#gynspo

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I could barley move a year ago & now I'm in the gym again.. . I could barely move my entire life after an eternity of being trapped in my morbidly obese body.. . Two back injuries later, I am here? . I just can't believe I'm finally getting my bearings. Finally started to feel free and clear. . No, it doesn't mean every moment is clear. There's so many parts of me that want to zig zag out of the magnetic pull that is aligning all these departs of me, and it's a moment by moment, and day by day thing... . Life has to slow down so you can speed up. . Your body has to get the time it needs so it can raise it's vibration. And harness the new energy.. . So it can get into alignment. . So you can get into a posture of seeing and hearing all the truths. . And so that when you receive truths, you don't fall, run, hide, break, melt, suffocate, or stuff yourself down to protect... . True intimacy with self is what can bring other forms of intimacy... . The layers have to be unraveled. . Every intricate later that is disgusting, moldy, gross, stuck together like two thin pieces of paper mushed together in slime... . Pealing back the layers, continues to reveal the beauty.. . The beauty might be unrecognizable, because of all the old parts that say that it's ugly... . But only you get to say that it's beauty. . No one else. . You come to realize all things in the Matrix (3D), are just the outer surface things we think are beautiful. . But once you awaken. Once you become conscious, your entire perception of beauty changes. . Your vibration. Your body. Your being. Your essence. It transmutes. . Every cell in your body, physiologically changes its rhythm to see that beauty is in the 5D world, not the Matrix. Beauty is in the inner parts of your world, of your space... . Take up the space. Take up the time. Take up the intamcy with the self. Take up the truth and hold it tight. Take up the breath that needs to flow . #innerwork #matrix #5d #hurt #truth #pain #emotion #emotionalbody #astralbody #shamanism #oneness #nonduality #duality #uglytruth #gynspo #fitspo #onederland #extremeweightlossjourney #backinjury #emmanuel #lovevibes #raiseyourenergy #raiseyourvibration #keto (at Crunch Fitness) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYkDdgXO7s_/?utm_medium=tumblr