#emptybody

[archiced]

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[rodprojects]

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[melissa-mariano]

Have you ever felt true pain? Not the pain where you get physically hurt. But the pain where you get killed emotionally. Have you ever read something that totally just killed you? Something you never thought would happen, happened. You have so many questions. But it's all pointless. You end up with built up pain waiting to erupt. But you know what we always say to that person who hurt us? "It's fine" you say it out of love. Not wanting to argue because you love that person so much. That pain builds and builds and builds until those cuts on your wrists don't even satisfy anymore. Have you felt that kinda pain? Well, it hurts. Doesn't it?

[fullheart-emptybody]

Finally down to 145 lbs 😩

[fullheart-emptybody]

I keep telling myself I’m not going to binge/stress eat today because of this election but I’m at my wits end rn. I hate it here.

[fullheart-emptybody]

🌷I got the job🌷

The interview went surprisingly well! And ya girl has a new job! I got to sit down with the manager and she was really sweet so I feel like that is a big plus! (My manager at my old job was a bit of a grouch). However, one thing I didn’t realize until after the interview and I got to talk with some of the other employees was that there are so many fast food places connected to the building/all around the block. I guess I should have expected that since it’s near the downtown area of the city. I’m not too thrilled about it either way. Like, when I stepped out of the building, it was mid-afternoon and all I could smell was fried food everywhere that it almost made me want to shove my head into the nearest trashcan. 

Besides that, everything seems to be panning out pretty well. I mean, this isn’t my ideal job by any means but it’s something. At least I know I would be blowing my pay checks on food or anything like that. There are also some cute shops around the area so I guess that’s a plus. I could probably just wander around on my break and look at them. 

[fullheart-emptybody]

Had a really big fight with my brother last night (it’s all good now and I even got to say ‘I told you so’ to him.) I got really emotional about it and I felt like I was in the verge of wanting binge but I kept looking back on my post where I finally got to say that I’m 151 lbs and I’m sooooo close to being in the 40’s and I don’t want to mess that up!! I was able to settle myself down enough and just grab some hot tea and one rice cake.