#everyone has this spark or smth. im missing smth integral. im not allowed to interact w ppl almost ever bc of it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

piplupod · 1 year

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i would pay.... an exorbitant amount of money to just be normal. just. so much money. bc then i could work and make it all back eventually. and i could have friends properly instead of barely interacting except once every few days for like three mins before i disappear again bc i get tired and afraid. idk what normal means exactly but i am so tired of being like this. i just want to feel like a person who is allowed to interact with other people :|

#okay im going to be quiet now i think sorry thats the last one for tonight i hope #im just tired. this sucks. im tired of feeling like everyone else has smth i dont #everyone has this spark or smth. im missing smth integral. im not allowed to interact w ppl almost ever bc of it #i just cannot be a person fsjkl i am not human or smth idk im just so fucked up i think. wish i could fix myself !!!!!!#but unfortunately i dont even know what exactly is broken bc theres So Much thats wrong w me fhgjkl #would've needed like... an actual childhood and parents i guess if i wanted to not be like this. ell em ay oh. oh well #oh wait actually this gives me an idea for something. worldbuilding not like. crisis actions dsjkl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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