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#feedback pls and thank you :D I WAS SCREAMING THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW I NEED TO SLEEP
jiminrings · 3 years
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honestly i could talk w band!hobi abt numbers all day, like i wouldn't even mind. what are ur thoughts on 27 hobi? i think they a bad bitch. also UM might i request a drabble abt like a film major! yn (that is very enthusiastic abt films and the aesthetics + cinematography and whatnot) w like,,, a theatre kid?? any of ot7 works fine and it's all good if u can't or don't want to! thankyouu 💜
muse of mine
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pairing: namjoon x y/n
wordcount: 4k
glimpse: namjoon’s always been a little sensitive to feedback whether it’s positive or negative, y/n’s an endearing type of talker, and smuggled snacks to the theater haven’t ever tasted this sweet :D // gif from pinterest!
notes: i kinda switched it up a lil bit and made them more established in their respective fields bc my mind went berserk on this concept!!! also this is mayhaps my oNLY piece that’s just pure fluff
“27? The number? Hmm. That sounds... sexy.” - band!hobi
this been’s bugging you for the past half hour
this whole experience feels oddly familiar
you’ve been in this theater for half an hour so far to watch this play!!
lmao ur gonna admit RIGHT off the bat that theatre’s definitely not it for you
your slight unfondness for it is deeply-rooted back to university and for four years, you’ve consistently taken dumps on theatre kids even if it’s under your breath
alright it’s possible that you don’t hATE the actual people ( only some of them ;D ) themselves but rather this whole type of cockiness and the “i’m a direct descendant of shakespeare himself. trust me bro. on god” energy that they always seem to exhude
but realistically, maybe this deep-rooted hate stemmed from seokjin
he was the guy you’d share the exact same elective class with him for two straight whole semesters and you’ve been seatmates from time to time
homie took foreign language as an elective?????
the language is korean?????????????????
“wait b-but i — aren’t you — n-no but i really???”
that’s what you first sputtered to him in realization when he took his seat beside you
the two of you have only ever shown each other notes bc the other was dozing off and the occasional sharing of gummy bears that’s already pre-opened to not make any noise
but for some reason, it’s only dawned in you why seokjin’s a god in this class and he answers your questions without even looking at his notes by hALFWAY through the whole semester of foreign language
one day, u are gonna find a way to bodyslam yourself and never recover from it ever again
“mhmm. don’t sweat it, sweetheart. i personally think it’s very don quixote of me to y’know, take something as impractical and amusing as this.”
you snort at his choice of words because honestly!! you barely remember don quixote and jin’s use of it as an adjective jigs up a refresher course on your brain
who was he again?? 
was he the donkey
.. or are you thinking about shrek again because of your film analysis
you sWEAR there was a donkey in that story
it’s good fun to talk with jin even if he keeps sliding bourgeoisie words here and there and you’re a lil confused with all these references that he makes but that’s okay !!!
atleast even him saying it in a long-winded way that he was like someone from the merchant of somewhere, you know now that he pretty-pleased and charmed his way to the registrar for him to take korean as an elective
...
two weeks later, jin sits next to you in class 
in ACTUAL non-elective, non-native language he already speaks class
now that you’re squinting a bit more, jin does look a little uh?? different
his hair that was once a hybrid of lavender and peach and pink and then blonde was now wholly black and it’s probably his original hair color because it matches with those eyebrows of his!!!
his combo of a black bomber jacket with a silk button-up underneath honestly SLAPS and it makes you forget how he used to exclusively wear only knitted shirts and argyle-patterned cardigans
you have ur jaw dropped because you totally would’ve fallen for seokjin jAW-FIRST 
— if only he didn’t strike you as the brother type when he smacked the back of your head because you were falling asleep on class again and uhhh you mUst be forgetting that the two of you were sitting in front
you had no time to reevaluate whether you should develop a crush for him or not 
he’s immediately slapping his hands on his knees, looking at you so intensely before pointing a finger at you with so much conviction, and then scoffing to himself
“switched majors to film. theatre was gonna be the death of me!!! y/n, if you even think about trying to switch to that cheap, amazon-ordered quill and tanning lights for stage lighting major, you’re absolutely dEAD to me-”
you’ve never had a conversation this striking nor long with jin but you genuinely have no complaints at all
seokjin talks pure shit about theatre and theatre junkies and everything in between for the WHOLE day 
trails beside you for every single class you had, which was convenient because he can then sweet-talk his way again (if anybody even dared to question him) that he’s just newly-switched 
sat with you for lunch and him not eating because he just needS to tell you all about it and you trying not to choke on your pasta as you try to reply to him
followed you back hOME and decided to crash the night there
yeah, that. your unfondness for theatre’s rooted on that one
uh-huh safe to say that you’ve become best friends with jin ever since that day
you’re a sponge for your friends and jin’s the closest one you have, so it was only natural that you soak up his distastes and whatnot
not to brag but aha :D
you add salt to the water while you boil pasta so u may be a little bit of a masterchef or somewhat, no big deal :D
he’s absorbed your fascination for all kinds of lights and fixtures that he has about seven different nightlights in the form of squishies or neon and everything else on his bedside table, in which he turns all of them on at night
fun fact: he’s capable of sleeping in the dark
jin’s the whole reason for your stance on this
he’s adamant about his points and you’ve graduated uni four years ago!!!
which is why you DON’T get why jin would give you a scented black envelope, with “don’t come to this” scribbled in gold at the front, carrying a single ticket to this play with a sticky note saying “don’t watch this at 7 pm, wearing your boss lady year-end award show type of clothes, sitting at the ninth row from the back and two seats from your right.”
because of course!! what the hell did he expect you to do? NOT come to this play at 7 pm wearing your boss lady year-end award show type of clothes then sitting at the ninth row from the back, two seats from the right???
OF COURSE YOU WOULD
your goal in life is to do exactly the opposite of what jin tells you. there’s literally nothing else in life you’d want to fulfill
he’s made it quite easy for you to spite him and although you wouldn’t admit it.,,.,., you may be a little petty ok
he’s the even bigger goof out of the two of you and you can never have the final say!! it’s always him and his wit and yOU being the dunce
it’s a lil sus that jin’s basically ASKING for it with his instructions but whatever
whatever it is, this is finally your chance to enact the final say and you’re gonna pull ALL the stops
all you know about theater-goers is that they dress fancy and wear these mini binoculars and that’s about it
there’s not even one film you know that you see anyone in the audience wearing a worn-in cardigan or even a puffer jacket even if the theater’s mad cold
all the people bring are scarves and shawls???? thee thinnest version of a blanket that won’t warm them up against the frigid airconditioning
that whole dress code sounds ridiculous!!! great please ring out this thousand-dollar dress im gonna wear to the theater thank u
you’re a little worried that you’re not gonna blend into the crowd, but after some digging about the invitation, formal wear is most definitely recommended
it’s an exclusive invite-only play which would be later released to the general public later on so yeah the situation dOES call for a gown thank u very much
also how could you forget that jin explicitly told you not to wear this type of attire
if you’re being humble right now, which you always normally are, even if that jUST sounded boastful talking about how you’re humble all the time —
you do look pretty breath-taking :-)
even when the doors weren’t opened and everyone’s just collectively loitering outside the hall, you’d feel glances at you
the sweet security guard did a double-take at you and mumbled a “very very nice evening to you, miss :D” instead of his normal “enjoy the show!” to the other patrons before you
you’re gonna soak all the silent compliments up and try to remember all of them before writing them on your journal later hee-hee
your midnight blue satin dress that’s floor-length and off-shoulder is dEFINITELY in your favor :D
your dress still glimmers even if the spotlight isn’t on you and you wish you weren’t shy to ask a random stranger to take a picture of you
going on self-timer isn’t ideal either when there’s like a hundred other people in the room
they probably wouldn’t even care if you took a picture of yourself!!! but in your head they probably think that you’re laughable so you’d rather not.. do that
the theater’s dark as hell if that wasn’t established
it is literally pitch black in the room and the ushers at each row holding the flashlights that are meant to guide the patrons aren’t exactly helpful
big kudos to them though,, must take a lot of self-control to not wave their lights like it was a rave :D
a flashlight tHAT bright?? whew pls is this what ships feel in the night
the last time you were in a rave, your thirty minutes of fun was cut short when seokjin immediately got hammered and wouldn’t stop throwing a fit if you didn’t drive him home that instant
his energy seemed to compelling everyone that he’s managed to somehow suck the energy out of a WHOLE rave so you took him home for everyone’s enjoyment :(((( except yours apparently
you’re trying hard to focus on the play that’s happening because for the past twenty minutes, all you’ve done is zone out randomly with ideas all of a sudden 
you NEED to listen
....
uh-huh...
UH-HUH......
wait this is actually.. good
you find plays hard to follow and absolutely boring when you don’t immerse yourself in a run-down PRIOR to watching it in order to get
it’s the same analogy as reading the plot of a movie on wikipedia before watching the movie at the cinema.... absolutely useless
it sucks out the fun from something you weren’t supposed to know
watching plays is two hours of you being confused, going home to read the plot and only understand it by tHEN, and never coming to the theater again because you’d waste your money.... watching something cluelessly in the theater..... for a plot you’d grasp at home
but no
because this one
actually this one that you’re watching...
it’s not bad
it’s nice, actually.
within two minutes, you managed to grasp that it’s a story about a never-ending spring between these two lovers
there’s something about the whole setting of it actually that just sucks you in
in some plays, the outfits would seem so forced even in the given context that it reminds you of uh a particular superhero movie
and yes ur aware that stage makeup has to be enhanced so that people all the way to the back row would see
but there’s just something in this scene that’s laid out right-now that actually gets you in awe
it’s of the couple in the back of their pick-up truck and everything about it seems so natural
the background straight up looks like what it’d be if you were to go outside
the guy’s arm around her shoulder seems so natural and in nature that it doesn’t feel like a random cue in the script
the girl twinkles and it doesn’t even feel like a forced type of laugh you’d cue in attempt to warm the audience’s hearts
it’s of a plot where the the guy eventually falls out of love with the girl, while girl gets even more smitten with the guy at the same time
it’s what you take from the past ten minutes that you watch in dead silence, and you don’t even remember in the back of your head that you’re supposed to hate plays
“no way.”
you mumble in disbelief under your breath, head shaking profusely
is your mind playing tricks on you???
you’ve got too used to seokjin sitting beside you that you immediately turn to your right, whispering out your concerns 
“is it just me or is she wearing a different shade of pink?”
you don’t even buffer for one second when you ask the stranger beside you
you’re so concerned that you’re looking at him intently while waiting for his answer that could either console or despair you, a random theater-goer that’s too noisy with her questions for her own good
it’s absolutely dARK as fuck in the theater but after awhile your eyes adjusted slightly
and the first thing you look at after the stage is him
him as in the dude in your right that you just asked all of a sudden
you could only see his silhouette and the faintest features of his face along with his well-dressed suit but god
... you are totally not lying if you say that even the barest silhouette of him doesn’t look handsome
you’re expecting him to tell you off for being so noisy but instead, he’s the one who takes you by surprise
“how did you notice that?” 
:O
“oh my god!” you exclaim almost too loudly that you yourself even jolts, the guy even making you duck with him slightly for a brief second, “im sO sorry!! am i accidentally spoiling it out for you?”
the guy blinks twice, lips slightly parted before shaking his head no
“no, no... this is the first screening — i mean uh, how would you know that?”
oh boy
you’re adjusting yourself on your seat, bum now warm as you try to explain and not be nervous because what if you just made a wrong assumption about this play and you’re sitting next to a goddamn tHEATRE BUFF???
“well i —uh, uhm what’s your name?” you’re flustered and the FIRST thing you ask is what was his name.,.,,
he seems equally as flustered before he adjusts his glasses, “o-oh uhm i’m namjoon...?”
alright! handsome guy is namjoon!
“you see, namjoon — okay it might just be in my head, but i tHINK it looks deeper with the light somehow. but uh...? the spotlight’s not following her and — is it just me or without the light, her sweater looks brown?”
you’re squinting and if u squint even more, maybe your contacts would just crumple by then
hold on a second
“brown, like — oh my gOD LIKE-”
namjoon puts a hand over his mouth before you could even gasp, hand reaching out for your forearm even before you manage to grasp his shoulder to take it in realization
was it under your nose the whole time??
“... fall.”
:D
holy fucking shit
namjoon looks positively euphoric looking at your face of realization, his once-heavy chest about the whole scene becoming completely devoid of weight
“exactly!!”
his confirmation makes you inwardly squeal, grinning as you point at him and the stage back and forth
“i think this is the first play i’ve become ever interested in watching.”
okay what now
his ears perk up at that, your first sentence that you’ve said after your pink sweater that looks like spring also looks brown like fall in certain scene because of the lighting realization
“it is?”
he takes the chance to look at you as best as he could, trying to play his squinting as cool as he can
namjoon’s far sighted and the glasses he’s wearing are nOT up to date with his current grade bc he’s pretty sure his eyesight’s worsened the past month
he can’t make you out wholly, but he does know that you’re pretty
his eyes don’t linger on you because of the snacks you’re fishing from your purse while you talk that are absolutely illegal in this theater house lmao
but instead, his gaze lingers on you because you’re so pretty
the minimal light that’s bouncing off the stage is enough for him to see a faint outline of your features, highlighting your smiles just right and your dress to glint underneath
“mhmm. i actually hate plays,” suddenly, you’re not scared if namjoon happens to be some sort of theatre buff and you’re offending him because honestly, you feel at ease. “crunch?” you’re holding out the mini bar of chocolate out to him, one he politely declines to because his eyes are bulging out the next second
“you do????”
his genuine reaction indulges you, making you grin ultimately that you put off eating snacks for now to focus on him
“yeah! this is my hate outfit :D”
namjoon giggles as if it’s the funniest thing he’s ever heard
you automatically scoot closer because this time, it’s yOUR turn to shush him
this is totally for just the reason of talking more discreetly and not distracting anyone and is totally not an excuse to be closer to the next guy and touch shoulders with him then get a whiff of cologne because it’s rare for a guy to be handsome and aLSO smell good
your eyes get used to the darkness and eventually, you could make out features of namjoon beside you
he has the prettiest eyes you’ve ever seen
and the way he looks at you makes you feel safe and even your height difference is visible with how probably lonG his torso is compared to yours, his gaze doesn’t make you feel small
namjoon’s still (unsurprisingly) far-sighted and ur so close that he’s a lil cross-eyed 
fuck it he’s gonna go to ophthalmologist FIRST thing in the morning tomorrow
“then why are you here?”
“my friend seokjin,” you lean back upon realizing the original reason why you’re here, the situation being so ironic that you puff out a smile
your friend’s named seokjin?
cool :D kim seokjin is namjoon’s of his favorite directors eVER!!
second best for him actually though.,., no one could quite compare to his first
your explanation makes him cackle several times, a swell of pride recounting why you hate (it’ll be past tense probably after this one) theatre 
“what about you?”
you turn the question to him, making his dimples disappear effectively that you think you’ve just spooked him
“i uh, well i always wanted to see a story that went like this, so i’m here.”
“you’re a critic? oh god. please don’t tell me you heard all my mumbles.”
no this is even WORSE
namjoon’s not a theatre buff
HE’S A CRITIC????????????
god im coming up
“don’t worry, i also think that the drapings must probably be dirty.”
he breaks out into a smile recounting how you were talking to yourself earlier, a snort escaping him involuntarily 
“RIGHT??? it’s like how do you even clean them?? do they fit in washing machines or-”
my god he’s such a nice guy!!!
in fact, he’s everything you want in a guy
you’ve went through atleast twelve facets of emotions for the past hour and you’re not even dating!!!!!!!
“my thoughts exactly!! and if it’s by hand, how do you even scrub the entirety of it?? or wring the water out??”
namjoon KNOWS exactly what’s up :’)
“is there even a clothesline that’d bEAR the weight??”
the two of you are so happy that you just look at each other laughing, a moment in time before namjoon nudges you to lean back because the ending’s happening
you don’t even question him how he’d know that it’s the ending and not just another opening to a new scene, just listening to him
you’re so happy
the play made you happy but namjoon made you even happier :-)
“if you are a critic, you should probably open up your review with this chatty play-hating girl beside you, then at the end, close it off with how she loves it.”
it’s the parting conversation as you realize and holy fuck you are nOT ready for it
you r gonna drag this out for as long as you could <3
......
and namjoon wants in too <3
“noted. if i was a playwright, i’d even make you the lead. which detail should i include? offering me wrapper-covered rice crispy snacks, or asking how you’d watch it while going thru the bathroom?”
this feels so natural
as natural as the couple in the play you’ve just finished watching :))
“you’re hilarious,” you’re not even the slightest bit annoyed and your restrained smile tells him all about it
yea you may have brought in snacks illegally but you aRE gathering your trash up as you’re a decent human being
namjoon wishes you’d pick up after yourself slowly, standing up from his seat as he has the plan of picking up trash that isn’t even his
“what name should i put then?”
you’re silent and oh god he thinks you found his company stupid and would definitely not give him your name
you’re not ignoring him though!!!
his words are still stuck in your head, realizing it lately with his “which detail should i include?”
“me wanting to turn this into a film, actually.”
you test the words out on your tongue, nodding to yourself after a few seconds that you seem so sure of it
“yeah. i wanna make it into a film.”
the lights turn on after being dim for so long, namjoon’s eyes going wide trying to digest what you’ve just said
“w-what?
.....
no fucking way
HOLY FUCKING SHIT SWFRWFBWRHGBRBVWRV SWBHJSDB SHJAVBHGJDS BWHRGHBSVWBGRH
namjoon’s malfunctioning as he’s looking at you from eye to eye, bottom lip trembling while he’s so keen at pointing at you
“y-you’re miss y/n!!”
....
right
oH RIGHT
he’s a fan of yours??
namjoon’s fanning his face because he’s about to literally burst into tears
how could he nOT???
how could he not be emotional when all along, he’s been talking to his number one favorite director????
you and your films are the absolute gems of his life namjoon’s not even kidding
your films were world-renowned for being so natural and sentimental without loading too much into it!!!! you’re known for being so humble through the multiple back-to-back awards and praise you get!!!! 
he cannot calm the fUCK down when you’re rubbing circles on his back
“you w-want to turn my play into a film?”
oh my gOD
you’re fumbling for the envelope and it’s only nOW that you realize that it’s not from seokjin in the first place
spring day a play by kim namjoon an invite for director y/n y/l/n
“it’s you!!!!”
“no it’s YOU!!”
jin’s plan worked alright :D
he’s just FOUR rows behind you lmao
it was just two weeks ago when yoongi, the executive producer of his film that he was directing, let it slip that he was co-financing a play
he met yoongi some semesters later after he became close with you, and he’s aLSO converted yoongi into hating theatre then he fit right in to your little posse of theatre kid-hating film students
that gave jin the laugh of his laugh and yoongi was not joking at all
“no, no. i’m telling you man. it’s different! i even have the script that i’ll let you read.”
and holy shit it IS different
if you see a couple tears on the last seven pages of yoongi’s copy of spring day’s script then mind yo oWN fucking business
then two weeks later, here he is :D
jin managed to also convert you to love theatre even IF it is namjoon’s play that did all the work
( also coincidentally found you a future boyfriend because he’s tired of seeing you alone and the closest you’d get to having someone is projecting your yearning into writing the scripts for the films you’d make )
he’s also secretly co-financed the whole play along with yoongi and he’ll drop that bomb later on lmao
“and that must mean i looked like a total FOOL beside you oh my god im so sorry!!”
namjoon panics at that, about to cry when another realization hits him when he’s about to put his head on his hands
“then that means the friend who gave you the ticket was-”
SEOKJIN VBFHSBVHSFBVSFHDVBSJFV SFJVJSFVSJVSSV SSV V FS FSV SFBVRBVRSVSWVGU
he cries to your shoulder and you never expected to be hugging and consoling someone you’ve just met two hours ago, a more than fond smile on your face he takes advantage of when he sneaks in the chance to ask you
“do you mean that?”
“now why would i lie to the playwright who’s been listening to me talk shit, then theorizing, then crying for the past hour?”
it’s true though
namjoon’s seen it all
he’s still handsome as ever even when he sniffles, his dimples on display when you return his question
“now did you mean it? writing me into your play?”
why are you even ASKING
:D
he’s the biggest fan of u
namjoon’s made notes of your work, dedicated scripts to your movies, and he’s thinking about how it’s not yet hitting you how your whole epiphany about the pink sweater turning brown on his play,,, was entirely inspired from you and your affinity for lighting in your films
he thinks it’s still a little early to kiss you on the cheek even if you’ve already hugged, instead settling on pinching your cheek with satisfaction present in all corners
“you’ve always been my muse.”
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huangfilms · 6 years
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Barista!Johnny
summary: i come to this cafe often and by often i mean pretty much everyday and i know all the workers except for you cause youre new and oh youre really handsome
requested by: @sofiafabulousphan (thank u love!!)
(A/N) in all honesty,,, i dont really know how johnny would b as a barista but lets see!!! also!!! thank u so much for requesting this!!! i hope this is what youve asked for and im s o r r y if it isnt as good as youd like it to be!! but anyway !! pls send some feedback and i hope you enjoy! thank you for waiting patiently!!  (also excuse my summary I Don’t Even Know Anymore) (ps, she wasn’t edited)
hm hm hm hm
where to start Ladies,,, idk where to start!! okay anyway
so you always go into this Specific cafe
like all times of the day, every day
but not twice in one day u kno???
and so u obvi know all of the workers if you go there All Of The Time
and one day you walk in while getting out your wallet
and when u look up ur all like: That’s Not Ten
but its this guy,, a really tall one too,,, and hes--
hes pretty cute--
and then without any thought you blurt out, ‘are you a new worker?’
and then u snap your mouth shut because,,,, LMAO  SIS
but all he does is greet you with a smile and he shyly says yes,,, omg uwu
ad then hes just like ‘what can i get you?’ and hes s o cheery omg its adorable skfdskdjf
barista!johnny?? more like abby uwus her way through this headcannon
and so you just say your order and hes just smiling the whole time and at one point he looks up at you and then he turns red and then he asks for a name
and you say, OH right its y/n
and he just says ‘pretty name for a pretty person’
speechless is what u are LMAOOO
and hes just casually entering your order in like he didnt j u s t say that 
‘your total is $3.97 please’ 
you just like come back to reality cause you were still speechless
and so u give him like a $5 dollar bill or whatever and tell him to keep the change and then u leave
u sit down and u Think About That for a lil
okay but johnny would be the kind of person to bring your drink to you if the customer sat down cause he doesnt want to inconvenience them
LIKE HE DOESNT WANT THEM TO STAND UP AND THEN SIT AGAIN A WHOLE SWEETHEART
so he brings your drink to you and then you get startled Cause That Has Never Happened Before
and ur just— wow i Love This Song Cafe
and so you hang around for a bit and ogle the cutie barista and u text ur bestie like: AYO B!!! I JUST MET THE CUTEST BIH EVER !!!
and you’re just tapping rapidly on your phone johnny is just questioning and wondering if you’re okay HAHAHA
then u feel that its time to go and hope that tomorrow u see him again
u see him sooner than you thought you would
cause you go out after you’ve left the cafe and it’s like what,,,, 10 PM???
and you see johnny in your apartment complex
and he lives in the same floor as you,,,
and you know this cause u arrived on the floor as he was unlocking his apartment
u kno what u did? you mf ZOOTED 
ur pretty sure he didnt see you but he did
and so you wait like five seconds and before you go to your home
anyway!! you go into ur home and ur Surprised cause wow,,, the cute new barista lives a few doors away from you,,, wtf,,,,,
and u just sleep on it cause youre Too Tired u have morning classes s o
time skip to the next day!! you wake up bright and early ready to get ur coffee fix
so you just get ready and youre dreading the day caus e your bed??? comf y
when you leave your apartment, coincidentally johnny does too!! your heart !! soaring because he remembers your name!!!
‘oh y/n! i didnt know you lived here!!’ and hes just his happy self and youre wondering how he can be this happy this early in the morning
and you can’t talk,,,,,u just can’t for some reason so u just awkwardly wave at him
and then when you d o speak its like five minutes after u guys just starring at each other
‘are you headed to work? cause im on my way there to get some coffee and was wondering if you wanted to walk together?’ AND U INTERNALLY SCREAM CAUSE
where did that come from big OOF
johnny doesnt mind,,, hes just smiling and he nods at you and he gestures for you to leave first
and so u guys are in the elevator and you guys talk amongst urselves
while walking to the cafe you guys are just chatting away and laughing and getting to know each other
you guys arrive at the place and johnny opens the door for you GENTLEMAN I AM T E L L I N G YOU
and he changes quickly so he can input your order since he r emembers
and this time you wanted a cute lil mug so u can just hang around for a while
and when johnny calls you up,,, it has a heart drawn in there!! cute??? wtfdfhlsak
johnny really out here being such a cutie 👏🏼
so time skip !! few months
u and johnny always leave ur apartments at the same time and u guys walk to the cafe
he ALWAYS draws the heart in ur coffee
and you guys become : SO CLOSE LIKE U GUYS ARE BASICALLY ATTACHED AT THE HIP
people r always saying and asking if u guys are a thing and ur always blush cause PFfTTt no???
we r just friends ok sweetie keep telling urself that!
theyre always telling you ‘do u see how he looks at u!!! ur so lucky to have a mans like that!!’ and ur stuttering like
o-oh no!! we r jJUstTtT FRIENDS— but its too late to change their judgement cause they lef t
LMAOOO
and so u start to wonder if johnny likes u like that cause honestly??? u like him like that
whats there not to like???????? a whole Man
but u dont wanna tell him that cause it will probably!! ruin ur friendship!!!
CAUSE WHAT IF HE DONT LIKE U LIKE THAT!! sis just ask him and Go Home
so u keep to urself but u act normal cause ignoring him would succ so u dont do that
and the rest of the day youre in calss, you just think about johnny and your feelings that u caught
googles: how to uncatch feelings
anyway 
johnny notices that you’ve been acting just a tad bit weird, like you’re always nervous or something which u r ahhahdhsjd
and then he questions u abt it during his break when u visit after classes
‘me?? actin g weird??? hahahdhjsjs’
and johnny is just skeptical but he has a surprise for u so he doesn’t pry or anything
‘well ok,,, but if you aren’t busy, you wanna go to the park with me tonight?’
‘UhHHhH sure! what time??’
‘i’ll meet you back at your apartment at 6 tonight!! bye y/n!’
and ur just like haha what happened??
but you wave him goodbye and then go home cause it’s like 4:30
and u just chill for a bit and then decide you should get ready
when its 6, johnny knocks right as the clock turns and you get Nervous
but you suck it up and then open the door!!! and there he is!! why is he so cute uwu
so then you both walk to the park and when you arrive he tells u to close ur eyes
and then u just freeze cause Why Tho
but u do it anyway cause!! it’s johnny ur bestie so u don’t really question it
you can feel his hands go to your waist to guide you and you just Blush Tomato Red and pray that he can’t see u
he does but he doesnt say anything
and when you tells you to open your eyes
you see all of these fairy lights and little paper hearts all hung up on this Big Tree
where did u get the outlet johnny this place is like in the middle of the park
and ur sqeualing because!! this for you??????
and you look at him and he’s so Shy wow cu te i--
johnny just says that he likes u a lot but he’s noticed you acting a little weird so he just says that if u don’t like him that way then its fine and that he understands and then goes into this long rant--
but then u kiss his cheek and then he shuts up
‘i like you too, johnny, i think i have for a while now’
and you’re both grinning and johnny whips out this picnic basket from behind the tree and you guys are just star gazing
and when it’s time to go home, you guys are just giggling the whole time and holding hands
this is So Soft i feel So Soft
and so next day!! you guys leave ur apartments at the same time again
and johnny is just grinning at you and you have the Hugest smile on your face
and you guys walk hand in hand to the cafe
when you two walk in, ten is shouting ’Freaking Finally!!! im pretty sure everyone was sick of watching u two pine’
johnny draws not one, but TWO hearts in ur coffee!!
and life is good
johnny: a whole Man give him love
send him love everyone
but anyway!! end!!! 
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Could you maybe write me a little Patton angst? Like what happened to Patton after the whole Deceit pretending to be him thing? I mean nothing long or anything just like a mudfic and you don't have too if you don't want to
a/n - apologies, i am geeking out right now, i feel like this is some kind of milestone for me — this is my first writing request. like, ever. i mean people have left me writing suggestions before, like “oh you should continue this one shot and write something like this” and all that, but i never formally fulfilled a certain person’s request. i feel all legit and stuff. s’cool :”)))
i honestly love writing lil’ informal tidbits — lets me play around with more symbolism and bolded/italicized text and stuff. i would ramble about it, but i feel like i would ruin the experience for you guys. honestly if you have any feedback/want to know more about the “writing process,” don’t hesitate to ask me — this was just my way of lowkey writing some more deceit; this time as a thought process rather than actions. it was v fun, so thank you for the prompt, dear anon :)
tagging @whatwashernameagain because i love her and she’s so supportive and she’s overall great, 10/10 friend. 
WARNINGS: mentions of manipulative behaviour, brief mentions of feeling sick/wanting to throw up, mentions of blood, implied panic attack, screaming [please tell me if there is anything else i should add. pls be safe when reading xx]
It’s only when Patton was alone that he realized that severity of what happened.
Patton didn’t want to tell Roman that if he felt used, the prince knew nothing of what he went through tonight. 
He sighed, walking to his bed and picking up a small picture frame off his bedside table. 
It was a picture of him, Logan, Roman, and Virgil; and it was a picture that he often looked at to calm himself down. He found comfort in the reminder that he was part of a family. 
Logan was caught mid-way through adjusting his glasses, his mouth parted slightly, as if he was also mid-way in explaining how a camera worked; Virgil’s hood was covering his eyes, but still showed his smug, yet warm, smile; Roman was on his one knee with his arms extended forward, winking at the camera with a rose in between his teeth; and Patton stood between Virgil and Logan and behind Roman, wrapping his arms around the two next to him and beaming.
Patton’s stomach churned; Deceit wore that smile. 
Patton loved his smile because it could make someone happy; so it made Patton furious to think of how Deceit used his smile with the intent of hurting someone.
He didn’t want to tell them how he felt, as he believed that the others were stressed by Deceit’s sudden decision to make himself known. 
He didn’t want them to know that he felt angry. The kind of angry that made Patton want to throw up.
Because no matter how much he tried to forget the events of the day—apologies were made, misconceptions were cleared up, everyone was fine—Patton couldn’t help but fume over the fact that Deceit practically made him go against his family. 
How dare he pick at Logan’s insecurities.How dare he manipulate Roman’s passions.How dare he hurt Virgil.
Virgil. The thought of Deceit using his close friendship with the Virgil to hurt made him sick. 
Deceit knew how hard it was for Virgil to trust anyone;how dare he try to take all of that away.
The frame in Patton’s hand began to shake. 
He should’ve tried harder. He was well aware of that. When his door was locked this morning, he should’ve pushed harder; he should’ve screamed louder. His ignorance nearly caused his family harm.
Sick,sick,sick.
Patton was close to crying or throwing up now. In his panicked haze, he dropped the picture and the glass shattered. 
Patton immediately shot up out of his bed at the noise, before looking down at what felt like a crime scene.
The broken frame revealed more of the photo, and upon closer inspection, he saw that the edge was darkened, and small spots of yellow lined the border of the picture.
As he stared at his family through broken glass,he sank to his knees and cried.
He pounded his hands again and again on the broken glass until there were small cuts of blood on his skin.
‘He could’ve always been there.
You can’t do anything to stop him;nothing, nothing, nothing.
Deceit could’ve hurt them—Oh God, Deceit would’ve kept going.
They wouldn’t have known it was you.They would’ve hated you.’
Patton hated to admit it, but he was weak. He couldn’t protect his family, he couldn’t do anything. Deceit lied to his family, using him to hurt them.
He felt used, and when he saw his bright smile was it his smile? through the cracked glass of the picture frame, he felt disgusted. 
The smile that his family trusted was used against them. 
Patton sobbed loudly. It was almost as if he was the one who told Deceit where they were so he could hurt him; he gave Deceit what he needed to hurt him.
Patton cried, covering his ears with his bloody hands. 
Too much,too much,too much.
He could barely hear voices on the other side of the door because of how loud his breathing was. He was shaking now, his thoughts racing.
“Patton?” he thought they said. “Patton, can you open the door?”
Patton stared at the door, and for a brief second, he remembered that behind the door was his family.
A family who understood,but could not forgive.
Patton’s bloody hand went over his mouth,and he screamed.
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"love of my life" I'm crying pls 😭❤️ *clears throat* so, how are you doing? 🤗 I wanted to tell you that I keep rereading your stuff, I don't even know why but when you posted the masterlist for "the class president" I immediately went "I must reread this now" yes, I'm in love with that mini series but so am I with all your works speaking of, the sneak peek of your summer collab? Hello? I am so here for this sjsalkdsajd Can't wait til you post it *-* I also love your results of the milestone prompt game, especially- scratch that, there is no especially lmao I wanted to praise "Once, Twice, Three Times" and "Bullseye" because I love me some good old royalty and forbidden love fic BUT the others are just as great :') "My only sunshine" is so cute, how do I get a cuddly, loving Cheol for myself? 🥺 anyway, I think a pt 2 for Wonwoo's royalty thing would be interesting 👀 and I am so sorry you feel like your writing isn't good enough lately :( I hope you overcome this quickly because your writing is just as amazing as you as a person are so don't overthink it pls :( easier said than done Ik ik, just wanted to say that it's also good to know I'm actually not that unknowing when it comes to fanfic terms lmao 😂 but ngl that could happen to me too that you do photography is amazing, I really admire the work of photographers, hobby or not, it's breathtaking when you look at their incredible works I would love to do it too but I'm too lazy to properly look into it 😭 I'm pretty sure at least half of the other hundred people following your blog would read your books as well <3 and Vincenzo, here we are again "you need to prepare yourself" doesn't sound too good, but I'll keep watching :D oooh Chayoung, yes! kind of a rough path, but she really grew on me by now. The tenants are just adorable and I love how supportive and protective they are of each other 🥺 And I think you're right, they do brighten up the show a lot <3 ahahaha, sleep is a funny topic, I do get sleep just not during normal sleep hours lmao anyway, stay hydrated, safe and healthy and take good care of yourself <333
+ so in case it wasn't obvious the long ask you got about 45min ago or sth, it's from me, le moon anon (though I don't have access to any emojis rn ._.)
hehe 🌙 anon i knew it was you, dw ^-^
me waiting for you to show up in my inbox:
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i'm doing well!! it makes me so warm inside to know you like class president so much 😭 if i recall, that was the first time you messaged me, right?? i am a big fan of enemies to lovers, so that one was a lot of fun to write!
i spent a whole night plotting and doing some work on the summer collab, i already made a banner for it, too! i'm so excited to share it (even tho the due date is a year away LOL). but it's looking to be a whole series which i'm very excited abt as well 😁
the feedback on the milestone game has been so reassuring and i'm glad you like them!! once, twice, three times is a personal fave for sure, along w glow in the dark stars :") but yesss cuddly cheol 🥺 lowkey made myself cry writing it bc i was like I WANT THIS!!?!? *SCREAMS*
your and other's feedback have helped me feel a lot better abt my writing, and i cannot stress enough how grateful i am to read it. i'm just such a perfectionist T^T but i'm slowly getting over that and writing to write and practice so i can get better! but thank you for constantly supporting me, it means the absolute world to me!! <3
also i am learning SO much being a fic writer!! fanlore.org is my new friend hahaha like i knew some tropes but i never realized they had names?? like i’ve said before, i’m not new to writing, i’m not new to tumblr, but i am new to writing for tumblr lol
i’ve been into photography since middle school! i would always carry a camera with me to school lol and post “artsy” [read”: cringey] photos on my instagram ahahah dark times :’) but photography is great, and even if you use your phone, that’s a great place to start ^^
hahaha vincenzo will send you on a path of emotions, so best you know what you’re getting yourself into :P i hope you will come to love chayoung as much as i do bc she’s great, so headstrong and funny and determined :’)
hope you’re getting enough rest (i have a messed up sleep schedule too asjdkadj), staying happy, healthy, and safe, as well, my beloved 🌙 anon! <3
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sunnysidewrites · 7 years
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Best Friends to Lovers!Chani
Requested by anon: best friends to lovers au w chani from sf9 please!!! 
omg here it is my sunflower anon!!!111!!! yOU ARE THE REAL DEAL AND STAN REAL TALENT!!!! I hope this was what you wanted!!!! and just like I promised, I will be dropping another imagine bC WE HAVE REACHED 100+ FOLLOWERS YALL IM CRYING,,,,, YOU GUYS HAVE MADE ME SO HAPPY,,,,,,, THE NEXT IMAGINE WILL BE ANOTHER ONE THAT WAS VOTED BY A LOT OF YOU 😈😈😈 hint: it is the subin one ;))) ANYWAYS YALL STAN TALENT STAN SF9 I LOVE MY 2ND ULTS
warnings: my sick child chani finds luv and he will not be kidzoned!!!
You grew up with smol chani ever since elementary/primary school
You thought he looked like a sick child lmao i mean it’s true have you seen his baby pics yikes he’s cute but jesus christ
And you came up to him and were like “hey dude you seem cool but u need rest or smth”
“What”
“It’s ok i’ll take care of you!!”
And he’s like this person is w e ir d but sure whatever
And you started to hang out with him more and you would be checking in with him about eVERYTHING
“Chani did you finish your homework yet”
“Remember to eat all your meals you need to grow healthy!!”
“yOU GOT INJURED OK WAIT LET ME GET–”
“iT’S JUST A PAPER CUT OMG CH I L L”
Chani was like jesus they’re so oVERBEARING but i like it :(
He finds it a little overwhelming but it’s nice to have someone care for him!!!
He would be busy because his parents introduced him to the acting world and you’re like omggggg mY BEST FRIEND IS GONNA BE FAMOUS!!!
And he’s like i literally was just in a goldfish commercial pls calm
Over the years you would gradually see him less and you feel a little downcast bc he’s not someone you see every day anymore
But you suck it up and you convince yourself it’s ok bc he’s out there doing what he loves
You would try to keep tabs on him, as in watching all of his works and texting him to give him your feedback and thoughts
And he would be like o m g ur like my mom p ls
And you’re like wELL I DO MOTHER U A LOT
But the thing is,,,,
Your heart just weighs a little heavier every time he says those things
Ofc you care about him such that it might come off as maternal but,,,,,
You’re still his best friend regardless
And you may or may not have taken a liking to him
You were watching one of his recent dramas and everything was fine until,,,,
That Scene
yOU KNEW IT WAS FAKE EVERYTHING ABOUT THE KISS WAS FAKE BUT IT TRIGGERED YOU
“oH NO I LIKE CHANI MY SICK CHILD??????”
You realize just how much he’s grown into the fine young man he is now
And you’re like o my god i seriously like this smol dude
Chani somewhere in the distance: “wE ARE THE SAME AGE AND I’M ACTUALLY OLDER THAN YOU TECHNICALLY”
You: that’s nice child anyways
You’re like,,,, did i,,, get,,, mOMZONED EW?????
Ofc not silly reader
Every time chani gets a role in a romance drama, he just reads the script and lowkey wishes it was you he was workiNG WITH AAAAAAAA *SCREAMS INTO THE ABYSS*
Whenever he starts leaning in to perform a kiss he’s just like,,,,
*sigh* if only it was with her
WOW IM SOFT
And you’re doing your usual text and being like “your acting is excellent as always yadda yadda yadda” but you have hints of bitterness in your words lmao
And he’s like did i do smth wrong
“Oh no nothing is wrong that kiss scene was convincing”
“Oh,,,, thanks i tried to make it that”
But irl he’s like :(( and you’re like :(( and ppl on the outside are like :((
His schedule is always so packed but when he finally has a free day he’s like omg let’s hang out!!!!
Ofc you agree to it you haven’t seen him in months
He’s trying to keep a low profile bc of the recent popularity he’s been gaining so you guys travel to somewhere just a little more exclusive
You’re just hanging out in the empty park and eating some ice cream together this is giving me diabetes
You’re joking around and laughing like old times and it just makes you fall even harder
Bc wouldn’t it be nice if you could do coupley stuff on top of this??
You look at his free hand and start thinking about how it would feel to hold it
He occasionally sneaks glances at your lips ;)))) and it’s not just bc you have ice cream all over them LOL
You’re casually sitting on the swings with him next to you
You’ve been just cracking jokes the whole time but now the conversation has hit an end and now you’re both reflecting on what’s happened for the past few months
“I,,, miss this. A lot.”
he slowly starts to say, “i,, do too. It gets pretty lonely on set since i’m usually just around the makeup artist or rereading my lines,,,”
And you’re like omg :(( that’s kinda sad you can text me whenever you know that? I care a lot about you
“But,,, you don’t care for me in that way,,,”
You’re like ???? what are you talking about
“I’m not sure i’m following?? I do so much–”
“y/n that’s not what i’m talking about”
And for the first time ever he speaks to you in the most serious tone
“I know you care,,,, obviously i know that better than anyone. But,,, you probably only think of me as a little kid”
And you’re like omg what?????
“Chani where is this even coming from–”
“I liKE YOU” he blurts out
Oh
O H
You guys both look like deer caught in the headlights like :OOOO
“Wait, i’m sorry, i mean–”
“Why are you apologizing?? I,,, do too”
Chani’s soul has Left His Body
And he’s suddenly giggling uncontrollably like omG HAAHAHAH
And you can’t help but laugh too like why are you laughing why am i laughing why aRE WE LAUGHING
And he’s just like “i just,,, i thought i was gonna be kidzoned – that sounds really weird”
“bOI I THOUGHT YOU SAW ME AS A MOM HOW DO YOU THINK THAT FEELS”
Chani: u right
After some more laughing you guys decide to head back home hand in hand :’)))
Chani will try to take care of you just as much as you do for him bc he wants you to see him as A Man!! And dependable!!
Pls help him
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