#ghostoflrh

[for-fucks-sake-h]

i just need you to know that the smooth operator series literally just fucked me up so hard. I am sitting here just staring at the wall. I cant handle this. SJSJSJSJSJAKSKXUXHSNSND

ahhhhhh thank you so much! smooth operator is my love child with my best friend so its very special to me lol thank you so much for reading! im glad you liked it x  

[angelbabylu]

i’m just saying that your something wicked series really is one of the best things i’ve read in such a long time. it is a really satisfying read if that makes sense. it’s cohesive and the dialogue and their interactions just makes my english minor heart soar. your writing really is amazing and i love reading your work!!!!!

WOW I?????? this is so sweet??? thank you for taking the time to send this to me my heart is so full. I’m glad that I have the approval of an english minor omg. 

[shimmerystyles]

Hello, beautiful angels!

This is a cover that has been long overdue and I’ve been planning for awhile. I thoroughly enjoy the message throughout this one and relate in every way.

Hope you guys enjoy, love you always💛

Lexi🌻

[bbycal]

This is what it feels like when you become one of the drinks

[mellifluoushood]

I liked the analysis you did earlier about Calum being jaded about love so write about him having a girlfriend and everyone is like “dude you’re in love” and he’s like naaaaah but then the guys convince him and he has to go tell her now

*cracks knuckles in french* because sometimes cracking them in english isn’t enough

but also i’m going to make this a continuance of the Skype blurb because it WORKS - so PART 2 TO THE SKYPE BLURB

Calum’s face was stoic. Completely unmoving as the men around the table laughed at him. There were tears prickling at the corner of their eyes, hands clutching at each other’s arms, doubled over in spleen shattering laughter. His hand contracted around the beer bottle he held, his knuckles turning a ghostly white, the pressure of the glass against his palm bringing blood to the surface. He tensed his jaw, grinding his molars.

“You done?” He asks impatiently, quirking a furrowed eyebrow at them. Michael begins waving his hand before making the ‘time out’ motion.

“No,” he’s gasping for air. Calum’s tempted to grab the bottle by the neck and smash it over Michael’s head just so he, and they, would stop fucking laughing.

“Relax, man,” Ashton wheezes out, using his pointer finger to rub at the tears bubbling at his lash line. Calum doesn’t respond, bringing the top of the neck to his mouth and drowning the remaining beer.

“I’m going to get another one,” he mutters. He stands from the booth, shuffling out and heading over to the bar. He doesn’t bother looking at his friends who are following his movements, Luke hiccuping from laughter and Michael elbowing him in the side, trying to contain giggles of his own. Calum flags down the bartender, thinking to himself before ordering himself a shot of, and he quotes, ‘anything that will get me plastered’ and a whiskey on the rocks. He pays for the drinks, looking at his boots shuffling across the hardwood floor of the bar. He slides his drinks onto the table before sitting on the edge of the booth. He looks up at the boys, who are obviously trying to hold back their laughter.

“Why is it so fucking funny?” He spits. He’s angry. He’s angry at their amusement at a topic they know doesn’t sit well with Calum. Never has, never will. He doesn’t even want speak the forbidden word.

“It’s funny because it’s blatantly obvious to everyone else that you’re in love.”

“Fuck off,” Calum frowns, his face twisting into one of distaste.

“No, you fuck off,” Michael replies, chuckling, “You’re fucking in love with her, mate, whether or not you admit it to yourself.”

“Oh yeah? Just because you’re getting married doesn’t mean you know everything about love,” Calum retorts, throwing back the shot of unknown alcohol and washing it down with his whiskey.

“If you weren’t in love with her, you wouldn’t get so defensive about it,” Michael comments. Calum’s face changes at that moment. His eyebrows release from their tight furrow, resting in a position of shock. His eyes drift to the glass of whiskey in his hand, his fingers releasing the death grip he wasn’t aware he had. Michael watches his shoulders slump against the booth behind him, the cheap leather squeaking against the leather of his jacket. Calum licks at his bottom lip before pulling it between his teeth, biting down hard. For the first time in a while, he looks tired, defeated. The shadows underneath his eyes are darker under the subtle light of the bar, the muscles in his face completely lax under his skin.

Michael looks at Luke and Ashton at his sudden change in demeanour, nodding his head towards Calum,

“Cal,” Luke starts, “I know you don’t have the best experience with love. But no one does on the first shot,” he pauses to sip at his beer, “But think to yourself... is she really the worst person to be in love with? Are you afraid of being in love with her?”

Calum’s eyes remain on his whiskey, his finger beginning to stroke the forming condensation on the glass. He shrugs, swallowing a little bit, “I guess not? I mean...” he trails off. His heart picks up pace at the thought of her smiling at him, the way she coos at Duke whenever she’s over, the brightness of her eyes, her generosity, her laugh, her sense of humour. He thinks of everything she is and his heart throbs in his chest.

“You’re friends with her, best friends even. You know who she is. You know so much about her. If anything, she’s the safest person to fall in love with. You know she won’t hurt you.”

“Does she feel the same way?” Calum asks, eyes looking up Luke. His glance flickers to Ashton when he shifts in his seat,

“I’m not confirming nor denying,” Ashton was bound by secrecy by her to not reveal any sort of emotions she harboured towards Calum.

“But,” Michael interjects, “that gives you your answer.”

Calum looks at the three eyes staring back at him before looking back down at his glass. He rolls the words around his mouth, wondering if they tasted sour or sweet, if they felt smooth or rough against his tongue, if they rested comfortably in the hollow of his cheeks or felt like knives. The felt more comfortable than he originally thought they would. He looks down at his whiskey, moving the glass and sloshing the liquid against the sides.

“Can, uh,” he clears his throat, “One of you, drive me?” He asks tentatively.

“Yes, of course,” Ashton says, standing up at the booth and shuffling Calum along. Calum follows him, head down, waving at the boys without meeting their eyes. Ashton doesn’t say anything to him. He simply gets in the car and waits for Calum to shut his door.

He’s knocking on her door before he even recognises what’s going on. Her porch light was on, signalling she was still awake unless she had fallen asleep watching Brooklyn Nine-Nine like she always does. He looks down at his boots that shine in the light outside her door before he hears the lock undone on the door, the hinges swinging open.

“Cal,” she smiles, looking up at him. His stature is taller than her’s, swallowing her whole when he surges forward and curls her into a hug. He savours the moment. He savours the way the smell of her shampoo still clings to her damp hair, the softness of her bare arms against his neck, the way her waist fits his arms when he holds her. He rolls his lips into his mouth again, biting back the words before he can look her in the eye. He had to look her in the eye.

“You okay, Cal?” She asks, running her hands up and down the bare skin of his neck. He resists a shudder at her touch, her nails barely scratching at the goosebumps unwillingly prickling at his skin. He nods, taking a deep breath and removing himself from her embrace.

“I’m in love with you,” he half blurts. He cuts her off from saying anything, but the tone of his voice is calm, even. He was ready to say it to her even though an hour ago at the bar he wasn’t sure he really believed in love. But, standing in front of her, with her doe-like eyes and breathtaking smile, he knew he was.

Her eyes sparkle, wide with surprise, but the grin that overtakes her lips lets him know that the feeling is returned.

“Cal, I’m in love with you, too-” before she can finish her sentence, he’s stepping forward, cupping her jaw in his hands and pulling her lips to his, melding them the way they’ve done so many times before on the nights where she took care of him, but it was so different. This time, it promised a lot more than just sex. It promised Calum love and safety and he had never believed in love more than he did at that moment.

taglist: @sublimehood @calumhoodaf @twilightmomentswithyou @malumsdildo @boytoynamedcalum @calswildflower @ohhmuke @gigglyirwin​  @loveroflrh​​ @ammwritings​​ @calumscalm​​ @dukehoods​ @toofadedtofight​ @babylon-corgis​ @spicycal@vipclifford @cals-wildflower @talkfastromance4​ @thesubtweeter​ @ghostoflrh

[almondycalum]

calum is hot.

picture creds: @ghostoflrh

also why was i actually waiting in line for over an hour behind that girl in the plaid @ the pop up shop in LA akskzksk

[caelesjjk]

@singt0mecalum tagged me in this selfie challenge thingy. So here are a few of mine. Will I ever post a selfie that doesn’t have a filter on it? The answer is probably no.

Tagging: @sugarcoated-pain @5sosnsfw @angelbabylu @dukesnumber1 @ghostoflrh @kinglyhood and anyone else who wants to give it a go!

[devilatmydoor]

I love you all 🥰💕❤😘

@pxrxmoore​ @lukesflaredpants​ @sublimehood​ @talkfastromance4​ @ghostoflrh​ @calumscalm​ @mellifluoushood​ @calumthomcs​ @twilightmomentswithyou​ @malumsdildo​ @boytoynamedcalum​ @ohhmuke​ @calswildflower​ @highscal​ @sanrioluke​ @softlrh​ @flowers-on-the-graves​ @currentlyupcalsass​ @clemmings​ @tirednotflirting​ @highfivecalum​ @idivedeeperforyou​ @mellifluoushood​ @malumsdildo​ @wastelandcth @haikucal

[angelbabylu]

I was tagged by the literal loves of my life @5sosnsfw & @aspiringwildfire to answer some questions about myself!

Nickname: jay, jay jay 

Gender: she/her

Height: i once said i was 5′ 5 and my mom laughed and told me not to kid myself so.....somewhere under 5′ 5 

Time: 7:18 PM

Where I’m From: ugh so many places, Jamaica, Turks & Caicos, NorCal, SoCal 

Hogwarts House: ravenclaw bitch 

Favorite Animals: honestly i have no preferences on this front  

Favorite Bands/Artists: jesus okay i love hip hop so old school kanye, drake, jay z, khalid, kendrick, rihanna, beyonce, tory lanez, mariah carey, chance the rapper etc. as for bands does tiny meat gang count??? lmao also the dandy warhols, panic!, the 1975 etc etc 

Favorite Food: carrots and vegan chipotle mayo atm but i’m very temperamental about food so this changes daily 

Song Stuck In My Head: no church in the wild by the throne 

Last Movie I Saw: uh idk if i finished gatsby or the godfather last??? i have to watch movie in sections bc my attention span is nonexistent

Last Thing I Googled: a company im interviewing for 

Other Blogs: nope!

Do I Get Asks: occasionally and it makes me SO HAPPY 

Why This URL: ok long story short luke is the reason i joined the fandom in 2013 ish and the reason why i rejoined the fandom last year and also he’s an angel and also he’s my baby 

Number Of Blankets: depends on how cold it is? but usually one 

Followers: 1.5k ish 

Lucky Number: this is not a real thing do ppl have lucky numbers?

What Am I Wearing: t shirt and shorts 

Average Amount Of Sleep:  too many probably. like 5/6 during the week then like 12-15 on the weekends lmao 

Dream Job: marketing for a company i love 

Dream Trip: literally anywhere at this point someone just get me out of here 

Instruments: i took piano lessons from 5th - 8th grade (or 9th?) but i dont remember a DAMN thing 

Eye Color: brown

Hair Color: black

Aesthetics: jesus who knows, messy hair, tshirts, mom jeans, lots of books, tea, headphones.....are these aesthetic things? idk  

Languages I Speak: english and imma count patois since americans can’t understand it lmao 

When I Created This Account: 2014 i think? or 2015. this used to be a 1d blog but all that’s deleted now 

Best Memory: being in college bc im boring 

Best Pun: what do you do with a dead chemist?? you barium!!! (i used to be a science major pls don’t hate me) 

Random Fact: im tired all the time - hell i’m tired right now!!

I tag:

@gh0st-0f-y0u-95 @bloodmoonashton @5sex-of-summa @halcyonnhood @deviantnines @likeasilhouettee @ghostoflrh @honeydrift @twoamhood @bispoiler @findingliam-o @pagesuponstpages

pls ignore if you’ve alr done this i’m a million years late 

[shimmerystyles]

i mean, i’m a mess, so it’s only fair that my selfies turn out that way too right?

[bbycal]

If ur name is Calum Hood, hit me up 💋

[devilatmydoor]

✨devilatmydoor’s 1k celebration!✨

omg guys! i hit 1k! i can’t believe it! tbh i had no idea anyone would want to follow this blog of mine! I love each and every one of you with my whole heart! i want to thank you all by doing something for you this upcoming weekend (Friday September 4th - Monday September 7th) you can send your requests whenever you want! (special thanks underneath keep reading) 

🎨 moodboard - whatever you want!  📝 blurb  (or send your own prompt) - prompt lists   🧡 💚 💙

🎶 music recommendations - (either you can send me one or i can recommend a song/artist for you)

☪️ vent / say hi! come talk to me about literally anything! 

also this post wouldn’t be finished without thanking my amazing mutuals. i love each and every one of you with my entire heart; you guys are truly amazing and i wouldn’t have made it this far on tumblr without you and your amazing blogs and personalities! I love you all so much 🖤💙

@pxrxmoore @sublimehood @talkfastromance4 @talkfastcal @myloverboyash @sexgodashton @spicycal @ukulelecal @haikucal @twilightmomentswithyou @notinthesameguey @himbocalum @suchalonelysunflower @blackheartedcal @blackbutterfliescal @wastelandcth @burstintocolor @honeybunchcalum @wheniminouterspace @calumrose @tirednotflirting @mcavoyd

@redrattlers @wonderland-irwin​ @lukeysdimples @jbhmalum​ @littledrummerangie​ @icyicejuice​ @tpwkatsumu​ @kaleidoscopeminds​ @cheekysos​ @ashsun​ @loxerofmine​ @calmfolklore​ @calumscalm​ @sanrioluke​ @killmytyme​ @castaway-cashton​ @rawtitty​ @mashlums​ @mikeycliffords​ @atlcalm​ @calmlftv​ @ghostoflrh​ @highscal​ @canyon-moan​ @lukeisbaby​ @calumswildflowerz​ @calumswldflwer​ @clemmings​ @adoringlrh​ @thatscoolbaby​ @wildflowerirwin​ @rosesfromcth​ @malumsmermaid​ @makeupbychio​ @cthwldflwr​ @sunflowerxcal​ @singt0mecalum​ @softforcal​ @findingliam-o​ @saintlaurentcalum​ @ohhmuke​ @halcyonnhood​ @lilacsos​ @flowers-on-the-graves​ @heartbreakgirlisagoodsongcalum​ @goth5sos​ @c-dizzle-swizzlex​ @honeybunash​ @dontstopisagoodsongchangemymind​ @egyptiangoldhood​ @calumfort​ @calumspeachy​ @boytoynamedcalum​ @kaleidoscopemlnd​ @calumance​ @talksopretty​ @feliznavidaddycal​ @calpops​

[shimmerystyles]

i’ve been obsessed with doodling on my photos so i thought i’d share these with y’all🙊🖍(these took me 30 minuTES EACH TO DOODLE LMAOOO)

[shimmerystyles]

my 3 moods || i also really need a haircut wow💇🏻‍♀️

[shimmerystyles]

i never get dolled up so here’s some evidence of last nights look✨💙

thanks to my @cakenetwrk girls for helping me pick hehe💛💛💛💛💛💛

[shimmerystyles]

couldn’t pick just one filter 😋✨