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yooo okay so i kinda fell down this rabbit hole of ceo aus (of literally every kpop idols i can think of, which is very few cuz i stan nct/ateez/svt and don’t really keep up with any other groups) BUT i wanted to know if you had any idea of scoups? this is like in no way a requests i just wanna hear your thoughts ykyk

Warning for nsfw content, power imbalances.

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He did his best to ignore it. You were cute and pretty and sweet and wonderful, so bright and filled with light. He wanted to see you all the time, wanted to make you happy. But he couldn’t, not when you were his secretary and he your boss. Not when there was such a huge power imbalance. So Seungcheol just decided to bear it, to swallow down his feelings and ignore them, not to burden you with them, to keep space between the two of you.

Until he caught you crying. It was a stressful week, one that had him desperately looking forward to Friday so he could meet with his COO and CFO, Yoon Jeonghan and Hong Jisoo respectively, and drink his week away. And if such a week had him, the CEO at his wits end, he couldn’t imagine what it meant for you, the person in charge of keeping everything in order.

It was lunch. There was free catering on one of the lower floors, meaning Seungcheol’s entire floor was empty. Office workers loved free food. So when he left his office fifteen minutes after lunch began, he hadn’t expected to hear crying. He followed it, of course, right to your desk. He found you tucked underneath your desk, crying into your hands. You had jumped, startled by his appearance. If you were another employee he would’ve signed and told you to go and clean yourself up as gently as possible; instead he got down on his knees and sat next to you, offering a listening ear.

And then things changed. You were friendlier with him — as if you found it easier to be around him, to interact, now that you knew he was human to some degree. You got him little biscuits and cookies with his coffee, shot him beautiful smiles that left him breathless. He had thought you pretty before but now that you sincerely liked him? You were just beautiful.

On the day before his birthday you held back. He always took his birthday off — it was special, damnit. You slid next to him, shyly setting the little box on his desk next to his keyboard. “For you. It’s nothing much.”

It was a a tie. It wasn’t as expensive as his usual black and grey ones, and it was undoubtedly one chosen by someone other than him. But he thank you sincerely, pulling off his current full tie. You helped him, though he had more than enough experience putting on ties. And then you had kissed him.

Immediately you pulled back, apologizing. You looked like you were about to burst into tears, thinking he was going to reprimand you, fire you. But Seungcheol was a passionate man and you had given him an inch and damnit if he wasn’t going to take the whole fucking mile.

He took you to his apartment. In between frantic, quick kisses that had your mouths clicking together and tongues sliding against one another, you spilled your feelings. You’d been scared of him but then you couldn’t help but feel for him.

“What do you feel for me, sweet girl?” His hand was in your panties and thumb languidly stroking over your clit, drawing soft little gasps from your lips. “What do you want me to do with you?”

And do you had blabbered on and on. How you would get disappointed whenever he had a meeting that took him from the office, how your heart would flutter whenever you said something that made him smile. How when he raised his brow at you in question your heart would stop, how sometimes his suits hugged him just right and made your cunt wet.

You spilled into his hand, mouth wide open and thighs tight around him, and Seungcheol made a decision. You just had to be his.

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have you listened to the new ateez album yet?? if so which one did you like best!!! i actually got so excited seeing yeosang have lines, an ateez finally have unit songs for once ahhhh! i think this has to be my fav bc of theirs sksksks

okok i kept this ask in my box for when i finally listened !!! and i got to listen to it last night !!!!! i don't have a definite ranking yet, but my fave songs are: we know, dreamy day, it's you, youth, everything, and FIN: WILL. but like. i didn't have any songs i didn't like!!!! i do think my stand-outs are everything, it's you and youth. youth was sooo city pop and i am weak !! for city pop!!! and it's you was sooo sultry and deadass i was listening as i was driving back home and i got SHY from yeosang's voice lsdjkf;ald and everything !!! jongho!!! is !!! THAT MAN !!!! the final lines where he goes up to almost a whistle note (i think) makes me emotional every time. i have more to say abt this song but i'm gonna do it in a separate post and after i listen while looking at the lyrics.

which songs did u like !!!!!!!!!!!

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KATIE I PASSED!!!! failed my native language but got an A in english

had a total of 3 F’s saved by 2 A’s pretty shingi bbanggi bboong bboong bbanggi of me

LETS GO BABIIIIIIIEEEE!!!!!!!!!! ❤️🫶🥳🎉💓

we have to take the wins when they come and this is an absolute win!!!!! you passed!!!! lets go!!!!!! 💃🏻🕺🏻🎇 i hope you were able to celebrate!!!!! and if you haven’t then you should!!!!

also failing your native language and passing english skdjsksks that’s so damn iconic of you fr

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i agree with you so much!! music like ateez were the reason why i stayed away from kpop but getting into it because of them really do widen my general taste in music, and i so so agree with hj and mingi being super cool they’re the reason i got into kpop and now they’re my ults hehe 

im also such a vocal girls!! i got into svt bc of seungkwan’s vocals in fear (fell in love!!) + woozi’s tone in light a flame and now im just deep in this svt shit😭😭

the test lasts for two days (mon and tues next week) and im very nervous bc it’s like the SAT (might be wrong here) and they make it a very big deal where i’m from, it’s super nationalized and everyone is counting down the days basically, there’s also an english test for additional marks and the closer the test gets the more i’m doubting my abilities in English 😭😭😭 fighting 🤺

ALSO UOUR THEME!!! SO CUTE!!!

i got into kpop six years ago!!! it was a combo of bts' run episode where they dressed like santas and hid plus monsta x's x-ray with the kiddos. i don't follow bts anymore, but before svt i ulted bts !! my biggest regret is that i could've gotten into svt way fucking earlier because i was in the kpop arena in 2016 sob

vocals >> tbh!! that being said i do not care abt vocal grades or whatever kpop tiktokers try assigning idols. idngaf if an idol is technically perfect. for me if an idol sounds good they sound good!! i can't get into a group if i don't like their vocals (which is why i can't generally get into yg groups), and i can't force myself to like a group if i don't like their songs. if a group stops putting out songs i like i end up drifting from them, which is what happened with bts and 5sos, etc.

aaah i hope your testing goes well!! ik you write english like you're a native speaker, but ofc what they include on tests is more grammar-focused which trips up native speakers let alone those who speak english as a second language. i struggle with grammar to this DAY and one day it's gonna bite me in the ass (i say as an english major). i think grammar is the hardest part of any language hands down. like there's adults older than me who still write improperly in terms of grammar. so i wouldn't sweat it if you aren't perfect!! but of course that's easier for me to say than for you to believe!! i wish you tons of luck nonetheless <33

and THANK YOU!!! i love it! i think its so cute sob i want to have a minimalist vibe but ultimately i LOVE things. i love having a lot going on.

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hi hi!! i’ve been a bit busy with year end tests/finishing up highschool so i’ve been lurking without saying hi TT and i do agree that their other title tracks are a lot, i got into kpop bc of them and i’d be lying if i said it wasn’t hard for me to get into. i also kind of didn’t expect you to be into them because based off atz music is ALOT more different from zb1 or svt music but i’m glad you like them!! i love love dune when i first heard it because of how amazing his vocals are, i’m such a sucker for high notes in songs so when i heard it i just fell in love straight away!! halazia is amazing too!! i really do love yeosang’s voice in the pre chorus, and i love love minnie’s tone in every idle song really. it’s so unique!! nowadays im just glad they’re finally utilizing yeosang’s voice seeing as they never really did give him lines before.

cyberpunk and take me home are two of my top favs of theirs!! and also i realized that everytime i send an ask they always get so so long,,, im sorry for bothering you sksksk 😭😭😭

kekekeke first and foremost don’t apologize for the long ask!!! i don’t mind it at all ^-^ i enjoy chatting w you <3

but yes!!! ateez music is v different than svt and zb1, and i will admit i stayed away from them bc of it. there’s a specific style in bg music that turns me off from a lot of groups and bc of it i stayed from ateez. but!! i’ve always found the members funny n cute, thought hongjoong and mingi were cool lol and i’d been wanting an excuse to get into them!!

i am such a vocal girlie!!!! i love vocals sm, one way to get me into a group is through their vocals. it’s how i got into zb1; i adored matthew and taerae’s vocals!! i don’t know about the vocals of the other members in the group besides jongho, so i definitely need to look into their other songs and will check both of those out!!! i see cyberpunk mentioned a lot amongst atiny kekeke

i hope your testing and exams went well!!!!! and that you’re not so stressed!!!! if you still have some left over then!!! fighting!!!! 🍊⚔️🐯

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WAIT KATIE ARE YOU JONGHO BIASED?? i didn’t know you were into ateez until i saw your tags today and omg!!!! what’s your favorite song of theirs?

also pijja boy dk!!!

omg hi babie!!!! i’ve been wondering abt you!!!!! okok so i’m casually into ateez. i haven’t listened to all of their title tracks because honestly before bouncy their tracks seemed a little much??? but!!! i love bouncy so fucking much and have been getting tiktoks of them!!! and i listened to the outlaw album and my fave song was dune!!! jongho’s vocals in it are INSANE!!!! i listened to him on lee mujin’s show and fell in love. he’s insane!!!!! i want to go back and listen to their titles and stuff!!!! before bouncy i had only really listened to be my lover, their collab with kim jungkook, and i had loved jongho’s vocals there as well. he and wooyoung are definitely my favorites so far. i nearly bought a jongho pc lol i absolutely love little shits. it’s why matthew from zb1 quickly became one of my fave idols; he’s a cute little shit. and tbh a great deal of my personality irl is being an affectionate little shit

i also looove halazia and yeosang introducing the prechorus. it’s like how in idle minnie always does the beginnings of the songs. yeosang should just always do prechoruses

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okay i wanted to listen to the album before sending another ask and i did and you’re so right!!!! like our season and always is so good ??? also i feel like their stuff is so new to me? like ive never heard this style of music before so im gonna need to check out the members bc rn i only know matthew (bc he had a cousin post about voting for him i think) ricky and jiwoong

OKAY BABE YES OMG OKAY

SO ppl have said online that zb1’s music and dance is reminiscent of svt and iz*one. and i don’t disagree!!! i think if you liked either of these two groups you would like their music. they have the budget that svt quite frankly didn’t have with their music at debut but iz*one did, but they also have a youthful freshness that i think a lot of bgs rn don’t have. it makes them stand out imo!!!! they also!!! have vocals for days!! i recommend watching some of their boys planet performances to get more on this (i can rec too) but they’ve got such lovely voices

and all of the members are sooooo dear n precious to me. matthew’s older sister posted and promoted him on tiktok!!!!! and she was there when his debut was announced with his mom sob. he wants to prove himself so badly but he’s so sweet n cute and protective, and he’s soooo smiley!!!!! n he’s also really curious keke jiwoong is such a classically handsome man but he’s so cute and clumsy!!!! he’s been thru a lot but that doesn’t stop him from being a kind person :( ricky is suave and confident but he’s also snarky n likeable. and then sung hanbin i’m convinced is genuinely one of the nicest people in the world. he is so kind and lovely!!!! zhang hao is a musical GENIUS (he has a degree in music education and was going to teach high school music!!!!) and sassy!!!! taerae has a golden voice and is so fucking sassy n always the first person to call someone out kekeke. gunwook is going to be the it boy for fucking SURE that boy!!! is something special!!!!!! he’s so charming but he’s adorable too and he takes advantage of it kekeke and yujin and gyubin 🥺🥺🥺 gyubin is like a puppy but is extremely warm hearted. he cries a lot. he cried when yujin leveled down in boys planet, cried when he and yujin got in. he’s extremely empathetic!!! and yujin actually reminds me of jeon jungkook??? in the way he talks and is an immensely talented kid and i genuinely believe this boy will grow into a monster of an idol

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KATIE!!!!!! OMG IM TRYING TO BE SO NORMAL ABOUT DK AND HE DOES THIS WTHHJHHHH

and yes i do mean chips and bread,,, it’s so good 😭😭 i haven’t actually had mac and cheese so i won’t judge u for it sksksk

kekee NO what is HOSHI DOING?!?!?!?! WHY THE FUCK DOES HE POST THESE PICS OF DOKYEOM?? I legit have so many vulgar thoughts abt this sl;akjdfs;df but i will say nothing and drop a smutty fic fueled by this pic sometime

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hi katie!! i know that most of the time when i talk to you about your work im pretty much just blabbing/key board smashing and calling you amazing (which you are!! you’re forever that bitch) but i know that it can mean more when i’m more specific on why i love your work so much which !! is why!! im here!!

i’m a sucker for fluffy fics (think i mentioned it before but i have the memory of a goldfish so who knows) and first found your account bc of it, i was a silent reader for a bit before i got the courage to send that long ass ask now here i am,,, anyways!! i think the reason i love your work sm is that you’re able to write emotions v well and it’s very clear to see that the relationship between your characters are more than just surface level, it’s in the little details that matters, the small moment of intimacy shown between them where people tend to gloss over, it’s all just love and you do an incredibly job at showing that!! and your smut on the other hand wheeeeew i haven’t even gotten over an ode to dk arm when you dropped mingyu’s ver, when i tell you i had to put my phone down go for a walk and touch grass to keep myself sane i mean it

i guess over all im just here to say that you’re an amazing writer and thank you for putting your work up for people to read!!!

oh? my god? i'm actually fucking speechless (which is really hard to do btw)? i legit don't know what to do other than sob? dude? this? what? oh my god? huh? HUH?

thank you for these kind words? oh my god????????????????

this makes me feel so butterfly flutter (ah yes. english major doing english major things). i always try to convey emotion and intimacy? and you saying all of this just makes me so fucking happy? oh my god? i want to print this ask out and put it in my box of happy things saldfkjsad and when i go over the box w my grandchildren in forty years they'll be like "grandma what's this?" and i'll be like kiddies. grandma had a different life before all of you, a life where i was appreciated for writing stories about thirteen korean men <3

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YOOO STOPPPPP RN SEEING SVT LIVE SEEMS SO FUNNNNN!!! i always see clips of it and would probably eat a slug to go see them it just seems like such a fun experience especially with what you said added on and honestly if i get to see seungkwan irl i no doubt would end up having him as a bias arhhhhh

i am more of an nctzen/atiny and got dragged into svt by my friend and slowly explored svt tumblr where i found you and have just been slowly trying to figure out a bias bc everyone is just too ARHH I CANT PICK ONE IT ALMOST MAKES ME ANGRYYYY

OOOOOH and SPEAKING OF HAVE U SEEN THE JUN CLIPS??? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? THE ONE WHERE HE SAYS ‘it’s time for class’ I WANT TO LEARN TOO BRO WTH

Okay deadass I answered this twelve hours ago???? And ig it didn’t process smh okay

It was sm fun!!! Except my ears popped within the first ten seconds bc I screamed so loudly?? And then their voices were all reaaaally high for a bit skskksks and dead as they’re so gorgeous irl. Seungkwan is sooooo bootiful deadass. And don’t worry abt picking a bias!!!!!!! Cheol I fell for immediately (this was during his hiatus), but seungkwan was a more gradual thing???? So it doesn’t always happen right away ((I say this like you’re actually experiencing love keke)). And like with some situations a bias doesn’t appear until you’re three years into a group, like work how josh was admittedly towards the bottom of my list and now he’s shot towards the top.

And YES I HAVE I need to pace myself w that show bc last night I literally was watching between my fingers keke I was sooo flustered. I’m actually thinking abt writing a short piece I spirited by a scene ((abt the same length as my recent dk/gyu fics))

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svt matching tattoos will be the death of me arhhhh and i recently moved Blogs so this is so incredibly empty but watch me fill it up with reblogs of your fics (im obsessed with your writing) and I GET YOU!! i don’t have a proper svt bias im just obsessed with dk, and hoshi, and dino, and seungkwan and everything it’s not good at all how have you been living like this (as a seasonings)

Dnakksksksa I’ll make sure to put out some good things for you then!!!! ^^ and tbh as time goes on the more and more biases you collect. I used to mainly bias Cheol. And then Dk. And then I went to a concert and fell in love with Chan* and Kwannie** and Junie*** and even more w Dokyeom. And then Joshie was added to the mix purely bc of his insanity

* so my concert was the first one where dino did his eyes of love bit. It was during their little ment and he said “you know pi cheolin??” And the crowd went NUTS. And he was like???? Really???? Then he borrowed Jeonghan’s sunglasses and did sarangie nunbit. And then I think josh prompted him and he was like “okay okay English version” and did it again with eyes of love. It was INSANE and I adore him

** seungkwan was just sooo endearing and what really made me adore him was his whole interaction with the translator and josh. It was when he was speaking English and the translator was still translating what he was saying snsnsnsn particularly when he was like “I was touchy” and then he got all sassy with it and his hand movements keke

*** jun was just such an amazing performer? He was so captivating to watch. During the ppu dances I couldn’t look away from him. And during the left and right segment at one point he did a ballerina spin and it was just so fucking cute I was endeared for a thousand years. He also was chosen to lead the sebongs in a dance during snapshoot and was so shy abt it until he WASNT and it wandskksksksksksks changed me fr

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the reason i was so convinced it was real was bc it was like one of those insta fan acc posts where they just repost a vid from twitter and since i see them so much i just thought it was real,, and with how close they are them not having a matching tattoo is weird to me instead

andddddd i thought long and hard about an emoji (no i didn't) but decided to just not have one, here i am ahhhhh

also i love seeing carats saying that oh this is my bias line and it’s literally half the members of the group 😭😭😭 (same)

😭😭😭 no I can definitely see them getting matching tattoos down the line!! And I agree w u on how close they are. When they say they’re closer than family I genuinely believe them. Especially because they don’t use formal speech or titles w one another? Like it isn’t uncommon for them to refer to an older member without hyung or -si added. Like even Chan has referred to Scoups without the hyung.

And hello lovely!!!!! I’m happy to meet you ^^ I was asking for an emoji so I knew when I was talking to you and such, but this 100 percent works too keke <3

And no yeah my initial two biases are Cheol n Kwannie!!!! But I also adore (and will grab pcs for) Jun and Channie and Dokyeom and Joshi. It’s a problem 😭😭

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hi jupiter! it’s been a while :)) im majoring in English and just finished my first semester, starting my second on Tuesday what have you been up to???? i miss sending you asks

omg hi babe!!!!!!!!! i hope your first semester has been amazing!!!! n that you haven't worn yourself out too much <3 school is scary but it's important to be able to take breaks. keep yourself grounded, yk? don't get too much in your head? ANYWAYS that's not what you asked sdjflsd;fdsf i've been!! working hard over the summer! i got my associate's degree in may, and this autumn i shall be going to uni to get a bachelors! i may double major in english and history. but! i had told myself i'd write lots over the summer but work has taken up most of my energy. i love my job rn, but it requires a LOT of socialization and i am always soooo exhausted after!

how has uni been for you tho? have you been doing okay?

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happy lunar new years!!! whether you celebrate it or not im wishing a good day, eat good food and enjoy your day hehe

Aaaaaah happy lunar new years lovie!!! I hope you have a wonderful time!!!!!!!! Eat lots of yummy foods for me!!!!!

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i didn’t have anything to say so i didn’t send anything 😭😭 the results are out, i did not make it but it’s okay everything happens for a reason and all that!!

and i start on feb, because of seasons and our holidays and just general school system this is the best timing. mine’s starting later than most universities here has already started, and will mostly have a very long break (normally 2-3 weeks off) for lunar new year then all off of april off for TLC new years as well which is always so fun!! last year it dragged out for a month and half because we hosted SEAgames im rambling here but i love talking about my culture hehe!!

and crazy form is actually crazy, i remember seeing if it on the MAMA stages and I’m like ??? that’s an unreleased song??? huh??? but immediately fell in love! my friend who i can never convince to get into ateez music loves it as well!!! my asks are always so long i’m so so sorryyyyy

yes!! as i've gotten a little older i've begun thinking that everything happens for a reason!! i don't believe in a higher power or anything like that, but I do think that there are paths hidden and can only be revealed by opportunities that pass us by.

GASP i would love to be able to experience lunar new year some time! it always looks so pretty!! and with good food!!! I had to look up what SEA games is and!!! that was probably so much fun to witness and be a part of? i also think it's interesting just to compare academic calendars with other countries, bc we obviously have different holidays we emphasize? a general american school year runs from late august to the middle of may, with exceptions ofc. and then for college students we get a month off from the middle of december to the middle of january.

and yea!! i've slowly been falling in love with ateez since bouncy! i've always been aware of them. they actually debuted a little after i got into kpop! and before i actually got into them i still had wave and wonderland and answer on my playlist! and i knew most of the members by name, but each ateez member has a really distinct face to me. whereas like, with zerobaseone i would get yujin and hanbin mixed up or jiwoong and yujin. and then with svt i just. would completely forget wonwoo and jun's names fjlkasd;

don't apologize for the long asks!! i fucking LOVE them!!

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hi hi!! it’s been like a month your new theme is so so pretty the flowers and the punks i love it, i got accepted into uni yesterday and i cried while at my cousins bday party because i only applied for one uni and didn’t study for the entrance exam at all 😔 not my proudest moment, im currently waiting for feedback on whether im getting the scholarship or not but it’ll take a while, but that’s a small update on me how’s it been going for you?

for me, i loveddddddd the title track + silver light so so much, i was always complaining on how KQ never gave them new music so when i saw the track list i was so so excited because it’s their first time doing units songs!! MATZ and arriba, youth, it’s you are all tracks i love so much and even though i am normally not a ballad person (they’re normally focused on lyrics and it’s in Korean and i can’t speak Korean☹️ so they never hit for me) i found myself replaying it a few times hehe

OMG !! i've missed you !! i was half tempted to msg you or something to try and see if you were okay !!

ty!! i'm glad you like my theme! and yay!!! uni!!! i assume you'll be starting in the autumn? i'll be starting my own uni then too!! it will be about three more years of school as i'll be taking classes to get my teaching certification on top of my bachelors' degree in english, but i like the learning and interaction part of college so it won't be a problem in that aspect ^^

i need to relisten to the album so bad! i listened to it in its entirety only once so i need to relisten! that being said, i love crazy form sm. i actually created a new playlist for getting pumped up and crazy form was the first track i added kekekeke and i totally get you with korean ballads! i do agree on some aspects. svt ballads always hit for me, and jongho's solo hit that mark for me too. i like it when ballads have other aspects to them, idk like loona's ballads would also take on an rnb tone or something like that!!