#gotta fulfill my guy standing in the dark quota

[venacoeurva]

oh my bad

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[neptunes-sol-angel]

"So how come all the worst days, are in the time of my life?"

This is pick a card meant to provide uplifting messages or insight for those who are having trouble entering or coping with adulthood. Pick the picture(s) that you’re drawn to the most, then scroll down for its corresponding message.

Song Theme: UPSAHL - Time of My Life 

Post divider credit to @cutesyidol

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The energy that I’m feeling in your spread is very harsh. I’m picking up a scenario where there are some in this group is feeling frustrated at their family members for being hostile over the choices you’ve made in your life. You guys could be creatives or unconventional your approach of how to set yourself up for a grounded life. A lot of you either are in college but didn’t want to and and are seriously wanting to drop out or chose not to go because it isn’t what you believe is for you. 

There’s an authoritative figure, can be more than one, in your life that has a sick way of trying to get you to follow what they want you to do for your life even though it’s not theirs to dictate. You could be in a vulnerable situation right now, financially, and instead of them helping you because it’s the right thing to do, they’re withholding it and/or hanging it over your head as a way to manipulate you into doing what they say and I’m sending my love for you pile 1, because that is extremely abusive. 

Your message is that even though you’re in a landslide right now where it feels like everything around you is collapsing, it will all eventually fall into place the way that it should but you’re being urged to stick to your guns, stick with your passion, and trust in your intuition about where to go in life. It may be confusing, isolating, and feel like you’re being set up by the universe but you’re not. Being comfortable with the unknown is not an easy thing, and I’m still learning myself, but from what I’ve learned, it’s just another way of gaining your independence because everyone’s path is unique and there’s no formula or key to success for your life that anyone outside of you knows better than yourself.

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Right off the bat, I’m getting the message that some of you are thinking about leaving a job that isn’t serving you and this is your confirmation to do it. If that doesn’t apply to you then I’m feeling like you’re in an environment/community that isn’t very authentic. This feels very deceptive and superficial, like you are pressured to wear a mask to fit the quota of an institution or opportunity that could benefit you materially but is not as fulfilling, emotionally. I’m also getting that this environment isn’t healthy for your mental health at all because you may be around people that aren’t friendly, I keep getting this vibe where there are people gaslighting you or are talking behind your back. Whatever the situation may be, you know firsthand that you’re uncomfortable but you don’t know how to fix this situation.

A lot of you could be into or studying for a journalist or political science profession, something that involves writing. Okay, I’m listening to this song by Astral Weeks called “This World”. The lyrics that stand out to me the most are

This world can make you feel alone But sometimes when you need it The music makes you feel alright You just gotta feel it

It's a miracle of chemicals Floating through your mind But you were waiting for Something more Some kind of happiness

And then you're out there In the distance Glowing in the dark In all your life Criticized For being who you are

Many of you longing for belonging somewhere and you need to trust that it’s possible but it’s not in anywhere that you have to change who you are and this place that you are currently in, is absolutely not it. Whoever is ostracizing you, those people are jackasses, and I’m strongly being pulled to tell you again that you must leave. If this is a company, it isn’t the brand that contributes to its success, it’s the people. You have to recognize the power that you already have within yourself and break free from the mindset that you need this place or these people to get to where you want to be. This obstacle is preventing you guys from manifesting the life that you want and is stunting your creativity and ability to turn your visions into a reality. Invest your heavy emotions into your craft and continue to build your portfolio because you will find a place that will accept and appreciate what you bring to the table.

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I’m feeling that this pile is struggling with trust issues. I know that there are people that screwed you over in the past, but whoever is reading this, you must stop self sabotaging yourself. I love that fire that you have inside yourself and and the way that you’re passionate about standing up for yourself but you cannot burn all of your bridges. And you cannot just give up on an idea before it even has the chance to bloom. And I’m not saying you’re a rehabilitation center for grown adults or have to wait for people to get themselves together, and definitely trust when you see a red flag in something, but what I’m getting from spirit and that you must learn the beauty of structure, patience, and the the truth that people can change.

People are not perfect, but you are guarding yourselves from people that could really positively shift your life and prove to you that unconditional love (this can be romantic or platonic) does exist.

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I’m getting that there’s an addiction (could be to drugs, alcoholic substances, or sex, etc) present in order to cope with your emotions and past trauma that’s taking a negative toll on you. Not just because it’s unhealthy but instead of healing through your pain, this addiction is actually delaying it because of your fear of feeling. And I don’t blame you, the pain of anyone’s past should not be minimized or underestimated, healing is hard, and it’s not all rainbows and sunshine, it can be brooding and lonely, it’s naturally unpredictable, it’s not linear, and there’s no end goal. So if you feel like you aren’t where you’re supposed to be, don’t beat yourself up over your progress, and know that whoever is instilling this idea that it’s supposed to look perfect, that is a lie. 

But if you’re dealing with addiction, your message is to research and practice holistic remedies, especially if you deal with anxiety. This can be but not limited to aromatherapy, herbal teas, essential oils, etc to help you cope with what you’re going through instead and again, if making this transition is not looking the way you want it to, do not beat yourself up over it, making the first step is the biggest step and if you know the saying “do nothing without intention”, taking the initiative to make changes because you want yourself be in a healthier mindset and way of living is something to applaud yourself on.