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When your parents force you to compete in order to show your worth to the point where it detrimentally stunts your emotional growth and burdens you into adulthood
vegas 🤝 patpran
#dkdbsksbd#i mean-#idk if i worded this right#but#fkdbsksjsk#kan forcing vegas to compete with his cousins but suffer at his abuse when he fails#thanks the gods bb didnt go down that road of abuse#however it was still painful for pat and pran to go through that#and alone just like vegas#idk man#kinnporsche#kinnporche the series#bad buddy the series#patpran#blabber time
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AAAAHHHH PAI WHAT THE FUCK YOUR EMAKING ME CRY HOLY SHITTT
Itt: why don't u want to fall in love?
Pai: my family are doctors. ive practically lived in a hospital my whole life. ive seen people cry over loved ones dying countless times. i feel like people like me shouldn't be attached to people at all.
Itt: ....
Pai: at least with books, once I finish it, I can read a new one. Or with movies, once it's finished, I can watch something else. But if it's a person, a person I love, and they die, what should I do? How do I move on?
Itt: but everyone dies.
Pai: that's why I won't love at all. It's too much
Itt: but isn't it worth it to be with them now? To love them now before it's too late? why think so hard abt the future? Isn't it enough that you're happy now? You deserve to feel the love that comes your way in any way shape and form it happens.
Pai: .....
#THIS IS TOO FUCKING DEEP FOR JUST A CHILL NIGHT WITH THE DUDED#LIKE THEY ARE LEGIT CHILLING IN A HOTEL ROOM GETTING READY TO GO TO BED AND#THIS CONVO HAPPENS#LIKE BROOOO#AAAHHHHHH#AND THIS IS HAPPENING AFTER PAI GOT OVER HIS UNREQUITED CRUSH ON ITT#AND ITT IS DEALING WITH HIS FEELINGS FOR PAI#AAAAHHHHH FUCKKKK STOPPP#this is giving me 'no turning back no moving forward - just a dead end. its the kind of relationship i try to avoid'#fkdbskdjel#i was legit tearing up omggg#did they have this convo in the show??? 😳😳😳#fkdbsksjsks i cant help comparing to the show omggg im sorrryyy#blabber time
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Alright!
Part 1/3 is finished!
All it needs is revision and maybe a beta read?? But ima give it a rest and work on part 2!
*looks at tabs for research* yayy more....angst???
#mdjdksjdksw#like part 1 has light angst#part 2 has more serious angst bc we gon get deep in society's head and poor pat's head#oh jeez#i wonder how much longer this one is gon be#bruh part 1 is 25 pg on my docs#fkdbsksjsks#omggg#but i promise part 3 is gon be....fluffier? saucier? bc theyll be better and comfortable in their bodies! yayyg#maybe part 3 should just be comedy body worship vibes#just to make it up to myself#gjdkdbwkw#blabber time
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Brooo why the hell does pai winning the b-ball game feel like the end of a Disney Original Movie??? Fkdbsksjsks stoppppp it's so cringeyyyy ewwww
#bleh (affectionate)#fkdbskdjd#like itt just embraced him in a hug#and pai shot the final shot (which ??? weird flex but ok)#ckdbskdbdoe#cute but so cringey#blabber time
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