk about, Taehyung. I told you the most personal stuff that happened in my life and you just casually tell your friends all of this? Are you actually serious? This is how a supposed boyfriend acts? I understand that they have been your friends for ages but, god, there are some limits! Do you think I went out there and revealed all of your secrets to Kyungsoo, Minseok or my brother?” You felt your eyes becoming warm. You didn’t think that you were exaggerating, for you it was a reason enough to break up with him for good. If you couldn’t trust your own boyfriend, then what kind of a relationship was it supposed to be?

“You are behaving as if I cheated on you.” Taehyung straightened and furrowed his eyebrows, still looking you right in your eyes. “Which I didn’t! I-”

“Oh, but you did. You cheated on my trust.”

“Baby, don’t be ridiculous. You-”

“Don’t baby me! Thanks to your big mouth, now the entire Ravenclaw knows about me being a virgin and still sleeping with a teddy bear! Thank you very much!” You could tell you were completely red from anger and embarassment. Even your own brother and your two cousins, who were also like brothers to you, didn’t know about the teddy bear. But those weren’t the only things that you learned Taehyung was telling his friends and others from his house about you. That one time, you told him some childhood story of yours when you were about six years old and Sehun seven. Back then in the summer, you had a glorious idea of stealing your brother’s underwear and run in those, half naked around the house yelling that you were a superhero now. It may be funny to tell that someone who’s close to you just to have a good laugh about the stupid things you did as a child, but it surely was super embarassing to have 35 other students asking you if you share underwear with your older brother. It already sounded completely sick to you, besides in your opinion something like that was embarassing your brother as well. Sehun may be a jackass, but he was your brother and only you had the right to embarass him.

“Calm down, Y/N. What is it to you now? You said it yourself that all of those are just some childhood stories and similar things. Come on, don’t be stupid-” Taehyung reached his hand to grab you by the waist, but you brushed him off.

“You are right Taehyung. I won’t be stupid anymore, that’s why I’m breaking up with you. And don’t even try to talk to me again.” You sent him one last glare and very quickly walked away, leaving him there with his mouth open. As you were walking up the stairs, you only heard him shouting behind you.

“Alright, go! I don’t need you anyway!”

Dumb idiot.

You didn’t want to think about it any further. You ran your fingers through your silky locks and exhaling deeply, you headed to the Slytherin common room where you would hopefully find Minseok to vent about all your frustrations of the day.

“So you really broke up?” Your cousin’s eyes were fixed on your exhausted expression.

“Yes! Minmin, why didn’t you warn me-”

“Oh I did, but you were so charmed by him that you didn’t listen.” Minseok stood up from his seat and plopped on the couch next to you. “But what really concerns me is...” He put his hand on his heart and with an exaggerated shocked expression exhaled: “You still sleep with a teddy bear?!”

You hit him in the shoulder. “Shut up! You are supposed to morally support me!”

Minseok broke down in laughter. “I’m sorry, Y/N. I just wanted to lighten the mood a little.” He wiped a single tear from his right eye, a result of the sudden laugh attack. “Listen, I really hate it that you’re feeling like this right now, but it’s not permanent. Even Sehun didn’t like him, believe me, that Taehyung kid wasn’t worth your time. As for the things he told everyone from Ravenclaw, they will probably forget it very soon and find some new stuff to talk about. Just ignore it, they don’t have the courage to come up to us anyway.”

“Hmm, yeah, you’re right.” You wrapped your arms around your knees and rested your chin on them. “But it still makes me mad, I mean, who does he think he is? Next time I see him, I will-”

“You will ignore his existence and concentrate better on your lessons. You are learning important potions now, baby-idiot-sister.” Sehun’s strong voice filled the room as he suddenly appeared at the doorframe.

“Leave me alone you clown.” You turned around to properly face him.

He made a face. “So this is how you thank your marvellous older brother? Clown? What are you then, you are the size of my toe-”

“Okay, cut it, both of you” Minseok rolled his eyes. “Really, you are always behaving just like when you were five...”

You raised your eyebrows at your brother. “And excuse me, brother? But for what exactly do you expect me to thank you?”

Sehun threw himself on the seat where previously Minseok was sitting. “I met Chanyeol on my way here, he told me that there is some fuss among Ravenclaw. Apparently your ex-boyfriend is being overly dramatic about your break up and, well, everybody knows now.” He raised his eyebrows at you.

“Of course he is. It’s obvious that everybody will know, sooner or later. And who the hell is Chanyeol?”

Sehun straightened in his seat. “Ah, you know, that tall one with big ears, Gryffindor. I think he is in your potion class. He always hangs out with that another one, what was his name...” He tapped his lip with the index finger trying to recall the name of the other boy. “Shit, I don’t remember. Black hair, often wears glasses, not too tall. Ask your friend Sarah, they are in the same house.”

“Mhm, yeah. So what was that I have to thank you for?”

“Riiiiiiight. About your jackass of an ex-boyfriend.”

You were slowly losing your patience. Your brother was that type of person who would start talking, then get distracted and if not rushed to finish what he was about to say, it would go on like this for another hour. “Sehun, the hell, tell me what you wanted to tell and let’s move on!”

“I jinxed him.”

You heard Minseok’s attempts not to burst out in laughter again.

Your idiot of a brother did what?

“Oh my, are you standing up for your little sister?” You sent him a sickeningly sweet smile.

“Hold on there, he was talking about me as well! I was doing this mainly to stop him from meddling any further in my business. Don’t flatter yourself.” He said the last sentence trying not to smile.

You couldn’t help it, but smile too. Most of the time you and Sehun were having your usual sibling fights and insulting each other, but deep down you knew he cared for you just like you cared for him, and wouldn’t let off easily anyone who hurt you in one way or another.

Of course you would never tell him this, it would only boost his already enormous ego.

“Well, then thank you, oh marvellous brother of mine.” You ran your fingers through your locks, the second time in that day. “Moving on, where is Kyungsoo?”

“I’m here!” The three of you heard a melodic voice, echoing in the air.

Soon the small figure of your other cousin, Kyungsoo, appeared in your vision. He was carrying a few books and a package from what you could see, were beans in every flavour.

“What took you so long?” Minseok extended his hand to Kyungsoo, indicating the package, which he handed him after putting his books on the table.

“Ah, I got caught up after my class. Baekhyun wanted to thank me for explaining to him a few spells he wasn’t getting right the last time, and gave me those as a thank you gift.” Kyungsoo pointed to the beans which Minseok was now trying to open without tearing apart the whole package.

“Baekhyun?” You asked.

“Ah, that was his name!” Sehun almost yelled, which caused you to flinch. “You know, that kid who’s friends with Chanyeol.”

“Yeah, that’s him. He’s really cool, actually. One of the few Gryffindor people with whom I get along quite well.” Kyungsoo sat beside you on the couch, reaching for the beans package that Minseok was still holding and already shoving a mouthful into his mouth.

“Ew, gross. You are really eating so many different flavours at once?” You furrowed your eyebrows at Minseok next to you.

“I’m not questioning you not eating any meat, so let me be.”

“Ah, whatever you say Minmin.” You stood up, running both your hands through your hair. “Alright, I think I’m going to my dorms now. See you in the morning.”

“Don’t think too much, remember what I told you!” You heard Minseok saying behind you.

“I won’t! Good night!”

I really have to appreciate my family a little more sometimes, you thought to yourself.

When you woke up in the following morning, your mood wasn’t as bad as you expected it to be. Despite the fact that your first class was the potion class, you hoped that you would get through the day without hearing any stupid comments. And without seeing Taehyung’s face as well.

You were friends with two people from Gryffindor, who luckily happened to be in the same morning potion class as you, so you always sat with them. Sarah and Hoseok were known as the cutest couple in your year, what you always envied a little, comparing to your love life which wasn’t exactly as colourful as theirs appeared to be. By all means, you weren’t jealous, they were your good friends and you were happy seeing both of them happy. You just wished you would have some more luck in that category yourself.

After separating ways with Sehun, Minseok and Kyungsoo who were heading to their classes, you entered your classroom. Sarah and Hoseok were already sitting there, spotting you just as you walked in. You approached the table and sat beside her, adjusting your uniform.

“We heard everything, what happened yesterday?” Hoseok peeked from behind his girlfriend’s shoulder, asking you exactly the question you hoped you wouldn’t have to give an answer to.

“If you heard everything, then why are you asking?”

Sarah bit her lip before speaking, “We only heard Taehyung yelling around that it’s over with you and him, then later some students from Ravenclaw were whispering around that Sehun went to see him mad as hell and at the end of the day he was jinxed. I mean, Taehyung was.”

You huffed. “Yeah, I broke up with him. He was spreading personal things in his house, so basically the entire Ravenclaw knows what I was doing at home in the summer when I was six. But please don’t ask me to tell you the whole story again because I just want to move on from this as quick as I can.” You closed your eyes and put your palm on your forehead.

“I don’t know who does he thinks he is, but he isn’t that.” Sarah crossed her arms, a slightly angry look on her face. “I mean, like, you don’t do that to your girlfriend. And don’t worry, you don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to. Anyway he got what he deserved.” She tucked her dark locks behind her ear before basically squealing, and making you flinch in your seat. “But, I caaaaan’t! Your brother actually openly stands up for you??? That’s so sweet of Sehun, stooooop-”

“What the hell? My brother is everything else but sweet, okay. Ew. Hoseok, collect your girlfriend.”

Hoseok just chuckled. “Why, I think it’s sweet of him too.”

You rolled your eyes, but smiled anyway. Just as you were about to open your book, someone entering the classroom caught your attention. You looked up from your book to observe the boy who’s eyes seemed to be searching something - or someone, among all the desks and students who already filled the classroom.

Not too tall, black hair, glasses, apparently Gryffindor... Something clicked in your head, he must be that boy Sehun and Kyungsoo were talking about yesterday. What was his name again?

“Sarah, Hoseok... That guy with glasses over there, what’s his name?” You asked quietly, indicating with your head in the boy’s direction.

“That’s Baekhyun. Oh, looks like the seat beside Chanyeol is already taken.” Hoseok was observing him too, with his chin resting in the palm of his hand.

Baekhyun. A pretty name, you thought.

You looked around the class. Chanyeol, very tall and big ears. You couldn’t tell if someone was tall or not while everyone was sitting of course, but eventually your eyes landed on a boy with silver hair and, well, really big ears. It should be him.

The seat beside Chanyeol was indeed already occupied by a girl with short honey-coloured hair, who was smiling and chuckling. God, probably hoping for some flirting before the class starts. You looked at her, realising it was the girl who usually sat next to you.

Your eyes returned to look at Baekhyun again. The class was already full, his usual spot already occupied and the only free seat beside you, so that meant...

“Seriously, this chuckling doll is all over him. Should I call Baekhyun to come sit with us today? I will call him.” Hoseok was already waving at the boy calling his name before you could do anything to stop him. “Ey, Baekhyun!”

“Hoseok, chill, maybe. You don’t have to scream right in my ear like some idiot.” Sarah covered her left ear with her hand, grimacing.

Baekhyun turned his head in your direction, nodding quickly before approaching your table.

As he walked, his black bangs were sliding smoothly on his forehead, which he swiftly pulled back rather messily, with his hand.

You felt your cheeks becoming warm. What was wrong with you? You just broke up with someone, and yet here you were blushing at some guy who, you very recently discovered, existed in your potion class.

You were pulled back into reality in the moment he plopped on the chair right next to you.

“Chanyeol usually keeps my seat free until I arrive, but I guess he has some more interesting company today.” Baekhyun’s warm voice filled your ears. “Thanks for calling me over, otherwise I would probably still stand there like an idiot until professor Snape arrived.”

“You’re welcome.” Sarah smiled happily at him, then threw a quick glance at you. “Oh, I actually never introduced you to Y/N right here.” She put her arm around you before continuing. “The princess of Slytherin, Sehun’s little sister Y/N Y/L/N. Y/N, that’s Byun Baekhyun, a straight up A student, the whole Gryffindor is jealous of him. And surely other houses are too.”

Baekhyun’s cheeks were now tinted pink. “You praise me too much, Sarah, really.” He nervously scratched the back of his neck before sending you a shy smile. “Nice to meet you. I heard a lot about you around our school.”

Suddenly you heard your own voice, speaking in a rather unpleasant tone. “Oh really? Like that what Ravenclaw is spreading around? Then I’m sure you heard a lot.”

You paused. Why did you snap at him like that out of nowhere? Such a behaviour wasn’t unusual for you though, one of your traits you were known for was your careless sharp tongue. Regardless, the poor boy didn’t really do anything wrong for you to be mean to him like that, seeing that it was the first time you were talking to him.

Baekhyun’s smile fell from his lips. He adjusted his round glasses and quietly cleared his throat. “Uhm, well...”

“Khahahaha! Y/N, charming as always. Don’t be mean to Baekhyun!” Hoseok reached over Sarah’s shoulder and poked you in your side with his pen. “Don’t take it personally Baek, it’s difficult to become friends with her.”

You squinted your eyes at your friend. “None asked you to become friends with me, you overenthusiastic idiot.”

“See what I’m talking about?” Hoseok flashed you a bright smile after plopping back in his seat.

“Collect yourselves, both of you, do you really always need to argue?” Sarah covered her face with her hands.

Before it could go any further, professor Snape entered the classroom, beginning the lesson right away.

You crossed your arms on your chest. Was it just the anger because of your break up coming out? Probably. After all, you couldn’t just forget everything and move on overnight, right? Then again, there was this Baekhyun guy. How could someone be so nice? You only properly knew him for a couple of minutes now, but you could already tell that he had this nice aura, the aura of someone who was always nice, if it makes any sense. For some reason, you couldn’t really stand people who were always being nice in any situation and to anyone. Something similar just wasn’t in your nature. You could also say that you, more or less, resembled your brother Sehun. Your personalities were quite similar and he didn’t really get it how others could be nice all the time as well. You thought to yourself that maybe that was the reason why you started talking to Sarah at some point in your previous school years, because despite the fact that she also was a nice girl, there were some moments when she could snap and shove her opinion straight in someone’s face. Later on, when she started dating Hoseok it was the natural turn of events that you somehow became friends with him as well. He was loud, bright and talkative, but after some time passed you got used to it and accepted it as a thing that couldn’t be changed.

Then you remembered what Kyungsoo brought yesterday as he came back to your common room. You would never think of giving someone you barely knew a gift for just explaining to you some spells. Was it again a nice people’s thing?

You were about to get lost in your thoughts for good if not for someone’s hand waving in front of your nose.

“What?”

“Uhm.” Baekhyun was directly looking at your annoyed face. “Professor Snape told us to prepare a potion in pairs.” He looked over to Sarah and Hoseok who were already with their noses in the book, checking the ingredients they needed. “I guess we have to do it together then.”

“Okay, what potion do we have to get ready?”

“The Hate Potion.”

“Beautiful.” You scoffed. It was just perfect, as if there wasn’t enough hate in your life until now.

“Have you ever done it before?” Baekhyun reached for the book, opening it and looking for the right page.

“Why, because I look like a hater?”

He opened and closed his mouth, seeming to search for words. “No, no, I was just asking”, he said softly.

You weren’t really an expert when it came to potions, so you decided that you would use Baekhyun’s presence to your advantage, seeing the he apparently knew what he was doing adding the ingredients to the already lightly boiling water.

“Are you sure that the temperature shouldn’t be higher? It looks like it will take forever to boil it.” You asked him, peering at the mixture.

“No, the book says it has to be at a low heat. Here, take a look.” He put his index finger on a sentence in the book, showing you the instruction.

“But everyone else seem to be ready or at least finishing.” You looked around. “It wouldn’t hurt to quicken it, would it? Come on, I want to already finish this.”

“But-”

Before Baekhyun could say anything you pushed him aside and put the potion on a much greater heat. The mixture started creating huge bubbles, the surface rising and looking like it was about to explode right from the pot it was in.

“Uhm, Y/N, I really don’t think-”

“Be quiet, look, it’s already-”

Hisssssss. Plop. Boom.

The liquid started flowing out of the pot, the heated bubbles growing even bigger and causing the pot itself to fall and spread the still boiling potion everywhere.

“Oh no.”

Professor Snape’s head turned immediately in your direction, acknowledging the sight of the mess you created. “Y/L/N! What do you think you are doing?” His dark eyes were shooting you angry glares.

“Uh, heating up the potion, I guess.” His face expression alone was already getting on your nerves.

“You, always causing damage in this class! Unlike you, there are other students who would like to actually concentrate and follow the lesson.” His fierce eyes were still looking directly at you. “I feel bad for Byun who had to deal with you. If you really can’t sit still, I have the right thing for you to do. Tonight you will clean the entire Quidditch field. And without using magic.”

“But professor-”

“No buts! Now leave.”

You stood there, processing what you just heard. Clean the entire Quidditch field? Was he being serious right now? Without using any magic to do it it will take the whole night to finish!

You turned your head to Baekhyun, pointing at him. “What about him?”

“Byun wasn’t the one causing trouble, was he? Now leave the classroom Y/L/N, before you get minus ten points.”

“Minus ten points your face.” You muttered under your breath, snatching your belongings from your seat and ignoring the worried looks of Sarah and Hoseok, heading directly to the exit.

You really wanted to blame Baekhyun for that what just happened, but it really pained you acknowledging the fact that it was entirely your own fault for being kicked out of the class and getting the ridiculous punishment.

You made sure to slam the door with as much force as you could, then proceeded to run all the way back to the Slytherin common room, failing to hear the rest of the class leaving the classroom and a familiar voice calling your name behind you.

Later that day, you were pacing around the common room, aggressively grabbing different objects and putting them in different places, seeing that your anger level was still rising with each thought of your last class. Just as you were about to take off your shoes and just throw them into space hoping to let it out at least a little, you noticed Kyungsoo appearing in the doorway.

“Hey, Y/N, someone’s here to see you.” He leaned on the door, observing your actions.

“Tell them to get lost.”

“You don’t even wanna know who it is?”

“Please tell me it isn’t Taehyung. If it’s him, this shoe will land on his sorry face, hopefully breaking something.” You told him, raising your right leg and pointing at your black shoe.

“Then good that it isn’t him.” Kyungsoo held back a chuckle. “Come on, he said he really wanted to talk you.”

He?

“Can’t you tell me who it is?”

“Just go, he’s waiting outside.”

“Uh, yeah, alright.” You collected yourself and walked to the door.

You didn’t know who to expect, but you most certainly didn’t expect Baekhyun to slowly walk back and forth, waiting.

Did he come to tell you what an idiot he thought you were? Because if so, then he could save it to himself.

“Baekhyun? What the hell are you doing here?”

He immediately turned to look at you. “I wanted to talk to you, look, I’m sorry for what happened. Professor Snape can exaggerate sometimes.”

You looked him up and down. “That’s it?”

His gaze wavered, unsure what to say next. “Uhm, no, I actually came to ask you if you want me to help you out tonight. We can finish it quicker than if you did all the work by yourself.”

“Why do you want to help me? You barely even know me.”

“I know, I just... I feel guilty. Besides a little company would be nice, right?” He flashed you a bright smile.

You hesitated. Why is he being so nice?

“Are you always so nice?”

“What?”

“Are you always so nice.” You repeated. “And even when I was being a total jackass to you, you are willing to help me?”

Baekhyun pulled his black bangs away from his eyes. “I may not really know you, but I don’t think you are a bad person.”

You chuckled.

“Alright then. Meet me at the Quidditch field when it gets dark outside.”

He smiled again. He was actually quite cute when he smiled.

Wait, what? Nononono, you weren’t allowed to think such things. You brushed the thoughts aside and returned the smile before turning around and heading back to the common room.

“You should do it often.”

You stopped and looked at him once again. “What?”

He just shrugged. “Smile. It suits you.”

You felt your cheeks heating up. You turned away and rushed into the room, not saying anything more.

As the night came, you found yourself grabbing a basket and heading out of the dorms. You would really rather take off your school uniform and make yourself comfortable in your warm bed, but instead you had to go out in the dark and wander around the Quidditch field, cleaning it.

You laughed to yourself. It really was the silliest punishment you’ve ever got in your carrier at Hogwarts.

And you already had plenty on your account.

You could say, you could be quite troublesome sometimes. That was something what distinguished you from Sehun. The most he did was saying a few sharp words back, ignoring the fact that he actually jinxed Taehyung the other day, what never really happened before with anyone else. You on the other hand, always picking up arguments and saying a few words too much, saying before thinking and often being even disrespectful towards others. That resulted in getting the nickname ‘princess of Slytherin’ and several detentions.

As you stepped outside, you began to wonder if Baekhyun really was going to show up.

You tucked your soft hair behind your ear and looked up in the blue night sky. Sky was something what never failed to amaze you. You loved it, looking up there and just observing. You could do it all day and all night long. It had some kind of an unexplained energy. You loved it the most when it was all blue, a colour that was your absolute favourite. If it was a light blue at a daytime, or a dark shade of blue at a nighttime, it always left you just stopping whatever you were doing and just staring up at it.

Just when you were about to emerge in your amazement, you heard a familiar voice in the distance.

“Y/N!”

You turned around to be met with a running Baekhyun, his hair plopping on his forehead and his eyes with every move he made.

You noticed that he wasn’t wearing his glasses.

“You actually came”, you said.

“Of course I came, did you think I just said it like that?” He finally stopped and ran his hand through his black hair. “What were you looking at?”

“Oh, nothing. Just the sky.”

“It’s beautiful, right? Especially when it has this shade of blue like tonight.”

You gave him a look. “You like blue?”

“Yeah, I do. I would even say I love it, it has always been my absolutely favourite colour.”

You took one step closer to him, observing him curiously.

“Favourite colour, huh? Who would expect that, mine too.”

He looked at you, a little surprised. “Really? Well, then you see we have something in common.” He gave you that smile again. He really had a pretty smile.

“I remember that at the very beginning in the first year, I was so jealous of Ravenclaw. For the blue, of course.” You chuckled. You never particularly liked the green of your own house.

“Oh my, me too.” Baekhyun stretched his arms. “But eventually I got over it. I always wear my navy blue hoodies when I go to Hogsmeade with Chanyeol though.”

“Ah, that tall one with big ears.”

Baekhyun let out a laugh. “Wh-”

“What, that’s how my brother described him to me.” You quickly interrupted him.

“No, that’s fine. I mean, those are just the obvious facts.” He was now chuckling.

You were a little taken aback how easy it was to talk to him and how naturally it just happened. You weren’t even talking about some particular significant stuff and yet it felt really good to be talking like that with someone.

“Uhm-” Baekhyun looked at the basket you were holding. “Shall we start? We can always look at the sky while cleaning up.”

You nodded. As you walked and collected all the rubbish you could find on your way on the field, you never stopped talking. You talked about everything and nothing, beginning with the movies and books you liked, music you listened to and food you couldn’t live without and ending on your dream professions, childhood dreams and eventually recalling the events of previous years at Hogwarts.

You had to admit to yourself that having Baekhyun around was actually really nice. As you finished, you found yourself holding your stomach from laughing at something he said.

“That was actually pretty fun”, you said while still laughing.

“Collecting trash from the field?”

“You are such an idiot.”

Here it was. That smile again. You really couldn’t put a finger on it, was it normal to behave like that when you just went through a breakup?

So many things were running through your head, but eventually you decided that you didn’t care. Thinking about it, Taehyung didn’t show up in your thoughts even a single time while you were with Baekhyun, so it was a good thing, right? After all, all you really wanted was to completely get over him and clear your mind, the quicker the better.

“I think we did a quite good job, I don’t see any more rubbish laying around here.” Baekhyun looked to the right and to the left, then he raised his wrist to look at the watch attached to his wrist. “Woah, we’ve been here for two and a half hour already.”

“So long?” You furrowed your eyebrows. You didn’t notice how fast the time was passing, it felt like five minutes, surely not like almost three hours. “If we’re done then let’s head back inside, it’s getting cold.��

He nodded. “I’ll walk you back.”

“No need, I’ll be fine-”

If you thought that his smile was cute, then you wouldn’t know how to name his pout.

He was pouting at you, a perfect resemblance of a human puppy.

And before you could think twice, you heard your own voice filling the air. “Well, alright.”

On the way back to your dorms you were still chattering and laughing, feeling surprisingly good despite the late hour and having done several errands around the Quidditch field outside. At some point you even wondered how come you never noticed this boy before. He was cheerful, had a bright personality and was so easy to talk to. Not mentioning him somehow managing to make you almost entirely forget about your ex-boyfriend that night. You even started to feel a little guilty for treating him so poorly in class earlier that day. You wanted to say something, anything, but you never apologized to anyone. Never.

“We’re here.” You said as you saw the door which lead to the Slytherin dorms. You extended your hand to turn the doorknob when Baekhyun spoke up.

“Uhm, Y/N.”

“Yes?”

He looked anywhere, but you. You noticed his cheeks becoming a mild shade of red.

“I thought, maybe, uhm-”

“Yes?” You repeated. His nervousness was causing you to smile, but you tried not to let it be visible as much as you could.

“Maybe we could hang out sometime, I mean-” He scratched the back of his neck, looking down at his feet. Apparently, it was something he did when he was nervous. “You are really cool to be around.”

“That’s what I’ve been told.” You failed to hold back a chuckle. You never met a boy who was actually nervous to ask you to hang out with him. Those who did, they just came up to you and simply threw the question. Maybe the other reason was that all the shy boys and boys who didn’t think of themselves as some kind of a god walking on earth, were intimidated by you, so they never dared to actually speak to you. More than that, you were usually surrounded by your ‘family Slytherin squad’, and if they thought of you alone as an intimidating person, then they surely wouldn’t have the courage to bother Sehun, Minseok or Kyungsoo. It seemed like they always thought that if they accidentally messed with you, they would have messed with the rest of the Slytherin royals, which was a thing that none of them would like to experience.

But then again, there was Baekhyun, who wasn’t particularly startled in your presence. Even the opposite, his behaviour wasn’t forced or anything, either he was just an easygoing person after talking to one for a while, or he just started to feel comfortable enough around you.

You observed him for a couple more seconds before responding to his question. “Yeah, why not. Just come up to me if you feel like it. And if I’m with the boys, I think you already know my cousin Kyungsoo, at least.”

His eyes lit up. “Yeah, he helped me with studying last week. He’s really cool.”

“Of course he is, he is related to me. But, well, maybe my brother is an exception. He is a clown.”

Baekhyun chuckled. “I actually never talked to Sehun before. I don’t know, I just wouldn’t know what to say to him.”

“Don’t talk to him, he’s boring.”

“Who’s boring, you dirt?”

Both you and Baekhyun flinched at the sudden loud voice echoing from behind the door. Not even a minute later, your brother appeared beside you.

“And what the hell are you still doing outside the dorms? Shouldn’t you be sleeping upstairs with your tedd-”

“Shut up, you ass!” You interrupted him before he could finish his sentence. “And I got punished by professor Snape today, remember? I had to go clean the Quidditch field, I would probably still be out there if Baekhyun wasn’t so nice and helped me out.” You pointed at him with your chin, still looking at your brother.

“Really?” Sehun looked Baekhyun up and down, something clicking in his head before he exclaimed. “Aaaaah, you are Chanyeol’s friend.”

Baekhyun looked a little flabbergasted, looking up at Sehun who, was visibly much taller than him. “Yes-”

“Well, thanks then. And thanks for bringing this little piece of dirt of my sister back here.” Sehun’s voice was surprisingly friendly. He knew how to speak to other people in a friendly way? Wow.

“It was my pleasure.” Baekhyun smiled softly before turning to you. “Then, uhm, I’ll see you tomorrow Y/N. Have a good night, both of you.” With that being said, he turned around and started to walk back in the direction of Gryffindor’s dorms.

“You too!” Sehun waved him goodbye.

Okay, you had to clarify something here.

“What the-?” You crossed your arms on your chest, sending your brother a questioning look. “What’s up with you?”

“What?”

“Why are you so nice to him?”

Sehun made a stupid face. “What, Chanyeol’s friends with him so it would be awkward afterwards if I was an ass towards him.” He paused before speaking again. “Besides, I think he’s actually not that bad.”

You furrowed your eyebrows. “What are you trying to say?”

“Idiot, I heard you two talking in the corridor and then here by the door for a good twenty minutes.” Now it was him who looked at you with a question visible in his brown eyes. “Has my little sister already moved on so quickly?”

You slapped his shoulder, frowning. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

You reached for the door, ready to enter and run up the stairs, but Sehun grabbed your wrist stopping you.

“What?”

“Just so you are aware, I approve.” He gave you a thumbs up with his other hand.

“You are disgusting! Now let me go.” You stuck your tongue at him and wiggled out of his hold, running up to the stairs, straight to your room.

You definitely needed to finally take a rest after everything that happened today.

In the following weeks, you started to talk to Baekhyun whenever you had an opportunity. During the classes you had together, in the corridors if you happened to bump into him, even started walking around together during the breaks, chatting. You didn’t even know when you became actual friends.

It didn’t go unnoticed, of course. You caught the looks other students were giving you, heard them whispering something, but you couldn’t bring yourself to care. If they wanted to talk, then you would just let them talk.

Baekhyun seemed to notice it too, but even if so, then he didn’t show it.

“You know, sometimes I wonder what they’re whispering about.” You flipped back your long hair, earning a few more looks as you did so. “Most of them aren’t brave enough to say their opinions to my face. But now, maybe it has something to do with Sehun jinxing Taehyung as well, I don’t know.”

Baekhyun threw his head back, letting out a melodic laugh. “You should be flattered, you know. It means they find you very interesting if they’re always talking about you.”

“More like talking behind my back.” You huffed. “And it looks like you became an object of common interest too these days.”

“Well, it wasn’t my intention.”

You let out a hearty laugh. Some students who were passing by turned their heads, looking at you with wide eyes. Y/N Y/L/N laughing loudly in public? That must be new to everyone. Your peace was short lived though, as you heard an unpleasant voice behind you.

“Well, well, well, aren’t you two enjoying yourselves a little too much?”

Taehyung.

“Woah, Baekhyun, what did you do to actually get her to talk to someone like you?” He took a few steps closer to you. “Is there seriously something going on between the two of you?” His voice was filled with audible hate.

“Guess what, it’s none of your business.” You said coldly, hoping for him to disappear from your sight, but he didn’t budge. Instead he threw a poisonous look at Baekhyun.

“What, forgot how to talk? Do you really think she could actually like you or something? Because if so, then-”

You felt like taking off your shoe for real this time and throwing it with full strength into his face. “Okay, listen here you little bitch-”

You didn’t get to finish, when you felt Baekhyun’s hand clasping around your wrist and pulling you away. “Alright, alright, let’s just go. Don’t waste your breath.”

You let him take you away, going forward and not paying any more attention to Taehyung’s comments, still being shouted behind your backs as you walked away.

“Don’t listen to him, he doesn’t know how to use a brain.” You looked at Baekhyun, and at his hand which was still holding your wrist.

“I don’t, it’s just sad that he says things like this.” His touch lingered a little longer before he let you go. “I never did anything to him.”

“He’s just jealous.” The sentence left your lips before you could think twice.

“Jealous?” Baekhyun raised his left eyebrow with a soft smile. “Does he have a reason?”

Now it was your turn to blush. “Uhm. Yeah, I mean you can actually bring me to laugh, he rarely could.” You tucked your hair behind your ear. “Come on, let’s go. I’m hungry.”

To say the least, today didn’t seem to be your day because soon as you reached the corridor, you spotted a group of Ravenclaw boys, you knew them because you had been dating Taehyung, but you also knew that they weren’t close friends so you didn’t expect the one of them, a tall boy with dark brown hair, you believed his name was Daehyun, to call out to you.

“Ey, Y/N! I heard that Tae didn’t get the chance to get naked with you-” He was shamelessly smirking at you, looking you up and down. “So, still a virgin? Wanna change that?”

“I don’t even know how to respond to this because I’m just utterly and deeply disgusted.” You said back with a straight face.

Baekhyun looked just as disgusted as you were. “Are you being serious talking to her like that?” He raised his hand in the ‘what is that idiot doing’ sign.

Daehyun only laughed. “And you, Byun Baekhyun? Sehun really lets you hang out with his beloved little sister?” He just kept on laughing stupidly along with his friends.

This time it was you who grabbed Baekhyun, not his wrist, but his hand. You saw him freezing in place, looking at your interwined fingers.

“Come on, Baekhyun. Enough idiots for one day.” You flashed him one of your rarest smiles, the one as bright as the sun. His cheeks were completely red, but he managed to return the smile and nod. Then you ran forward through the corridor, never letting go of your hands.

Just when you were far enough in the empty hallway, you felt Baekhyun slowing down and stopping. You stopped running as well, standing in front of him and looking him in his face.

His shiny black hair was in a complete mess because of the running, his cheeks still tinted a bright shade of red. As he exhaled the air, you couldn’t help but let your eyes fall onto his lips. They looked so soft.

You looked up from them, examining his face, noticing him mirroring your actions, looking at your lips as well.

What was happening to you? He was always there, but you got to properly know him only a few weeks ago in which you became really good friends. The feelings you felt were totally new to you. You didn’t think how much you would enjoy being with him. You loved every minute, no matter what you did. You also never expected to come to like someone who differed so much from you. Baekhyun was probably the nicest person you ever came along. You on the other hand, would suit the definition of mean and careless quite well. He liked to concentrate on lessons, carefully taking notes, you rarely paid attention during classes, caused drama and ended up in detention. You were two opposites, if not extreme opposites. In addition, he was in Gryffindor, you were in Slytherin.

Then again you remembered the night when you discovered that he loved the colour blue as much as you did. You finally had to admit that past these weeks, you started to like him.

To like Baekhyun.

You thought that you started liking him already some time ago, but you just brushed it off ignoring it. But now, as you were taking in the sight of the sweet boy right in front of you, you became very aware of it.

“Baekhyun...”

“Yes?”

“I want to tell you something.” You were still holding his hand, your fingers still interlocked. You didn’t really know how to tell him that you liked him. You didn’t want it to come out sounding completely stupid.

He didn’t say anything. Just observing you with his lips slightly parted. You didn’t know what’s gotten over you when you gently slid your hand out of his, cupping his face and looking him right in the eyes.

“I think I like you, Baekhyun.”

A small ‘ah’ escaped his lips, his eyes never leaving yours. Then he finally spoke up. “I’ve been waiting to hear that.”

What?

“Really?” You asked in slight disbelief.

“Yeah.” He whispered. “I like you too, Y/N.”

Your lips were now only inches apart. And as you felt his hands on your waist, gently pulling you closer to him, you just let that happen.

Without hesitation, you closed the gap between you, taking your time in sweetly kissing him.

He kissed you back immediately, awakening butterflies in your stomach.

You didn’t know how much time has passed, but eventually you heard clapping, breaking the kiss only to see Sehun, Minseok and Kyungsoo together with Sarah and Hoseok who were all standing there, smiling as you and Baekhyun remained still, both of your faces heating up.

Sarah’s sweet voice broke the silence. “That day in the potion class, I already knew that they will be just perfect for each other. This is only the proof that I really can read other people!”

“Sure you can darling” Hoseok put his arm around her. “So does it mean double dates from now on?”

“Only if I know were you’re going” Your brother’s voice joined in. “None knows what might get into your heads, little freaks.”

You looked at Baekhyun who’s arms were still around your waist. “Well, you know what that means, right?”

He looked at you. “That we are dating?”

“That too, but there is something else.”

You couldn’t help but smile at his cute confused expression.

“That means that they all will sure as hell really start talking about us now.”

Baekhyun smiled. God, you really adored his smile.

“Worth it.”

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A/N: please leave me your thoughts and opinions! <3 feel free to reblog <3

[semi-delinquent]

I was tagged by @linoonezigzagoononthemoon , so thank you! 

Rules: Answer 30 questions, tag 20 (or as many as I have cause I really dont have that many friends)

Nicknames: kat, the dumb one, cricket, buttface, chubs and many other endearing nicknames 

Gender: I is a female

Sign: Pisces

Height: 6′  5′ 1′’

Time: 5:37 PM

Birthday: March 20th

Fav bands: MAMAMOO mostly, I like a number of Got7 songs too… What? Who’s BTS??

Fav solo artists: I’m really into the stuff Post Malone is making, SURAN, Ailee, Eric Nam, AMBER and Taeyeon are and will always be favorites. Ive also been listening to a lot of Yiruma recently… cause Im an old lady

Song stuck in my head: “Rude Boy” by MAMAMOO

Last movie I saw: FMA live action on Netflixs… dont waste your time, its utter shit…

Last show I watched: MAMAMOO’s reality TV show… One lucky day?? I think it was called

When did I create my blog: 2014??? 2015?? Im to lazy to check

What do I post: BTS… Dogs…Cats…Giraffes…Dinosaurs.., At this point who knows anymore.. its just kinda whatever I feel

Last thing I Googled: Norfolk Terrier… I was trying to do a breed profile on my friend’s dog…

Do I have any other blogs: I did.. but I forgot the password to that one…

Do I get asks: Nope.

Why did I chose my URL: It was based off a nickname a dear friend came up with.

Following: its kinda embarassing how many I follow.

Followed by: 220

Average hours of Sleep: 4… sort of??

Lucky number: 7

Instruments: I played the violin and guitar at one point.

What I am wearing: a big ass shirt

Dream job: Dog cafe owner… I guess a vet would be pretty cool too

Dream trip: All of Asia

Fav food: Bun Bo Hue

Nationality: Murican

Fav song: “Spring day″ by BTS or “So Far Away” by Agust D

Last book I read: Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

Dorian’s a little bitch

Top 3 fictional universes I wanna join: Natsume Yuujinchou (so I could pet Nyanko sensei and adopt the Kitsune kid), Pop Team Epic (…. cause why not), and koi shirokuma (cause I just want them to exist).

and I tag @instituteinla, @eel-nimeat, @dragon-glasses, and @milo-gin

WOOOOOOOT 

[named-jiang-or-wang]

shorthand descriptions of songs in my kpop playlist (i dont know any korean but i watched some mvs):

Hard Carry (GOT7) - theme for league and overwatch potg montages

Who’s Your Mama (JYP) - a dad song specifically for embarassing his kids

Whatta Man (I.O.I) - sassy girls describing their ideal man and how they wont give any time of day for weak losers

Bang Bang Bang (BIGNBANG) - theme for soccer and football matches, right down to the vuvuzelas

Anpanman (BTS) - theme for a 3v3 street basketball game, including the trashtalk

Butterfly (LOONA) - that event in Fortnite with the rift butterfly

If You Do (GOT7) - relationship problems making you feel dizzy, leading you to do fast leg dances

Run Devil Run (SNSD) - running on a treadmill at that speed where its too slow to properly stride

I (Taeyeon, Verbal Jint) - a bird flying over the wilderness, while a girl looks out of a window of a moving car at the city she is leaving

Dumb Dumb (Red Velvet) - Skittles rattling inside the bag

Rough (Gfriend) - you are the neighbor/best-friend-growing-up to a visual novel’s protagonist

[soda-poppins]

random bias tag game

tagged by: @haseulies ! ive never been tagged in something kpop related so thank you! :D

rules: go to this website: www.random.org/lists/ and pick 15 of your bias/faves

1. Mom/Dad: Wonpil (he would be a rly clingy dad always embarassing you)

2. Sibling: Ailee (nice)

3. Grandma/Grandad: Hwasa (coolest grandma in town)

4. Haunts you: Taeyeon (she already does)

5. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Young K (omg perfect)

6. Your ex: Rosé ( ;; )

7. Your Bestfriend: Moonbyul (ayyyy)

8. Proposed to you: Sinb (agsfhags)

9. Your Boss: Umji (omg a smol boss)

10. Random person you meet at a bar: BoA (nice)

11. Rival: Mina (i’d lose all the time)

12. First Kiss: Sunny (its funny cuz she has a song titled First Kiss omg how cute also yes plz)

13. Drunk and singing karaoke: Tzuyu (is she even old enough to drink ??)

14. Played 7 minutes in heaven with: Sungjn (what is this)

15. Gave you your favorite dessert: Jessica Jung (TREAT ME QUEEN)

tagging: no one! if u wanna go ahead tho

[hitoyouall]

get to know me tag!

tagged by @swearing-asian and @tuknang last month

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rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to know better

nicknames: Tiff, Tiffy, T3 (tee-three), Ny (nee) - only mutuals can use the last two tho! c:

gender: genderfluid (sometimes girl, sometimes boy, sometimes both, sometimes neither) He/She pronouns! You can alternate (that makes me happy v v much) but it’s okay to stick to one or the other! I’ll be sure to mention if the day’s a boy or girl day.

star sign: libra

height: 5′4 (I’ve shrunk to 5′3 - I saw it on my doctor’s chart but I’ma get that inch back). Been like this since 6th grade istg

time right now: 11:31 pm

last thing i googled: club penguin (lmao! but it’s bc they’re shutting down this month!! it was part of my childhood and I only recently found out :’c )

favourite bands: kpop groups: E. X. O., Red Velvet, SHINee, Akdong Musician, NCT, MAMAMOO, f(x), Seventeen, Blackpink, 2NE1 before disbanding... non-kpop: idk that band in Phineas and Ferb is pretty lit?? no but I do enjoy some songs from Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, and One Republic

favourite solo artists: the holy trinity: Beyonce, Rihanna, Nicki Minaj, but also Bruno Mars, Taeyeon, Luna, Yixing, Lee Hi, Lee Michelle, and Lea Salonga.

song stuck in my head: none at the moment

last movie i watched: Persepolis rewatch!

last tv show i watched: completed Weightlifting Fairy not so long ago, currently on Doctors and caught my sister watching W.

when did you create your blog: when I was under thirteen oops... so like, a good 5-6 years ago? 

what stuff do you post: “a description of my blog? That’s hard. You judge for yourself.” ;)

when did you blog reach its peak:  it never has peaked, actually

do you have any other blogs: nah. used to have a masterpost blog but I deleted and now save a “gendersolid” url

do you get asks regularly: naw

why did you choose your url: it means my blog is welcome to anyone. even porn bots (i don’t follow back tho lmao)

following: 114 

posts: 80,717 right now not including queue and this post... fam, I keep everything and I’m not going to do a mass deletion...it shows how I’ve evolved over the years... but also how much I post, holy shit

hogwarts house: gryffindor originally! My entire life! But then after the pottermore remodel, I resorted and was placed into hufflepuff, had an identity crisis, and then accepted it. Gryffpuff pride! I would’ve been a Hatstall, I think.

pokemon team: Team Rocket, blasting off again!!!!~~~     Mystic.

favourite colours: silver, but most other neutral or deep tones! 

average hours of sleep: it’s so inconsistent, but maybe 3 a day average?

lucky numbers: 3 and 9

favourite characters: too many, next! (trust me, this list would be way too long)

what are you wearing right now: green pjs, viet style

how many blankets do you sleep with: three average. my two comforters and the occasional blankie

dream job: i’m embarassed by most of my dream jobs (read my tags on posts and you may figure some out), so I’ll tell you the most serious-sounding one: a cryptologist, someone who studies making and breaking codes; it’s puzzle work

dream trip: traveling the world, in depth, like a good month in japan, india, france, s. korea, italy, vietnam, china, the uk, egypt, ghana, etc. 

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tagging @theguardianleader @fypluto @translovememory @julietmp3 @crystalpxnk @eyytalia @schocolateymenta hi again! still no obligation to continue!

[queqiaos]

playlist: late night drives

this ended up being a kinda pensive synth-heavy mix, hope u enjoy!!!

playlist: late night drives

shura - touch

the 1975 - somebody else

taeyeon - time lapse

the naked and famous - punching in a dream

sky ferreira - everything is embarassing

[taeyepn]

in the span of a year and a half taeyeon has had groundbreaking comeback concepts like sheep herder, winter emo aquaphile, edm summer king, sad autumn emo, and now a demon hell hound and people STILL think she’s a one dimensional talentless idol :// how embarassing

[anyasbunny]

girls’ generation as buffyverse characters:

taeny as tillow : parallel

“ we can be like peanut butter and jelly. ”