#hcneysdew

[hcneywords]

for my sweet twin aka @hcneysdew based on this

     he swore that he would never drink that much ever. yes, alex would drink all the time after his shows but this time around it was different. perhaps the sight of his ex girlfriend in the arms of another man was affecting him. just a little bit. he was aware that after all this time she would have found someone else, he was not oblivious or dumb, but it almost disgusted him to see it in front of his eyes. thankfully, he had been stopped by his bandmates before doing much harm to the other man she had been making out with, eyes falling on the woman he still loved once she returned from the bathroom. 

[xiiaoshuo]

*  — @hcneysdew​

gray ╳ ⋮             ONE OF THE nice things about being ａｌｍｏｓｔ famous was the fact that gray could still go out without being mobbed. he had seen it in ACTION once or twice, when he was traveling with or meeting with a bigger rock star. even just watching them deal with the crowd felt borderline ( OVERWHELMING ) but gray remained all the same impressed with the 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒸𝑒 they had in responding. well—most of them. some of them just ignored the crowds which gray supposed was an appropriate response as well.  

whatever the case, gray was glad that he could be in other places than his studio or apartment to try to write some songs. though both were 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 places && the studio was made to “ inspire ” gray just wasn’t good with that. so he went out to the local bar, found a quiet place to work out some lyrics && has been steadily ｄｒａｉｎｉｎｇ a johnny walker somewhere, he’s sure of it.

the longer he stayed here though, he also realized this place had its own share of ｇｈｏｓｔｓ. the ones in bars were always interesting, because they tended to be of two types: the ｑｕｉｅｔ ones that lingered at the bar, nursing long gone drinks or the ones that were SHOUTING at the living who could no longer hear them. this dive had two quiet lurkers that gray didn’t realize he was staring at until he felt a hand on his wrist.

“ oh i—sorry, is it closing time already? ” he says, shaking his head && looking up.    [ 🎼 ]

[irregulcrs]

Dear Aleeza,

 Over your time in the krp community, you've done nothing but harm people. You’ve manipulated people, lied to people. Caused so much damage and blame others. You say people are out to get you...That you did nothing wrong... That you’ve grown. How could you have possible grown? You’ve lied on people, you rp’ed uncomfortable subjects that harmed people. You teased others, made fun on mental health. Yet...You believe you are a good person? That people have bullied you? What about the things you’ve done to people? Not just one, not two or even three? You’ve caused countless people pain. Not just ONE PERSON but COUNTLESS. This isn’t some conspiracy against you. Do you think making fun of someone’s health or their mental health is okay? Can you believe that forcing people into unsafe positions is alright? There are screenshots against you, people have expressed how they felt...You play the victim? What about the people you hurt? Why can’t they say how they feel? Deleting your blogs and coming back isn’t learning from your mistakes. Admit the shit you did! Make a post saying you can woman up and acknowledge what you did. YOU CAN’T  CAN YOU? YOU LOVE BEING HURTFUL TO THE ACTUAL VICTIMS. Instead of victimizing yourself, think about the people you actually hurt. Please stop this childish game of deleting your blogs and coming back.  Unless you can admit the mistakes you made....Maybe stay away from the people you hurt. Stop coming back to the community as if you've done nothing. This post, this blog, will stand as a constant reminder of the person you should be. This blog, this post will stay up forever unless you change your ways. Stop lying to your friends, stop blaming the victims. These were your choices...These are your actions...No one forced you...YOU were the one forcing people. You were the one who hurt people. Made them feel awful, bad, shitty, you've hurt people around you. When you learn from your mistakes maybe people will forgive you. Until that day, you will forever be the person you are. You will never grow up being the person you are right now. Take a hard look in the mirror. I hope you and your little group of friends see this. I want you and them to know where most people stand on this matter. 

YOU HAVE NOT CHANGED...YOU WILL NOT CHANGE...YOU’RE NOT A MARTYR

Finally, if you have something to say, fucking say it. GOT IT? Comment below if you want, message me, I don’t give a fuck. Don’t go bitching and moaning to your friends, who don’t want to hear it. Before you say I am Soph or someone else...I’m not, got it? I’m one of the many victims, one of the many people you’ve hurt. When you deleted your url I took it. Now, I want people to know what sort of person you. I want you to learn from your mistakes and maybe grow the fuck up.

@cherrysbcmb-deactivated20190824​ 

[slecpbug]

@hcneysdew​ liked for a shippy starter!

“I mean it can’t be that bad, right?” Peyton was feigning her cool, really. On the inside, she was freaking out and everything was going haywire. She’d never been kissed - would it be that obvious. “I’m ready if you are!”

[librcbvlly]

     “  it  was  a  perfect  day  ! we  were  both  having  fun  ,  right  ? i  don’t  know  why  you  had  to  go  fuck  it  up  and  look  through  my  phone  .  it’s  not  like  anything  in  there  should  be  any  of  your  concern  in  the  first  place  .  your nosiness  hurt  your  feelings  ,  not  me  . “ //  @hcneysdew

[lcvewhispxr]

theme is done and feels like summer now ! big thanks to @hcneysdew who is the best twin ever ♡

[hcneywords]

for my sweet twin aka @hcneysdew based on this

     minhee loved spending time with them and this night in particular was no different. a glass of wine in her hand, her eyes were sparking at them. the corners of her lips were constantly curled, letting out light yet sweet chuckles at any joke that the other would crack or any humorous story that they would share. she wished that that type of moments would play on and on for an eternity, she wanted to be with them forever. after all, they had known each other ever since they were children and she was hoping that they would be by their side till the end of time. 

[xiiaoshuo]

OKAY.  i’m making the executive decision to move some fcs around bc i’m being picky && difficult with myself

i will be switching ospramiel’s fc to winwin && using kim donghan for my new muse this most directly effects @hcneysdew & @bckseat, so here’s your heads up!