don't threaten ME with a good time
' do you like it when i bleed for you? ' matthew tkachuk + whoever u want :P
Matthew can’t stop staring at Sam.
That should really have been the clue that something was going on but Matthew, for the life of him, can’t even think about why he’s staring or the fact that he should stop. He really should stop.
Matthew keeps staring.
He watches as Sam touches his fingers to his lips, watches as they come away red, blood dribbling down the length of his fingers and pooling darkly at the base. Matthew can barely focus as a little of it drips down onto his palm and he has the sudden urge to lick it clean.
He blinks, brow furrowing as he tries to get a hold of that thought and wonder why the fuck he’s thinking that. About Sam, no less. Sam, his friend, one of the closest he’s ever had. Someone he has never thought about like that before. Well, okay, not never. He’s only human. It’s totally normal to think about your closest friends the way he’s thought about Sam.
Well, is it? He’s always thought it was. It wouldn’t be the first time he’s thought about a friend in a non-friendly way. But with Sam, it’s always been there. Since they first met. Even more now that they’re on the same team again. But with the way Sam has been playing lately, he’s doing so well, he’s taking care of Matthew so much. He’s jumping into fights just for Matthew. The entire thing makes him feel like he’s floating, like if he isn’t grounded enough, he’ll just float up and up and up until he’s living in the clouds.
“Chucky?”
Matthew blinks, vision blurring at the edges when he realises Sam is staring at him. He realises with a start that he’s been staring directly at Sam the entire time.
“Hey, Benny.”
His gaze darts to where Sam’s lip is still bleeding and Matthew wants to bite it, dig his teeth into the split somebody put there with their knuckles. He doesn’t even remember which player it was on the other team, who grabbed him, if it was the same guy who hit Sam or somebody else. All he knows is how badly he wants to make it bleed more.
If Matthew were a smarter man, he wouldn’t stare at his best friend like this. So openly, plainly. In a way that nobody could misconstrue as innocent or platonic. He can practically feel the heat in his gaze, the flush in his cheeks. Matthew doesn’t think he’s ever wanted anything as much as he wants Sam in this moment.
When he drags his eyes back up to Sam’s, the look in his eyes is curious, searching. Like he knows what Matthew is thinking and he’s trying to figure it out for himself. Matthew isn’t sure if he wants Sam to work it out or not, but he knows Sam will. No matter what, Sam will get it out of him. He knows Matthew better than he knows himself most of the time.
And maybe it shouldn’t make sense, maybe Matthew should be scared that there was somebody who meant so much to him and they knew so much of Matthew. That they could take Matthew apart with just a few words, dig their fingers into all of his soft parts and rip him open until he was bleeding for them. Maybe he should be scared that that person is Sam.
But he isn’t. It makes sense, really, when he thinks about it. Sam has known him for so long, Sam has seen him through it all. Sam has stuck by him. Sam was part of the reason why Florida had looked so inviting, so close to what he had been searching for. Sure, he would have made his way to Florida even without Sam, but that didn’t happen because Sam was here. And now, Sam was fighting for him. Sam was bleeding for him.
Sam was talking to him and Matthew couldn’t fucking focus.
“Sorry, what?”
Sam laughs, shaking his head as he runs his tongue over his lower lip, Matthew’s eyes tracking the movement eagerly.
“Do you like it when I bleed for you?”
Matthew goes rigid, shoulders tense and drawing up. He’s on edge and he doesn’t know what to do with himself. It’s not that he’s been caught out, it’s that Sam is the one to do it. And of course he is, hadn’t he just been thinking about how well Sam knows him? But God, it’s one thing to think it and another for Sam to make it so plainly obvious.
He swallows thickly around the lump in his throat as he shakes his head, trying to keep what little composure he might have left. He’s still staring at Sam’s mouth, utter refusal to even consider looking in his eyes and looking anywhere else feels like a cop out. It also feels like a cop out not to look him in the eyes, but Matthew is afraid of what he might see there.
Nothing could prepare him for seeing the smile that tugs at Sam’s mouth. He can’t look away from it. He’s always thought Sam had a beautiful mouth. It looks heavenly stained with blood.
Sam’s hand is suddenly in view, knuckles bruised and crusted over with blood. Matthew hadn’t even realised his knuckles had split from the fight. He moves without thinking, reaching out to wrap his fingers around his wrist, guiding his hand closer until all he can see is Sam’s hand in front of his face.
“Yes,” he whispers, “Yeah, I fucking like it.”
He thinks Sam sounds a little breathless, a little smug with how he was right. Of course he was right. It’s sickening how he’s always fucking right. Matthew is sort of insanely into it.
Before he can stop himself, Matthew is leaning closer to press his lips against Sam’s knuckles, pressing kisses across his skin. He can feel where the blood is still slightly tacky and he finds himself hoping that his own lips are stained with it. That when he pulls away, anyone who sees him will see that Sam is there, too. That Sam is a part of him.
When he does pull back, he finally allows himself to look into Sam’s eyes. They stare at each other for what feels like an eternity, where it feels like they might just be the only two people who even exist. Matthew licks at his lips, the familiar tang of blood on his tongue makes him feel slightly light headed. It’s not his blood for once, it’s Sam’s. Sam’s blood on his tongue. Sam’s blood in his mouth.
“You really fucking do like it, don’t you?”
Matthew doesn’t get to answer, Sam’s hand is grabbing at the back of his neck, tilting his head back before he crushes their mouths together. The last thing there is for Matthew to focus on is biting at Sam’s bottom lip, digging his teeth into the cut to draw more blood out.
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❛ & when you’re left alone at the feet of the gods , you’ll turn & see the trail of destruction left in your path . ❜
if you can tell , i’m not making nearly as much as an effort as i did with dana but nonetheless , this bastard is here i guess idk what to tell u but i DO be hatin him haha
〔 RUDY PANKOW, TWENTY - THREE, CIS MALE, NONE 〕╰ JONAH WESTCOTT just came over half - blood hill . you know , the child of DINOYSUS who was claimed seven years ago ? i’ve heard chiron say that he is INTUITIVE & VERSED , but if you ask the aphrodite kids , they’d say they’re NEFARIOUS & EXECRABLE . i’d say they remind me of raising a glass of tinted liquid toward a nemesis before the battle , unlawfully taking a crown that doesn’t belong to him - he crowns himself a victor , a kiss traded with chaos in the shadows on a reddened campfire & sacrifices made with a bloodied smile - he plays war just for the crimson , especially since they're AGAINST THE NEW CABINS .
❛ 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖓𝖊 ╱ 𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭
𝑭𝑼𝑵𝑫𝑨𝑴𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑺
full name : jonah matthew westcott
nickname(s) / alias(es) : u choose
age / dob : twenty three / may , seventeenth
hometown : juneau , ak
current location : long island , ny / camp half blood
ethnicity : caucasian
nationality : american
gender : cis male
pronouns : he / him
orientation : graysexual , grayromantic
religion : polythestic
face claim : rudy pankow
language(s) spoken : english , ancient greek , some latin , some norwegian
speech : informal ; he speaks like he’s always picking a fight , like there’s so much malice & anger behind his words it’s impossible for him to speak correctly . slurred words are a constant , half spoken & half coherent they’ll fling from his lips like blades before he even has a chance to stop them .
hair : blonde & bright , though he usually has them hidden underneath a baseball cap ( since , he’s got one in every color - thanks , mr . d ) to hide the fact that he can’t manage his hair . always messy , always looks like someone’s just held his hair in front of a leaf blower - it doesn’t matter how often he fixes it , it goes right back to being messy .
eyes : crystalline blue , backed by something that can only be described as pure wrath . joyless & often angry , the only glimpse of happiness & entertainment stem from watching him watch chaos unfold .
height : six feet
build : broad & athletic , swimmer’s body .
tattoos : none .
piercings : none .
scars : one single long scar that runs from the back of his left ear down the side of his neck - big & ugly , it wasn’t received in battle as many perceive , but in an accident that happened just feet outside of camp .
clothing style : messy & boyish , beachy as if he’s adopted the persona of poseidon . always seen in board shorts ( no matter the season ) & some form of colorful button up , it’s apparent he doesn’t take too much pride his appearance - since , jonah knows he can get away with a lot just for being conventionally attractive .
usual expression : written in wrath , he’s seen too much & lived through too much to ever close his eyes & dream normally . he hurts more than he’ll ever let on , misses too many people that have died protecting him & it’s evident in the way his features rest when he thinks nobody’s looking . underneath his anger & his unearned confidence rests a lot of pain that he’s never learned to resolve .
distinguishing characteristics : a crooked grin - signature when present antagonizing another camper , eyes that look like they can kill ( which , he’s convinced they can but it’s not a real power )
𝑹𝑼𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺
exterior : absolutely ruthless , it’s been quietly established around camp not to talk to jonah unless you’re in the mood for a fight . he’s got a problem with everyone , even the nicest & kindest of demigods . a lost son of maybe ares , he’s always on the search for a fight or an argument , anything where he can yell & spit on his opponents in a constant search of letting go of pent up anger . a loss of morals , he’ll actively go against the grain just to cause a ruckus ; byproduct of abandonment issues & daddy issues , he looks to eris & strife as leading points in his life .
interior : so angry he can’t put it into words - he doesn’t even dream like normal demigods do , but he doesn’t dream as mortals do either . constantly stuck in this anger he’s never learned to get rid of , he’s always learned to act out & lash out onto others before ever turning inward .
𝑪𝑯𝑹𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪𝑳𝑬
this is not gna be pretty i spent too many brain cells on my app .
trigger warnings : a lot of death , blood , SOME not cool descriptions of death
he’s born on a warm day in juneau , his mother’s the bringer of spring with a halo of golden hair that’s wrapped around her head . she loves him , tells the bloodied baby in her arms that his father loves him too - but jonah never gets to know . robbed of memory , he doesn’t remember being grabbed from limp arms as his mother meets thanatos - the first of many deaths that he’ll cause . cursed by a god that’s supposed to love him , he’s left with an uncle who sees a dead sister in him , but his aunt tries to love him anyway . she wants kids , her husband never wanted any - jonah’s a blessing in disguise .
& oh , is he loved . aunt marjorie picks him up from practice & wraps his sore ankles , gives him snacks on the way to school & convinces uncle jeff to take him fishing . life is good , even if his guardians always share a hesitant look when he talks about the griffins flying overhead or the cyclops who ran past the school . they know that his mother attracted a god , the life of the party , of course only she could attract godhood . they wrap him in their arms every night & recite prayers to gods he can’t pronounce , kiss him goodnight before they retreat to their room . he can hear them boarding up the house every night before he goes to bed .
ten years old on a fishing trip when uncle jeff falls overboard . nobody believes jonah when he says he was pulled over by a creature with impossibly long teeth , or that jonah closed his eyes & heard his uncle pop before disappearing - a misuse of power , aunt marjorie explains that accidents happen . but , she doesn’t try to anger him much after that ; she doesn’t have to worry , she looks the wrong way at a monster on the way to the airport & jonah watches as she’s flung so far into the woods he can’t see her disappear . he emerges from the wilderness with so bloodied & dirtied they think he’s responsible , but it’s not human blood that’s found on him . they don’t know what it is .
the mainland awaits him , several years jumping from family member to family member before finally - a cousin in new york when he’s fifteen . noah’s cool , he’s in his twenties & cleared out an entire room to take care of him & jonah finally remembers what it’s like to be home & happy . the eve of his sixteenth birthday , he discovers a series of letters from family members over the years - they’re all dead . uncle jeff , aunt marjorie , aunt kelsey in oregon , aunt janice in wisconsin . his story unfolds before him , he’s dangerous , the son of a god - & suddenly , he knows the name of the gods marjorie & jeff used to say .
he begs noah to take him to camp half blood , tells him he doesn’t want noah to die either . his cousin is cool , laughs & reassures him that the westcott lineage is strong , that they can’t be wiped out that easily - but after pressuring & pestering , he finally agrees to bring jonah to camp . minutes down the road , noah’s car hits a patch of black ice & jonah doesn’t remember anything but waking up with a healing scar & notice of his cousin’s death .
dionysus claims him the instant they meet , admits his paternity expecting gratefulness but jonah only moves into his cabin by throwing his things . over the next few years he grows into ... a gremlin of a camper . deadly behind a short sword , deadlier behind his words . fights with camp during the war ( barely , almost spent the whole thing at camp instead ) & when lyssa admits secession from camp , almost joins her - but chooses to stay around to cause as much havoc as he can before leaving .
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