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if honey was anything, it was resilient. finding out that gilly was in hospital had been the straw that broke the camel’s back, though. her heart ached and she just longed to have them by her side. safe. the hospital had never been honey’s favourite place, but today was even worse. members of the savages and cobras littered the halls, whether they were injured or just looking out for their friends. it was an ominous place to be today. she didn’t know what to do with her hands. it felt so stupid, to be worrying about what to do with her hands at a time like this, but she couldn’t decide if she should bury them in her pockets or hold them in front of her. or maybe she should have brought something? hell, it had been years since honey had set foot in the hospital, she had visited the savages medics if she needed anything. she pushed the door open to gilly’s room gently and slipped inside. they looked so peaceful but so broken. taking a seat beside the bed, honey reached out and slipped her hand into theirs, tears welling up in her eyes. god, she had gotten so far without crying and now this was what would destroy her so easily? hell, gilly wasn’t even conscious, as far as she could tell. “i’m so fucking pathetic.” with a laugh, honey rested her forehead on the bed, pressing a light kiss against gilly’s hand. “please be okay.” if gilly was conscious, or if honey knew they were, she would never have said it. she had never said it to them before, but it felt like she needed to express it, her feelings for them were strong and she had suppressed them for so long. “i love you.”