#first read the lesbian master doc over a year ago
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i think i might be a lesbian
#first read the lesbian master doc over a year ago#when i was questioning both attractions to men and women and what they were based in#just kind of accepted i was bi prolly#didnt really know enough of what i felt to say#but i have explored this and questioned this and everything more this past year#finally got tired of saying “i dont want to be with men” wHaT dOes iT mEan#just spent the last hour and a half reviewing it out loud to myself and recording my thoughts#and damn it does hit so much harder now#all signs are flashing YOU ONLY LIKE WOMEN but ima be fr with u....#im afraid to admit to not liking men#bc the question has never been: “what do you want?” it's been “but is there a way it can work out with a man maybe”#“and you can feel attracted to him enough to be with him?”#and if the answer is in any way yes even slightly#then by saying you are a lesbian you are a LIAR#and what if you miss out on a great guy???????#yoUr oNlY chAnce For HapPiNeSS??#the truth is. it's right there. it's literally with women#but also#internalized homophobia#it's like crossing a line i can't uncross#to not have a way to be “normal”
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