#fic mfal yn

[leejenowrld]

cuddling with jeno and suddenly having the urge to give him hickeys

he’d just be there like ??? with such a cute but annoying fucking grin because he did not think you was in that mood. before you started marking him up, you just cuddle up to him so cutely and he just looks at you and thinks that you’re his baby. but then you start moaning and taking his clothes off and he just lets you use him, he wants you to ride him and use him to get off. he’s looking up at you with shadowed eyes and he’s biting his fucking lip because of how sexy you look, so desperate and whiny for him

[neopuppy]

that anon that called out yn for being "whorish" in every fic of yours is just silly...

"all your fics".. srsly.. how about mfal? or my pers niche fav 123/321?? that one oozed with love and an actually touching poly relationship dynamic.........

ppl just can't enjoy having sex apparently🥴🥴

I highly doubt that anons read the 300,000+ words of fics and drabbles I have ever written, they probably read a few and went “why is y/n such a whore!!!!!!”

either way, not cool to question if someone’s more promiscuous than you or has a higher sex drive than you/more kinks than you etc. everyone’s different and if my y/n isn’t to anyones standards…….dgaf, find someone else to read from!

also someone else pointed out that anon LOVES the way I depict the boys but y/n’s a big whore. babe who’s fucking y/n?!?!?? what ever happened to woman empowerment….smfh

[leejenowrld]

what are haerin and jeno doing for valentines 🥹

(sorry i’ve been so inactive, i’m currently abroad spending valentine’s day and our anniversary with my love and if we’re not exploring the city and going on cute dates and adventures then we’re fucking and yeah)

jeno and mfal yn are very romantic as you may know

jeno definitely gonna buy her the biggest bouquet of flowers

has their room decorated with balloons and hearts and it’s sooo lovey and soo pretty

they’re extra clingy and affectionate with each other. every action and touch turns intimate and sexual

as yn opens her presents from him he just wraps his arms around her back and clings to her like a coala proper kissing her and everything

a lot of sex and making love

like it depends on the mood whether it’s soft or rough

but this year it was in the middle, soft with eye contact and body kissing and worship but jeno would affectionately spit in her mouth and slap her pussy and leave his marks all over her thighs

he’d make her do a slow strip tease and a sexy dance for him in her new lingerie. they play a game, yn has to keep sexy dancing without getting wet and she’s the one who has to undress herself (if she does neither of those things she looses) but if jeno rips the lingerie off her body and gets hard then he looses

and pffff the lingerie he gets her barely covers her body, it’s so skimpy and so see through and

they both loose! 😭😭 yn is panting in his ear about how needy and wet she is for him as she rides his thigh and her wetness literally slips through and her cum starts running down his thigh and jeno also gets really hard and turned on, running his hard, thick and long cock up and down his hand and ripping off yn’s lingerie and they’re both just moaning and have breathing against each others mouth kissing heavily and yn’s mouth is wide open and she’s ready to go on the floor and suck him off but he just shakes his head and then he puts his cock inside of her, he wants them both to feel pleasured and feel good. they end up fucking on the floor

but mostly jeno is about giving yn what she wants and is more than happy to give, he wants her to feel good and doesn’t mind if she’s a pillow princess (but yn loves giving too so it’s always equal with them)

non sexually? a lot of cuddling, cute and giggly makeout sessions, the best dates, a lot of comfort food and comfort watching !! they just love spending time with each other mwah

[leejenowrld]

i need to know if jeno and mfal yn argue is it serious and how do they sort it out?

yeah they argue! it’s not super serious but tears, shouting, yelling, jeno taking the couch, and angry makeup sex is involved!

one instance i can think about of one of their more serious fights is jeno basically having a go at her for impulsively spending money and being reckless with it, basically yn is incredibly clumsy and she looses a lot of things so her solution is just placing an order to replace it. jeno got really pissed off at her for that, it started a quite intense shouting and crying argument where jeno just said that he’s pissed because she doesn’t even try to find what she’s lost and that she thinks money is the easy way out :( yn just sobbed cus she didn’t think it was a big deal at all but suddenly they were arguing about it?

they give each other the silent treatment if they argue lmao and jeno will take the couch but in the middle of the night yn will end up on top of him and he just accepts it… he’ll hold her tight and kiss her sleeping eyelids

and angry sex? yeah! soft and emotional makeup sex? yes! yn will also flash him and he’ll just stop screaming, his mind will go blank and he’ll push her against the closest surface and fuck her and slap her ass and pussy and call her a naughty girl. he’ll choke her and arch her neck, moaning into it as he presses open mouthed kisses to the skin, he’s harsh with it, he’ll leave a mark. alsooo they have a rule for when they argue! either of them can just shout “time out” and they agree to leave it for later and finish it then. they’ll most likely have sex in between and try to forget about the argument and just make love to each other. yn shouts “time out” the most and jeno can’t do anything about it because the next thing he knows she jumps in his arms, legs around his waist and she’ll make out with him and ughhh god

[leejenowrld]

what’s the kinkiest and most horny things mfal!jeno and mfal! yn have done in sex? or just in general

once he left her tied to the headboard, handcuffed and blindfolded with a dildo stuffed in her pussy, he was out for hours. and he came back and she was still obviously there, crying and begging for him

role play and power dynamics. daddy kink is huge for them. royal/loyal servant, teacher/student, strangers at a bar, boss/employee

has put whipped cream, chocolate syrup, honey all over her body and licked and sucked it off, mainly off her nipples and pussy

they’ve fucked in trains and gardens, the public does not stop them

they’ve filmed sex tapes lmao

choking, slapping, spitting is always a must for them

exhibitionism, they’ve made people sit there and watch before (people who’ve tried to ruin their relationship) but if they moan or even try to touch? oh, it’s not a good idea

they watch each other masturbate and whoever gives in first (touches the other) they’re in for a punishment, yn always breaks first

mirror sex! floor sex! wall sex!

temperature play, ice cubes and melted candle wax all over yn’s body!!

[leejenowrld]

Good morning loml 💓

So I was thinking !

Remember when Jeno basically let all the girls use his ( hot, sexy, attractive, yummy) body use the way they want ?

WHAT IF

Y/n was one of the girls? And both never felt this good before so Jeno just picked her up, carried her somewhere more private and our hot babies just fucked the whole night? And kinda got attached to each other? 🤭

MHUAW MHUAW 💋💋💋

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(belated) good morning my love!!!

wow… oh yeah… if i had a dick i’d be hard. that is really fucking sexy and hot. lowkey wanna make a one shot out of it.

y/n doesn’t like parties. this is the last place she wants to be but her best friend dragged her here. she hates it. she hates drinking, drugs, loud music, reckless young adults who have no shame or privacy. she rather have be buried in a book rather than in lee jeno’s dick.

yeah. you heard that right. she doesn’t know how she’s gotten in this position, but all she knows it that she’s in this guys bedroom, she’s just learnt that his name is lee jeno, and she’s currently riding his cock. she’s not the only one here, there’s like 4 other girls but it feels like her and jeno are the only ones here. it’s obvious she’s getting his whole attention, his body is pressed against hers and they’re moaning into each others mouths, her ass meets his thighs and her tiny whole is stuffed with his massive cock. milky strings and cum leaks out but he’s just fucking it back into her. there’s a rapid rise and fall and they’re just looking into each others eyes, wondering, who the fuck are you?

it was meant to be an orgy, it started off as one. y/n was the lucky one riding his cock, he was fingering two other girls and another one was sitting on his face but the second his eyes laid on you? the second you sat down on his cock? he knew it just had to be you and him. very quickly he got all the other girls off from him and it was just you and him (i mean, not completely, the other girls were still in the room and they hadn’t left, they just watched, they assumed that jeno would make you all go one by one and use him individually but nope! not the case) he just wanted you.

there was something about you, you were different to the other girls, he looked at you and then all the other girls and he realised that it was only you who he wanted.

you guys fuck so deep into each other. heavy moans, heavy breathing and panting, kisses all over each other, tongue fucking, nipple sucking, hair pulling, choking, skin slapping against skin, it’s really fucking intense and hot. this is jenos first time he’s ever seen you and yeah, he’s genuinely fallen in love

you guys spend the entire night fucking, he realises that the other girls won’t leave so he just picks you up mid orgasm, as you’re still naked and carries you to somewhere more private. now, it’s just you and him, you guys fuck until your hearts are content. the new found privacy making you scream daddy until the early hours of the morning

[leejenowrld]

that comment on yn's priv insta with jaemin and jeno..... would jeno ever let jaemin join or watch? with yn's full consent of course

jeno has been in threesomes way before he met yn :D he used to have a very wild sex life

but the answer would probably be a hard no. if this was a past jeno then it would be an immediate yes cus that shit turns him on and he’s very wild and adventurous but lmao if you see the way he reacts when guys even glance y/n’s way or when she’s hugging a guy… there’s no way in hell he’d be okay or allow another man touching his girl. he’s quite possessive and like she is his, he doesn’t want anyone to know her like he does and he treasures that he’s so blessed to have this amazing sex with her that no one else gets so experience !! turns him on

and for yn, it would be a even harder no. i don’t think she’d ever do anything like that, even if she wasn’t with jeno. she’s not very adventurous like that and it just kinda weirds her out. she gets very jealous too and doesn’t like seeing jeno with other girls, so imagine if he was also fucking another girl?? god it would be bad

but jeno (and yn even tho she will deny it) gets turned on when people watch, and that has happened. they get walked in on all the fucking time by everyone, their friends including jaemin, heejin, hyuck, renjun, mark, yeonjun, soobin and chaewon have all seen them in such positions so many times that they’ve become used to it and unfazed 😭😭 jeno loves how loud you are for him, he loves that everyone can hear how in love you are with him and how good he’s making you feel

[leejenowrld]

Hi love, I just wanted to pop by and say how much I loved My First and Last. It’s been a while since I really felt satisfied after reading a fic <3 I also think it’s cute how you’re allowing us readers to explore more into Jeno & y/n’s relationship! I do hope one day you’ll create a master list so it’ll be easier for us to get back to them since I know you’ll be creating a bunch of one-shots and responding to scenario requests. If it’s not too much to ask, I’d really like to see how Jeno cares for her when she has a moment of insecurity/anxiety attack (.◜◡◝) Thank you for blessing us with this fic once again, I’m looking very forward to reading more from you!!

heyyy!! thank you so so so much !!!! glad you enjoyed it. and same <3333

tumblr has shadowbanned me so i’m very upset and madraww and frustrated but i’ll let you know how jeno reacts are to her anxiety :) if you want an actual one shot of it i’m sure to do it in the future (when i’m not shadow banned)

so for yn it does happen quite regularly, she gets very stressed and doesn’t deal well with pressure or when she’s under pressure. a few times jeno can sense she’s gonna have a panic attack (cus he knows her really well, like the back of his hand) and it’s really fucking sweet he is able to prevent it before it happens :(( it’s like a magic power of love. he does this by calming her down before her nerves can take over, he’ll comfort her and reassure her that everyone will be ok :(( he’ll use reasoning, like for example she used to stress a lot about assignments and exams and he’d just point out the facts to her, eg you’ve done so much revision, you never fail anything, and it works !! he helps the issue get to the back of her mind. and an easy one, lmao he just kisses her and holds her, she forgets everything and the world melts around lol

but when it does happen. and it does. so if he’s not there she’ll call him over or text him and he comes asap, he drops everything and goes over to his girl immediately.

he’ll immediately bring her into his arms and just holds her close, the warmth of his body and his heart beat against hers helps her loads. he also likes to trace soft patterns on her back with his fingers

a kiss on her temple or forehead, whispers of sweet affirmation

he creates a nice environment, dimming the lights, lighting a few candles, and playing her favourite songs

his gf is a psychology major so ofc he knows a few breathing exercises and stuff like that! he will guide her through synchronized breathing, his breath aligning with hers, a way of him telling her that he will always be there for her

he lights her fav candle and scents

he just listens! like he fr just nods and hums as she explains herself. she tends to ramble and sometimes not make a lot of sense because ppl can get like that when they’re feeling a lot but he never shows that he doesn’t understand her point :(( he just listens to her and makes her feel heard. and also if she isn’t making sense, because he knows her so well he can always understand what her point is, he helps her articulate her feelings, he’ll be like “oh so you mean this”

he alsoooo will help her do what’s right. like say she’s stressed cus she’s arguing with her friend, he’ll listen to her and make her feel understood (cus she always is in the right lol like my girl never does no harm, she doesn’t cause any shit)

their communication got iffy in the one shot but now it’s one of their strengths :D

[leejenowrld]

Okay but WHY

is the thought of Jeno and y/n literally only being able to getting hard/ turned on by each other so hot?

Like just imagine : Before they got together and when Jeno was still sleeping around ( ik he stopped it at some point when he realised he liked her but legs imagine it rn ) and he literally didn't get hard AT ALL even tho a pretty girl was grinding against him and doing all those things that get him hard in seconds

LIKE NO-

Only y/n can get him hard ✊

MHUAW MHUAW 💋💋

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oh…. wow…. baby this is so mf hot

i love this idea so much. a fun fact. the original draft of mfal was actually gonna have something similar to this! at first, jeno’s character was a lot more complex and controversial. i’d say he was more unlikeable and confusing. he had an ex who he was still hung up on, he was a more hardcore, shall we say, fuck boy and he very much did that!! i had a plan where after his first kiss with y/n, he goes on this relentless fucking path where he just fucks and fucks and gets his dick wet because he wants to ignore that thing beating in his chest whenever he thinks of yn, he tries to use other girls to get off but nope! none of it works! he just wants her. even though he wants to deny it.

to this day only y/n can get him hard!!! major major spoiler for ghostin’ ahead 🎤🎤i have a scene draft planned where jeno goes to ghostin!mc and he’s kinda on a mad one he’s really comfortable around ghostin!mc cus he’s probably one of his closest friends who’s a girl (who’s not his girl) anyways he shows her something quite…. private and personal and asks her opinion on it 😭😭 he wants to surprise mfal!mc (haerin in this fic) for one of their date nights and it’s just really funny how he shows ghostin!mc with no shame😭😭 ngl, ghostin!mc gets a bit flustered, she does find him attractive and sexy, who doesn’t??? like she just gets taken aback and is like wow. anyways anyways onto the actual point, seeing as though jeno showed her that so then she shows him photos of lingerie pieces she got and asks for his opinion on what one she think jaemin will like and jeno is so serious about it 😭😭 color and style analysing the pieces, saying which ones suit her body type the best, telling her what jaemin will like but his face remains so stoic. listen, ghostin!mc looks hot and sexy in these photos but he’s unfazed, he truly doesn’t get turned on or hard even though these photos literally showcase her literal ass and boobs lmfao

[leejenowrld]

could you post yns priv ig feed 🥹

yeah! so this priv account should only have 8 followers (only the ppl she trusts and loves) and you can tell she posts whatever she wants 🖤 she truly doesn’t care about how she looks on this account.

fun fact - she sends jeno all these really hot and sexy photos she takes of herself and he just goes crazy… he’s always telling her to post it because he just loves the idea of everyone seeing how sexy and hot she is, he has a kink of showing off his girl lmao so that’s why she has this account :( cus she also feels really confident and in love with herself tbh so she just shares it to people she trusts and loves with her whole heart :(

let me know if u wanna see jenos comments on these posts :) cus they’re out of control, they literally comment fuck each other if you get what i mean :)

also lmk if u wanna see yns follow list

[leejenowrld]

y/n version of meeting jeno’s family please!! 🤓

i already spoke about this but yn is chronically shy and very introverted

it takes her a lot of mental energy to get prepared to meet someone new

like it takes a toll on her

so imagine her surprise when jeno came home to her and was like yeah my parents are coming over tonight :D

my girl was dying inside

like she PANICKED and jeno knows how to deal with her panicking and her emotions (it’s actually really sweet 💔 he takes such good care of her, should i write a one shot of him caring for her during one of her anxiety attacks?)

so like she wasn’t as stressed as she usually is when meeting someone new because jeno calmed her down, a lot

he was a sweetheart, giving her tips, this is what to do, this is not what to do, he was useful

lmfao yn can’t cook at all (she can bake!!) so she did bake that night and jeno cooked <3

it was a 5 star meal pur

yn got along with his family ;( she’s one of them

why wouldn’t she? as soon as she met his mum, dad and older sister, she realised that the entire family radiated the same energy

so she was instantly drawn to them

and she has a soft spot and appreciation for his parents especially because she just feels really fucking proud and happy that they raised a son as excellent as him

well mannered, polite, kind, opposite of narrow minded, warm, friendly, the best boyfriend she could ever ask for. like fr the love of her life

she also realises that jeno is a family man unexpectedly:D

like he doesn’t see them a lot, they maintain their distance and only probably have outings on christmas and stuff like that (the family holidays and outing days are jeno with yns family :D)

but they love from a distance and will always protect each other. there’s no maliciousness in the family

it’s very mature

and jeno reflects that in his personality

his family are chill and just kinda accept yn and jeno as they are

his family are very happy that he’s in love and that he’s happy

they appreciate yn for that

yn also calls his older sister unnie with her whole heart and calls his parents mum and dad with love 🥰🥰🥰🥰

they fr love each other so much

[leejenowrld]

oh my god. i’m loving the texts! especially the last one, can we see what yn and jenos ig page looks like???

thank you! and yes!

a note there deliberately no face claim for yn (not that she’d post photos of her face anyways lol) and the followers are wrong! jeno is meant to have 4.6k and follow 677 people and yn is meant to have 76 and follow 800 people (our girl doesn’t care about that app enough to give a shit about having a good ratio 😭)

jeno

yn

fun fact - yn has a more private account (with like 12 followers lmfao she don’t trust no one) and the posts on that account are… more interesting we shall say ;) who wants to see it? and most importantly who wants to see how jeno reacts and comments to it??

fun fact - jenos feed and his posts used to be VERY different before he fell in love with yn

[leejenowrld]

what if one day y/n wanted to tease jeno so she just stood infront of him and went straight like “no more sex for you this whole week”😭😭

pffff you think jeno would take that? he’d let his girl dominate him like that 😭😭

brooo he’s been on sex bans!! like fr. i mean they never last cus yn folds every time she sees her man topless but ;)

these are times that yn has warned jeno that he’ll be on a sex ban

once he told jaemin and donghyuck (and renjun was there but left midway cus he cba for these conversations) the dirtiest things yn has done to him… i won’t go into detail but let’s just say donghyuck, a sex master, someone who has roughed up his sheets more than anyone and loves to explore everything, legit couldn’t look her in the eyes for a month straight because of how shocked/turned on/disgusted he was

yn found it funny and she knows how much jeno opens up to his friends so she didn’t mind!! it gives her confidence when people know that she has this side of her that she explores sexually with jeno but still :D she tried to make fun of it and threatened to put jeno on a sex ban

jeno is loud, he moans, he grunts, he growls like he has no care for his volume and doesn’t care who hears but one time yn threatened to put him on a sex ban if he didn’t try to be more quiet and also jeno would have her anywhere! in public, every area of the house, he’d touch her everywhere :p he still does and sometimes it makes yn so embarrassed because it’s so obvious so she’s like, sex ban!

jenos opposite, he doesn’t say sex ban but if she’s been a tease and annoying then he will make her suffer. oh my god, should i write a scene? he will legit make her give him a strip show and some sexy dance like god it’s so hot (she does it for his bday every year too it’s a tradition :p, just like the couple in this is us)

she’ll be doing the most, wearing next to nothing, looking so sexy, she would’ve been edged at that point but he still won’t touch her :p he’s a devil

[leejenowrld]

i’ve been thinking what if jeno and y/n had a fight :(((

yeah i was thinking about this too!! let me give you some background info and some fun facts. so they’re relationship has gotten a lot stronger over the years, they’re very in love and have very good communication, verbally and non verbally, they make it a habit to talk about everything on their minds and they know each other so well that they can tell what the other is thinking/wants by the mere expression on their face or the look in their eye

but like any strong couple, they argue, they fight, it’s normal and it’s healthy. a healthy relationship needs arguing or else it becomes unhealthy. they’re human at the end of the day and it’s completely normal. they have unserious bickering and fights, little things, like yn gets very very stressed out and under pressure and she will become very snappy with jeno and be kinda rude 😭😭 when he’s just there doing nothing. it’s not deep because jeno doesn’t react to it and just waits till she calms down and she will always says sorry :( she knows when she’s in the wrong and he appreciates that, these are never serious fights. they fight about what any couple will, just pointless fights out started out of boredom and to wind each other up

but more serious fights… yeah it has happened

one time yn just had enough of jeno getting high and dunk so regularly. she just felt as though she couldn’t deal with it and that it was making it difficult for her to be around him. she even locked him in their room once and refused to let him out until he calmed down. it did lead to a big fight :(( she refused to sleep next to him for a few days and they just didn’t talk, it wasn’t a loud fight, they wasn’t shouting at each other, it was a silent one where yn just expressed her disappointment. but they solved through it!! one night jeno just came into the bed and she didn’t try to move him away, they cuddled and he said sorry. he said that was going to be better for her and that he’d calm down on the substances, that he’d try to control it and that he would never make her feel disappointed again :(( it was a promise that he kept as he still does dive into all that stuff but it was never like before, he is controlled with it and he does take care of himself, she’s always there to take care of him too :(( she hates all that stuff but she will always be by his side and will always make sure it doesn’t get out of hand

and with yn making jeno angry :(( yeah it’s happened. the thing with yn is, even though she has confidence and has learned to love herself more, she still has moments of insecurity and vulnerability :(( she needs a lot of reassurance and jeno is always there to give it to her and he doesn’t mind, he knows what she’s like and that it’s unrealistic to expect her to change completely, she’s a shy person at nature. <3 he loves her for her. but she gets really jealous :(( once jeno was just talking to some of the girls hes friends with, nothing too extreme, just talking casually like friends and yn tried to deny it and tried to not let it bother her but it did :(( she hated it. she hates the sight and she hates how it makes her feel. it led to a big fight and jeno didn’t understand what he did wrong :(( but it was also resolved !! they talked and she explained herself, he did find it tricky to understand her but he knows that his girlfriend is his no 1 priority and that’s all that matters. he will do his best to reassure her and just explain to her, these girls are only my friends, you’re the love of my life and nothing and no one is ever gonna change that. rather it leading to an even bigger fight, he knows that all he has to do is explain himself and reassure her, it works.

all in all, they’re like any couple, they love a lot and they fight, they fight have the typical old married couple by the time they become a bit older 😭 but most important thing is that their relationship is thriving and is healthy. they have so much love for one another

[leejenowrld]

I know, I know, I can't get enough of my men Jeno and Jaemin either 🤭

Thoughts on my men :

Tying a cute pink ribbon on their biceps which end up in phenomenal sex ( like always hehe) and just imagine hard sex while the pink ribbon is still resting around their biceps while they make you forget your own name like- YES

MHUAW 💋

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heyyy baby!!

and god i’ve seen that trend before, y/n has definitely done that and she’ll coo about how cute she is and he’ll smile like (◜◡◝) and say he’ll do anything for his princess. he’ll call her his baby and he’d start off cute and sweet but then he’ll swap immediately and throw her against the bed and god he’d be the meanest dom ever… he’d be so rough and it’s so sexy

he’d be so filthy, fucking you dumb, edging you, overstimulating you, calling you all types of names, slapping you over and over while he has that fucking ribbon tied to his bicep and that fucking smile. he’s naked apart from the pink ribbon and god it makes your mouth throb.

[leejenowrld]

eeeeeek plz elaborate on someone getting between jeno & yn (or the ex in the og ideas!!!) have a safe flight!!

listen, jeno is a very popular and well known guy around. on campus he’s by far the most wanted and notorious, all for good reasons :) everyone wants him but he’s truly settled down with one person, we all know who that is.

that doesn’t go well with a lot of the girls on campus. as they’re all so attracted to him and it’s caused problems!! for example, a lot of girls try and get it on with him at parties, in class, just around and it’s just… wow

he can tell when people are being friendly and then when ppl are flirting and it’s just a lot. he can’t believe the audacity of some of these girls. they try to kiss him or just try to tell him they he’d have so much fun with them rather than being in a committed relationship, it’s disgusting.

some of these girls who have caused trouble are mia, seoyeon, nagyung, chaeyoung, arin, nancy, eunbin, YEEUN… they’re not girls girls at all listen, jeno is a very popular and well known guy around. on campus he’s by far the most wanted and notorious, all for good reasons

in the og jeno was gonna have an ex who he is still not lowkey over. idk who i was gonna make it be, either mia, karina, yeeun or heejin… just really pretty girls who all make yn feel jealous 😭😭 they were just gonna be troublemakers, in the og the ex would try and get back with jeno whilst jeno got into a relationship with yn and would try and make her feel jealous and insecure and she successfully gaslighted her until she believed that jeno was only with her to get back at the ex :( it sucks

but in this og jeno wasn’t perfect either… subconsciously he still had unresolved feelings for his ex and a part of him only got with yn to get over her… eeek