#like i was already getting bullied planning my disappearance/suicide at 12 years old but whatevaaaaa say that too ! good way to put out tha

[werebutch]

dude my dad telling 13 yo me that getting my tube in (that ended up drastically improving my health and quality of life) would give me a huge nasty scar (true!), and that my partners would think im ugly and leave me. and that i would be unlovable for the rest of my life. like genuinely those exact words came out of his mouth. to his extremely sick, scared young child about the only thing that would help me get better. okay !