#hazel.rambles

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tonight’s thought: minho and hyunjin (dom or sub) are amazing at giving oral. i will not listen to anyone who tries to tell me otherwise. like just think about it, they have the most perfect lips ever, they’re made to give oral.

if we’re talking dom,,they’re both cocky as hell because they both know how good they make you feel by such simple movements. they hold your thighs open because the pleasure makes them tremble and threaten to clamp around their head. they smirk while giving you oral because every little sound you let out makes them more confident in their abilities to make you cum. they’d also both tease you with their fingers but never actually finger you because they just wanna see you fall apart with their tongue and lips.

now sub!minho and jinnie,,still oral kings but do it because they just wanna please you. messy!jinnie, i can almost guarantee, is the type to cum from making you cum. watching you squirm or grab his hair so that he can’t pull away does something to him and before he can stop himself, he’d cum all over himself (it only adds to his humiliation kink, especially if you point it out). minho, on the other hand, likes it when you’re laying on your back and he just has his hands tied behind his back, laying on his front and has to give you oral like that. it’s a challenge, you both get to see each other, and he gets messy. i don’t think minho’s huge into messy sex like jinnie but having his partner cum on his face??? sign him up. he just gives you this dumb smile after you pull him away by his hair, licking up every last drop.

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closed !

turns out i didn’t leave by the end of the week since i had zero time but i decided that i’d provided a little update and make this my formal good bye post. 

i’m gonna put the tl;dr up here and put a cut for the extended version so that it doesn’t clog anyone’s dash!

tl;dr - thank you for everything you’ve given me these last couple of months, 300+ of you seems insane to me, i love you all lots <3

i won’t be deactivating or deleting this blog, i’ll keep the posts up for those who want to read them. i won’t be continuing my 100 followers celebration, though, since i’m just not inspired or in the right headspace anymore. 

i’m moving to a new sideblog for a fresh start. it will have similar content but a new alias and a new url, which i won’t be revealing. i hope you can find me again soon <3

first of all, thank you for all of the love and support that i’ve been given on my not even year on this blog! it’s my second writing blog that i’ve had and the experience was much more positive than the one on my first. i’ve had so many people give me feedback and commentary which had rarely happened on my last blog. it made me so happy to be here and continue writing for you all. i’ll always be thankful for the 300+ of you that chose to follow me and support my works <3

second, i won’t be deactivating (technically) or deleting this blog. i will be keeping it and it’s writing up but i just won’t be active at all on here. i know that some people liked some of my works and i’d like to keep them up for that reason. but because i’m no longer here, i can’t monitor plagiarism as well. if my works ever get plagiarised, i will be privating them all. since i am leaving though, i won’t be continuing my 100 followers celebration. i’m sorry to those who didn’t get their request written but i just wasn’t in the right mindset to be writing anymore and i can’t find inspiration to write before i leave. i’m really sorry.

third, though this blog is closing, i find myself unable to fully step away from writing, especially for stray kids. it’s something i’ve been doing for so long (on previous blogs and here) that cutting it “cold turkey” is hard. that’s why i’m going to be writing on another blog. it will be similar content to this one, but i’m going to change my alias, it’ll be a new url, a fresh start. for that reason, i won’t be giving out that url. i will miss all of my mutuals and all of my anons but i hope that you’ll find me again <3 (if you do find my new blog when i start posting, please don’t spread it around!)

again, thank you for everything these last couple of months, i hope to see you again soon <3

much love, hazel

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tonight’s thought: chan has a big dick and he knows it. once again, either dom or sub, he knows he has a big dick.

mentions of size kink, humiliation, degradation and pillow humping below!

dom!chan likes teasing you and how his cock will break you. no matter how many times he’s fucked you, the stretch is always there. he also likes having you ride him because he can see how you stretch around his cock, just to have him fill you to the brim. in this world, he has a size kink. regardless of how tall you are or anything, just the thought of his big cock filling you and you having to adjust every time is enough to make him groan.

sub!chan wants you to humiliate him. tell him how useless his cock is, no matter the size. “it’s so sad, channie, such a big cock but you don’t even know how to use it,” and he’s gone. glazed eyes and whining, he’s beyond horny at that point. try to get him to prove you wrong, have him try to hump a pillow or the sheets and tease him when his thrusting gets sloppy because he’s close but don’t let him cum. he has to put himself to good use before that can happen.

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this is an informal announcement and i will be making a more official one with an explanation and everything, i just need to get this out so that i’m not giving anyone false hope.

i will be leaving this blog. not right now or tomorrow or anything but probably by the end of this month.

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in honour of chan’s birthday, i’ll write something short (that’ll resemble a tonight’s thought) either tonight or tomorrow for dom!chan since everyone loves him <3

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the chokehold that this url has on me i swear

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i’m sorry i haven’t responded to them yet but i promise i’ve seen all of your kind messages :(

thank you for all of your love and support, even if i don’t deserve it. i’ll try my best to answer them soon, hopefully i’ll be in a better headspace.

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this is gonna be my official tutor!seungmin updates thread (?)

so far, we’re at 1.4k words and the first tutoring session is finished. no smut yet but all the smut will come near the end (like a lot of smut at the end bc corruption comes with time hehe) so for now, flustering seungmin <3

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i read something about [redacted] and now i am going feral,,dom!skz thoughts perhaps 🤲🏼

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also someone pls yell at me to write corruption with chan or trophy boy!hyunjin because my brain is just brr brr sub!jisung

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i’ve started writing the drabbles for my event and i have two that i kinda really like ready to post…

so would you prefer power play + degradation with sub!hyunjin or dirty talk (+ a couple others) with dom!chan to be posted first?

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kiyo send me more nipple play asks challenge

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hi hi although i do have a drabble queued for this week, i wanna get over of the mini writers block i’m going through so if you wanna send me a) hard or soft thoughts (although hard hours may be in session rn) or b) a member + dom or sub and i’ll write some headcanons!!!

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hoping my motivation will come back so i can write the rest of the celebration drabbles and then maybe do something for kinktober??? i just wanna get the drabbles done and out of the way :’)

maybe i’ll just finish the tutor!seungmin fic and present it to y’all as my kinktober present and then actually do it next year… does anyone still want the seungmin fic anyway???

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i’m thinking of maybe posting another tonights thought or something similar, maybe hard hours and write some short drabbles when i’m done my schoolwork but would anyone participate/talk with me if i did?

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it’s official kinda sorta maybe

i wanna change my theme and url tomorrow