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[inkykeiji]

lover here.... i miss u..... i kiss u.... i hope u have a good day

i miss u + kiss u too!!!!!! thank u lover bb i hope everything is going well on your end <333 always sending you tons of love n hugs n kissies ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

[jestersreap]

Meet the character: Seiko Takenaka

► Name ➔   He narrows his gaze as though he isn’t sure if he wants to give it. “Let’s stick with Sei-chan, “Nya?” he responds, while satirically posing like a cat.

► Are you single ➔ “Lucky for you, I am” he winks.

► Are you happy ➔   “Deep right off the bat, hmm? I suppose I’m somewhat cheerful, yes.” He says this with a deadpan tone and no facial expression. You aren’t sure if he’s toying with you.

► Are you angry? ➔   "Are you going to give me reason to be? Truth be told, I would rather laugh a situation off before it becomes hostile.”

► Are your parents still married ➔  “I don’t know, let’s ask them shall we?” He pretends to start making a call, but his eyes tell a different story.

NINE FACTS

► Birth Place ➔ "Somewhere in Eorzea. Couldn’t tell you the co-ordinates, though.” he says through a smirk. You feel as though you’ll never get any serious answers out of him.

► Hair Color ➔ "Well, you’ve eyes, don’t you? It’s purple. Sometimes I play with green tints, but for now it’s Au Naturale’” You sense this question has bored him.

► Eye Color ➔ He stares into your eyes with a fed-up expression. They’re white, almost clear.

► Birthday ➔ "Will you buy me a gift if I tell you?”

► Mood ➔ "A little bit of this, a little bit of that. Mostly boredom.”

► Gender ➔ “I know it’s hard to tell with my blindingly fabulous looks, but I am indeed a male”

► Summer or winter ➔ "I must say, the summer makes life easier. More places to nap.”

► Morning or afternoon ➔ "Honestly? I couldn’t care less.” He definitely strikes you as an afternoon type though.

EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

► Are you in love ➔ “I can’t afford to be falling in love, my darling sweetpea”

► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ “Let’s see shall we?” He puts on a pair of spectacles “Oh, no, not with you, for sure.” he says with a mischievous laugh.

► Who ended your last relationship ➔ "I did. She expected too much from me.” he says, quite abruptly. You sense he may not be telling the truth on this one, but it is clear he wishes not to discuss it.

► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔  "You know me” he says with finger-guns, suddenly back to his comedic self.

► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ "Commitments are a pain. Why would I want that?”

► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ "If you’ve any wits about you I don’t think you’d want to hug me.” he chuckles.

► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ "If I did, they’ve not been able to keep up with me for very long. I never stick around long enough to allow for that kind of thing.”

► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ “Impossible. Unfathomable.”

SIX CHOICES

► Love or lust ➔ "Lust is definitely a desire that can be fixed with relative ease. Love makes things complicated and tiresome.”

► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ "Lemonade. It’s a lot easier to make from scratch.”

► Cats or Dogs ➔ "Do you intend on mocking me so?” His ears twitch.

► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ "I’ve not got what you consider ‘Friends’, more like ‘Contacts’. Friends tend to rely on you to some degree”

► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ "Every night is a wild night out for me”

► Day or night ➔ "Night. Fireballs look much better in the dark.” You wonder what he is referring to.

FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS

► Been caught sneaking out ➔ "Oh, Y’shtola proved to be rather perceptive back in the day. If she wasn’t lost to the aether briefly, I doubt I’d have ever gotten out of the Scions”

► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ "Stairs are rather... trying. Especially when none of them have standardized measurements.” You feel if he wore his glasses he wouldn’t have this opinion.

► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ "You mean when you get hungry and your stomach pains you so?” You can tell he’s trying to annoy you with this answer.

► Wanted to disappear ➔ "Oh, you know me so well.” He smirks.

FOUR PREFERENCES

► Smile or eyes ➔ "Eyes are judging, expectant. Smiles are a lot more simple.”

► Shorter or Taller ➔ “Taller people certainly prove easier to hide behind, or from, when you’re my size.” You sense he is misinterpreting the purpose behind these questions.

► Intelligence or Attraction ➔  "Intelligent people are too dangerous to be around. They tend to be better at tracking you down, too.” He’s probably referring to the Scions.

► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ "Well, ‘hook-ups’ as you so put them definitely serve more of a purpose. A purpose I can get behind.” His tail sways side to side.

FAMILY

► Do you and your family get along ➔ "If by ‘get along’ you mean, ‘never talk’ then yes, we get along just fine.”

► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ "Others may judge me for my living preferences, but I don’t intend to know them long enough for it to matter.”

► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ "My home is everywhere and nowhere, mon cher.” He gestures with his hands.

► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ "Oh yes, plenty. My manner of things tends to grate on others, it appears.” He seems proud of this.

FRIENDS

► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ "Oh yes I absolutely, definitely, VERY SECRETIVELY hate them all.”

► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ "Good friends know well enough to leave me be.”

► Who is your best friend ➔ "If by ‘best friend’ you mean ‘person who keeps managing to track me down’, then it’s either between Y’shtola or Sakae.” He seems annoyed at mention of them, but his eyes tell another story.

► Who knows everything about you ➔ "Just myself, and I intend to keep it that way. Information is leverage, after all. And I already think I’ve divulged too much to you.” With this, he shoots you a wink and promptly leaves.

Tagged by: @niomemizune <3

I think I’d already done this with Sakae and A’uloa some time ago, so I’m going back to my ‘provide more character info on Seiko’ plan as of recent haha.

[pbandjesse]

It was a cold day. Like not just regular winter it was a blustery kind of frigid. And it was just kind of rough. Enough that I was fragile and cried a whole bunch at the play me and James just went and saw. But today wasn't a bad day.

I was just up way too long last night. D&D friends stayed until after midnight. And then Brandon woke up right after they left which was very funny. And he ended up staying until about 1:30. Like it was fun but I feel so tired and really wanted to go to sleep. And then once he did leave I couldn't fall asleep for a while. James went to bed but I was up until about 2:30. I ended up selling one of the McDonald's fast food toys I had listed on eBay. So I made like $5. I forgot that I gave it free shipping so I honestly might lose money in the long run. But it's whatever. I hope that they make someone happy.

I woke up at 8 wall James was making breakfast for himself. I got up and got dressed and said goodbye and went to go home. I wanted to get some more sleep while he went to work. But then I got outside and my bike lock it frozen shut. Would not turn. I called him and he came down with a pot of hot water. Poured it down the walk as best he could and that opened it up. I was able to buy, but I brought the back in the house because I don't want it to happen again.

I was fairly bundled but getting home with still rough. It was very cold. And windy. I got back here and got a shower after I brought my bike inside. I had to do some cleaning because sweetpea threw up on the stairs. But then I took shower and wash my hair and I felt a lot better. I was very hungry but I decided I'd rather go to sleep.

I laid in bed for a while. I fell asleep somewhere around 9:30. And I woke up at 11 feeling much better. I got dressed and did my makeup. And then I left. I walked down towards the harbor to go to the Chipotle. I brought a container so I could get another meal out of it. The bowl is definitely the best way to go. Because you can get taco shells on the side have three tacos than have a whole meal still there. It's actually outrageous how much the tacos are a rip-off if you buy them by themselves. I packed up my leftovers and I went to get the bus.

I had to wait for the bus so much today. It was really long getting to work at 3. But I got to work and everything was fine. And then all the sudden it started snowing really bad. It only lasted for like 20 minutes but it was coming down and Swirls and sideways. It was wild. But then it stopped in the sun came out. It's still too cold but it was neat to see.

The kids were pretty good today. We had a meltdown with one of them and they cried a lot. But we have a small class and we were able to go to the gym for us and we had a good dinner. Art time went okay. The one table was way too loud and they weren't as focused as they could have been and that led to me having to split up the table so that they could focus more. And that led to meltdown. And some torn apart. It wasn't fun seeing one of my students cry that much. It was over nothing. We sat in the hallway and I held his hand and we did some deep breaths but he just could not calm down. Just got to keep working at it. He'll take tomorrow off and we'll see him again on Monday

After work I went to go get the bus and the transit app said it was one minute away. And that minute passed and nothing came. And then it said it was 20 minutes away. After I spent 15 minutes outside. And it was freezing. My hands were so stiff from the cold. I was in pain and I was tired. I thought I could waste some time by wandering up to the stop that comes before mine. So I walked what is a pretty far distance. And I was very cold. And I got there. And it still said the bus was 20 minutes away. I was going to cry. And then I saw two buses in the distance and I was like I'm getting on that bus I don't care where it's going. I had to get inside. So I get on the bus. Thankfully it's going downtown. It's going away I never gone before but it was going where I needed to go. Which is nice to know for the future that I can take a different bus. And it took about the same amount of time.

But I was very fragile and I didn't feel good and I feel cold. And I was getting more and more upset. I was texting James and I told him where I was getting off and he said he would meet me there. I forgot that we were going to a play tonight and all the sudden I was like I'm I can't go. But we went to McDonald's and we ate food and it made me feel better and I'm really glad we went to the play.

Don't get me wrong it was rough. Play was a little over two hours. Was about an Amish community. Specifically one family. And an English man. That is to say someone who is not Amish. He fell asleep behind the wheel and killed the two sons of the family. And he comes back to try to atone for what happened. It was all about forgiveness. And then the daughter that have been excommunicated comes back. And you deal with figuring out why she had been shunned by the family. And it turned out she was sexually assaulted and Community forgave her rapist but she couldn't so she left. And it was very very difficult to watch. I cried a little bit in the first half. But the second half I was sobbing almost the entire time. I really enjoyed the show but I think I cried more because I was tired. I really loved it though and the lighting in the show was fabulous.

I was really really happy to go home. And James just walk back and he's in the other room doing dishes and hanging out with the cat. We have the morning off together we're going to make muffins. And then I have teaching and I'm looking forward to another nice day. Hopefully I don't get stuck outside as often. But it's going to be colder. So wish me luck. Good night everybody sleep well

[inkykeiji]

oh my gosh hello clari!! i've been following your blog for YEARS now i think since 2020? life has got me so i've been superrr busy and barely come on tumblr anymore but i did today and decided to see what's up with you and WOW you finally released the chatting game!!! it's so adorable i love it so much! i remember looking forward to it so much when you talked about it like...two years ago maybe? i don't know, my sense of time is pretty bad but i'm so happy for you!!! congratulations on its release!! i'm still busy with finals rn (procrastinating, oops!) but when i'm done i'll definitely be back to catch up on all your work <3 hope you're doing well!

hi hi!!! <3 oh my gosh so you’re one of my original followers then!!!!! wow!!! i just want to let you know how much i genuinely appreciate you still being here with me, even if you’re only checking in super sporadically; it means so, so much to me <3 AAAH hehe it’s technically just a beta!! >.< it’s nowhere near actually done and i have actually put it on hold for the time being as i sort my life out (ha ha ha) but!!! thank you so much!!! i can’t believe you remember when i first mentioned it, that’s awesome!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ aw hehehe well i hope you enjoy my work and i look forward to having you visit again! <3 good luck on your finals!!!

[inkykeiji]

You should give Keigo a feather tramp stamp. :P

LMAOOOO oh my god yes anon pls this made me giggle so bad ehehehe honestly out of all my keigo iterations, tag keigo would be the most likely to have a feather tramp stamp that he definitely got while high off his ass

[inkykeiji]

Ok, so I love your blog and I feel like I can ask you this question without judgement but I'm still shy sooo yeah, Anon... Anyway, my partner is extremely selfish and no matter how many times I've talked with him he doesn't seem to get it so I've kind of given up on finishing during sex. Now I feel kinda guilty though because I just take care of myself but I don't ever think of him and don't have a ton of interest in sex with him anymore. What would you do? I'm so stressed about it. Is sex really that important? Wondering if it's not worth continuing the relationship. Sorry, heavy I know, but you seem really knowledgeable.

- 🐢

hello lil turtle anon!!

first thing's first: i'm really sorry that your partner is so selfish and only cares about his own pleasure. that's genuinely so shitty and extremely unfair, and in my personal opinion anyone who actually cares about you and loves you would want you to be enjoying yourself just as much as they're enjoying themselves. if you've brought this issue up to him several times and communicated your needs with him and he still hasn't made an effort to fix it or make a change......that says a lot to me.

hey, don't feel guilty!!! you have absolutely nothing to be feeling guilty for omg. your feelings are valid and i think you need to acknowledge them and accept them or work through them (whatever works best for you!), which it sounds like you're in the process of doing, based off of what you've said in this ask!!

ah okay! so i think there's a lot of elements and factors and moving parts to be considered here. for example, do you love him? do you feel love towards him/are you IN love with him, despite the sexual situation here? you say you don't have a ton of interest in sex with him anymore; do you have interest in him romantically, though? do you enjoy his company? do you guys have a good time together and get along well? are these things more important/significant to you than having a sexual relationship/feeling sexual desire? etc.

it's difficult for me to say what i'd do in this situation because i feel like there's a lot of information i'm missing!! what i can tell you, though, is that for me PERSONALLY, sex is a very important aspect of a relationship; like it's something i need in a relationship to feel happy and fulfilled etc etc, but that's just me. there are so many people who don't feel the same way, and that's totally fine! we are all individual, unique, one of a kind people who all have different wants and needs and desires in a relationship. so what i say is: you need to figure out what those wants and needs and desires are for you.

like, for example, your question of ‘is sex really that important?’ is a difficult question to answer because there is no right answer; the answer will be different for everyone. i think a better question to be asking is ‘is sex really that important to you?’: is it something you feel you need to be happy and healthy in a relationship? is it a crucial component for you? could/would you still feel happy and fulfilled in a relationship without it? i think once you have a better grasp on the answers to these questions laid out above that you'll have an easier time making the best decision for you.

only you know what you need!!! no one else can decide these things but you. i hope this helps a lil anon aaah >.< i'm sorry you're feeling so stressed out over it :( but i am sending you love and strength!! i know you can do this and i have faith that you will figure out what's ultimately best for you and your happiness <3

[inkykeiji]

under the touya pic you wrote a tag *sighs dreamily* and thats the reaction I picture everyone having whenever they see him. and he KNOWS this too. I can feel his frustration because he has everyone sighing dreamily at him and he doesnt care about them, yet this 1 person (reader) is able to control his emotions so easily without even trying

omg anon i agree 100%!!! yes yes yes hehehe he knows he’s so pretty and so dreamy and can be so charming when he wants to be <333 they’re fucking weapons, the way he wields these traits so sharply, so expertly, to have each and every being around him bending to his beck and call and will, his wants and needs and desires, his wishes and demands <3 but none of that really matters if the one and only person he actually gives a shit about doesn’t care, now, does it! </3

[inkykeiji]

hi hi! merry christmas eve!! i was just curious how would u describe ur writing n what genre would u categorize it as…love u tons n tons <33 i hope u have an amazing weekend!

hello anon!! <33 merry christmas eve to you as well!!! (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ oooh that is a good question hahahaha oh my god uhhhh hmm i guess i’d say that i would categorize it as like,,, romantic (melo)drama????? ahaha and if i had to describe my writing in one word it would be bittersweet!!!

ily lots!!! i hope you have an amazing weekend too bb!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

[inkykeiji]

Too shy to comment, but:

Aaaaaaaa that is the cutest most cozy outfit I've seen in soho long! The skirt has that absolutely perfect length which is so rare to find!! And the sweater with glitter in it ;-; so cute

Also, your legs are pretty (sorry if that sounds creepy??? I'm just jealous)

aw anon!!!! you are so lovely!!! hehehe thank you so much (´∀｀)♡ i AGREE i love this skirt so much and i have such trouble finding others like it >.<

oh hehehe wow, thank you!!!!! that doesn’t sound creepy at all omg i am so flattered to hear it!!! <33

[inkykeiji]

so this might be a kinda dumb question, but what was Touya-nii and reader’s first kiss like? It’s mentioned that they’ve kissed before but doesn’t go into much detail. Was it slow and intimate? Quick and chaste? Who initiated it? If it was Touya, how did reader react to it? (sorry ik this is a lot of questions I’m just really curious about how it could’ve went and my brain is running wild)

not a dumb question at all!!! a really good question, actually!!

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their very first kiss was quick and took her by surprise. it was just a taste, a tease, a test—touya knew she’d enjoy it, of course, but he couldn’t fully predict her initial outward reaction. he was playing a game with her, hunter versus hunted, predator versus prey, and the thrill of the chase was, at the time to him, more than half the fun.

he knew she was intrigued by him, and very clearly attracted to him, but she was also shy and timid and unsure of their whole relationship, so he didn’t want to move too hastily and scare her away (which is why, in part one, it very briefly discusses his slow and gradual increases in touches and spending more time around her. touya may be extremely impatient when it comes to the majority of sexual matters, but when it comes to playing his favourite hunting game, he prefers to plan it out and bide his time to make everything perfect; it all makes his reward, his catch that much sweeter, that more satisfying).

she ends up reacting just as he had hoped she would; with a soft, precious gasp and wide, surprised eyes blinking up at him, swirling with the potent concoction of terror and desire. it was easy to tell right then and there that she craved more—always been so greedy, his baby—but he refused to comply.

because he wanted to let that feeling linger, to let that anticipation build higher and higher, heavier and heavier until it’s spilling out her mouth and out her eyes, with wistful looks and pining sighs, the weight and the want unbearable as she’s forced to ask, to shamefully vocalize, her desperate need. he knew she wouldn’t fully take the initiative herself, wouldn’t burden herself with the task of stealing a kiss from him for fear of being a bad girl, and he’s glad that’s the case; listening to her request aloud, with a trembling voice and an unsteady gaze, for him to kiss her again is one of the most beautiful melodies he could ever hear.

so to more clearly and concisely answer your questions:

that’s how it happened: short and sweet and shockingly, while they were doing something mundane like cleaning the kitchen or watching a film, with their parents in the other room (intentional on touya’s part, to amplify that deliciously addictive forbidden aspect, that inevitable rush of adrenaline that bursts through their veins each and every time they get away with doing something wrong). it sets everything in their physical relationship fully in motion, and things begin to evolve, grow, snowball from there until they’ve grown into some monstrous, massive entity touya has lost control of (love!), which he eventually surrenders to.

it was of course initiated by touya, and reader responds with pure surprise that quickly bleeds into a bashful giggle and the sweetest, dreamiest little smile on her lips—something she can’t suppress no matter how hard she tries, her small grin only growing as reality, the realization that he truly kissed her, sets in, his voracious eyes, outlined by the thinnest ring of sapphire, glittering down at her as they consume her reaction, his own smile—that sharp, private smile that sends spikes through the flutters in her tummy—stretching with hers.

[inkykeiji]

i think your personality is what disney princesses wish they were😌🌸 every time i see you on my dash interacting with anons or just talking about your life i get at least 1% happier

anon!!!!!! i am so flattered you think so!!! (´∀｀)♡ this made me feel so warm and giddy and aaaah what a lovely compliment!!! you are so sweet bb thank you very much for such a cute message!!! i love u!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

[inkykeiji]

What are the twins + reader favorite sleeping positions?? For some reason I find it so cute to imagine their sleeping arrangements in their (most-likly) big-ass bed Touya purchased for the three of them

LOVE THISSSSSS OOOH ANON I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!! (n yes ur right their bed is MASSIVE. like, stupidly ginormous hehehe)

touya hates being in the middle, because he’s the largest of the three and acts as a human radiator, meaning when he’s sandwiched in the middle everyone wakes up sweating, rousing in the morning and having to peel the crisp white sheets from their moist bodies and un-stick their skin from one another, hair matted and damp, strands glued to their foreheads and cheeks and necks.

for the most part, dabi hates being in the middle as well, because he’s claustrophobic. but every once in a while, he yearns for it, craves it, needs it—needs to be cocooned between his two favourite people, to be surrounded by their warmth and love, their very auras themselves; tender caressing essences that combine to blanket his form with the most decadent affection; the kind that seeps deep into his bones and snuggles up at his core, warming him from the inside out.

but, as such, reader is most often found nestled between the twins. the three of them usually end up an absolute mess of tangled limbs, with one of the twins on their back, reader on their chest with a thigh thrown over their hip, and the other twin clinging to her back, arms locked around her waist. other times, when frigid wind howls and rattles their windows, when snowflakes are hurled against the glass and bare tree branches scrape and twist and twine together, they all spoon each other, each on their sides as they cling to and cuddle the person in front of them. either way, they’re always touching, knotted together with hitched legs and hooked arms and nuzzled faces <3

and sometimes dabi will sleep on his tummy, usually when he’s taking a nap hehe <3

[inkykeiji]

clari, i love you

anon, i love you more!!!

[inkykeiji]

CLARIIII THE TOMURA FIC absolutely fLAWLESS~~~

honestly i was conflicted going in bc the tomura x touya nii’s sis had me 🥺 n shipping them even though my loyalties will always lie with touya— but man did u just make me fall in love with tomura to. absolutely love his possessiveness n obsessiveness n the way he wants to take care of trader it’s like all my fav parts of ur other characterizations (esp touya nii n dabi in poison) and it is absolutely perfect and i lOVED like the world building all the lil details—the nostalgia carpet <3—absolutely impeccable as always

much love <3 ❄️

SNOWFLAKEEEEE BABIE!!!! hello!! aw sweetpea thank you so much for your kind words!!!! they seriously mean so much to me and i appreciate your compliments more than i can say!!! <333

totally understandable! honestly i had a feeling that several people would feel that way, and it’s one of the primary reasons i held off on writing tnii!tomura his own piece/series for so long. but i really love him, and i know you all really love him as well, and i was like damn i really, really want to finally write this, so i just made sure to be explicitly clear about it in the warnings so no one was caught off-guard with the role touya’s baby sister would be playing hehe <3

EHEHEHE omg one of my favourite things about this iteration of tomura is like, he’s Daddy, but he’s only Daddy because he’s a fucking brat who always gets exactly what he wants when he wants it and always, always, always needs to be the boss, be in control, be in power. it’s a very interesting and fun dynamic to explore, especially when comparing him to bmb!tomura, who is also Daddy but in such a different way: their caretaking desires, methods, triggers, etc both manifest in completely different ways, and i love it so much. i had a blast coming up with new ways for this version of tomura to be a more subtle Daddy type who is still very inexperienced and playful yet so clearly has that AUTHORITY streak running through him. it’s a super intriguing paradox to explore!!

HAHAHAHA OH MY GOSH SNOWFLAKE i am SO GLAD you picked up on the carpet!!!!! the vibes of this entire piece are definitely very 80s and 90s, because those are my all-time favourite decades and i feel like tomura in general fits so well there <3 like he feels like a 90s kid hahaha <3 but also!!! the town featured in this piece was based wholly off of my own hometown, so it’s extra special <3 but aaah i’m so giddy you picked up on the carpet hehehehe

[inkykeiji]

clariiiiiiii, its my birthday and my snap memories came up and a year ago today i have a pic of me and my friend crying over dabi cuz one of the bmb fics (part 3 i think??) had just come out the day before and we read it together!!!! it feels so weird to think that was a whole 365 days ago 😭😭😭 so much love tho thank you sm for ur amazing fics xx -🌶

WAAAAAAAAAH i'm a day late with this but omg!!!! happy birthday chili pepper bb!!! 🥳🥳🥳 HAHAHA oh my gosh that is the most precious thing hehehe <333 yes yes bmb part three came out march 13 2021!!! it definitely does feel weird to think that it's already been a whole year since i finished + posted part three 🥺🥺 i'm getting a lil sentimental now because part three is my personal favourite out of all six parts but wow :( ALSOOOO this means you've been here with me for at least a year!!! that's incredible!! thank you so much for supporting me + reading my work and interacting with me, i appreciate it more than words can say!!! i hope you had an absolutely fabulous birthday sweetpea, you deserve it <333