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sammygender · 2 years

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*shoving a pile of my writings and song lyrics from between 2019-current at anyone who dares talk to me about my ex* here so this is the required reading to have an opinion on this subject-

#me when i try and explain the complexity of it all to new friends who ask me about it curiously in a couple words without making myself seem #like an insane and crazy ex (which i am)#'complexity'.. its not complex! its really very simple! girl meets boy (thinks hes a girl). girl and boy date.#girl and boy are both quite traumatised individuals. girl is emotionally unavailable and a little gaslighty #starts off as unaware of boundaries #enjoys intensity #as soon as its boys turn to be intense she hates it #boy is emotionally overbearing and a little manipulative. though he starts off as probably the most closed off person youll ever meet #lets his guard down but girl liked it better when his guard was up. so did boy but now hes opened it up he cant close it again #boy tries very hard to be good. girl switches between extremes of 'we'll stay together forever' and 'im going to kill myself tomorrow'#she never filters herself #not ever #boy lets her because its good for her though bad for him. he doesnt care about 'bad for him'#hes very careful at first always filters himself but the way she talks to him means he stops doing so. its very easy to let yourself slip.#you always think you wont and youre better than that and youd never get that codependent and obsessive and attached but the thing is when #the person youre closest to in the world does it all the time it starts to feel only natural that youd do it too #so you get a little unhealthy and a little codependent and start being very emotionally open #of course thats when she decides its not great #something you thought from the beginning #now youre both fucked up. shit #so boy and girl have difficulties. theyre 13/14/15. fuck #course they do! course they have difficulties!#and boy and girl break up for a night then they get back together. kiss for the first time the day after the breakup #year later boy and girl break up for reals. takes a while but they get there #SO. in summation: girl meets boy. not boy meets girl #not at all #because its her that meets him shes the main character hes the manic pixie dream girlboything that changes her life for the better and then #for the worse #or for the better fuck hell if i know #oliver talks

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