#even if i feel empty i'll distract myself n numb myself so i won't. disappear. i have responsibilities i have ppl waiting for me
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i'm probably gna be a bit more ia for the week >.>
#๐.rambles#just a heads up#usually on weekdays i don't manage well so#okay ngl i felt better over the weekend but last night n w smth that happened today i'm at my breaking point once more#but i don't want to bother anyone w it so i promise i'll be more quiet about that from now on#i'm fine. just a bit tired#sorry genuinely for the past month i've been feeling really empty#but w stuff like ffxiv n my friends n other interests i manage to distract myself so yeah i'm fine#i have my family too#sorry for rambling but i just felt the need to. say it here or something#i can't really be honest n open anymore w my own self#i don't know what i'm writing anymore i already said too much#it's fine. i'll reply to my friends n i'll do school stuff n then i'll play games if i have time#i need to be better.#surely as long as i distract myself from my real thoughts then i can maintain some energy to do things yeah?#even if i feel empty i'll distract myself n numb myself so i won't. disappear. i have responsibilities i have ppl waiting for me#oh i've already said too much#sorry i'm trying to. fix myself.#that's enough#sorry#i'm fine i'll be better i'll fix myself.#enough to make myself proud. enough so i'll be deserving of#not being left behind again. surely if i improve myself then i'll be less of a disappointment.#god i keep on saying too much i'll stop now time won't wait for me i have to be productive or whatever#i'll be fine! c:#no i promise i'll certainly be back to my normal usual self so don't worry#the person i used to be yeah i'll be back to normal n keep it up#but i already rambled too much i'll get going now but certainly i'm fine so don't worry
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