#even though I'm really shy

[imagine-a-life-like-this]

I'm in a soft mood, so I want to make a post thanking the people that have helped me feel so loved and accepted.

Every single follower I have, I want to thank you. I always receive a lot of love and support on my posts and it really keeps me going. So really and truly, thank you. Also we're all besties now. I love you all 💕

@hobasimp89 I want to thank you for coming into my life 8 years ago and never leaving. We've had our fair share of fights, but we always work things out and I'm forever grateful. You showed me what true friendship really is and I don't think I thank you enough for that. Here's to 8 years and many more to come 💕

@maeleelee and @mxnsxngie I want to thank you for helping me get out of my comfort zone. And for being there whenever I need you guys. And I know I've sent you 2 so many sappy messages before, but I truly love you both. When I was feeling insecure as more people joined our group, thinking you'd like them more and leave me behind, you reassured me over and over that that will never happen. Wifey trio is forever 💕

I would also like to thank two others, but I'm not sure if they'd be comfortable being tagged. So I hope you both see this. Zhane and Ari, I love you both so freaking much. You both were the first friends I made here on tumblr and both of you honestly mean the absolute world to me. You're both always there for me and have helped me with my confidence and I appreciate you both so much. I only hope I can give that same feeling to both of you as well. And I hope you guys know how much I love you 💕

Something I'm sure not a lot of people know is I struggle a lot with talking to people. I hide behind this (semi) anonymous tumblr and interact with people, and still I second guess every word I say to everyone. I just wanted to be loved and accepted.

Then the wifey trio decided to make a discord server and allow anyone to join. It was chaotic but fun. People found other people they clicked with and made new friends.

Honestly, I wasn't expecting to make new friends. I had my roomie, the wifey trio, as well as Zhane and Ari, and that seemed good enough for me.

Then @bunnyiix @acrylishly @cadenonlinelive and @babyboyquokka came along. And it hasn't been that long since we've all been talking, but you all have already made my life so much better. And I love you all more than words can ever explain.

It hasn't been that long since the 8 of us have been a group, but it really does feel like fate. We were meant to meet and start our own little family.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for giving me a safe space and a family. It feels right being here with you guys like this.

8 really is fate.

8 makes 1 team, my greatest loves. Here's to forever 💕💕💕

[armouries]

two meals

[airanke]

One of the dumbest things I've ever drawn 🤣🤣🤣

Please appreciate these two idiots if their story was a Rom-Com! It's a scene from a manga called "Do-Chokkyuu Kareshi x Do-Chokkyuu Kanojo (Super Straightforward Boyfriend x Super Straightforward Girlfriend)"!!! The panel is under the cut (also that's why you read it <<<<<<<<< that way)

Props to @celest-star-collection for sending me the panel!

[chalkrub]

ummm hello everyone, any mutuals or cool people i vaguely know have art servers to reccommend on discord I can squeak on into….preferably for adults because that is what I am…I’m honestly sooo tired of being an internet hermit 😭 every art fight I’m like waow I’m having fun interacting with cool people who share my interests and then it ends. no idea how to make friends online beyond standing on the side of the road with a sign saying please add me to an art discord. I promise I’m nice. I love to play and have fun. I have been known to engage in conversation and say hello and other such things.

[ofyorkshire]

I am extremely soft about how BJ hunches forward to shield Clare and shushes her. It's not a thing that's brought up in the films, but she's in her early 20s here and BJ had just turned 16 a month ago, yet he consistently and unquestioningly takes the caretaker role. He protects her and keeps her calm enough to escape the Karachi Social Club shooting, he does his best to keep her morale up while they're hiding out, tends to her through her quickly crumbling mental health, and actively tries to find ways to get them out of their bleak situation. All before he's even 18 years old. And he keeps fighting to 25, when things finally end and he can finally rest.

Particularly, though, I can't look at that third screencap and not see shades of who BJ was implied to be when he was still under Rev. Laws' roof. Again, the films don't touch on it, but the novels suggest that while BJ did not have close or even very good relationships with the other abused neighborhood boys, he still was willing to take punishment for their disobedience. So I don't think that it's a huge leap to say that he probably looked after and comforted them as well, and... doesn't that body language kind of look like someone consoling a frightened child? Maybe. I could be looking too deeply at small gestures--there are only so many ways to shush someone, after all--but the thought still twists at my heart.

BJ cares so much for so many people. It's a shame that his compassion was what usually ended up getting him hurt.

[solradguy]

come on grandpa its fine. let your inner dadguy out

Maybe I should........

[moe-broey]

Split dyed my hair repainted my nails black and made myself some sick ass fucking cuffs (WITH spikes). We're So Back

[zetsubobu]

Adding right to my previous post but little funfact about myself:

The reason I got into art was because there was a certain ninjago artist that I really loved and she had very interesting ocs. Those ocs became like a huge hyperfixation to me (that I still kind of have) and I remember screenshotting so much art of them, making folders, etc. In the end, those ocs inspired me so much that I wanted to create my own (as well as do fanart for them) so that's the reason why I wanted to learn how to draw.

I have always been a huge oc artist supporter which is why I just love learning about other people's ocs because I think that's one of the things where a persons creativity can shine the most.

[claitea]

a little personal project i'm slowly chipping away at, thought it would be fun to make it into a chart that i add a doodle to every time i finish a new character so i can track how i'm going with it!

by project i just mean i want an oc of each type. i'm not making a game or anything the positions listed are purely for fun HDJBFJFKE

[snazum]

me trying to stroll thru the ted nivison tag on tumblr for some sick art X READER, IMAGINE, OTHER THINGS I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF EVEN THO IT'S QUITE LITERATLY RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME XDD

[stillcominback]

🎀 🎀 🎀

[keeps-ache]

mm i Neeed to go the beach

[jacksprostate]

how did you like The Shining?

It was enjoyable, I liked the set design and I do like when a movie has a pretty fluid original soundtrack rather than prescripted beats. Hard not to remember that Kubrick abused the shit out of Duvall. I can see how people get very obsessive over interpreting this movie. I don't think it sparked that in me but it was like, worth the watch. Tbh I think if I didn't know about the immense hype around it I would be even more meh on it. I was sort of always a bit out of place watching it because, purposefully as far as I could tell, it felt as if everyone was acting around each other, without being an interacting whole, which was an effect that just didn't really play out well for me. If I even rewatch it maybe I'll like it more then but for now I'll put it in "It's always fun to watch a movie with my friends but this was solidly mid to me."

[maranull]

Azatuhi character sheet!

[griffworks]

Hmmmm

[yououghtaknow]

they weren’t lying, that going outside, talking to people, going on a walk to get a little drink from the gas station really helps your mental health