#guess its all that fuckeed up shit festering inside me
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#ughhhhghh#im so drunk rn and i just feel like crying lol#FOR NO REASON BTW#guess its all that fuckeed up shit festering inside me#ugghughh i wish i had weed but i just ran out and i cant pick up until tomorrow#ik that shit would have me laying back reminding myself its nbd#i feel like its lowkey bc of T sometimes lmaooo#i legit almost never cry. my eyes water sometimes but only when in extremely happy or frustrated#i dont cry from sadness anymore i just get angry lmaoooo#anyways obviously id love to see a therapist but the last three i went to i literally had to explain what being transgender was🤣#i feel like if i tried now the therapist would know about trans ppl bc of how media is now but would they know the truth of us orrrr#are they watching fox news and ben shabibo#j.txt#whatever all ik is that being fucked up even when sad is better than the shit way i feel usually#ill worry about that when it effects my friendships or income for now im ok for the most part#also id rather be toxic and spend money on drugs than food ehehheheh#🤭#toxic behavior#ed thoughts#im kinda a bad person soz
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