#fire. IDK LOL i just noticed myscar has been healing pretty well and thought of that. obviously i dont believe what he said but i cant | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

werebutch · 7 months

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dude my dad telling 13 yo me that getting my tube in (that ended up drastically improving my health and quality of life) would give me a huge nasty scar (true!), and that my partners would think im ugly and leave me. and that i would be unlovable for the rest of my life. like genuinely those exact words came out of his mouth. to his extremely sick, scared young child about the only thing that would help me get better. okay !

#also he talks about my mom's multiple c sections scar like its the ugliest thing hes seen in his life. like it makes her unlovable #well i know what YOU truly think of people like me. not sure anyone else does. freak.#like i was already getting bullied planning my disappearance/suicide at 12 years old but whatevaaaaa say that too ! good way to put out tha #fire. IDK LOL i just noticed myscar has been healing pretty well and thought of that. obviously i dont believe what he said but i cant #imagine saying that to anyone ever. especially not my young child. its still a little disturbing to me

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