#gonna fuck this up so bad and theyre gonna hate me foreveer. im soooo sososo anxious and so paranoid everyone is after me n want me dead
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iam showing symptoms of mental illness!!!!!!!! /vent
#imm so scared actually i REALLY hope nothging bad comes out of this. and it will because im a stupid dumb idiot#ashy you are so fuckign stupid honestly............. begging to get people to know you and be your friend and now u wanna push them away-#because youre feeling too many thigns at once and dont know how to cope?????? sososososo stupid. need to be shot#i fuckign love my friends. to death i love hanging out with them and laughing and watching stuff and everything but. fuck im so anxious im-#gonna fuck this up so bad and theyre gonna hate me foreveer. im soooo sososo anxious and so paranoid everyone is after me n want me dead#I DONT KNOW sorry for venting i have no one to vent to. my silly little life#wordswordswords#ACK these fucking thoughts wont go away until i adctually end up alone again forever. so awesome yeah totally i deserve this kind of pain-#im stupid idiot dumb and wanna kms fora while. lets see what comes out of my thesis draft next week and ill cosnsider it a bit more serious#-y i dont know. i love and hate feeling things. so much forevr#whatever. laying donw in the ocean waiting for the tides to swoop me in and i disappear forever ok????#i don t know how to talk to people and communicate properly. thi sis the worst#just................. tlel me you dont hate me. all i want forever#sooo fucking anxious my hands are trembling and im crying a little bit#oo my ass is not finishing this essay
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