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silverislander · 2 years

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literally in the process of starting an adhd evaluation and i'm like "hey maybe you're autistic haha. wouldn't that be fun. bc remember that you stim and you're exhausted by social situations and you have unexplained sensory issues and you get all your social skills from fiction/peoplewatching and and and" so i looked into it a bit

raads-r score: 106, autism is considered at fucking 65

cat-q score (related to masking): 128 compared to nt score average around 109 at the highest and 99 overall nt average

... well, fuck!

#this is not necessarily a new thought but like. jesus fuck man i really got hit w the brain weird beam huh lmao #and fucking obviously im not gonna decide im 100% for sure autistic by way of the internet but i cannot say this doesnt track for me #i cried as a BABY when my parents tried to put my hair in pigtails bc it just felt bad. i walked on tiptoe for multiple years as a kid #i have literally never understood how people just Do Socializing #i KEPT A JOURNAL to watch kids in my class interact bc i was convinced there was a formula that would make people like me #and if i could just figure it out making friends would suddenly be as easy for me as it is for everyone else #idk! doesnt really sound super allistic to me #levi.txt #and yeah ofc this could be caused in part by my adhd #but those two disorders are comorbid so.#anyway! having a very normal one over this #explains the months long burnout ive been going through i guess

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