#genuinely nothing had made me feel as fundamentally flawed and unlovable as you cedar
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#genuinely nothing had made me feel as fundamentally flawed and unlovable as you cedar#since i was an autistic queer kid in gymnastics desperate to make friends#you had so many chances to make this not so fucked up#i GAVE you so many chances#you are a fucking disgrace of a human being#i tried so so so fucking hard#and every chance i gave you#every conversation we had#you just got worse#you remind me so much of my mother sometimes and i should have taken note of that much sooner#you are a walking fucking hypocrisy#you preach open communication and accountability and that doing something imperfectly is better than doing nothing#and then you fuck up and cant admit it for months and run and hide and find ppl who would kiss your foot while you stood on their neck#and the worst part is? the worst part?#i cant even bring myself to say fuck you to your face#i cant bring myself to actually hate you#but i am HURTING and you DO NOT GIVE A SHIT AND YOU KEEP SAYING YOU DO#fuck you
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