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fumbles-mcstupid · 2 months

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BUT HONESTLY

the narrative significance

of two pairs of people:

who both, having once had a close, trusting relationship:

becoming, at some point (past or present), divided:

with one having saved others and risked their life only to sway precariously from a height:

while the other watches and believes them to be dead:

only to learn they are alive:

and warmly reconcile their differences:

one is a clear romantic pairing and the other is...?

also a romantic pairing, that’s what

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icebluecyanide · 2 months

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I saw people talking about that scene where Yassen shot Max as a huge betrayal of Alex and it's kinda funny to me like yeah he involved Alex in a murder but also I cannot emphasise enough that Alex decided to join a criminal organisation. People have been telling him he'll need to kill for days now, Alex has watched them kill multiple people already, I get that it sucks for him but you cannot team up with a known killer and be that shocked when actually his secret extra mission was to kill

#alex rider spoilers #alex rider #yassen gregorovich #alex x yassen #alex rider tv #like hot take i guess but actually i don't think he lied to alex when alex asked him about why he was coming #he just avoided the question and said something else that's true (and is part of his underlying reason for coming)#he already told alex he wouldn't just tell him everything like mrs jones might #it's the way yassen has been working for a decade and a half. you get told the essentials and don't ask questions #not answering alex's questions and holding back info/not sharing all the details of yassen's part of the mission is not the same as lying #i mean i guess the real issue here is that alex does not want to kill or be involved in a murder #which is not something yassen and scorpia have ethical concerns about ashdflhs #and is something they have basically told him he'll need to get over already #once again i cannot stress enough that alex is literally surrounded by known killers and teamed up with them

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skylarbee · 8 months

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you can poke your head behind the mountain peak, don't have to mean that you've gone into hiding

#you can't see it but you know alex is smiling like a fool #well probably both of them are really #I'm still feeling so emotional after yesterday #i don't mind us not getting more than this #i don't mind them hugging in the dark #it just shows that they don't have to put their love on display and brag about it to everyone else #they can just show each other and that's enough #that's what love is about no?#they're not hiding they're just not shoving it in everyone's faces #(they know we know anyways)#if you look up the definition of true love their name will pop up #“we've gone through a lot together” miles said in a recent interview and it could've made me sad because it includes the hard times too #but it's precisely because of the hard times and not letting those beat them and tear them apart is why they're still here #and still thriving and loving each other and being best friends #they really said “we're gonna fight everything that comes our way and we're still gonna hold each other's hands at the end of it”#aaaaaand I'm crying #don't ever doubt their love guys #miles kane #alex turner #milex #arctic monkeys #the car tour #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #505 #body paint

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skunkes · 16 hours

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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

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leixinyus · 1 year

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Five times Danis felt rejected or himself refused care and the one time he didn’t

#jang you sung #park young woon #park jung woo #the director who buys me dinner #korean drama #manydramagifs #kdramaedit #the abandonment issues are strong with this one and i am NOT having a good time #it's true i'm not immune to characters who have developed unhealthy coping mechanisms #and tend to run away from (or straight at) the affection and love that they desire and yearn for like nothing else #because they've never known care or love or felt like they had that #so the vastness of everything that they're desperate to have envelops them completely #and the only way they know how to deal with that all-encompassing feeling is to try to avoid it or hold on to it #and danis has always opted for the former #until now #like look at how soft he is in the last scene i-!!#first his eyes wander in dongbaek's #it's almost like he's waiting for the rejection that usually comes #but it never does #instead dongbaek helps him to calm down #and as danis sees and feels his genuine concern and care #he slowly but surely finds that place of serenity #away from the anxiety that was drowning him #and for that one short moment #he lets himself (consciously or subconsciously) experience the kind of unconditional love that he's always wanted #and although there are still two extreme reactions of which either may ([[spoiler alert]] did) happen when the weight of it all really hits #he's still gotten to see first-hand the goodness that is still in the world and that dongbaek has shown him to be worthy of #and it's so so beautiful and bittersweet

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quietwingsinthesky · 4 months

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the amount of time i spend thinking about Even carrying the metacrisis doctor’s fob watch is really quite disproportionate to how much ive fleshed out that part of the story in my head

#i still find myself not caring if the metacrisis doctor couldnt use one. he can because i said so and because donna shouldn’t get amnesiaed #alone.#but anyway. even. its just something about like.#here is your best friend. the man who showed you how big the universe could be. its still him human or not. its still the doctor.#can’t call him that. have to watch your tongue always because no matter how familiar their faces are. these two people do not remember #everything you did together and never can. at least they still love each other. nothing could change that. that’s what matters. you steer #them into each other’s lives so carefully and watch to see if they’re going to get hurt. but they don’t. it’s okay.#and still. and still. you carry your best friend’s life. everything that he is. you can hold it in the palm of your hand. he gave it to you.#he entrusted it to you. well. that’s not entirely true. technically you volunteered. but how else could you say thank you.#you made your world so so small again. for him. larger than you would’ve been used to once but you know what galaxies feel like to fly #across. and now you’re stuck in time and space. this is for love too. this is for the life you hold in your hands.#or wear around your neck on a chain. and because you chose this. you can never see him again. or you see him every day and he doesn’t #recognize all of you.#that would make anyone desperate wouldn’t it? make you do something stupid. make you turn to someone you shouldn’t.#even makes bad choices when they are cornered. i think.#dw oc #the important bit is of course that the only way they can ever get rid of it is by their own choice. which they never would choose to do.#(because tentoo won’t take it back. he’s his own person. impressions of the doctor influencing him. but the part of him that is donna doing #so as well. a whole new person. who does not want her memories back and to be unmade.)#but the point is that the moment even takes it. they will never let it go. they will lose it. on painful occasion. but it always finds its #way back. depending on the context this presence and responsibility is either comforting in its constancy.#or. in a less kind world. a horrifying reminder of how far they have fallen from who they tried to be for him.

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bidokja · 7 months

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come at me like kim gongja or do not come at me at all ✋😤💖

#your heart does not have to be beautiful that isnt why i love you so #teach me to love like you and i'll teach you to love like me #its only been a day that ive loved you but if you say thats not long enough i can return after 1000 days and it will still hold true #i'll go crazy for you and give you my everything but treat me equally and do the same for me #i can't live without a heart if i give mine to you so give me yours as well #''it doesn't matter if your heart is held hostage by the world. if that's the problem i'll free you.''#let's die and regress together trust me to kill you painlessly and ill trust you to be there when i open my eyes #kill me with your own hands i know its cruel but this is the only way to live on together #i'll fight the gods if it means we can live the rest of our lives hand in hand #our happiness will be as one and thats what it means to love #WHO ELSE IS DOING IT LIKE HIM #sssrh #ky speaks

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mythicandco · 1 year

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guys that’s so funny right. I have the same jacket as Mark. that’s funny I think and definitely is not foreshadowing for my character arc or anything ominous like that

#now all I need is everything else #names the hoodie the cure pins and his red shoes #just wait mark. I’m gonna steal your identity wAIT HOLD ON JRJDJ #hail true body au #since maybe I’ll make it into a cosplay. we’ll see

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musical-chick-13 · 1 year

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Oh not me avoiding a wildly popular piece of media that I’d probably actually like out of sheer spite.

#maybe this is my True Toxic Trait but I just get really annoyed when all I hear is 'this thing is PERFECT it's EVERYTHING it's the only #TRULY high-quality media to EVER exist it is OBJECTIVELY better than literally EVERYTHING else it's the MOST IMPORTANT thing of ALL TIME'#like...again. not that you have to issue a disclaimer for media discussion of every single one of it's flaws before you earn the right to #talk about it. but if people keep holding something up as The Best Ever No Exceptions with literally no other commentary I just kind of...#get irritated to the point where I don't want to engage with the thing #I think in this case it's really...Objectively This Is The Best. I think that's what bothers me. because there IS no objective measurement #of art. it doesn't exist!! and that's okay!!!! just be honest!!!!!!!#'but mc13 what about your relationship to cxgf' well if you go back through my episode reviews you will see that I very much #acknowledged that some things could be done better and that it is not a perfect show because perfect media ALSO doesn't exist #and I've never said that it's the ONLY '''right''' way to present the themes it explores. there are a million different ways to do that #and it is the Greatest of All Time in MY OPINION. that's not going to be true of everyone!! and you can think something is the Best™#WITHOUT PUTTING DOWN OTHER PIECES OF MEDIA /ESPECIALLY/ ONES THAT ARE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME GENRE OR HAVE THE SAME FUNCTION??????#I'm also so tired of people saying 'it's good because it's gay™' like that tells me NOTHING #and like. the ideas/themes/concepts presented in this thing (from what I can tell) ARE present in other types of media and y'all REFUSE to #engage in those other things??? like you write them off and disparage them and basically unconditionally hate the things in them but #THIS time it's okay THIS is the exception and there is just NO awareness or critical thought there at all. it's the hypocrisy for me #In the Vents

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peapod20001 · 5 months

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*on hands and knees*

Wanna make oc voiceclaim video and hold everyone hostage so they’ll watch

#random post #I’m joking about the hold hostage part #everything else is true tho #I found. I found more voiceclaims LMAO

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basslinegrave · 7 months

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why do i keep finding out so many people working on fnaf or being involved are terrible people whats this...

#what i saw yesterday was actually about something older and not a current problem but today i saw one VA was being racist oh man #im disintegrating #im still holding on #scott isnt a saint either and i can like this franchise but its like constantly on my mind. stuff with pinky too #i wish she was only a tracer. tracing is bad but its the least of a problem next to that comic (and siding with fisz if true)#which just makes me circle back to the thing i saw yesterday with fiszis art in the calendar (?) and idk where else it was used #like who greenlit it. i dont think everything goes thru scott and the people dealing with it just wouldnt know but i cant just pretend #to be in a fantasy world where scott had absolutely no idea about that background. i think ge greenlits like the worst merch again idk if #him directly or some staff but theres no quality control in a lot of stuff and he never does anything to fix it (like some of the merch is #atrocious. from design to paintjob its rare to find something nice)#but idk how it is with art honestly... if its not going into a game does it even go thru his hands? i wonder #talking about that bottle thing.#(even more fucked up when you add the fact he was made into a character in that fic and iirc directly involved in that scene)

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kjzx · 8 months

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One day there's gonna be a person online that will take people's requests of any color and draw it in a person's skintone in a convincing way, see: a brown that looks like a light skinned white person's skin in a darker lighting, a green that looks like a healthy person's skin in neon lights, and so on.

And this will be a huge thing for the online art community in the west. I think the thing it lacks right now is this realization that the knowledge that tree trunks are brown and leaves are green are just something observed under the specific conditions of a sunny day, even in these very conditions these very leaves and trunk can look blue and purple and gray and so on if cast in shadow, especially in art

#Art #This isn't a discourse post btw #Imo this is something that holds many people back from reaching their true potential #That character's purple hair ABSOLUTELY can be 100% gray and look very natural and convincing #And this applies to everything(!) skintones are just something a lot of artists love to draw/look at #and something so 'set in stone' as skin can prove the point well #You don't even have to have a realistic style of rendering if everything goes together well (including the shade of the bg)#It'll look right even if there's close to none of actual shading and it's all base colors #Actually I will go SO far as to say you can be a beginner in art and still have this skill as it's largely disconnected from other art #skills such as cross hatching or perspective or anatomy or whatever #I suppose this is best seen in people who have years of color theory knowledge but *whispers*#you can just go crazy with csp or sai or colored pencils and if you spend enough time you can get something cute infinite monke theory styl #I won't be the person from the post though. My art lowkey too ''sucks ass'' for that. Dare I say. But someone else should. methinks #This post is sponsored by the god tier mostly Chinese twitter artists who's art I absolutely shoot down my veins rn #//#Interesting

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1980ssunflower · 1 year

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i love my boysss i love my baby boyssss

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980 #crying and sobbing and wailing i just so deeply love my husbands sm theyre the loves of my life #my one true lovesss #theyre my everything my world my happiness revolves around them #i want to yell out to the whole world my undying endless love for them both #they consume my every thought and i would trade my life for theirs i would abandon everything to be w them #there are no words to genuinely explain how much i love them and dearly i think of them #they mean more to me than anything else in this world and i couldnt imagine going on w/o them #they are my true loves and i will always consider them my true husbands #they will always own every part of me #i will hold them close in my heart till the end of time #nothing could ever or will ever replace them nothing could ever match up to what they mean to me #as ive said ive never known a love like the love i feel for them both...

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vonkarma2 · 2 years

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the biggest problem with the first 1/3 of my ocs story is that gloria is not there. have to deal with this glaring flaw somehow

#maybe I could have the inciting incident be the murder fuck everything else it’s all extraneous before then #<not true at all one of the biggest problems is that I need more time/ways to establish everyone’s dynamics #I think the story would actually hold up and still be pretty interesting if I started it at the murder #and kind of went backwards from there #but idk 😞 it’d be sacrificing the dynamics between the main 3 characters like entirely so instead of that I want to make what comes before #that more compelling somehow #my ocs

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stevethehairington · 2 years

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ughhhh package was supposed to be delivered today and it shows it was delivered but under proof of delivery location it says other???? so i called ups and one person said it was delivered to gate which???? and another person said oh it was delivered to usps and gave me a usps tracking number. but idk what the truth is so now im on hold w usps and its taking FOREVER. i just wanna know where my package issssss

#everything else in my order that was delivered today was waiting in the lobby for me when i got home from work so im hella confused #its weird tho bc my order shipped in like 2 or 3 parts (still not sure which) and part was usps and part was ups which is weird #so like maybe the usps thing is true???#i really hope it is bc im gonna be real upset if my order just disappeared into the ether #n e ways wish me luck that i wont be on hold much longer #ALSO JFC IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO SPEAK TO A HUMAN BEING AT UPS IT TOOK FOREVER JUST TO FINALLY GET THE ROBOT TO CONNECT ME TO A REAL HUMAN #literally fuck robo call message options #like youre a robot idc how fuckin smart AI technology thinks it is it isnt a human and my problem wont fit into your dumb little option box

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godsfavoritescientist · 2 years

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thought about billford for too long and now eldritch horrors give me gender envy. what the fuck

#not gonna type out the lengthy train of thought that led me here #but I was thinking about how many wildly different origins one could think of for bill since theres so little info about it in canon #and a backstory I thought up which is no more plausible than almost anything else is...#...bill not innately having a million powers like seeing through eyes and visiting dreams and stuff. him starting out as Just Some Guy #bill being born with nothing notable about him except his power-hungry ambitions #which is fun because of the sort-of-ford-parallels #the thirst for greatness that is shared between them.#and the only big difference is ford not being willing to intentionally harm people to accomplish his dreams #but bill. bill is willing to burn his whole home dimension to the ground if it means he gets one step closer to #being the most powerful being in the multiverse #and once he gains enough power that he knows without a doubt that he is capable of taking over everything. he begins his quest to do that #its like. a backstory where bill starts out as a 2D triangle #without so much as the ability to comprehend the 3rd dimension. no powers no nothing #but over time he seeks out really powerful things such as time wishes and eldritch beings willing to share secrets etc #and makes himself more and more powerful and eldritch . to the point where he is unrecognizable to himself.#he holds the form of a triangle because its familiar to him. but his true form is formless and indescribable. a huge amalgamation #an amalgamation of so many different parts he added to himself over time that hes long since lost track of how many alterations hes made #he went from a 2d being to one that can see into infinite dimensions and timelines and minds #and at some point he grew powerful enough that some meddling being took notice of him. maybe the axolotl.#and this being decided bill was too dangerous to be able to freely access the whole multiverse. not with the kind of ambitions he has #so this being cursed bill to only be able to exist in his physical form in the nightmare realm. he has access to infinite dreamscapes #infinite eyes he can see out of. infinite knowledge in some senses of the word. and he can never USE all this power for what he GOT it for #it drives him up the goddamn Wall. and with so much time on his hands he plots how to escape.#he narrows down the dimension with the highest chance of successfully freeing him.#and he does the math for making a portal that can let him through without the curse applying to it #tags essay #this still doesn't explain how I got from there to Gender Envy but I'm not typing it all out. have this bill backstory I made up instead.

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