#gotta. find an apartment. learn to drive. trans my gender. get a job (in order to trans my gender more).
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only like 2 months left until i graduate i am going to die
#well. i got into college. so at least i have somewhere to go#gotta. find an apartment. learn to drive. trans my gender. get a job (in order to trans my gender more).#i need to call my boss from my internship and see if i can get a job as an engineering or lab tech tbh#pays same as retail reception warehouse etc but i get to sit on my ass all day and do stuff tangentially related to my degree#doubt they've got parttime positions open tho#and then i could work for a local engineering company as an intern too maybe#but if i end up working for a military contractor ill kill myself#hence options are limited#duke energy is like. such a fucking bad company but they are also#desperately trying to hire ppl to work on clean energy and i need a jooooooob.#also a like. window fitting company told me to keep an eye out for an engineering internship and theyll pay like $12 to $15 an hr#worst comes to worst ill be a receptionist i i jus don't wanna work outside all summer my constitution is weak and Florida summer is strong#anyway. apartment is probably the most urgent matter. and then license bc if i DON'T get an apt then i gotta drive 45 min to college#im like. extremely excited to live on my own and i care so so so much abt my degree and career i just am also looe#like. freaking out abt the amt of stuff i have to do#and thats ignoring like. ap exams and my solidworks certification and my name/document change#and also the looming possibilty that i will need to flee the state/country
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