#extreme pain and i was forced to wear them 5x a week because they dont make those pants anymore and they were soooooo threadbare | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

themanwhowouldbefruit · 5 months

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i literally can't even look at the clothes that i was wearing for the last two (and even one) years. like first of all they dont fit and are stretched all to hell as well from being worn anyways but damn!!!! even looking at them just takes me back and makes me feel sick to my stomach and i literally want to puke it's so visceral.

#i literally threw out so many clothes already. esp this one pair of pants that towards the end was one of the two pairs that fit me without #extreme pain and i was forced to wear them 5x a week because they dont make those pants anymore and they were soooooo threadbare #anyway i got jumpscared by a pair of those same pants on poshmark last week and i literally was sick to my stomach i wanted to hurl fr #anyway i have GOT to acquire a new wardrobe while i still have the drive to do so i need that fresh start with my clothes and attempting to #learn how to trust and not resent my body again. like i dont even think i should be seeing a single piece of clothing that makes me remember #that shit was soooooooooo bad i let myself be in pain for way too long

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