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Moonlight. (5) never going home.

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The morning wasn't a friend to her, the cold, crisp morning air danced along her face causing red cheeks along with goosebumps to show for it. The moment her eyes opened, the sun shined against them from the window, lighter color iris expanding, waking in it's blaze. Despite how warm the wools and furs underneath her were, she noticed the beautifully sown, brown fur drapped across her shoulders and tied into a perfect knot forged from some kind of leaves against her neck. One of the twins had to notice how cold she was and instinctively fixed the problem. On the table sat a bowl of freshly picked strawberries, which the two males retrieved this morning, but there was no sign of either one.

Without even thinking, feet carrying her to the exit of the shack. It didn't feel right, something stirring deep in her stomach, warning her this wasnt a good idea, it wasnt right to be leaving them. She continued to run though, with thoughts of her family, seeing them again, seeing her friends, telling them about the beast that guards this forest. It was difficult with no shoes, branches and sharp rocks creating bruises and bleeding cuts with every step.

Y/N was running so fast, her eyes squeezed shit from the chilly wind drying her eyes, which caused her inevitable crash into a large, solid tree that knocked her right onto her rear with a loud gasp. When finally opening her eyes, mouth falling ajar, it wasn't a tree she ran into but the wall of a man Grayson. His arms crossed against his hard, solid chest, a snarl clearly shown against features. Disappointment as well, as he clicks his tongue. Disappointing him didn't sit well in her stomach, squeezing and gargling causing heat to pain her chest. All she could think was how stupid of a pull the moon goddess gave her.

"How could you be so foolish?" Grayson's feelings were obviously hurt, his one and true mate running from the home he had provided for her. "You know what is in these woods. Do you want to be killed? And look at your feet. You hurt yourself in the process, and didn't even succeed."

She says nothing, only hangs her head low at his ill words. Those words burn in Grayson's throat, even the comment of death makes him sick to his stomach. "I'm sorry, i shouldn't have said that to you."

It is sincere, but she still can't help but feel a burning inside his chest. She couldn't deny she was mated to these two males, feelings with them were just to easy to feel, too strong, and with her body showing how much she hates making him upset. "What have me and Ethan done wrong? Why are you running away my half?"

She chooses not to answer, to turn her head back towards the direction of the shack, stumbling as she stood. She manages to limp a foot before Grayson's strong arms lift her bridal style carrying her the rest of the way.

Ethan was already there, a deer carelessly draped over his shoulder like it was nothing. Her eyes studying the giant bite that ended the deer's life on its neck, delievered by Ethan's beast side. Grayson had already told him through the mind link the two shared. Y/N could tell he knew because the same look of disappointment that covers Grayson's features are replicated against Ethan's.

Both followed her inside, Grayson resting her against the furs gently as Ethan graps the bowl on strawberries placing them next to her, "Eat."

Her feet stung, the look on her face said it all. She expected them to help her, freak out that she had injured herself seeing they were so protective, but nothing came. She couldn't wabble to the bucket of water if she wanted too, her feet were sore, raw to the touch, the furs of the blanket worsing them. Wincing in pain, she held her right foot, by nature, the one she favored and held it to nurse it. She expected at least one of them to help, but felt her heart drop to her stomach as both turn away without a glance. Shoulders sludged instead of how tall and strong they always stand, like kings. Her attempted escape for freedom, not only hurt her feet but broke the hearts of the two males that would do anything for her.

After hours of anticipation her stomach growls not only in hunger but from how hot her chest burned at sadness she created for the twins. Luckily she did manage to clean her cuts, wrapping her feet in patches of animal skins that were dried out and left in a box. The forest's bandaid. When the door did finally open, the smell hit her instantly, all of a sudden the males help a srong, sweet smell. When closing eyes all she could see is vanilla and cinnamon, but behind them but not as strong, the smell of smoked deer meat that they carry on plates made of clay, by their hands. The forest smell was many things, metallic, flowers, the wind even seemed to have its own smell.

No words were said, they barely even glanced at her, leaving that sickening twisting of her stomach. The males got three plates out, placing an heaping amount of food on theirs and enough food on hers to keep her full for days. They say nothing, Ethan just reaches over the table placing it to the opposite side of him with a small thud.

They eat without her, like some kind of exile. Y/N couldn't take it anymore, their pain was her pain. Standing wasn't easy, but didn't hurt as much either. With every step a new sound of pain left her lips, leaving the twins mouth dry, Ethan pushes his food away, suddenly not hungry. She stops right in front of them, dropping to her kness. She looks at Ethan and Grayson, meeting their eyes with sincerity. "I'm sorry. It hurts disappointing you like this. I just wanted to see my family, don't hate me." The thought alone making her heart crumble inside her chest.

It was a churn inside both of the Male's stomachs. A knot forming seeing their queen on her knees in front of them. She was a queen, a queens are equal to their kings."Don't you gravel to us."

Grayson's fingers wrap around hers, helping her onto his lap. "Never do that again." Ethan mumbles, hating the sight of it. "We will always forgive you. You were crafted from the moon for us, my heart."

She had never felt so much love as her cheeks fill with heat, a small blush warming every inch of her body. Without thinking her nose falls into Grayson's neck, mocking the way he does to her, sniffing the sweet smell of cinnamon. Grayson's body burns at her touch, a pleasurable sting that warms his cheeks and thighs. Ethan and Grayson look at each other shocked. "You smell so good."

Next she crawls onto Ethan's lap, nose pressed against his carotid vein, the place her mark will lay. Vanilla so strong her stomach twists as her tongue meets the skin, a small moan falls from Ethan's mouth. Involuntary, but she was touching his most sensitive spot, the spot the held so much meaning amoung wolves. "You do too. I could smell both of you forever."

Grayson's nose now takes in her scent, her chest pressed against her back, heat where they touch. Her skin begins to buzz as Ethan mimics his brother, lips wrapping around her shoulder, sucking the skin that it will leave purple marks. "I like when you touch me."

"Your wolf is in her wake." Grayson's fingers trailing against both of her arms, soaking up the heat along them. "Being with your mates must have brought her along. You're smelling us, which means you must smell the forest against us."

"Tell us what you smell." Nose against the tanned skin of Ethan had him shivering. "You smell of that deer you killed earlier." Her hands bring one of his to her nose, "berries, and dirt."

She was back to Grayson, straddling his lap, her nose to his chest, "water, and leaves." His hands to her, "ashes, and cooked deer meat."

"Seems like we have a great hunter, Ethan." Ethan smiles in agreement, large arms crossing over his chest. Looking up at Grayson in confusion, his nose presses to her neck. "A great nose you have, you will be a gifted hunter and tracker."

Ethan is taking in her intoxicating scent as well, "and you smell like us, my little hunter."

Ethan's long fingers hold a piece of deer meat out, she leans closely, taking a bite from it. They were providing for her, filling her with the food of their hunt, nothing comes with greater respect.

She continues to take food from their hands, in their culture, the greatest sign of acceptance, the greatest honor she could give them. After dinner, their belly's full, Grayson had carried her to the warm comfort of the furs. "Sleep. You have a long day ahead of you tomorrow." With a soft touch of her cheek bone and a kiss to her forehead. Ethan was right behind him, sniffing her scent and placing a kiss against her hair.

"Why?"

"We have decided to go back and take our rightful place."

The memories of the moon goddess talking through Grayson fills her head with vivid images. "Where are you guys going?"

"To train."

"Sleep." Ethan says softly, pulling the furs to her chin. "Tomorrow we should you our way of life, the way we were raised. Tomorrow you will be trained as the great warrior we know you will be."

With one more kiss to her head, they were of into the night, not returning until the sun had risen. The lines of the moon once again painted against their skin, blood smeared across their lips, a sacrifice to the moon goddess for great fortunes.

In Ethan's hand were a small wooden box, a small rattling sound with every step taken towards Y/N. "Goodmorning."

Grayson's couldn't help but touch her, fingers under her chin to meet his yellow eyes. "Would you like to bathe?"

She nods unsure. Feet are better today, a little sting but not enough that she was able to walk. The morning was beautiful, it was hot for what the past days have been, almost like mother nature was giving one last day of sunshine before the deadliness of winter comes. The strong smell of cleaness, along with the swishing of water, she knew they were close to the source.

Grayson was the first to strip, pulling the linen cloth down his muscular thighs. Her mouth dries instantly at the sight. Ethan was soon to follow, water reaching to his belly button, her cheeks heat at the sight of them. Mountains of hard muscles, chest swelling into pecs, defined stomachs. All eyes were on her. " i am not getting naked in front of you."

"Modesty isn't know along our kind. " Grayson takes the bar of soap that was shaped like a jar, guessing he or ethan had made it themselves.

"Its normal to be naked, natural." Ethan offers as Y/N shakes her head.

"Lesson 1 of today. Most of the pack will be naked, when you shift wolves don't wear clothes. Now come bathe with us my half." Grayson's hand extends holding the soap out for Ethan to take.

"Turn around."

"We are your mates we will see you naked eventually."

"Not today wolf."

Ethan and Grayson follow her wishes, turning for they cant see the sight of her, only the thousands of trees in front of them. The water is cold against her legs but feels so good, the grime against her feet already peeling from her skin. She's not as tall as the males, but stands for her nipples are covered. "Soap please."

Ethan and Grayson turn at the same time, eyes roaming the bare skin of her shoulders, the swells of the top of her breast. Ethan's soft hands meet hers. "Let me wash you my heart."

"No, I got it." It was hesitant, but she stayed strong, her fingers taking the soap, pressing the bar against her bare skin.

"We made you this." Grayson stands above the pond, nakedness making her cheeks pinch pink. A beautiful silk dress, tan, seeing it was made from a deerskin, sewn beautifully at the sides, from the hands of the two males.

"It's beautiful."

Grayson smiles sweetly, as Ethan exits the water as well. "Come, your training starts soon."

"What about breakfast?" The twins turn around, allowing her to slip on the soft dress, it fit exact, showing off the curves of a woman. "That is next the lesson, to find your own."

Ethan and Grayson dress themselves in their linens. "Come here."

She is placed between Ethan's legs as his soft hands squeeze her hair, allowing the moisture to fall against his thighs. The comb runs through her knotty hair quickly with his strength. Grayson sits in front of her, legs crossed. A green thick muck of pain in the palm of his hand as his fingers draw lines against her face. "I just took a bath wolf."

He rolls his eyes as her hand meets his, stopping him mid line. "How will the moon ever see you then my half? She will see you as a warrior."

Ethans fingers began braiding her hair into tight little braids, corn rolls against her head. At the end of every braid bead of red, blue and gold are placed. "Why are you putting these in my hair?"

"The female warriors wear these. Its a sign of strength, of endurance. The red represents the blood you spill for the pack, the blue shows loyalty to the moon and pack. The gold show you are mated."

Grayson and Ethan finish quickly. Grayson's finger always seem to find her skin, while Ethan allows her to have time to adjust but Ethan couldn't help bit touch her cheek, dried paint against fingers. "You look beautiful."

"A dream, truly." Grayson talks as well, both hearts swelling for their female.

"What if I don't want to be a warrior?" She doesn't meet their eyes, head handing low not wanting to actually know.

"You were born for it. A luna must protect her pack."

"I don't want to be luna either." Ethan sighs, the feeling of his fingers missed as he removes them. Grayson's lips kiss her shoulders, "you were born for that as well. You were never taught these ways, you were raised wrong."

"I was not raised wrong! My family loves me."

"You're family has wakened you. Left you defenseless against these woods." She looks at Ethan, the one who usually agrees with her but is suprised as his eyes are hard, agreeing with his brother.

"Will I ever go home?" She felt sick as Ethan answered, "No."

If she has eaten, it would be all over the ground in front of her, but instead her lip quivers, pushing away Ethan and Grayson's comforting touch. "Why?"

Both look at the ground, grayson decides to speak, feeling his brother's heart thump against his chest. "You'll never come back if we allow you to go."

Chapter 6 coming next week!! Let me know if you want to be tagged.

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Body!guard grayson au - part 2

➸ Grayson Dolan  body guard AU ||  A few words before you start to read:  This story is will not be your usually fluff story but with a romantic twist but is highly suggested for mature audiences. This story will contain sexuality, language, violence, death and mature themes. Read at your own risk and only if you are comfortable All of this work are my ideas, and I have put a lot of hard work and dedicated my time for this story.  Thank you !  I will be accepting tags but will only take them with the comment below! if you message me or send it as an ask i will not accept it!!

Part 1. ||

Summary: Grayson will do anything to protect Y/N no matter how many he kills or how much he hurts.

It was with complete brutal strength when Grayson flipped a tabled onto his side using at protection as bullets whipped past him with a speed no human could match. The table wasn’t bullet proof though as a bullet split the wood nicking the side of his left arm. Grayson’s hands met the wound in instinct, blood covered his arm and most of his suit as it soaked into the thick fabric.

“get off me!” Y/N struggling caught grayson’s attention as he raised his gun towards the man. The shot wasn’t clear and he wouldn’t take it unless he was absolutely sure it wasn’t going to hit Y/N. 

Another bullet pierced splitting wood but this time grayson jumped to take cover underneath the booth dogging them. 

“Stop squirming!” The mask man yelled into air as he drug her towards the exit. With the realization that this man was actually going to take her away, she squirmed, kicking, scratching, pull the mask off his face quickly. The man’s gun didn’t leave the direction of Grayson who was trapped tucked inside a booth, it seemed strange his gigantic frame even managed to stay covered.

Almost instantly she realized the situation they were in with Grayson trapped the only senerio this would work out is if she did something. Without a second thought she reached forward teeth digging into the hand that help the gun and continued to apply pressure despite the crunching that came from between her teeth. The moment the gun fell to the ground Grayson shot up from the booth shooting the man in the head.

In seconds Grayson’s hand wrapped around her arm guiding her to the doors of the kitchen. “Grayson where are we going?”

There was no answer, actually at the moment he didn’t think it needed an explanation knowing that any sensible person would realize they were getting far away from here. Maneuvering through the kitchen was a breeze for Grayson but Y/N stumbled behind, almost falling at fast his pace was. 

The car was so close, it was in sight but Grayson had held the corner stopping them from going any further. Grayson’s grip didn’t leave her arm, with such strength it will leave bruises tomorrow if they weren’t already there. “Grayson please the car is right there!”

Taking a step further past the building bullets erupted into the air as he pulled her back into the cover of the bricks. “Are you fucking crazy?” 

Grayson’s throat burned with the eruption of the yell that came from his chest. Despite how angry he was, he understood why she looked at him with those tear filled eyes. It was only days ago she was nearly killed and now held at gun point at one of their enemies. “Listen to me, you stay here, I’ll be right back.”

“What are you crazy? Grayson don’t leave me I swear to g-.” Her words were useless as he ventured back inside. Grayson didn’t lie he was right back but in his arms was the metal door of the industrial fridge. It was no surprise that he easily through it over his head. “Follow me, right behind me do you understand?”

Grayson didn’t allow her to even answer as his hands met hers. “I mean it look at me!” Placing her hands against the back of his shirt. “Hold onto me, do not let go.”

In seconds Grayson’s feet began to move and with them Y/N’s as well as Grayson used the metal as a shield. It wasn't bullet proof but provided enough protection that grayson reached the car flinging the door open, in seconds the both were in safe confines of the car. Bullet’s raced in the air but bounced off the car as they finally met their destination. 

“How did they even find us?” It was a question spoken aloud but was clearly wasn’t meant to be answered as Gray suicide passed the traffic with a long line a honks after another. Grayson seemed to think for a moment before his attention turned towards Y/N.

“Give me your phone.” His tone held no room to argue but she wouldn’t give up that quick. “What? No.”

“Give me your phone!” She chose to ignore him which she realized was a mistake as his left hand roughly pulled her phone from her back pocket. “Grayson stop!”

“Put your finger in.”

“No.”

“Tell me the code then.”

“No.”

“I don’t know why you continue to act like such a brat! Clearly we are in no situation to play games so put your damn finger print in the fucking phone.”

As soon as the phone was unlocked Grayson’s large fingers fumbled with the tiny screen. The last thing she expected was him crushing the phone against the middle consuel, smashing it into tiny pieces. “How could you be so dumb? Leaving location on your phone?”

“I didn’t know they could track me with it?! How the yell was I supposed to know?”

“I don’t know if you get the reality of the situation here. Your life is in danger and you need to stop acting like a child and realize that.” Nothing was said after Grayson’s words and despite how much she wanted to cry she held it in.. sucking in the words he said as the hours passed.

At the first sign of light from the hours of passing high way gave great relief as her legs begged to be stretched once again. 

“Stay here.” Nothing else was said as he exited the car only to enter the office of the motel. Grayson talked as if everything was normal, that an open wound and blood rushing down your arm was completely fine but the sketchy motel owner didn’t ask any questions as he accepted the money and handed the motel key over with ease. 

Two bed were pressed against the bed, it was nothing fancy, it had a small mini fridge with a microwave on top. “Go take a shower, I’m going to get your bag.”

Despite how much her body ached with tiredness, she knew a shower would cure her temporary feelings. With  the shower barely producing steam the water seemed to wrap it’s arms around her, giving her a hug creating some type of comfort for the time being. 

The small knock on the door caused her to jump. “I have your clothes..”

“Just leave them on the sink.”

When she finally let the warmth of the shower she expected her suitcase to be on the ground but instead a pair of fuzzy plaid pants, a black cami, and what made her cheeks grow red was the black lacey bralet and a matching pair of underwear. 

Grayson’s body was sprawled across the bed in a pair of pajama pants and a black t-shirt watching the tiny tv. Y/N didn’t bother with a word as she finally met the comfort of the bed. 

“Go to bed we have to get up early tomorrow.” Grayson’s voice was suddenly so annoying, always telling her what to do at the moment the best she could do was ignore it.

She turns quickly not bothering with a word. Grayson seemed to not like this as he huffed but silence filled the room once again. What she least expected was him to talk again, “I’m sorry for yelling at you earlier and calling you stupid. I just forget how uneducated you are about these things and I was just trying to protect you.”

Without an answer Gray had turned to his side now shutting his light off. Y/N was well aware and grateful for how Gray had protected her today even with this gratitude felt for him no words came out. Her body was shaking still, the dramatic events of before still had her body rattled to her core. Gray said he’ll always protect her but she couldn’t help but wonder who had made him this cold? No one was clearly there to protect him.

Grayson fought every instinct in his body telling him to comfort her trembling body. His finger’s twitched to rub over to bruises that caressed her skin, to heal her from every bad touch she had but he refused to show his weakness. Putting his fingers underneath the pillow hoping to stop the feeling he convinced himself it was for the best.

sorry this part was a little boring but next chapter is juicy I promise!!

tags: @hishawaiianparty, @dandydolans, @mydolansss, @the-evolution-of-stupidity

[dolanswhore]

Moonlight. (4) natural instincts.

warning: before reading this book you must understand it is fictional, and the twins are both werewolves and have animal like personalities. also this is a Grayson x reader x ethan story :)

|| series masterlist. || Chapter 3. ||

Ethan couldn't help as his body filled with desire, it practically oozed from his pores. On the other hand Y/N was terrified of the yellow irises that looked her up in down in desire. It was natural extinct to need for her, to desire her.

Suddenly in seconds she was crushed between the wall and his body. His skin hot with desire as her finger tips meet the arm of his skim extinictly. The moment his hardness pressed against her stomach her hands met with his chest with an attempt to push him away but it was no use as he stood tall like a brick wall.

His lips found the scent of grayson along her neck pressing into the delicate skin. His wolf was suppressed inside but growled internally at the scent of his brother along her skin. His soft lips pressed against the softness of skin, the most valuable part of her whole body. Despite being dangerously close to her jugular he wished nothing but to feel her skin, to get rid of Gray's scent. Despite the close proximity, too close for her comfort, goosebumps of pleasure ran up skin. A shiever sinking into pores causing bumps to appear rapidly against skin. "Ethan stop!"

All extinct had taken over Ethan at this point his wolf had completely taken over, ready to take what is his. His lips met hers with desperation as she pushed him away again. "Why won't you kiss me my queen?"

"She said stop brother." Grayson basically roars as he weakily climbs to his feet, teeth snarling at his brother.

Ethan gently let's her down without a thought of her protection first. In minutes his teeth were bared to his brother, in stance mode ready to attack at any given time. Despite being weakened Grayson stands his ground, head held high. An alpha never backs up from a challenge.

In the exact moment Y/N realized this is what would happen. The two males destined for the role of alpha fighting over the female they claimed was theres. No matter the circumstances she would always be the reason for the brothers fighting, who was she to tare to brothers who have been binded since birth?

"What will you do brother? As from my sight you can barely stand let alone fight me." Ethan snarls as Grayson continues to hold his ground. Ethan's eyes were still yellow indicating his wolf was still in charge.

This change was hard for the twins of the moon. Not only did it take a toll on their bodies from breaking every bone in their body to controlling the extra testosterone that was admitted with their mate being around.

"Stop already!" Y/n's voice raising with annoyance at the constant bickering of them. Grayson immediately stood down when an order came from his other half. Ethan's wild on the other hand snarled, wanting her to back down. Ethan was the alpha, not her and he demanded respect. Grayson pushed Y/n behind him in attempt of attacking his brother but he was to slow as Ethan dodged it, sinking his teeth into his neck pulling a patch of skin from it.

Blood pumped profusely from the wound, sliding down his neck and onto the tanned skin of his muscular chest. In a split second she took stance on front of ethan. "What is wrong with you?!"

Ethan was internally fighting himself trying to suppress the wolf back into his mind. Grayson's touch, his hand wrapping around hers brought the feeling that scared her so much. These men in front of her are complete strangers but give her fulfillment like no other.

"I'm sorry." Ethan apologizes quickly to his brother which is clearly accepted as he nods. Ethan's unsure eyes meet hers with fear of her hating him. "I didn't mean to scare you. Sometimes he still has a hold on me."

This was true. He had spent decades being trapped in the back of his wolf form, he was still conscious all those years just not in control. Y/n nods unsurely as Ethan sighs. His heart was heavy with her unsureness but he chose not to push it any further.

Hours have passed and the twins grow worried of her quietness. She says nothing, only sits at the small table that was crafted by Grayson's own hands. What was more worried some was she didn't bother with the food placed in front of her or the generous cup of water. The white wall seemed to speak to her since it was the only thing her eyes have met.

They decided it was best for Grayson to approach her. Ethan was worried he would only upset her more then she currently was despite how much the muscles in his body burned and twitched at the thought of comforting her along with allowing grayson to touch her instead.

"Why haven't you eaten my half?" Grayson's voice was soft as he sunk to his knees in front of her showing his most vulnerable state. With grayson's experience when dealing with upset she-wolves it was ideal to show weakness. Depsite how much she wanted to look away the pull to this male was strong, his shoulder's rounded with muscles along with his thick arms shaped by the 'moon goddess' herself. Without second thought her eyes meet the tanned skin of his neck, right at the base of where neck and shoulders meet. For some odd reason she felt the need to touch it. Her lips tingle with the thought of kissing it often like how Grayson and Ethan did to her.

"I am not hungry." It came out colder then expected causing Grayson to sigh loudly. Despite how much it stung he didn't like the uneasy feeling that filled his stomach from her. Both twins felt the affect of her mood making them both equally sad as her.

"You haven't eaten since yesterday. Please eat love." Grayson couldn't help but reach to feel her skin and the moment he does she backs away from his touch no matter how much it hurt to do so.

"I am not your love!" She exclaims loudly as the back of chair falls to the ground as she stands her ground. To the wolves buried inside these men they growled, showing their dominance, wanting to show her that disrespect wasn't tolerated. "Do not touch me. This is ridiculous. This claim you two think you have on me scares me! Just because we are connected in some weird ass moon way doesn't mean you can keep me here! I have friends and family. I need to go home."

"Your home is where we are." Ethan finally speaks with poison, anger radiating from his skin. Grayson's eyes meet his brother with challenge knowing that he was having trouble containing his wolf side.

"I don't even know you!" Ethan's growl is animalistic as it vibrates his chest. His wolf no longer tolerating the disrespect she was showing. Grayson understood, he was completely in control of his wolf but knew the situation his brother faced is difficult.

"She is scared Ethan. She was raised wrong, not the true way." Grayson tries to tame the beast with a soft tone. Y/n scoffs at the words trying to push past gray only to be stopped by the roughness of his hand.

"It is true. You belong with us. You can't deny what you have seen, what we showed you. No matter what you believe your faith has been chosen for you." Grayson argues not allowing her to finish her path to the door.

"You are a luna. Despite those humans supressing your wolf in you. She is there. A natural born leader and provider." Ethan says, "you will help guide our pack."

"What pack? Last time i checked it was only you two assholes!" Her words laced with venom as Grayson moves from his spot only to left the back of the chair with ease back into its proper spot. "Sit down. And we will not guide, we will stay here."

Ethan's attention is now on his brother. "We will go."

Grayson had promised himself to stay calm towards her but his brother was another story as he flips his lips to reveal the sharpened fangs. "We will stay. We will not go back to that life!"

"You wish to defy the queen that made us? She specifically told us what to do Grayson. You heard her, you felt her power. How stupid are you?" Once again the brothers were facing each other. The room reeked of dominace and anger. Despite her lack of wolf she could smell the musty air of the room.

"Do I get a say about any of this?!"

"No!" The twins growled together and Grayson's hand came down on the table angrily. "Now eat before we make you."

It had been two quiet for Ethan's liking as time passed. Ethan as well as Y/N were concentrated on the books in front of them while Grayson had made himself a bath. His aching muscles that still buzzed with anger from some time ago finally relaxed as the water massaged his skin. By this time the wound on his neck was completely healed other then the small print of his brother's teeth. The soft yawn had caught both of their attention, snapping their heads in the way of the direction it came from.

Despite the words said earlier and his angry Ethan's soft voice broke the silence. "Come sleep love."

Even though she was still mad the invitation of sleeping on the soft furs where Ethan sat was the best idea of the day. Gray was distracting as he rose from the water, his nudity the least of his concerns as he mets her eyes with a smirk. He wanted to tell her to look, that this body was crafted for her and her only. The pattle of her feet against the wood floor was music to Ethan's ears as he anticipated the warmth of her skin.

Ethan finally puts the book to rest watching as she quickly sits next to him. "I'm covered in goop."

Ethan couldn't help but crack a smile as he looks at Gray who was already a step ahead of him as he used his bath water to wet the rag. The cold water pressed against her face made her hiss away from Grayson's touch. "It's freezing!"

Grayson replaced the patch of coldness with his warm lips sending a small shock down her skin. Ethan had now began to rub the other side of her body. It was nice for the both of them. Being providers, taking care of their queen.

As soon as she was clean Grayson had returned with her shirt slipping it over her head.

"I'm sorry for my hostile behaviour, for yelling at you." Even though gray had said the words Ethan presses his lips against her shoulder in an apology.

The candle was blown out from Ethan's lips making the room fall dark. Once again she spent the night squished between the two men. It felt so right to touch their skin, smell their scent but she still felt rash about this and was wishing she was home.

[dolanswhore]

My girl.

summary: Grayson and Y/N have been friends with benefits for a while, what happens when Y/N is finally ready to admit her feelings for him, but soon changes her mind when they have a big fight.

Grayson and Y/N have known each other forever, there were many nights before laid together spent in front of fires, on the beach and playing video games with Ethan. She was always around every since they first moved to L.A. actually. A cute, smiley girl from next store, who would greet the boys with a sweet hello every time they passed.

Soon after the two began to slowly hang out alone, leading to current time of being friends with benefits. Everyone was aware of the feelings she held towards the younger twin, everyone seemed to notice but Grayson himself. Grayson had always been kind and fair to her, many nights spent inside the warmth of his swollen arms.

Grayson though would never allow himself to believe she would hold feelings like these for him. As much as he would love just to have you as his own, his own self wouldn’t allow it, seeing he felt as if he wasn’t good enough. Truth be told he wanted you as more, even though the pair acted like it was committed, not daring to even try for anyone else, not wanting anyone else.

The last few months were all happiness and laughs when it came down to it, plus an addition on Ethan, who was very much her best friend as well, it seemed the three came unseperatable.

“E?” What are you doing here?” it was a night out with the girls which seperated her and gray tonight, which isn’t unusual they often had friend nights. It was strange to him in this type of scene, him being the only person in the room without a cup filled with alcohol. He smiles widely at his bestfriend, happy to finally find someone along the sea of people he got lost in.

“Bryant asked me and gray to come and now iI’m lost.” She laughs slightly at his mindless behavior. “Bryant is usually in the main room, c’mon you goon.”

Ethan’s hand gently presses her shoulder, in a way to keep them close together when they adventured deeper into the house, he tried not to press to much pressure in fears of hurting her, but it was a little difficult due to the messily drunk people either dancing or falling.

This reminded Ethan of exactly why he didn’t do these type of things, never really seeing what was fun about being so under the infulence that you weren’t even yourself.

“There you are!” Bryant smiles, laughing slightly at the annoyed expression on Ethan’s face. “I see Y/N found you.”

Bryant was a good friend of hers as well as the twins, and actually gave the idea to come to the party, which of course she was down for. “Look lovely as usually.”

WIth a sweet smile, and a hug she thanked him. Her attention wondered around the room, knowing one more person was missing. “Where’s gray?”

Bryant didn’t even think before the words spilt out of his mouth, “He’s talking to that hot girl over there.”

The look Ethan gave him said it all, eyes wide and mouth slightly ajar, and it wasn’t his twin he was trying to protect. It was his best friend of three years that already looked crushed. It didn’t take much to finally see gray dressed in a plain black t-shirt and a pair of tan shorts that cut off mid thigh, showing the various colors of perment ink across his skin. What was unusual about that was the small blonde next to him.

Suddenly it felt as if all breath was ripped from her chest, heart thumping in an irregular pattern, body not allowing a single ripple of air as she watched the blonde press a shy kiss against his lips, which he didn’t fight. It hurt to see the small smile he gave her afterwards. The handsome features of his dimple, and white smile making her knees weak even to this moment.

It was only hours ago, after a very much needed bestfriend meet, she told her she was finally gonna tell Grayson she loved him, and wanted more, and that was suppose to happen tonight. Eyes burned as she ripped them from the sight, pooling tears of anguish and embarrssment. 

Cheeks growing hot, air suddenly filling her lungs as a sob racked her body. The panicked eyes and trembling breath and soon Ethan’s face was her new sight. “Do you want me to drive you home?”

He knew exactly what she was feeling, but what confused him the most is Grayson felt the same way. Gray would tell him all the time of what was going on, and the he did hold feelings for the girl that slept in his bed nightly.

No matter how much Grayson would admit it, he never had the courage to ask her. It really had nothing to with that, it was more to do with how he felt about himself. And after many nights of staring at the ceiling with the girl he loves breath hitting the skin of his neck, he came to the conclusion. He would never be good enough for her.

Nothing he could ever do in the world would be good for her, he would never be able to just what she needed it. Y/N didn’t deserve that either, she deserved someone who was constantly there, would give her everything, but little did Grayson know he already was doing it.

She nods quietly, trying her best not to trying her best to not make any confrontation. It seemed like constant turmoil between the two, Grayson telling her that he does have feelings for her.. and then this.

She walked reluctantly, noticing Ethan’s almost not noticeable grip on her forearm. A wave of emotion hit her at once, sadness squeezing her heart, but anger bubbling deep inside her chest. A million thoughts running through her head, they weren’t actually dating, and of course she knew there was no label, but among the nights spend in each others arms, the tears, the kisses, and being there for each other there was a thought there was some kind of a mutual understanding.

Ethan opened the door of his jeep for her, seeing his phone light up from a text from Bryant but at this very moment he didn’t care. Ethan loved her it was true, but not in the romantic way, but as in the way you were truly his bestfriend, almost a sister. There were so many times he was down and Y/N was there for him, so many times she was the only reason he got through rough patches in his life. 

Of course Gray spent every day with her in a loving romantic way, but many forgot about how Ethan also spend every day with her in the loving brother/sister way. The night was chilly, breeze pinching both of their cheeks, creating patches of redness to stain them. 

It was quiet as she slipped and got lost in her own thoughts, but was soon ripped from peace as the sweet song of Gray’s ringtone sounded from her phone. Ethan’s eyes were slightly off the road, taking in the state of her. “Ethan no.”

She struggled to grab the phone but failed as if Ethan was too fast as he pressed it to the opposite ear by her. “Hello?”

“E? why are you with y/n? Why did you leave? I was calling her for a ride?” Despite being his brother, Ethan couldn’t help but feel his blood boil at the fact of what happened at the party, and now he called asking for a ride?

“She was there. And saw you kiss her.” That all it took before Gray’s side with silent with fear. Grayson didn’t know what to say except feel the small closing of his throat, a lump making it even harder to breath.

“I just left, she asked me to go home with her and i couldn’t do it. Put her on the phone?” 

E looked over to take in the sights of her, with red cheeks, swollen eyes and tears and suddenly didn’t want to put her through it. “She doesn’t want to talk.”

“E!” but Ethan didn’t bother to hear another word as he hung up. He would deal with Grayson once he got her home. The car once again filled with her ringtone and then soon after Ethan’s.

The ride which only took ten minutes seemed to reach even hours, but only due to the prolonged silence of the car and of the late night. Ethan wanted to say something, but really didn’t know how to comfort in the situation, except say his twin is an idiot, but not wanting to mention him quite yet.

��I can’t just let you leave upset like this.” Ethan pulled the jeep into park in front of your apartment. It didn’t feeling right to leave like this.

“I’ll be fine E, I’ll call you in a bit?” It took everything to give him a small smile, wrapping him in a tight hug, that was longer then necessary. but at times like these she was so grateful for a best friend like him, and wanted him to know it. “Thank you, I don’t know what I would do without you.”

Moments before that very moment, Grayson had began to walk, he didn’t know where, but just knew he had to get away from the thoughts in his head. Chest tight with emotion, knowing exactly how upset Y/N probably was right now. The kiss meant nothing, even though it might have looked like it. Grayson didn’t want to be mean, push the girl away, but when it is said she kissed me, it usually isn’t the truth but in this case it was.

It was only a half an hour later, Y/N currently wrapped in her pajamas and a blanket, cartoon’s blasting through the tv, but not much attention was on them as tears continued to break her under eyes. The sudden knock, making her rolls her eyes, despite texting Ethan for the last twenty minutes, he still came to make sure she was okay.

What was least expecting was Grayson, with heavy breath and red faced. Grayson couldn’t control his feet, as they made their way to her house, it was natural and despite the half an hour walk, he was ready to fall to his knees for her forgiveness.

The lingering look to his eyes lasting a little longer then necessary, but she didn’t dare speak not trusting her self. “I-I’m sorry.”

It was rough, raspy from the lack of breath circulating his lungs. Nothing was said again, and to him, that was the scariest moment of this whole situation, he hated silence. “Please.. listen to me.”

It was a small beg, “She kissed me - no, I don’t mean for it so sound like that. Fuck I mean, She kissed me, and I didn’t want to just push her away.” Despite practicing this speech in his head about a million times before reaching the house, he still fucked it up and now couldn’t help but the feeling of his own thumping heart breaking at the sight of her devistation.

Even with swollen eyes, red cheeks, hair thrown in every direction in a bun thrown on top her head, she was still the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen. “You can wait here until E gets here.”

“No, no.” It was more for Grayson to calm down himself as he closed the door behind him. “Are you listening to me?! I don’t want anyone else.”

It was Gray’s heart that was crushed now at ignorance, and her turning to her back facing him. “Grayson no matter what you’ll say to me will make this better.”

Something sparked inside of her though, anger bubbling inside her chest now, as she turned towards him, eyes narrowing. “It’s always been like this, you’ve always known of my feelings for you, you just don’t care grayson. I’ll never forget that one night I asked if we would ever actually date, and you told me no. I was an idiot for staying, I should’ve left, and realized i would never be good enough for you.”

Gray was taken back by the words, sinking in every single one of them. “What?” His voice is horse, confusion wrinkling his forehead. “I will never be good enough for you, and that’s not fair!”

Grayson didn’t give her another moment to talk, just spit out everything that came to mind. “How could you even say that to me?! i spent so many nights thinking about us, of course I want to be with you! I want you with everything in me, I can’t even look at another female without seeing you. They don’t matter. What does matter is you, and I don’t deserve you, and can’t give you what I want despite loving you.”

As soon as those words left his mouth they both froze, words never heard to each other, but all she ever wanted to hear. “Is that what you want to hear, that I love you? because I do, fuck, I love you.”

Grayson couldn’t help but reach out for her. The one thing that stayed constant was the safeness, and comfort he felt in with her, hand resting against her cheek, eyes staring into hers. “When she kissed me, I was a little taken back, I just met her, she literally just walked up to me. I didn’t want to be mean to her, I couldn’t just push her away. The whole time all I could think of was you, and I was going to tell you about it, once I picked you up, and thought sleep next to you.”

Breath was suddenly gone, “please, say something.”

The silence was the scariest of all, Grayson mumbled something under his breath, creating a little distant between the the two, but Y/N reached back out for him, letting out tears of relief at his confession, head snuggling his shoulder.

“You’re my girl, and you don’t ever need to doubt that.” Despite the title not being used, which was kind of upsetting, she was just glad at his confession of love, that was until he said, “We’re together right? Boyfriend and Girlfriend?”

There would be no more sufferering or constant worry of what ifs, now it was just the two of them together. She nods, leaning forward to press a kiss against his lips.

"Ugh.." The opening of the door, revealing Ethan went unnoticed by the two, "I'll be in the car.."

THIS WAS WAY BETTER THE FIRST TIME I WROTE IT, but my laptop shut off and didn’t save so :) gonna make an ethan version 

[dolanswhore]

The attitude killer.

Summary: What happens when Ethan can’t take your attitude anymore?

warning: smut, it’s rough, daddy!kink

Ethan has been dealing with this all day, usually it wouldn’t bother him so much, but already waking up on the wrong side of the bed, from the moment he woke up all he heard was complaining from Gray, and just to top it off you were in the worst mood ever.

He didn’t even bother talking to anymore, between his brother and girlfriend he was left in a deep scowl and a slight headaches. Being the stubborn person you are, he  the only response being you saying something snarky, or giving attitude, which would make him even angrier. At the moment you were really annoyed as well as Ethan stopped trying to communicate, almost as if he was mad at you for yelling at him this morning.

A thick layer of silence cascades the room, no words said because there was nothing, but every time you looked up to see Ethan on the other couch, purposely keeping his distance the annoying sounds of his keyboard clicking against his thumbs, as if he actually had someone to text, which annoyed you more. He was only doing it to get your attention. Ethan was texting someone though, Grayson, telling him to pick up some dinner before coming home, wanting to make sure you ate today. Ethan’s quietness was scary, never in his life had he gone more than ten minutes without talk, and keeping his distance from you was hard due to the black lacy hipster panties wrapped tightly against your hips, only thing covering you from up top was his white shirt, which was translucid against the perky pink nipples, erect from the low breeze of the fan, giving him almost the whole view.  Ethan had been painfully horny all day, but felt it pushed aside in annoyance, must like the rest of his emotions. As time passed, eyes scamming from your phone to the white wall decorated with picture of Grayson, Ethan and their family, you finally snapped. “You’re just going to ignore me all day?!”

Ethan looked up from his phone with an annoyed look, mouth opening to say something, but quickly closing because of the fact he didn’t want to hurt your feelings, or make it worse, but couldn’t help but feel the rush of anger reach his chest, where it began to boil. He was stick of hearing your attittude already. “Real fucking mature Ethan.”

And with those words Ethan snapped, “I’m sick of your fucking attitude today!”. Voice hoarse as fire erupted his throat, dropping his phone to the couch, as he sat up to face you, dark eyes taking you in, he was talking again before you even had a chance.

“Take your panties off, and come over here now.” Now it was your turn to be quiet, mostly because of the shock of his words, especially in a situation like this, Ethan had never been the type to boss you around like this, it was surprising is all. “What you can’t hear now? You seemed to be able to hear when I did say anything right. Now take your fucking panties off, and sit on my fucking lap.”

Ethan wasn’t in the mood to be negotiated with, you didn’t even want to risk not listening to him at this point, plus you could practically feel the heat rising from his body. Anger warmed his whole body, lips already slightly red due to his lips he continued to suck in annoyance. Ethan’s eyes followed your every movement, as your fingers slip between the band of your underwear and the skin there, slowly pushing them down your legs, spreading them slightly to reveal your pussy to him. Ethan’s stomach tightened at the sight, cock growing hard underneath his sweats, as he sat up.

“Stand up.” As you do the shirt falls mid thigh, as you no longer were left exposed to him, “Take it off.”

“But what if gray comes home.” Finger’s falling to the hem on the shirt, tugging it down lower nervously.

“I don’t care, I said take it off babygirl, or you’re not going to like what’s going to happen.” Ethan’s words sending a shock of excitment, and a wave of heat to your body. Pussy growing wetter and wetter by the second, with just Ethan’s smug face smirking at you, Ethan leans back watching as his shirt is thrown over your head, revealing your bare body to him.

Ethan’s hand falls to his hard member squeezing it through the thin sweats as it aches for you. He shift sitting up, arms reaching out to you, “Get over here, and put that mouth to good use, since you’ve been fucking running it all day.”

As quickly as you possibly could you sunk to your knees in front of Ethan, as his muscles tighten taking the tank top over his head, throwing somewhere into the living room. Finger’s play with the waist band of his sweats, before curling around them. Your actions were stopped as his finger’s cupped your chin, not enough to hurt you, but to show you he meant business.

“Did you ask? because I don’t remember saying take my pants off?” Ethan’s words were venom, this was probably one of the worst times of anger for him. 

“No I’m sorry daddy.” A shock of pleasure running straight through his body to his cock, which at the moment was begging for you, but Ethan intended on making you suffer a little bit.

“Can I touch you? I wanna suck you off daddy.” Ethan let out a tiny groan, pressing his thumb against your chin roughly, this fingers leaving a trail of heat on their way to your breast, which he cups softly, feeling the soft flesh against him.

“Fine, only because you asked so nicely.” With Ethan’s help his sweats and boxers were down in seconds, revealing his swollen pleasure to you. First your tongue met his balls, licking a stride against them before taking one into your mouth, Ethan’s head already falling back into the couch, hands gathering your hair into messy pony tail, making it easier to control the situation. Finally with small kisses against his thighs his tip pushed past your lips, and Ethan swore he never felt anything better, except for what will happen in a few minutes.

The mixture of salty pre-cum and your saliva filling all taste buds, making making the perfect warmth for Ethan. You waste no time at all, taking him inside your mouth to the point that your lips were completely around him, him in the back of your throat, your nose tickled by the little curly hairs on his lower abdomen. Your hand wrapped around his lower shaft as your mouth moved up, moving back down until you met your hand and repeating the process.

“So good babygirl.” Ethan whimpers, grip tightening around your hair, as you gag around him. “Holy fuck.”

Ethan could feel the distant building of heat inside his stomach, he wasn’t close, but he was closer then he wanted to be at this point, but couldn’t find himself to deny the pleasure he was recieving as you mouth took him in once again.

Finally despite his body begging for you to continue, Ethan pulled you up by your arm, onto his lap,  your bare mound against his aching cock. The slick of your wetness coating him completely, “So wet baby, holy fuck.”

His finger dipped down to your wet slit, only sticking a finger in a quarter of the way, just to coat some wetness before slipping it past his lips, wanting a taste. “Mmmm.” He repeated the same actions, patting her lips, “I want you to taste yourself.”

Opening your mouth, and rolling your tongue against your finger before closing your lips around it, sickling the rough skin, “Such a bad girl aren’t you baby?” The heat of Ethan’s chest flushing your skin, almost so much you became slightly dizzy at the bliss. 

As your lips met Ethan’s, tongue eagerly meeting his, rolling against it. Ethan kissed back, hands falling to the back of your hair, tugging it gentlely hips bucking as you lowered herself against his cock, at this point Ethan didn’t even believe it could be called dry humping, especially because of how wet you were, despite not being inside of you, the swosh of your wetness every time you moved up against his cock, and it was the hottest thing he’s ever seen. 

Finally Ethan had enough, flipping you against the couch, so you sat back facing him knees against the leather.  Ethan gave you a gentle push, “Ass up baby.”

Ethan couldn’t help but groan at the sight of you, naked, pussy in the air for him. He crawled behind you, hand kneading the flesh of your ass cheaks, left one coming up to spank you, so hard it sent a tingle of pain throughout your body, along with a squeal. His lips came down tot he point of attack though, pressing a small kiss against it, then using his hand to run over the bubbling spot. “You looked so good with your pretty little lips around my cock, but I gotta say seeing you like this baby will never get old.”

Ethan’s large hand guiding down your back, feeling your spine against his own skin, hand reached the back of your neck, then back up until he reached your ass, where he now was so close to your throbbing heat.

“Beg me.” Ethan mumbles, “Since you’ve been running your mouth all day for the bad reasons, I wanna hear it for the good, I wanna hear how much you want me.”

“Daddy, i want you so bad, please.” Ethan wasn’t convinced, as his finger moved further from your pussy, “No no daddy please, i want you so bad, and I’m sorry for giving you attitude, just please please fuck it out of me, please.”

He seemed satisfied with your answer as he pressed a small kiss against the back of your thighs, lip meeting with your clit, sending a whine to fill your body. Ethan didn’t waste any time, puckering his lips and sucking your heat, tongue trusting inside of your tight hole, enjoying the sounds coming from you.

Wet, sloppy noises falling from the two where they connected as his mouth met your wetness again.The sounds he was making with his lips and tongue, almost sinful as a rush of heat runs through your body, “Fuck Ethan, fuck!”

The tip of Ethan’s tongue flickered the soft bundle of nerves making you mewl, his finger filling you snuggly, not wasting any time as he finger fucked you as roughly as he could, the sounds falling from between your legs were heavenly as him, wetness literally dripping from your thighs, and onto the sofa, which Ethan could care less about right now.

“E, baby I’m gonna cum.” Ethan took that as his sign to stop, pulling out his finger, eyes running over your swollen pussy, red with pleasure. 

“Ethan what the fuck? I was so close. ” You groan into the pillow, almost lifting your head, but Ethan’s hand meets your hair, pressing you back against the soft material. 

“Watch your fucking mouth, i won’t let you cum at all.” He growls, anger once again filling his body. No matter what he tried he knew he wouldn’t be able to stop the fire inside your body, he secretly loved in, but after hearing it all day, he was at the point where he couldn’t take it.

Ethan knelt between your thighs, spreading your legs. His erect cock resting in his hand, other hand resting against your ass, squeezing it softly.  The sudden feeling of a burning, but pleasurable stretching causing a small gasp to fall from lips, that were swollen due to being wrapped around Ethan.

Ethan’s finger came behind you to tease the bundle of nerves, making your whine with every inch of his cock, until he completely bottomed out inside of you. “Ethan oh my god.”

It’s been a few days, between editing and shooting for the new video Ethan was busy and always with his brother, hence he whole reason you had attittude in the first place. 

Ethan watched his cock disappear and reappear into your silky opening, a wave of pleasure filling him every time. The sight of his cock covered in your arousal had his thighs shaking, stomach heating up, his whole body on fire. With every push of hips, strokes steady and long, hitting the bottom of you every single time.

The sounds falling from you were those of a porn star and Ethan was loving every second of it, hips rolling against yours, pussy dripping between the two of you, covering his thighs, rolling down yours.. Ethan watched your body bounce with every trust, listening to the begging of coming.

Back arching pushing him deeper inside of you, hitting your sweet spot as Ethan’s hand rest against the small of your back, giving him a better angle to fuck you senselessly. “Ethan, Ethan.”

Nails digging into the flesh of your hip as Ethan felt himself grow closer and closer, heating building deep inside of his stomach. You moaned at the feeling of his cock roughly hitting that spot, and the sounds of your wetness dripping around him. “i’m so close E.” you managed to mumble throughout the pleasure in a high pinched voice.

“Come for daddy baby, and I’ll forgive you for being such a brat today.”  Your orgasm approached you quickly, clenching around Ethan, releasing the heat deep inside your stomach., Ethan on the other hand continued to drive his cock deep inside of you a small whine falling from his lips. 

With the last of his trust, his stomach exploded, and without a second thought, he milked himself inside you, filling you with his hot, seeping seed mixing with your moisture as he watched it drip out of you. 

Ethan’s fingers hook around you arm turning you to face him, as you both breath with heavy breaths, trying to calm your bodies. The fumbling of the door, had Ethan look at you with wide eyes. 

“I love you brat.”

okay that was my first full smut ever and it took me like 4 days to write bc i stared at the screen for hours :))

[dolanswhore]

Masterlist.

updated: 9/27

⌲ Grayson Dolan :

nsfw alphabet

fluff alphabet

Real feelings.  ↠  what happens when your ex-boyfriend of a month comes into the cafe you work at, and realizes he made this biggest mistake of his life. ↳Part 2. (COMING SOON)

My Girl.  ↠  Grayson and Y/N are friends with benefits for while, what happens when she's ready to tell him about her feelings but soon changes her mind.

Broken Promise. ↠  Mob!Grayson’s job has kept him away for weeks now, the house and you grew lonely together, he finally comes home and thinks there’s nothing wrong with it, and worst of all broke his promise.

Hair.  ↠ Sometimes the twin’s hair gets in the way what happens when you help gray out? *sMUT*

Sweetest. ↠ this is a cute small blurb i thought of with mob!gray Basically Gray is this bad ass gangster, who care for no one except himself and you. This is him being the sweetest to you, when no one least expects it.

Undying love.  ↠  Mob Gray can’t help but be protective, and hates when you don’t listen to him, but no matter what the situation but when he sees your face he forget why he was mad to begin with.. **Very short but i thought it was so cute**

Trick or Treat. ↠ this is just a lil drabble about grayson taking his kids trick or treating. 

Now I forgive you. (COMING SOON) ↠  Grayson gets mad at Y/N for going out with a guy without telling him, then is scared their relationship is pulling away, but he fixes that quickly. *SMUT*

⌲ Ethan Dolan :

nsfw alphabet

fluff alphabet 

Stitches. ↠ Y/N is a nurse only about a week into her new job, and is assigned her first room with no shadowing, What happens when it turns out to be a twin that was in a motor cycle accident?

Silent Treatment - head cannon ↠ how ethan gives you silent treatment, and how you give it as well.

missing you.  ↠ going to school in a different state where your boyfriend lives in tough, but he'll never let you forget how much he miss you.

Stress. ↠ ethan hates when you give him the silent treatment, it has to be one of his only weaknesses in the world, usually he doesn't get so mad at it, but with all the stress he's been feeling lately he explodes.

Best part of me.  ↠ promt no.  53. “You’re the best part of me.” &  54. “I adore you.” Late night talks with Ethan (i wrote this like 3 weeks ago, but didn’t really think it was good enough to post but here we go!)

My Girl. (COMING SOON) ↠ ethan and y/n have been friends with benefits for a while, what happens when shes ready to admit her feelings and Ethan does what he does best, push people away.

⌲Preferences:

bad days.

angry.

cuddling.

nicknames.

mornings.

late nights.

Jealous.

Riding them. *smut*

[dolanswhore]

Riding. (slow version)

Summary: how the boys like you riding them.

warning: I put a see more because you will see six gifs, I warned you!! this is extremely dirty and contains smut :) I'm apologizing in advance I don't write smut that much i suck

Grayson:

It took everything in Grayson not to flip you around, and fuck the life out of you, instead sweetly taking your hand, turning you the opposite of facing him. Hand running down the back of your skin, skin rising with goose bumps at his soft touch as he pressed you forward slightly, giving him a better view of his most desired. His hard acing cock against against your ass as you sat on his lap.

Hand now guiding to the soft flesh of your ass, squeezing it roughly. “Such a pretty ass sweetheart.”

You didn’t even have to look at him to know about the smirk that played those beautiful lips, a cheeky blush of heat filling his face due to the proximity of your pussy so close to his aching cock covered in clear sticky pre-cum, all for you. The heat of Grayson’s chest flushing your skin, almost so much you became slightly dizzy at the bliss. Grayson lifts you from your hips, with no help from you of course, taking his cock in the other pressing it against the opening of your wetness. 

The sudden feeling of a burning, but pleasurable stretching causing a small gasp to fall from lips swollen from his kisses, almost purple from irritation. Grayson’s hand guiding until you bottom out against him, a small whine falling from between his throat.

“so so good baby.” Gray’s forehead falling to your shoulder in pleasure, open mouth blowing hot breath against your shoulder blade. As much as he loved being on top, fucking you until the point of no longer forming words, there was something about being on top being vulnerable to you. He kisses your shoulder softly, hands falling to your hips as you lifted them, pleasure erupting deep inside his stomach as you meet back with his hips.

The moan falling from your mouth almost heavenly, as restrains himself to meet your thrust with his. Gray’s hands slid up, nipples swollen at touch, from his lips as well. “Gray..”

The moan of his name sending his hand to your thigh squeezing it slightly at your next trust. “You look so good like this.” Gray pressed another soft kiss to your neck, a small moan falling past his lips now, at the feeling of you clenching against him.  

Trust after trust, Grayson couldn’t help the curses that fell from his mouth, the softness of your ass bouncing against his abdomen driving him crazy. Gray could feel he was close, thighs shaky, stomach’s heat building as he reached his high, “You want my come baby?”

“I want it so bad gray.” Gray’s hand would softly meet your face, thumb skimming across the soft skin of cheeks, until it reached your bottom lip, running it over the tissue skin. “Want me to fill you? I’ll make you so full.”

“Please, daddy, please.”

Ethan:

It started off as a simple tickling fight, accidental grinding, which ignited a flame in both of you. Articles of clothing flying until not a piece of skin was left unaccounted for. Lips swollen against Ethan’s as his tongue pushes past them, sliding against them. Ethan’s bare cock, aching with every movement of your hips, wet clit teasing his sensative skin.

“I need to be in you.” Ethan practically begs, lips now pressing against your neck, and shoulders, occasionally nipping at the skin, pressing his tongue against the irritated skin, soothing it in any way he can.

Ethan’s large hand guiding down your back, sinking into the smooth skin until he reached your ass while leaving a trail of kisses down your chest causing you to slightly wince at the roughness of his lips around the already sore hickies that cover your breast, and shoulders. His lips wrap around the small bud that stood erect, pleasure of heat packing tightly inside your stomach. Pleasure warming the skin, causing small amount of sweat to bead on your forehead. 

Deciding he’s had enough, Ethan pulls away, strong hands leaving a coldness as replacement as he pulled away, Ethan’s finger’s wrap tightly next to yours, both hands engulfed by his own, leaning back with his bottom lips between his teeth. Slowly you lift your hips, Ethan’s erection springs up from underneath you, red with want as you take a hand from his, holding the soft skin until it was directly against your slit. Vagina burning with every long inch of Ethan, a loud whine of sensetivity falling past your lips, which didn’t go unnoticed by him, who took his free hand, guiding you against his cock. 

“Fuck.” Ethan’s curse sending a small shock of pleasure through you. Finally the bottom of your thighs meeting with his thick ones. The room was hot, filled with sin and heat burning at the feeling of naked skin. Ethan could already feel the pressure against abdomen, the feeling of wanting to fill you with his seed with every trust against him. Lips lifting as fast as you could manage, Ethan’s cock filling you to the brink, hitting the same spot that made you mewl in pleasure. Ethan’s hand sliding from your thighs, to your back which was arched with pleasure. Looking down to meet his eyes, hooded pleasure, swollen lips puffy and red, face twisting with every trust. “I’m gonna fill you so good baby.”

it’s HOT IN HERE 

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Baby Fever.

Summary: Gray has baby fever and asks you for a baby, but you think it’s too soon, and he throws a fit over it and get really upset. be gentle i wrote this like 4 years go for niall horan lmaoo but it made some improvements

The whole week had been great Gray finally returning from filming after three months, and in all that time of missing him, he had really been making up for it. Having a husband as a world known director wasn’t easy. Every night he took you out to dinner, every morning waking up to kisses along your jaw and lips, following the gym, where Gray sent you flirty looks any time he could.

Currently you were at his brother’s house for a small get together celebrating the birth of their new baby girl. Grau kept asking to hold her, smiling, pressing tiny kisses against her head, giving her belly little tickles, which was quite adorable. And then when you held her, you couldn’t help but fall in love with her.

“Aren’t you just the sweetest?” You cooed in a high baby voice. Maybe it was then when Gray finally realized he wanted to have a baby with you, it just looked natural so real, to see a baby against you, the smile on your face showing all. He wanted to have  baby with you, it was more than enough time, seeing you’ve been married for 7 months now, and together 4 years before.

“Give her back.” Gray pouts, holding the little baby close now. He rocked her gently, giving her head a small peck.

It was almost 11pm by the time you got home, and a nice shower and bed was calling your name.  Gray stopped you before you could even make it to the bed room, his hand gently grabbing your wrist, pulling you to his body, where he wrapped his arms around your waist, hot breath tickling skin. “I though maybe we could talk about something?”

“What is that something Gray?” Pressing a soft kiss against his jaw, arms around his neck, cheek now laying on his shoulder.

“Well we’ve been together for a long time, and I always just want to be with you.” He pauses, “And I love you so much, that I would do anything for you, I literally mean anything, anything I ju-.”

“Will you just tell me?” You smile at his rambling, but it soon vanishing as the words were said, “I want to have a baby.”

“Gray, there’s a lot to think about here.” You mumble, as he lets go of his grasp, slowly backing away from you. “You can’t just see a baby and then want one.”

“I did think about this. I’ve bee thinking about it when I’m away.” His face is filled with frustration, he wanted a baby with the person he loved, it would only make you two stronger, bonding you even closer then before. He had always been a family man, and loved his family endlessly, and wanted to expand on that. “What’s wrong with having a baby with me?”

“Gray can you stop acting like this!” You exclaim, finally fed up with this whole situation. “It’s nothing to do with having a baby with you! You’re always gone somewhere, I only see you every few months, it would be raising this baby by myself, he wouldn’t even know his father. Of course once you take a break or something I would love to start a family.”

“Barely know me? My child would know me. And what if I don’t want to take a break? I love what I do.”

You sigh, not wanting to say the words, but knowing you had too. “Gray your child wouldn’t even know you. You’re barely there for your wife, let alone your pregnant wife, and a new born.”

Gray’s brows flurrow in frustration, voice small. “I try my best for you.”

“I know baby, and I know it’s hard but I’ve accepted it, I just want you to see the reality of the situation.” And just like that Gray was gone to the bedroom and bag in hand. “what are you doing?”

“I’m going to the gym.” And like that he was gone, just like many times before, you never knowing when he’ll exactly be back, but you were use to it. A few hours passed quickly, with no sleep of course, just you on the sofa, sound of an unfamiliar show, a glass of red whine in the other. The shaking of the door, caught your attention, he was finally home.

There he was, sweaty, a tired, stressed looking playing his features. He sighs at the sight of you, eyes blotchy from the tears earlier, him already telling you were slightly buzzed. “C’mon let’s go to bed.”

You nod, as he helps you up, hand never leaving yours. “You know honey, I want nothing more then to have a baby.” You mumble, he knows this all coming from the alcohol. “But I’m scared to raise it all alone.”

Gray clears the emotion from his throat, or at least tries to thinking of how the reality of the situation would be, and hearing those words, they hurt more then everything. He loved his job, but never realized how much he did leave you alone.

“We’ll figure it out, we always do.” Gray tucks you in bed, pressing a kiss to your forehead, “I’m going to shower, go to bed sweetheart.”

The morning left a slight blur in your vision, head pounding, it must have been late Gray wasn’t in bed no more, sighing you sit up, making your way towards the kitchen, only to see Gray flipping pancakes. “Good morning Peach.” with that he slid over what looked like to be two pills and a glass of Oj.

“I’m sorry for yesterday, you’re right I didn’t think about what you would be going through.” he says, placing the plate of syrup drenched pancakes in front of you. “And I’m sorry I leave you here alone all the time.”

“Honey you know I didn’t mean to be hurtful towards you yesterday.” You are quickly to say something back, you didn’t want him to fell bad about this, but those words you said to him still left a slight burn inside your throat, regreting them.

“Shh let me talk. So that’s why I bought a house in LA, and one here.” Suddenly the smile against his lips made sense now. “You can come with me, you, we don’t have to split up anymore..”

New Jersey was your home, the only home you ever knew, but you would be lying if you didn’t say you loved LA, and loved when gray would take you with him on trips.

You smile, but it was too good to be true. “Babe my job..”

“You don’t need a job, you know that.” He pauses, “And before you argue me on it, listen to me, we can start a family, we can be together, your job will be being a a mommy.”

His pleads were enough, taking a bite of your pancake, you nod. “Fine,” Seconds later, being squished by a Gray’s chest, in the biggest hug you’ve ever received in your life, his lips would find yours, molding against yours. In seconds your back flat against the kitchen island, Gray hovering over you, arm extended against the cold marble, making sure he didn’t crush you. Gray’s tongue rolls against yours, heart pounding fast. The baby making process already begging. 

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UFC Fights.

Summary: Ethan get MAD when he sees Y/N knocked onto the ground during the brawl at UFC fight and only she can calm him down. its not too long like a blurb :)

It happened so suddenly one minute he was cheering and then booing and all of a sudden the crashing of bodies into one another, trying to hold back the fighter who jumped from over the rink and into the crowd.

Ethan’s first extinct was to reach other for his girlfriend, but his hand missed her by a hair as he watched as they were separated by the following crowd pushing them apart. Ethan’s eyes roam the crowd pushing the back or even front of the crowd the swarmed around him. “Gray!” Ethan mumbles as his brother is swollowed into the crowd. Finally the crowd started to decrease as the excitement came to an end, Ethan’s finally reaching Y/N, helping her stand from the ground.

“Are you okay, are you hurt?” she shakes her head, pressing her hand against her forehead. “I’ll be okay i got stepped on a few times.”

Ethan couldn’t help the anger that filled his chest tightening as his hand rest against her back. “Let’s fucking go.”

The uber ride to the hotel was quiet, a little two quiet as Ethan starred out the window, grayson asking if she was okay every second he could despite how many times she said yes.

“Babe?” She mumbles, finally alone due to Grayson brushing his teeth. “I’m fine i don’t know why you’re still so mad.”

“Because it should’ve had happened in the first place! YOu’re so small!” She rolls her eyes being average female height. “I keep seeing the look you gave me when we got seperated and then you just fell and no one bothered to even help you.”

She could practically feel the heat rising from his body as she lays against his chest, “I’m fine E, nothing is wrong.”

Ethan leaned in to press a kiss against her lips, “i’m still gonna fucking complain and you can’t stop me.” She didn’t need to be told that as she already knew Ethan would be the most extra in every situation.

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Gray/Ethan speaking to their kids in Italian.

mob!e straight ahead :))

Ethan sits back against the chair of the principal’s office with a fake scowl on his face as he crossed his arms across his chest looking at Carter, his 8 year old kid.

“I’m sorry it won’t ever happen again.”

“This was a little excessive Mr. Dolan, he threatened to quote on quote “beat the living shit out of him”..” The chubby man pressing the lens of his glasses to push them past the bridge of his nose.

“I Don’t know where he gets it from..” Everyone knew of Ethan’s activities even though he tried his best to hide them behind his company but would never admit it. He was cruel at heart, couldn’t even number how many people have been injured or families broken by his hands but the reason he does it all is the little boy in front of him face filled with sadness eyes glossing over.

“Well my son is taught when he is picked on to stick up for himself and I see nothing wrong with that sir.” Ethan argues as he unbuttons the jackets of his custom gucci suit with a unpleasant frown. The look across his son’s face had his chest tight with anger at this man, “You don’t seem like you stick up for yourself.”

“Excuse me Mr. Dolan? That was uncalled for.” Ethan rolled his eyes standing up from the seat. “This whole meeting was uncalled for. Try and expell my son as well because you’ll loose half you’re funding.”

Ethan didn’t have time for the petty situation, it was underneath all the work he had at the office waiting at him and this seemed unnecessary. Without another word he wraps his hand around his sons guiding him to the exit. He couldn’t help but notice how affected his son was from the man’s words as Carter doesn’t meet his eyes once. Ethan’s hand found his way to the boy’s hair rubbing it, trying to comfort him before squating eye level with him. 

“Prendi la testa piccola, non ascoltarlo, non hai fatto la cosa guista.” [Pick your head up little man, don’t listen to him you did the right thing..] Ethan’s tongue speaking a different language as Carter smiles brightly at him.

“Thanks papa.” 

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Poppy john is my spirit animal

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Shorty.

A head cannon about being short and having Ethan Dolan as a boyfriend.

Ethan was average height, he wasn’t too tall but taller then most. So when he saw you he couldn’t believe how tiny you were.

he thought you were the cutest little thing he’s ever seen, he would instantly fall in love with you

“I gotta admit I thought I would never be on a first date with this girl that I can’t even see.”

“Ethan I’m not even that short.”

“Hey shorty how’s the wheather down there?” “Real original Ethan.”

He loves telling telling people how he has a short girlfriend so he would literally be like, “My girlfriend is so short.”

Ethan loved you being short. For instance when ever you need help reaching something, he’s there with a teasing smile,  reaching for it. “Here you go shorty.”

“Shut up babe.” He’d roll his eyes, pressing a kiss to your temple. Ethan knew he wasn’t the tallest, but with you he felt most helpful helping you to be honest, even though sometimes he’d watch you struggle a bit, maybe because it’s the cutest thing he’s ever seen.

 “Ethan I can do this, I’m fine.” Ethan would pout at you, big doe eyes begging you not too

“BuT YOU’RE SO SMALL.” He’d answer, hands running a long his face.

  “You’re ridiculous. I can carry groceries in..”

 “Just let me do it, go look pretty somewhere.”

 Baby boy  couldn’t help but wonder about you all the time. Some times your height scared him.

  Like whenever you were taking the train without him. He’d always text you, “Make sure you find a seat for you don’t get crushed!!!!” and quickly after, “Love you pumpkin.”

 Most of all Ethan try to protect you at all cost, knowing how tiny you were, he thought as you as the most fragile possession in the world, and he couldn’t get enough of you and your shortness.

In public always holding your hand and pressing his hand to the small of your back because he doesn’t want you hurt.

In big crowds his fingers would always be wrapped around yours. “Stay close baby.”

  “Love you forever shorty.”

  “I love you forever cutie.”

 “Good because you’re stuck with me sweetheart.”

just something small before i update tmr :)

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Pumpkin Patch. ↠ E.D

Summary: this is a small little drabble:) ill be posting Grayson's soon.

Ethans eyes twinkle at the sight sound him, vibrant colors of oranges, reds and brown taking all signs of summer away and he loved every second of it. The revving of the tractor trailers that had crowds of laughing children in line for a hay ride filling his ears.

Dots of orange along the green running for miles and miles, the smell of fresh apple donuts told him his favorite of the year was here. Ethan looked over at you, hood pulled up, lips slightly purple from the cold, hair messily falling from inside of the fur, there was something different this year, something that made him love it even more - you.

Being able to show you what fall really was now that he took you home to meet his mother, which meant you were able to witness exactly what fall meant in his childhood. The memory of him and Gray running throughout the field, searching for the biggest pumpkin to carve, pushing and giggling, trying to gain the upper advantage.

"Shes freezing E." Gray chuckles, looking at you quite amused. Let's just say living in LA meant you weren't quite use to the weather. Ethan’s finger tag against your black beanie, pulling it over your red ears due to the chilly weather nipping them. As response you stick your tongue out a Grayson, “Sorry I wasn’t raised in hick land.”

“What does that even mean?” Grayson rolls his eyes, pouting slighly. “ jersey isn’t even the south!”

“She doesn’t know what she’s saying.” Ethan mumbles, “I think the cold is getting to her head. Ethan reaches over, taking his cold hand into his, which instantly warmed the skin, he brought your twined fingers to his lips, where he laid a soft kiss.

“Let’s go find some pumpkins, pumpkin.” Gray fake gags, leading the way, but not before turning around and waving to his parents, even at age 18, he still wanted to make sure his parents knew they just did disappear.

Pumpkins of all shapes and sizes filled the patches of grass, some hidden under vines and covered in dirt. Grayson was the first to find his.

“why can’t I just take this one?” Ethan’s mouth dropped at your reply, looking at the tinest pumpkin he’s ever seen.

“You need to find the best pumpkin! not no bitch one.” Ethan quickly covered his mouth, watching as the children ran by a small ‘oops’ falling from his mouth.

Rolling your eyes, you continue walked, leaving Ethan’s wondering eyes straggling along, too focused on the future pumpkin.

That’s when you both saw it, it had to be the biggest pumpkin Ethan has ever seen, and at the same time, “I call it!”

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The Destroyer. ↠ G.D

↑ Summary: The life of being a notorious gang leader is starting to catch up with grayson. What happens when he ruins the one good thing he has in his life?

Grayson struggled with himself on a daily basis, life seemed to always be taking jabs at him, trying to knock him down, along with this trying to protect his family, and you. Loving you all was hard, but he always made it work someway. Grayson would always pretend he’s okay, that in fact his life style didn’t affect him in any way, which was a lie. Many nights he would stay away, eyes skimming up and down your bare skin, face raw with beauty. How could you be with a monster like him? Grayson was at the point that he couldn’t count how many people died by his hands, stained them for eternally with blood, and it was his fault. So many families he’s ruined, only because of the world left behind to him from his father.

 Today was a different day, today not only has the biggest investors for his unrising company back out, but Ethan has informed him that a new gang is arising in the area, threatening to kill him and everyone he loves. 

With a long sigh, he leans back against the comfort of the leather chair. Taking a long suck of his cig, eyes meeting with the light of the ceiling, despite knowing you would kill him at it, he honestly didn’t care anymore, he never really was addicted but they seemed to help the most.  Stress wasn’t a stranger, at this point stress, loss and anger he welcomed with open arms seeing it being one of the only things he could feel. Except when It came to you.

Gray was so broken, believing that god himself had given up on him, but you were the one who brought all of the good back. With you life suddenly had meaning other then killing his enemies, and rising up to the top.

“Grayson!” The yelling filled the hall of the office, him letting out a sigh, knowing what will be coming next, as his men made way for you, knowing if one even accidental touched you, Grayson would literally kill him. The door opened with a shake, as you allowed yourself right in.

“What is it now angel?” The tone seemed almost mockingly as he walked over to the bottle of whiskey in the corner of the room, pouring a glass for himself, knowing you wouldn’t want any. He wanted to try to drown the next few minutes away, knowing you were going to giving him a piece of your mind.

“Don’t angel me, I heard what you’ve done. I don’t care what you think of the Shinner’s, they are my fathers friends, and I hear one of them are killed, and guess what? With fucking razor blades to the face!” You spoke, heart squeezing inside the confines of ribs. Razor blades, the only gang in LA that was known for these was of course the number one on top. “You promised me Gray!”

Never ever can he catch a break, something has to go wrong, someone just has to bug him, and he wasn’t having anymore of it. “I do not talk orders from you. Yes I have promised you, but I will not allow my family or company insulted by filth, you are not my fucking mother.” Grayson learned when to attack, in times like these with you sadly the middle person, telling them they were safe from Gray, but that’s when he end his enemies, when their guard is down and weak.

“Oh fuck you Grayson! They are my family, how the hell are we going to have a wedding if they’re going to fight the whole time?!”

“This is more important then our damn wedding!” Of course, you wouldn’t show it, but it kind of hurt at the words, being with Grayson for such a long time, you were looking forward to finally marrying him.

“You’re an asshole!” Grayson rolls his eyes, leaning against the desk,  throat burning from the whiskey. “What is happening to you?”

“What is happening to me? I’ve been like this, I’ve always been and I’m not changing any time soon. You knew this the moment we got involved, if you don’t like it, fucking leave!”

Gray’s thoughts were everywhere, the alcohol clouding all judgment he once had. That was it, quickly you left slamming the door, leaving Gray alone like he seemed to wanted the whole time to give his mind some rest, from the thoughts the consumed them.

Hours passed in a daze, by the time Gray had gotten home, he was tipsy, the house was lit up with yellow lights shinning through the darkness, as he driver pulled into the drive way.

While you and Gray both had jobs at day it was surprising not to see your car in the drive way, he shrugged it off as he walked through the door to be greeted by Mary, his house keeper. “Miss (Y/N) told me she was going away for a few days, she wanted me to pass the word. I’m going home now, have a good night Mr. Dolan.”

Grayson nods, trying his best to hide any hint of emotion, but truth is he was fucking worried. His head pumping at the thought of you being in public right now, with all this going on. In his line of work, he had to always expect the worst, which meant you dying. Gray fumbled with his phone, pressing it to his ear. A loud groan of frustration leaving his mouth as it went right to voice mail, the clicking of his fingers against the key board was the only sound in his house, not even his breathing could be heard, as he swore it stopped with the drop of his heart to his stomach. The words that were said earlier they were false, he was stressed, slightly freaking out, and just having an overall bad day. Without you Gray’s life seemed almost meaningless, and if loosing his way of living meant having you back, he’d drop it any day.

“What’s up man?” Ethan mumbles tiredly, after spending hours of the night protecting the warehouse, where most of the illegal contraband is, after killing the leaders son, he knew something was going to happen soon.

“I don’t know where she went man.” Gray let out a small gasp, there was no breathing at the moment due to lump in his throat that block all means. “And I just killed his fucking son! What it something happens to her?”

“Gray, i’ll send some guys to look. Relax, she’s smart and she know how to handle herself.” Gray couldn’t relax though as the last of air his body had was sucked from his lung, face red, as he began to pant. He couldn’t breath as he pressed his hand against his heart, trying his best to calm his body. It was only recently Grayson had suffered from panic attacks, his whole life he has known everything about this life of murder and illegal actions, and it only seemed to be affecting him now. 

“I’ll be there in a few.” He choked, as he sat down, his body begging for hair as he let out loud strings of raspy coughs as he tried to calm himself. He felt as if he was a stranger of his own body, not being able to it anymore, or control the sadness that pricked the tears in his eyes, and the ache in his heart.

Grayson remembered only days ago what you told him. “This life is destroying you.”

You were right, you were always right.

His office’s quietness welcomed him, soaking in all of his feelings of regret and guilt. Always he had to mess something up, something always had to go wrong with him involved. It seemed silly, that he was already starting to miss you, sure you’ve gotten into plenty fights, but never had you left.

The string of the relationship was cutting down, severing the bond of two. Grayson will always believe what has been said to him only years before, he is a toxic person. He does this to himself. Everything beautiful is destroyed by his hands, or shaped into being destroyed, and currently the relationship you both have.

But this might be the line for him, the worse you could ever done. Destroying the most beautiful thing close to his heart. You.

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A BLURB WHERE ETHAN GETS JEALOUS OF GRAYSON HAVING YOUR ATTENTION WHEN ALL THREE ARE HANGING OUT

“Grayson stop!!!” She giggles feeling Grayson’s finger’s against her sides, finger nails digging into the squishy skin of her hip. “No please please I’ll do anything!”

“Good thing i don’t want anything from you… well maybe one thing.” Gray jokingly says as he wiggles his eyes brows at his best friend. Gray would never think of her that way, maybe it would be a possibility if his brother wasn’t so head over heals in love with her.

Ethan watched the exact moment he watched his brother throw her bikini glad body into the pool, grumbling as he sat up against the long chair. The sound of the glass door’s slamming caught the pair in the pool off guard and she looked at Grayson surprised and Gray slightly guilty even though he held no feelings for her but hurting his brother with thinking he did.

“I’m going to see if he’s okay.” Meanwhile Ethan laid against his black fur sheets, bare chest rising with every puff of seething jealousy. 

“E? You okay?” Her voice causing his heart beat to pound against his ears, a small lump forming in her throat at the sight of her. A small yellow bikini that seemed to match the day as the sun came through the windows glistening off the water droplets falling from her body and onto his hard wood floor, running down the valley of her breast making it even harder to look away, but he did sticking his nose back into his phone.

“Ethan why did you get so mad at Gray throwing me into the pool? He does it all the time.” Ethan didn’t know what happened as he stood in front of her, jumping from his bed quickly. 

“Go hang out with Gray we know why that’s the only reason you’re here!” His face was hot, a deep red pigment filling the pale skin, finger raising in anger at her. “So go be with gray!”

“Are you really jealous right now? Over me spending time with Gray?!” Her voice was as loud as his taking a step close to try and stand at the same size as him, not taking any of his shit today. “I am not jealous.. just seem to notice you like gray more.”

The laugh that fell from her lips had him confused, it held no humor as she was only centimeters away from him now. “You’re a real fucking idiot Ethan Dolan if you can’t see i want you and not you’re fucking brother.”

In seconds his lips were pressed against hers, molding lips together falling together as tongues meet each other. Without thought she pushes him against the bed in sitting position. Breath hot against her neck as she lets out a soft moan as his finger unwrap the tied bow of her bikini top, soft fingers burning against her flesh.

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Okay but we really need to respect the boys for saying "we dont want to feed into the fake drama" because fucking mature despite these fan that are not🐸