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xottzot · 7 years ago

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2018-09(AUG)-13th--August--Monday---WA NEWS-------strange goings on about this hellhole area this morning.

It's been COLD.

I've been trying to keep myself, and poor Sam and poor Max as warm as best I can but failing. It hasn't been raining thankfully. THAT always makes things so much worse, But rain is forecast to start later and carry on for days right when its the worst time for it to do.

Meanwhile weeds are growing freely rampant......

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Down at Fatguts aboriginal olde drug dealer house, which took up the slack of being the location of criminal kingpin of this hellhole area just nearby here....today from early this morning there's been work going on AGAIN...whilst the place seemed to have been emptied out AGAIN but not QUITE evicted it seemed AGAIN for the nth time these past few years, just like their fellow criminals in the very closely linked aboriginal criminal household across the road from them, but THAT TOO has over the past couple of weeks has been having a LOT of work done to the house and yard property.

Also 'missing' for several weeks has been from both the plague of criminal aboriginal children and youths who roam the streets day and night and cause a helluva lot of crime.

In short, the criminal population has decreased or has been temporily shunted aside to make it seem as everything is okay...which lasts just as long until they all return and once again are in plague proportions of numbers of criminals and daily & nightly criminal incidents.

And as 'traditional' has been Police car chases and other crime all about. - Maybe THAT'S also got to do with it all with the current drop in overt crimnal aborigials roaming the streets day and night and tearing aorund in cars and stuff as well?

But just as I have ALWAYS been saying, there is a state where as soon a the aborigial criminals fade back, the other criminals rise up again and take their criminal places to keep this hellhole areas criminal status to be neverending....and when THEY subside, its teh seasonal time for the criminal aboriginals to return from holidays somewhere (or jail or reform schools or whatever) and it all begins again as has been the case for so many damn years.

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The old guy you stands at his fence and yells out loudly at everyone day and night...he also has been missing from doing that...but he HAS been around...not just here though at this hellhole area...nope, he's taken to wandering around very early in the morning and walking off to ? even when it's raining since he carries an umbrella with himself sometimes...and he returns from ? carrying a rolled up newspaper. -- All this is not a constant though.

At least people who go to the Koongamia shops it seems are no longer being yelled at by the old guy. Did authorities clamp down upon him doing that?

And the Koongamia shops, as far as I know, hasn't had anymore terrible criminal incidents going on either.

It's all a sense of calm.......

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BEFORE 10am.....there was a young woman carrying a mobile phone in her hand peering at it intently as she held it flat and was walking fast along the footpath after coming out from the criminals pedestrian walkway. She was intently walking fast but just as she got near to the Koongamis shops, right by the public letterbox there, she suddenly veered off and walked to the road edge and began looking about in the gutter. She bent down and fossicked about and then picked up something and carried it off and further away out of sight.

This reminds me so much of the criminal aboriginals who for SO MANY YEARS would themselves, as well as the criminal aboriginal children, they would walk the streets and footpaths and pick up used cigarete butts, pocket them and carry them off........ and so many times small aboriginal children would be smoking (whatever) and were so very violent and unpredictably violent even to each other and they hoarded what they found.

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Police sirens about this morning along the highways, but there was nothing much in the lacklustre NEWS about anything. There's usually a time period gap of things happening, to when they get revealed in any NEWS. And THAT has also been the case for many many years. - There's a filtering process apparent where NEWS gets sanctioned to be public or not it seems.

And ALSO there is the filling of NEWS with other NEWS including world news of things that are repeating yet again. Crazy crap that is NOT NEWS, but OLD NEWS regurgitated over and over again, and being seasonly repeated again.

NEWS used to BE NEWS, not repeated crap over and over and over again........

We haven't yet had a repeat of terrible unexplained plane crashes again though......or of 'new' outbreaks of war and violent conflicts where just beforehand there was peace after much hard work to get it to that state.

Nope.

Instead there's been 'local' vehicle accidents and deaths, all of which runs the same gamut of supposed reasons why they occurred.

So far there's no huge massive truck disasters...yet.....and no bus filled with people or children smashes yet.....

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The aircraft traffic noise and crap from Perth Airport has ramped up again. Periods of terrible noise no longer confine themselves to pre-dawn, then dawn, then a gap then on again, then another gap, then on again before/just after noon, then a large gap, then small planes, then on and on and on until there is a false lull to make sure the nighttime and pre-darkness hours are only filled with the sounds of sirens all the time......then a nighttime rush of planes then fake calm. - It's a slight change in their usual schedules of hellish noise and audibel disruption over this hellhole area.

(as I type this, the damned big jet planes are loudly flying over this hellhole whilst sirens are going on about on the highway close...as if each is trying to outdo the other in noise.)

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I wonder what the NEXT lot of terrible noise is scheduled for this hellhole area....? -- How about the local council cutting down branches and tree all over the streets and using a VERY noisy shredder machine in the streets to diminish the stuff in size and cart off in another truck...?

This morning there's already been loud trucks and big 4WD's driving along the strets outside my bedroom window, and spewing out diesel fumes.

HAH! - And just as I was typing THAT above...outside close somebody is now using a chainsaw.......which is as loud as it sounds like a wood planer machine too. - Or maybe it IS a wood planer as the workmen at Fatguts aboriginal household make pretty happen there. - It had better be to THEIR satisfaction or else they're liable to riot though and be VERY unpredictably violent, as is 'normal' for the criminal aboriginals.

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Here's a bit of WA NEWS.......

https://thewest.com.au/news/7-news-update/police-seek-driver-smoking-what-looked-like-a-meth-pipe-bc-5821190811001

WA NEWS:-------- Police seek driver smoking what looked like a meth pipe --- Monday, 13 August 2018 7:08AM

(Video NEWS of a still photo at the website of the driver woman.)

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And another VERY SEASONAL Police incident of.....

WA NEWS:------ Falling bricks wake sleeping man as car slams into Carlisle house

The West Australian -- Monday, 13 August 2018 6:20AM

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And....from the ABS news website about the same incident....

WA NEWS:----- Car smashes into house in Carlisle after 23yo driver allegedly fails to stop for police

http://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-08-13/narrow-escape-as-car-crashes-into-carlisle-house/10112790

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I love you dear Fliss and want be with you. - Poor Sam is having trouble breathing but not near as much as poor Max. I'm trying to keep them warm and dry but soon I won't be able to, nor for me. In pain. Very tired because of that.

AND ONCE AGAIN...I'M BEING STUFFED AROUND BY TUMBLR AGAIN.....

No other site is like this for me........

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And before I can post this up......again some shithead in a very LOUD car is LOUDLY tearing about at high speed on the nearby roads and highways somewhere fairly close....what no sirens yet? Maybe that'll come after there's a terrible road fatality....

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infactforgetthepark · 7 years ago

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xottzot · 7 years ago

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2018-05(MAY)-17--Thursday--WA POLICE INVESTIGATING--ANOTHER RESIDENCE BROKEN INTO !!--ANOTHER WINDOW SMASHED REPAIRED--CRIMINALS ROAMING.

If YOU think the criminal hell that is here has 'taken a rest' simply because I haven't posted anything about it recently, you are utterly wrong in the extreme.

Poor Sam & poor Max are distressed greatly, as is myself. And OF COURSE just when I thought the shit around this hellhole area had 'calmed down'......it HAS NOT.

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Before dark last night, the old guy in the street was LOUDLY yelling at somebody (yet again) whilst he had also stationed himself (AGAIN AS ALWAYS) by his front gate next to the big green sheet metal fence of his made of courrugated iron sheets.

LOUD SHITTY MUSIC with drum beats going ON AND ON AND ON LOUDLY as well. (not from the old guy but by criminals residing in the streets).

But after several hours into the darkness, it finally stopped.

It was a COLD night. No rain.

And once again smoke was in the air which makes me feel really medically awful. Terrible headache that nothing alleviated at all.

So I tried to lay down and rest and get to sleep. Sleep which never came until sometime after 11pm on Wednesday night. I was utterly exhausted.

Then Thursday morning I awoke very early. I don't know why. Sam & Max were also exhausted. Inside was warm. Outside was cool-cold but not REALLY cold.

My physical wounds were hurting. So I got up, dear Sam & dear Max also got up, we went outside into the backyard and they safely abluted out there. Then we returned back inside and I fed them, then we returned outside again so they could continue their ablutions.

If they DON'T get let out first, they will rush through eating in desperation to go outside to do their ablutions AS THEY ARE EATING and can even abandon their food. Hence relieving their pressure and mine outside first then feeding them, then taking them outside again afterwards. - It seem to be the only thing that keeps them from fouling up inside the house.

Afterwards we went and laid down and winded down to sleep.

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I had to get up early to get some fresh bread, and poor Sam & poor Max weren't desperate to go outside for ablutions. So we had breakfast afterwards and they had plenty of bread too. Then outside we all went and they did all their ablutions and I put them back inside safely whilst I cleaned it all up.

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Roaming mini-criminals were louldy roaming about the streets again in the morning and at the shops area LOUDLY.

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Around 11:am, 17-May-2018, a Western Australian POLICE vehicle arrived and parked outside of Ms New Ages place. 2 officers in uniform got out, a man and and a woman Police officer both in uniform. (vehicle operational number GE 113 ?)

They went into and all around Ms New Ages place. They were there for quite some time.

I ended up meeting them outside in the street and was informed by them that Ms New Ages (owned by her) place had been criminally broken into AGAIN! -- YES AGAIN!

And AS WE WERE TALKING, over at Mitchell's ol place, the lounge room big picture window was AGAIN being tended to by 2 glass repairer vehicles AGAIN. (it was recently totally replaced yet AGAIN bceause of that roaming deranged aboriginal youth heaving a huge rock into it and smashing it. He has been responsible MANY times for doing the SAME THING...and yet somehow keeps escaping from any consequences at all from the Law andor any departmentals ?!

But back to today......

I was informed that criminals have AGAIN smashed into and invaded Ms New Ages place !!!!!! - FFS !!!!!!

When I was telling the Police some of what had been going on, they kept urging me to tell the Police and I told them (I and others) do yet nothing happens. The Police wouldn't accept that was the case and brushed my concerns off....and yet they were at Ms New Ages place dealing AGAIN with criminals actions at this hellhole area.....

And as we were talking, the glaziers were removing protective adhesive from the (YET AGAIN) replaced huge window at Mitchell's ol place and polishing/cleaning it down again. --- (UNTIL THE NEXT aboriginal criminal smashes it AGAIN......)

I told them that THAT has happened a least 5 or 6 times now....and WORSE. - It's NOT just THAT window smashed.....

Once again I was urged to let authorities know and I said I have been doing so for YEARS but NOTHING HAPPENS.

ONCE AGAIN I WAS MADE OUT TO BE A FOOL WHO KNOWS NOTHING, BUT TO KEEP BEING ALIVE TO PASS-ON ANY SCANT OBSERVATIONS TO AUTHORITIES.......WHO WILL ONCE AGAIN 'DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT ALL'.........

To which I replied that I have heard ALL THAT COUNTLESS TIMES BEFORE.......

The Police officers were earnest and trying to do the right thing but I've seen all THAT just fizzle away too so many times....

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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU. - Poor dear Sam and poor dear Max have become all upset a LOT because of all the activity today with the POLICE and the glaziers thumping about AND the damned vicious constantly barking dog next door opposite Ms New Ages place going bserk each and EVERY TIME that I, or they, went anywhere near the fence even though the damned dog can't even see them it goes beserk and barks VERY ANGRILY like crazy. (which of course upsets dear Sam and dear Max a helluva lot and agitates them.)

I've literally almost lost count the number of times that innocent peoples homes have been criminally broken into at this hellhole area.

But I did relate to the POLICE some rough numbers which they thought I was mistaken about !?!

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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU. Just as you promised me. Just as you promised US.

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AND ONCE AGAIN.......I'm being stuffed around trying to post this post........

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xottzot · 7 years ago

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2018-05(May)-05th-Saturday--Remember when I am dead that I was honest & spoke the truth & I loved & I existed.

Remember when I am dead that I was honest & spoke the truth & I love dear Fliss A. Carthew and wanted to be with her, & that I existed and was a good person.

That is no rhyme, no missive, no plea, just an honest statement. - Do ANY of you even remember honesty & truth? - NOBODY does about this hellhole area here where I am at this damned hellhole.

Only the criminals and liars who abound of this hellhole area can do ANYTHING THEY LIKE and get away with it whilst anyone else is just considered fools, liars or criminals of which we are not, and I am not.

Dear Fliss, if I am one day dead without them telling you, I want you to please take absolute care of dear Sam and dear Max and the dear chicken if any andor all are still alive...do YOU even care about them.....how strange is it that you would care nothing about me yet care about them when I have taken care of them FAR MORE than YOU HAVE EVER DONE SO AND LOVED AND PROTECTED THEM FAR MORE THAN YOU HAVE EVER DONE SO.....AT LEAST I HAVE TRIED MY HONEST HARDEST UNTO GOD UNDER CONDITIONS AND THE EXTREME STESSES OF THIS DAMNED HELLHOLE WHICH IS WORSE THAN YOU KNOW OR EXPERIENCED DEAR FLISS.

I never lied for myself.

And the rare times that I did in my life was to protect somebody other than myself. For instance YOU dear Fliss.

The criminals are out now on the streets in the dark and gloom. If I had a gun I'd shoot them dead and save all the innocents from them and the suffering they cause.

But I'm not 'allowed' to think that. I'm expect I'm told not to. BUT EVERYBODY ELSE THINKS THAT TOO HERE. - We're told not to.

Just as it seems dear innocent Fliss is ordered not to be in contact with me.

Dear Cath of Quensland, Fliss's friend......YOU hurt me by spurning my heartfelt plea for help and sympathy to get in contact with dear Fliss (your supposed friend she is) when she nor I never ever deserved that. AND yet you never ever knew about Fliss's physical and severe mental conditions until I told YOU...she NEVER EVER TOLD YOU....and yet you professed to be her best friend. Yes you were shocked, you admitted that much to me, but NOTHING came of it. So should I have just lied shit to you...but I never ever did, EVER. - But STILL nothing of dear Fliss and I has eventuated.

To dear Fliss and Cath.....

So much for me being honest to all. So much for me being truthful to all. So much for me helping any and everyone young or old. So much for me helping any creature. So much for me loving anyone. So much for me being kind.

When I'm dead God will KNOW I was all that and more and deserved a helluva lot more than what I got. (and I don't mean materialistically).

And yet YOU profess to be loved and cherished and chided me for wanting the same.

When I am dead, and how I wish it to be so I no longer have to suffer the shit, the lies, the double-speak, the exploitation, the thefts, the damage, all of it.

To all those very few who have been kind in my life I wish you well and may God give you a better life than I have had. Not just the ones who have been temporarily kind, not the ones who were paid to be kind and were pleasant and faked it, not the ones who's job it was to be kind....but even to all of those people I still wish you well nonetheless.

There are new generations of shitheads being bred and cultured in shit RIGHT HERE so that it all NEVER EVER GOES AWAY. I'm NOT talking about 'culture', but a violent vicious way of life to others that they gleefully indulge in against each other of all ages and to all others they encounter. And they think that is 'normal'.

Outside are shitheads on motorbikes tearing about on the roads in the dark and have been for HOURS. - Of course there's no sirens about this hellhole of Police to apprehend them. There WAS some sirens on the highways relatively close but that was HOURS AGO and short lived and probably had nothing to do with THESE shitheads.

And the shitheads about in the darkness wandering the streets on foot and so on don't give a shit about anything or anyone not even themselves.

If there was a church close it would be broken into, robbed, and destroyed....just like the shitheads do with the schools around this hellhole area, just like they do with SO MUCH......they don't want to lift themselves up and they try to stop anyone else from doing it either. They just want to stay shitheads forever for life and spawn more criminals to continue it all on.........

It's ALREADY going on....toddlers ON the roads in diapers....they have progressed to MORE toddlers on the roads in diapers...with some of them in filthy training pants STILL ON THE ROADS and also STILL doing the SAME SHIT all their brethren do every day and night....because THAT is their future....THAT IS YOUR FUTURE......to suffer from them......and the crime they will do, that is all mollycoddled and kept quiet about........must NEVER be official lest it add to the rampant crime figures.........

Why do YOU think crime and shit here has NOT gone down in Western Australia despite all the lying politicians bullshit?

Why do YOU think it's unsafe at nights here ON and using the footpaths & streets despite all the lying politicians bullshit?

Why do YOU think it's now going on even DURING DAYTIME, at ANY TIME OF THE DAY? (And just as bad at night.)

The RARE Police vehicle visits are notable by their rare presences which are short and brief and use the SAME vehicles as if that makes it better somehow for those they are indulging.

The departmentals or whomever 'they' are, they're flighty and brief too. They certainly don't like hanging around this hellhole that it has become during daytime light let alone night time (in which they never are around).

When dear Fliss was with me, I USED to have hope for all. I USED to HELP ANY and EVERYONE with no recompense or reward asked for or wanted. I went OUT OF MY WAY to HELP ANYONE OR ANYTHING, from the smallest bug or beetle, to years before when a horse had strayed out onto the roads and I rescued one from being hit by cars when NOBODY else would. - BUT NOBODY CARES NOW.

Outside in the dark the shitty roaming criminal ones are making noise again. I'm not saying what noise, but it is destructive noise.

That passing by woman today who went out of her way to turn OFF the water tap that a criminal-to-be deliberatly turned on and left gushing running A LOT........SHE is the sort of person that is RARE now about this hellhole...somebody who sees something wrong and dares to intervene, even in the smallest but worthy ways.......

She reminded me of dear Fliss in her appearance somewhat.

Would dear Fliss now even bother to intervene? - How can I know if she doesn't even bother to talk with me despite previously absolutely PROMISING we would always stay in contact...which she didn't. Dear Fliss USED to be a good person and would intervene. I KNOW THAT.

SO FUCK THE WORLD.

If I could end the damned world by pressing a button I would. - NOBODY of worth or attributes or power gives a shit and NOBODY cares about dear Fliss and me and NOBODY has gotten us back together again and NOBODY fucking cares.

So forgive me God for wanting to exit out of this damned world....forever. NEVER EVER to return, NEVER EVER to do again the good things I did all my life for everyone and everything.

If I am but a flickering soul candle then when my tiny light is out, dear Fliss YOU will never notice me gone. - YOU refuse to notice or care right now that I am flickering. But dear God WILL know and accept me after I am no longer a living light alive. And YOU can cry crocodile tears all you want for others but YOU will never be forgiven for the suffering you have caused and how you abandoned me despite that you PROMISED otherwise and your PROMISE was taken as such...hope for us both. But your selfish silence for yourself has trumped all it seems. - How can I know otherwise?

All those years I was trying to get YOU dear Fliss to reconcile with YOUR parents........and THIS is how you repay me by abandoning me AFTER you get back with your parents?

Poor Max is having a lot of trouble breathing...AGAIN as I write this. - I'm going to have to disturb his sleep and poor Sam's too because he too is having problems breathing. One final outside ablutions for them both. Then we all lay down and try to sleep and hope not to be woken up by criminals and shitheads as we are all the damned time...and all this in ADDITION to how very little sleep I have been allowed to have last night....and how very little sleep I am allowed to have tomorrow night...and how very little sleep I am allowed EVERY DAMNED NIGHT at this hellhole........

Not enough sleep is but one tiny part of this damned hellhole.......

Poor Max has now woken up and was growling viciously, but I was able to gently take Sam and Max outside for their ablutions before any rain. - Max too blames ME for dear Fliss abandoning us in this hell. IF dear Fliss had have been able to steal them away from here, she would NOT have been able to personally house or take care of them and she would have made their lives MORE hell and misery than what it is here. AND they would have suffered and died or been killed without me knowing..... - And yet I am supposed to be the one who is 'in the wrong' by vicious others when THEY have NO IDEA of ANYTHING!?

And NOW...outside in the dark streets almost without ANY lighting, are the swearing, the loud shouting, the threats,....ALL THIS GOES ON ALL THE TIME.....and which poor Sam and poor Max hear all the time........ALL THIS CRAP WILL GO ON AND ON AND ON.....

Forget about Police. As soon as the hint of any Police are about they scurry off from being seen into the darkness of the shitholes they came out of and hide. But then they come out again as quickly as they can and just carry on or are worse.

ALMOST EVERY MONDAY, JUST AS HAS HAPPENED SO MANY MANY MANY TIMES, Police or at least new shifts of Police will 'visit them' and have quiet words with them....all which is ineffectual. It's been done truly CONTLESS times before. They couldn't care less about the Police. So the Police also involve other departments. Those departments too they couldn't care less about.

Then there are 'the Watchers'...roaming departmentals on foot or in vehicles who jot down things on handheld devices.....and forward THAT information onto other departments...until.....NOTHING........maybe a visit by a single overworked person who HATES to go to the hellhole places on their own so will sometimes pair up with another person for their own safety for the visit.

LOTS of paperwork gets bandied about, and it finds its way blowing in the streets because the criminals DO NOT CARE and WILL NOT ACCEPT TO CARE. - They are NOT like normal people are. Much less normal with their feral offspring who they treat as burdens or ways to get more free money and free stuff from the government...and STILL they don't give a shit about them.....

Now imagine YEARS AND YEARS of all this...of the shits getting older and breeding themselves and making MORE generations of all this shit......... - THIS is Western Australia, and THIS is this hellhole here which it has become.

It will be raining in the next day or so. THAT WILL NOT STOP THEM. - They will be out all on the roads in the darkness with endless free umbrellas that they smash and shove into rubbish bins poking out. Even the feral toddlers smash them up. -- All this is just a tiny example of why so MUCH WELFARE MONEY IS SPENT AND ALWAYS UTTERLY WASTED. AND IT'S BEEN GOING ON FOR DECADE(s).

Now contrast that with elderly and infirm in their modest homes who scrape a meagre existance and live in fear and poor health from all this, and who can barely afford to feed themselves who just want to exist quietly and peacefully. - THE ELDERLY AND INFIRM ARE PREY FOR THE CRIMINALS OF ALL AGES.

So I wonder please tell me........why is hell here on earth.......where innocents suffer...where YOUR OWN MOTHER OR FATHER OR GRANDPARENTS suffer and yet all the hellhole not only continues but just keeps getting bigger and bigger and more widespread and endlessly increasingly government supported and which destroys communities all for the sake of a few chosen crimnals ALL THE BLOODY TIME? - They 'wear out their welcomes' at one location making life hell for innocents but sometimes eventually just shift to another to do the same AGAIN, then shift again to ANOTHER location, repeat, and repeat and repeat........

And YOU wonder why crime doesn't go down in Western Australia because of all this?

BTW, presently there's a false lull period of criminals and crime....the silence means nothing.....everything will resume and will get WORSE the closer it gets to midnight. THEY KNOW Police schedules. And they almost KNOW all of when Police are doing drive-arounds random or not or patrols and they ALWAYS have ready-to-made excuses which are ALWAYS accepted because they HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED for so MANY YEARS, a DECADE...LONGER THAN A DECADE by Police and authorities.....

Police and authorities are utterly tired of all this shit. Politicians are NO HELP and are a hindrance too. - And all it just goes on....and it HAS been going on....dear Fliss saw it all for herself...but NOT as bad as it has become.......

And NOW they're BACK ON THE ROAD AGAIN........IN THE DARK.......

LET THEM BE RUN OVER DEAD.

The 'parents'/adults don't care. All they care about is to drink andor do drugs to forget all this hell and worse.

And THIS is why even the postman dreads hanging around too much around the hellhole area in daytime......delivery drivers don't like doing deliveries around, service workers double and triple ensure that all their vehicles are locked all the time whilst they are doing any work and STILL spot check on them from time to time whilst working......

Everybody thinks it's JUST THEM being a victim of all this, but it's NOT. - SO MANY ARE. The vulnerable, the gentle and infirm, the elderly they all have been victims and have ben replaced by middle-aged adults now.......this ONCE was a quiet gentle place that was lovely to live in for all...........

It is also a criminals kindergarten where even the criminals are victims.

Poor 'Ms New Age' (at her property she visited today and yesterday) she must be truly shocked at how terrible all this has become, of the large amount of self-measures a tenant of hers has BEEN FORCED to do for their own small measure of being able to live quietly and peacefully and STILL the tenant is never assured absolute peace and safety in their own home despite all the hard work which will be smashed down by the USUAL ONES in due course, if it hasn't been started to be destroyed already just days after being 'completed'.........

Then there's 'the old guy' with his very high tall green metal fence erected by him some years ago for the same reasons.....the two of them were neighbourly talking together the other day....comparing notes? - But the old guy actually invites some of them IN to his property now and then......(because he is somehow related to them I heard from YOU dear Fliss)...and are they blackmailing him into him giving them stuff like free bags of food....?

HELL LIKE NO OTHER

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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU. - YOU should KNOW if I am dead, why, and the HELL without you it has been, AND the HELL it has been for poor dear Sam and poor dear Max. Both have been tragically badly affected. - And I am struggling to survive. I try to make sure poor dear Sam and poor dear Max are at least fed as I can. But I'm failing for no fault of my own on things. THIS HELLHOLE ENSURES THAT. - I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU just as you promised. I hope YOU are well and safe and are not suffering from the hell that is here. Do NOT believe in any lies, not from others or from what your bad medical conditions makes you wrongly believe. - When I am dead I will tell my dear deceased mother everything in person. YOU dear Fliss always told me that you wished you could have met her. She was small, frail, and very kind, and intelligent even at a commonsense level far more than anyone about this hellhole is or ever aspires to be. It is a gentle caring way of living that has not just been forgotten but actually ridiculed now I expect. - I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU, always remember that.

One last ablutions break for dear Sam & dear Max now then another attempt to sleep for us all. They always have nightmares now. Some worse than others but always. And they are not the only ones.

I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU.

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2018-04(APR)-28th--Saturday--I wish to be dead if I am no longer with dear Fliss--Care for the innocents--Punish the guilty.

I can't sleep. Impossible. And anytime I try to sleep then I am prevented by this hellhole.

I wish to be dead if I am no longer with dear Fliss.

Care for the innocents I leave behind.

Punish the guilty who keep getting away and doing whatever the hell they want around and in this hellhole and make innocents lives hell.

There's the ones on the crimson loungeroom soafa STILL on the street verge outside the SAME household and perched on there like crows picking over garbage are the usual ones day and night. Including toddlers in diapers who run accross and along the road of this hellhole area day and night in traffic.

They too are flocking to and from from that damned crimson sofa located just a couple of metres from the road.

It's HOT here......

It's close to 30C (that's 86F) at this hellhole area and it is hotter inside this hovel.

Poor Sam and poor Max are distressed all the time but I'm trying to give them cold water all the time. And at night it is too hot for me to sleep, let alone too hot for poor Sam & poor Max.

I was looking for stuff to help me to sleep but it's all vanished. (has Robert stolen it all because HE too can't sleep and drinks alcohol all teh time especially on teh weeken when he thiks he is not going out to do any driving......except for the time when he DOES go out and drives...whether he's boozed up then or not I have no idea....or he drives back boozed up or not...?)

He doesn't speak a word ALL DAY except to KEEP LOUDLY WHISPERING TO HIMSELF ALL THE TIME.......

This is hell.

Dear Fliss tried to get us out of this hellhole into a brand new house but she failed because of him.

I TRIED to get us out of this hellhole but I failed.

All he does is sit in his bedroom ALL day and play on his games machine(s). When he goes to work during the weekday, he come back here, closes himself into his bedroom, closes the door and stays there but still mutters and whispers loudly to himself. He does NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING aroudn the house exterior. I am forced to do it all.

STOP PRESS:---at 4:33pm there was an angry voice yelling.......right near the crimson sofa on the street verge of the unfenced brick house next door there was an adult male and adult female arguing. Ahe was carrying a handbag upon her shoulder herself He was acting crazy and he lashed out and hit the woman a few times then she turned around and went straight back into the unfenced brick house property. The woman followed him and hoisted up her handbag upon herself still further.

The crimson sofa today has scores of aboriginal kids all over it including toddlers in diapers. They run across and back and forth on the road to go to and from it. Older ones sit all over it and lounge all over it as if it was in a living room.

No wonder the junk-mail delivery woman no longers delivers any of that stuff to their letterboxes at all or goes anywhere near there. It is an unpredictable violent place. And it is only half a street away from the Koongamia School which is now renamed to "Clayton View Primary School". The Koongamia Oval is right next door to it. But teh school is seperated fro teh oval but has HAD to surrounded by a high blacksecurity barbed-wire-topped fence because of all the criminala and crime.

https://www.claytonviewps.wa.edu.au/

Unfortunately the same criminals roam freely around the streets day and night and many actually live and grow up from being criminal toddlers the offspring of criminals across the roads from the school.

Today an unlicensed offroad motorbike ridden by an aboriginal has been all about louldy ON the roads. It's used the criminals pedestrian walkway at the end of Kalara Road a few times as it uses it to avoid and shed any Police from pursuing it in marked or unmarked vehciles, none of which have been about anyway.........

The aboriginal kids and toddlers in the crimson sofa now just have to lounge around on it and watch it go around the place AND the vehicles that tear around the place. So far today there's been no pusuits or siren.......SO FAR.........

Today there's been loud banging (sheet metal sounds or a place being destroyed) going on at a house in these streets or in a street behind closer to the Koongamia shops. Impossible to know whether it's legit or criminals.

Night time will bring out all the over highpowered cars to tear about. - There's already been a few no doubt getting booze from the Koongamia Liquor sotre and stuff from the Koongamia General store today.

Night time should bring them all out like criminal vermin.

Like the ones all perching themselves on the crimson sofa on the street verge day and night.....and the kids being brought up exactly the same way there.....for yet another decade of years........for criminals to never ever end about this hellhole....to never ever stop using the Koongamia stores as bases for location points and shit..........

No rain means a high incidence of shit to go on............if not exactly here then all about here becuase of teh same ones all the time...and their shitty offspring in diapers who will soon be on ilegal motrobikes and tearing around in high-powered cars....that's if they're not killed in the meantime by being run over by them ON THE ROADS.......

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Near a ful moon or it IS a full moon tonight too.....more chance for the criminals to be all out ON THE ROADS AGAIN but unliek all last night as they were wandering aorund and flashing all about with fluro-lashlights all over the sofa area and the criminal households and all across all the roads in the darkness....this time there should be high-powered vehicles with their own bright headlights to see 'soemthing' flash in from of them ON the roads as they run over kids and toddlers in diapers...or kids on completely dark unlit bicycles or adults.........

It's Saturday night 'fun times' for the criminals about this hellhole area........

And the Koongamia School will restart for pupils this week.....if it survives until then.......and afterwards too.....

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No wonder that innocent resident has been erecting more and additional fencing to his place.

The nearby school itself has had to fortify itself.........

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IN a lot of pain.

Also having a helluva hard time getting any sleep at all......AND anything to help me has run out.......

Poor Sam & poor Max are also in a lot of pain.

Both poor Sam and poor Max have been having nigtmares.

It was around this time of the seasons (of this hellhole's shitty seasons) when there was a truly joyous time some years ago when dear Fliss returned to us very late at night......it was cool-cold but not raining, and dear Fliss totally refused to tell me anything about ANYTHING.....I didn't coerce her for answers. I was just so full of joy at dear Fliss having returned and to be with her again. I openly cried. Dear Fliss refused to. It seem she was actively flatly refusing to cry. She never ever said anything about that to me either. She never hardly said ANYTHING about ANYTHING to me. I was left in the dark. --- And litle did I know then that dear poor Fliss's conditions were getting so much worse.......and how much stress was upon dear Fliss from places and people she totally refused to tell me about at all........

Dear Fliss kept REFUSING any and all help I offered her no matter what it was. She refused to tell me why. - All THAT was a reason for verbal arguments between us. I was trying to help her and us and she was refusing my help. That kept going on and on and on so many times.......but she was VERY VERY SLOWLY GETTING BETTER........

I LONG to have that night repeated again, and for dear Fliss to rescue ME from this hellhole....but it is a hope that is for me hopeless to think about or for me to dream or pray to happen......

But I want to be with dear Fliss again! - Please, please dear God let it be so.

Without dear Fliss with us.....no wonder I have nightmares EVERY night...no wonder poor Sam and poor Max have nightmares EVERY time they sleep in day or night........(just as poor Max is doing this very moment as I am writing).....

Poor dear Max was growling at me a helluva LOT today as I fed him and Sam holding their food bowls for them so they wouldn't slide all over the floor place and get too close together and cause them to squabble with me inbetween them.....

Poor Max is utterly terrified and in hell without you being with us dear Fliss. - Poor Sam is having crying nightmares in his sleep ALL THE TIME..........

Forgive....

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I love you dearest Fliss and wish to be with you just as you promised yourself and to me. Please let it be so and save me. I saved you. It was NOT my fault OR YOURS this hellhole became so very bad even when we tried to make it better. It was NOT my fault all your employment places also were victims of the same levels of high crime and you lost your jobs through no fault of you own, time after time after time....and you terribly crashed each time when it did.........but I supported you and saved you each time and brought you back to being the good person you are.......(only for damned MORE hell to assail us both from outside again and again and again and again and again......)......

I have been running through all the names of all my and our dear innocent pets, the MANY MANY dear innocent pets we had which have been tragically killed andor suffered then died, and the ones that naturally died but no less terrible, and the ones who suffered and died, the innocent ones I selflessly rescued only to later see them tragically die through no fault of my own..........

I fear that my own name will be on that list for you to add it to you to remember dear Fliss..........or perhaps? as you forcibly and actively do all the time, you will forget me and dear Sam and dear Max and everyone and everything good and innocent here though we always wanted you back with us or we to be with you........

No wonder I have nightmares about being dead.......

Forgive....

I love you dearest Fliss and so very dearly wish and pray to God to be with you.

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It's totally dark now outside......I have to take dear Sma & dear Max outside for their night-time ablutions before night sleep times......

It will NOT be allowed by this hellhole to be peaceful however....it NEVER is.........

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I love you dearest Fliss and so very dearly wish and pray to God to be with you.

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2018-03(FEB)-Tuesday-15th--fake calm and noisy this morning at this hellhole area.

At fatguts criminal abo husheold there's been 5-6 abo mini-criminals-in-training running about and being noisy but otherwise being 'harmless', at least criminally.

Acting worse than like feral apes, they've been swinging stuff around, flinging it about, walking off and roaming around the corner street corner of Kalara Way and Clayton Street (the Koongamia School is across the road from there) only for them to be shouted at to come back by other feral abo criminal kids who appear to be the ones 'responsibly minding' them for today, as so happens constantly, kids minding other kids.....

At least for once they weren't roaming ON the roads, on foot and on foot scooters because this time they were doing all that on the footpath and driveway at and around fatguts place.

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At another housheold in Kalara Road street, the new 'home made' camper trailer for the last several days has had additions to it. Depsite it having not been anywhere, the rear of it has stickers stuck all over it as if it's ben travelling Australia or something. Laughabale given that it's brand new and has only been parked outside the place there for so many days.

It's also been lately sporting a 'new' tarpaulin over it, a pale cream one because there's even more junk heaped up underneath on the trailer as if a double-bed inner-spring matress is shoved under there.

The whole thing is made for a 4WD vehicle to tow and has wheels to match.

But anyway, all that bit of crap is just an aside to this hellhole area. - Strange how it's left out on the street verge day & night but not targetted by criminals and criminal aboriginals or stolen.....

Just like their very dark (black?) cars left out there too.....

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The old guy next door there is (as always) roaming about his front yard and keeping a lookout for any and everything going on. He can also look all day across the road to the lesser-criminal aboriginal household in Kalara Road, as well as look over the road at the Koongamia shops area which he is also constantly peering at since a large section of the carpark area is visible.

As always, there's times when he will suddenly with his fist or sometimes his open palm hit his own tin fence andor tin gate (all painted dark green) and yell out insensible whilst at the same time often turning around and appearing to walk away, but all that's a crazy act because he's making out that it wasn't HIM who just loudly yelled out or made any noise. He makes noise to attract attention to himself and to object. And it also emphasises his constant outrage. (I know the state of being and feelings so very well.)

Please do not forget that this is an old man living on his own and has been for years harrassed night & day, ridiculed, and who the hell knows what by criminal aboriginals of all ages who see doing all of that as vicious 'sport' to wind the old guy up and they run off or walk off as the whims and their bravado takes them on any given event day or night.

Once again, as usual, as always, NOBODY in any authority outside of this hellhole has any concept or recognition of the hellhole and the shit going on at this hellhole. - At the moment it's a fake calm but that never ever lasts, especially with yet more days to come.

The old guy also trusts nobody, and for good reason.

Especially given the amounts of outright shitheads about this hellhole.

However it appears he has long lost his civility (and sensibilities?) to anyone who is underserving of his wrath. And that is indeed something sad & lamentable, that is solely to blame on all the damn criminals and the pressure of them happening over many YEARS and YEARS......

I've alwasy been utterly polite and civil to this old guy, dear Fliss has too when she was here, and all that was when this neighborhood was normal, very friendly, very polite, very civil, a 1950's aura, and not as it has been for the past several years a damned hellhole.

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In and around this area in recent years since dear Fliss left there's been criminal aboriginals abounding, criminal aboriginal bikies, other bikies, other criminals, other aspiring criminals, criminals attracted to the entire area and taking residences up, and which they also affiliate themselves with other criminals, vehicles tearing all about day and night at any time of the day or night, criminal instances resulting in Western Australian Police enmasse flooding in to swamp a criminal event (when they deign to be bothered that is), roaming Police patrols in marked and MANY unmarked Police vehicles, breaks-ins upon the Koongamia shops of which there is also a liquor store, thefts from vehicles whist they are parked there (and thefts of the vehicles including motorbikes themselves?), assaults in the streets, assaults at the shops areas, thefts from within them, Police sirens, fire engine sirens (from the many criminally lit huge bushfires and more), Police patrols as they hunt-down criminals mostly in cars but also on foot.....and on and on and on and on....

And none of this EVER makes it into any NEWS at all.

Dear Fliss saw that herself and was always astounded as to why not.

Also gone are the mysterious 'watchers' on foot who for YEARS were patrolling the streets and always taking notes on the criminal aboriginals at the criminal households which I've written about spotting so much during those times. Then they were observed to be driving around in old cars, then new air-conditioned cars that they would hurry by. Then they were just parking and watching.......

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So you can forgive anyone when useless politicians and authorities start badgering you to always 'be prepared' and to take 'safeguards' against all ths shit going on, whilst at the same time forbidding you from doing ANYTHING yourself. And to comnand you and warn you to always leave it all to Police & authorities...the same ones who scurry about this hellhole in secret and sometimes are glimpsed doing something, which is alwasy an event in itself.

Why? Because they are now, unlike so many decades before, wanting to do everything in SECRET. All of it.

So forgive me when I was once recently talking to Police just after I witnessed at Xmas when a home had been violentally smashed into by a very violent aboriginal. I just let it all happen. As if I could do ANYTHING to stop it. - And I thought the home had people in it at the time that would care about being violentally smashed into (they had just gone out for a short time apparently it seems now), rather than being there and confronting the VERY violent aboriginal thug, who also literally just a minute or so before being harassing the old guy with the green fence and gate, and thus I simply witnessed all the shit of this hellhole play out yet again........

I told all this and a helluva lot more to the Police and the response was, 'Oh well, you'll just have to keep trying.....'

Yeah, and I'm still trying to win Lotto and anything like that and never winning either.

Such was the case with dear Fliss and I both for 10 years and more constantly telling any and everyone about fatguts the violent aboriginal drug dealer, which also atracted in so many other criminals...criminals he also housed there and across the road from him, and which was always a major source of crime.....

And nobody did anything about it. - And the crime spread out. It enveloped Midland and all about and invaded into Fliss's own workplaces wherever she went over many years.

No wonder poor dear Fliss had a mental breakdown. She already had bad conditions of them.

And nobody could figure anything out. - So they fucking well WRONGLY blamed me for it all with poor Fliss's conditions.

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Poor Sam has been having terrible nightmares in his sleep again and howling in his sleep.

Poor Max has to but to a lesser degree.

They both know that we are all destined to die in hell, and in hell because we without being with dear dear Fliss, being with her that she promised us we would be away from this hellhole forever.

I'm seing a repeat of past personal history of what happened to X. (Fliss only partly knows who X was because she never let me tell Fliss who X was and how X suffered so incredibly so and then died. Fliss neded to know all about X because it was so very much like dear Fliss herself and she coudl have empathy and understanding for X. And myself. - But she's now apparently living in a deranged make believe world of her own and refuses to communicate with me.

And so, if ever dear Fliss meets with horror or disaster, I'm sure there's going to be bastards who will once again blame me because they can't and refuse to fucking well understand ANYTHING.

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More of the trees that dear Fliss and I physically and monetarily struggled so VERY hard to prepare for, plant, and grow, they are all dying here at this helhole.

Just like me.

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In the recent NEWS in the USA there's been yet another lethal mass shooting spree, apparently by a fellow student.

I'm surprised that hasn't happened locally. All the shitty ingredients are there around at this hellhole area.

Not that I would ever WANT that to ever happen of course.

Gotta say that or some deranged nutjob might read it as inspiration to walk across the road and do something.

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I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you just as you promised me, and to us both. - Gotta go now and attend to dear Sam. He's flapping his ears and is hungry. Poor Max hasn't moved for many hours. It's going to be VERY hot at this hellhole area and inside. It's already become airless. And the insidious micro-dust has once again covered everything. I've had to deal with a plague of spiders for the past months inside and out. - You may not read this dear Fliss despite you PROMISING me you would and that you'd alway stay in contact and that we could be away from here and live the lives we always wanted but were forever being denied....NONE of which you ever did since late 2015. - I love you dear Fliss and want to be with you just as you promised me, and to us both.

To everyone else reading this, YOU have no idea at all. You THINK you do, but you DON'T. You have no comprehension. I have long since stopped telling ANYONE about ANYTHING face-to-face. NOBODY knows or cares or HELPS dear Fliss and I get back together since her terrible mental breakdown in late 2015.

so damn the world

it's getting everything it so richly deserves

I love you dear Fliss and want to be with YOU.

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2017-07(July)-24--Monday. (your money Fliss, and what was meant for YOU.)

2017-07(July)-24--Monday.

I am in a helluva lotta pain like you cannot believe or wish to believe.

Also, the money which was dear Fliss's (Felicity Ann Carthew) of New South Wales, which was supposed to go to her from myself, it has now all gone.

It was money that was supposed to set us in life to live more easily, and to make dear Fliss's life easier as well. It wasn't much, only a few thousand dollars, but it had been kept aside by me for dear Fliss.

But dear Fliss has NOT contacted me at all since late September 2015, which has cause me immense pain, sorrow, grief, anguish, a desire for my life to end, all of which has not gone away.

Today, money was used for a super emergency. And it was a time-limited window to do something. It was all out of my hands. And so it forced my hand into spending it all.

Dear Fliss WOULD be pleased.

The purchase was for her and US.

But dear Felicity Ann Carthew has totally abandoned me without a care or thought or if I was alive or dead.

I want to be with you dear Fliss just as you PROMISED me and us in late 2015, in a new life, a better life than this hellhole here of which you have run away like a cowardly soldier. You have been rewarded and given so much in New South Wales, Australia, whilst I am still living in squalor in a hovel with criminals all about in Westen Australia.

YOU Fliss promised us both so much, and it is YOU dear Fliss who has lied to all others and made them believe the utter lies you wanted so you could get everything you wanted in New South Wales, a new place to live, acceptance back into your family, accolades from your friends and your bullshit 'friends' with all your lies.

AND....Whilst I have told the truth to any and everyone, I have suffered extremely mightily for it all.

Do you feel happy about all of that dear Fliss?

Please contact me Fliss. You have NOT contacted me AT ALL since late September 2015.

What more lies hve you been telling everyone?

P.@16:12--Monday--124-July-2017---I'm in tremendous pain. I have not eaten. Sam & Max have not eaten. I have run out of food. I have run out of money. I do not have a car anymore because the one of ours Fliss is DEAD. I have run out of emergency food stocks. I cannot travel anywhere to get any more. - My head is spinning A LOT, my ears are ringing a LOT, my legs hurt so much I can barely stand or walk. I doubt I will get any sleep. -- I love YOU Fliss and want to be together with YOU in the life YOU promised us. - Sam & Max have been crying in their sleep A LOT, day and night EVERYDAY. The injuries Max gave me hurt a LOT. The scars from him may last upon me for all to see for what's left of my life and will still be upon my corpse no doubt.

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2017-07(July)-17--(later).

I'm in a helluva lotta pain.

And some of that was because I had to do something outside.

Max has beome vicious a lot today. On several occasions.

I'm going to lay down and try to rest. I am denied sleep.

Weather is changing to become raining all week, so says the crystal ball weather reports.

I was wondering about the West Australian Police visiting the main abo criminal household, and I also wondered if it had anything to do with the criminals about yesterday that I wrote about earlier today.

I did a search online but of course failed to find relevant details of the incident(s). However I did find details of PAST incidents. I'll post the links for yourself to read so that you can look to see what a hellhole the criminals have made of this area.

Note: - I'll also post the huge inident that dear Fliss and I personally witnessed and reported to Police AS IT WAS HAPPENING. (what I'll post about that is from a southern part of Western Australia newspaper.)

Criminals have been (and still ARE) roaming the streets today, and were visibly doing so just after I posted that previous message into my blog. And one was lurking about loitering close to where he and others had trespassed so many times yesterday. He was looking to see if he (and they) could do it again today. And it's no doubt he (and they) will do so....because they are all shitheads. He is totally criminal, and so is his younger brother, and they both run with the criminal abo's and spend more time in the assorted abo houses all day than where they actually are supposed to 'live'.

P@almost 1pm -- I'm in a tremendous lot of pain. I've been shrieking and gasping out in pain. Sam has become scared hearing that and is trying to cuddle up next to me all the time. - I wish I could sleep forever.

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This first entry below is the incident that dear Fliss and I witnessed. It involved Fatguts the abo drug dealer and his drug house being attacked. This is a more descriptive NEWS report that the previous ones I've found online, and is closer to what dear Fliss and I witnessed....

http://www.bunburymail.com.au/story/2139273/two-brothers-in-custody-after-koongamia-burglary-and-robbery/?cs=4070

And now onto other crime and related......all to do with the usual criminals....

https://www.crimestopperswa.com.au/open-cases/stealing-jinda-road-koongamia-wa-04mar2015/

(the above is just one of MANY police level events in this hellhole. There is only 1 booze shop in Koongamia. It is in the same place as the corner shop general store area. And abo's hang around it all the time. It is sheer heaven for the criminal abo's, a booze shop close to where they live that they can raid anytime they like, as well as the general store. If they ever get caught, they plead innocence and feign innocence and poverty, and yet always have enough money for illegl drugs, and alcohol....money courtesy of Australian Govermnent department handouts that are supposed to cloth and feed them and their crimial offspring etc.)

https://thewest.com.au/news/wa/public-housing-debt-up-in-tough-economy-ng-b88539502z

Some of the images from the above looks like the abo drug dealer Faguts's place....which has been rented out to abo's AGAIN....

https://www.reddit.com/r/australia/comments/3em5bq/whats_the_worst_citytown_youve_been_to_in/

The above link is from some illegal drug user and he says as he's rsponding to the question, "What's the worst city/town you've been to in Australia?" -- His answer was: "Pretty hard for me to choose really. Nowhere I went in Melbourne/Victoria seemed as bad as some of the places I've been in WA & NSW. In terms of feeling unsafe I'd say Cullacabardee, Koongamia or Armadale. Fuck, the places I went to buy drugs..."

And here below, is a West Australian Government record from 1999 talking about illegal criminal drug dealers and this hellhole area.....

Note that the cabinet minister is very guarded in what she says.....it sounds very much like she's talking about the violent abo fatguts, and his army of thugs.....of which the abo criminal household (which STILL EXISTS and has grown and expanded) is so very rampant now.......

Note the minister states that (to her) that she believed that drugs were only sold to shitheads only on a Saturday (one day of the week!?), when in fact fatguts sole them EVERY day and EVERY night of the week inlcuding Xmas day and all upon any days no matter what......

12.33 PM WEDNESDAY, 15 September 1999

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Mrs ROBERTS: The minister is right in saying that both areas must be dealt with, but the frustration of the people at the meeting held in Girrawheen was high. It was heart-wrenching to see people, such as Mr Ragno, who have lost their children to drugs. Some of those people named the persons they believe did the deals that were responsible for their child's overdose or death. People quite reasonably expect some results to be achieved within a certain period. The Government cannot allow the street level dealers to continue to deal month after month, in an effort to eventually catch Mr Big. Surely, after some period the police must go after the street level dealers and take them out completely.

I know of a house in Koongamia in my electorate where drugs were reportedly being sold, and I believe that was the case. It was next to a home for aged people who took regular note of what was going on. The aged people were intimidated by the types of people who visited this house. I drew this to the attention of the police on a number of occasions, as did many other people. The police undertook raids on at least two occasions of which I am aware and came up with nothing. For a period between one and two years we quietly waited for the police to deal with the occupant of this house. In response to the comments by the member for Girrawheen, some have asked how people knew that others were dealing with drugs. People reach that conclusion in a number of ways; for example, after everyone in the street says that it is their solid belief that drugs are being sold from certain premises and that on Saturdays, when it is believed that drugs are available at the house, between 80 and 100 cars visit the house. Also, after being told that people know when drugs are in the house because a chair is placed on the verandah and cars start arriving and people start going in and out. When the chair is removed, indicating that no drugs are available, the cars stop coming to the house. After all those things, the story begins to have some credibility. All this information has been passed to the police. In the instance to which I refer I was eventually successful in convincing Homeswest to move the occupant from that house. He is now living elsewhere and I do not know whether the police have caught up with him or have managed to prosecute him in any way. That is the job of the police. I saw it as my job to protect the lifestyle of people living in my electorate by ensuring that they were not continually subject to drug dealing in their neighbourhood. Potentially that man has been inflicted on someone else's neighbourhood.

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2017-5(MAY)-19-Friday.

Before dawn, Sam & Max have ben fed, and taken outside for their ablutions. It had been lightly drizzling? and was just about to start drizzling again.

Sam & Max have BOTH become starting to become vicious again. Sam growled, Max growled worse and is liable to attack.

Both dogs were fed before dawn, and let outside with me in the darkness with the yard light on to do their ablutions.

They were sniffing all about as if an intruder had been sneaking around.

Feral cats have been roaming all about. And it should come as no coincdence that the feral aboriginals have them. They actually go for a walk up to the Koongamia shops and have their cat following them like a dog, and just like any of their dogs, it goes off into other peoples yards and fouls them. - During the day the feral cats roam all about and kill Australian wildlife. At night the damn things fight amongst themselves (just like their 'owners') and carry on.

And don't you ever think I don't love cats becuse I do, and I have done so since I was young and had many many cats. I've written about that before.

I've been sneezing a helluva lot. That's due to the damn smoke. The bed reeks of it.

I had a shower and it was horrible. That's due to the damn smoke STILL in that small room.

It's been raining today, but under a thin damp top layer of dirt on the ground it's as dry as a bone.

No doubt if you ever complained, they would point and say, duhhhh...the ground is wet, why are you complaining?

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It has been EXTREMELY and very very UNUSUALLY QUIET and the streets seem to be at the moment so empty of roaming aboriginals. As far as I know. But don't ask me. I've been laid up in bed in pain. And that's where I'm about to return to now since I have done a very tiny bit of yard work to get tree stuff onto piles on the street verge because the Swan Shire Council is doing a green waste collection on Monday.

And at the criminal ABORIGINAL HOUSE(s) there's been vehicles there (departmentals?) all day coming and going amongst all the 'regular' massive comings and goings. Perhaps THAT'S the real reason why it's so 'quiet' on the streets. - Or maybe they're just giving them masses of 'freebies' again....maybe more stuff to play ON the roads with......

But the departmentals don't work on the weekends it seems, or are at much less capacity, so despite the rains (drizzles) coming (maybe), the streets wll be crawling again soon enough.

Maybe it's because of the aboriginals "Naidoc week"? - And it can't be seen to be having bad press of actual reality rearing it's ugly head during that I'm sure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NAIDOC_Week

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Dear Sam & Max feel very not right. They also can't accept the drizzling rains which are making their lives even more miserable than it is without dear Fliss with them & us. - Literally...there has been no rain for so very very long until last night at this hellhole.

Sam & Max keep trying to rush back inside if it rains/drizzles whilst they are doing ablutions then they just give up doing any ablutions outside and demand to be let back inside this hovel. I have to dry them down with a towel. They now growl at that. Once inside, then they just hang on and just keep waiting. They start whining. (literally) - And when they get let outside later in fine weather, by the time they think about doing ablutions it beings to rain (or drizzle) again and the whole cycle goes on and on. -- For all that I get the blame. Especially since none of it is my fault.

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P.-19-May-2017---I love you Fliss and want to be with you. -- Today I had to destroy some things of ours that we had struggled for and others I have discovered are completely missing.

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2017-4(APR)-20-Thursday.

This is what it's like for an ordinary trypical day in this hellhole....

Yesterday, (Wednesday) I was so exhausted, and in pain, that I went to bed. And when I got sleepy, I went to sleep because I have ben not having hardly any proper sleep....for well over a year now. (and for THAT I was actually accused of it all not being much of anything important.)

I went to bed exhausted.

But I woke up 1.5 hours later. I awoke from a nightmare, and into the nightmare reality of this shitty hellhole. I don't know what woke me, but often it's a shithead on a motorbike tearing about, registered, legal or not, it doesn't matter to them. And they go thru the pedestraian walkway then violentally and delineratly put on bursts of speed and fly loudly along the roads. -- Whenever they return this way, and they do so often to evade Police who canot get past the barriers put there to stop vehicles from going thru), they go thru the pedestrian walkway again and roar off.

Or it could have been poor Sam & Max. Both dogs also had bad nightmares. Sam was whining and upset in his slep a LOT. I tried to gently wake him but couldn't for quite some time. I always try to rescue them from nightmares. When he did awake, he sighed then breathed as if he had been running hard. He kept getting too hot and would constantly try sleeping in new sleeping positions on his back to cool off.

Then, later, it was Max who was having nightmares. He too was making a lot of noise in his sleep. And when he wasn't doing that, he has now developed a massively noisy 'snoring' for a dog. It's so loud that it almost sounds like growling. He's having a lot of trouble breathing.

But awake I was, and despite everything, I could NOT go back to sleep no matter what I did. -- And so I was laying there trying to get to sleep which I did not, and could not, achieve until the NEXT day (today) on Thursday sometime not long before dawn.

All overnight and well into Thursday it had been too-warm (despite a fan blowing straight upon me). It was too hot to get under the covers, then (later), still hot but too-cool not to be under some light cootton ones.

The only time the temperature became tolerable was when the cool-before-the-dawn period arrived. And that period has become shorter and shorted and closer and closer to actual dawn of each day.

Thunderstorms are (crystal ball gazing predicted) by the weather department for this area which they previously claimed were starting in a day or two. Then they changed them. Sorry no rain! But already the forecasts they published are already being changed again. The days of (maybe rain percentages) have diminished greatly, and some of the days they forecasted would have rain now are NOT going to have rain. This is common now for them and has been for quite some years. Nobody knows when it's ever going to actually rain until it actually really does rain. And then they have no idea how much rain is going to fall. - If they predict a LOT, then nothing can fall, if they predict fine weather, then it's liable to rain. But that's all completely unreliable too. You cannot just expect the reverse of any official forecast occuring in this hellhole. You cannot expect anything to be normal. - It's VERY dry here. Deathly dry. Plant life that's green is unusual. Quite often anything that's green is the result of residents responsibly and reservedly pouring on water to keep everything alive. Or at least upon things they cannot have dying, such as trees that supply desperate shade and slightly cooler air in more hotter periods.

And do you know what? - The official water department was on a crusade being very vicious upon anyone using water 'unwisely' in their views. - Somebody just decided by looking on a map, who should have what amount of water to have. And somebody decided purely by flat geographics, that this area should be using just as little water as wealthy places situated in more cooler areas of the local West Australian metropolitan areas. Just crazy. Ignoring the fact this hellhole is always hotter than even the town of Midland just 3kms away which they hold up as saying, "Hey, THEY use less water, so should you!"

Over the years Midland has progressd to being built-up and a sea of concrete and brick and roads nowadays, and it STILL is cooler than this helhole.

But it's useless trying to have them acknowledge fact. Blanket rules and blanket decisions are common. It's all almost deing proclaimed as being holy writ now to be obeyed or be sent to hell.

So despite the weather department previoulsy stating it was going to rain for several days in amounts that would have had Noah scurrying into his Ark, now the amounts are getting lower, and lower, and upon lesser and lesser days.

Some readers reading my plaintives, this may puff their chest up and bluster, "Hey, it's just weather! - You have to expect that!"

But honestly, weather forecasts have been for many years getting less and less accurate at the same time as more and more louldy shireking declaring that they ARE accurate.

It's hard to live when you expect rain, when rain has been declared definitely going to pour down and you should batten down the hatches, but then despite a dark cloud that might go by, or the sky becomng overcast with a lot of clouds, nothing of consequence rains down. Everything stays dry, is dead and dying.

AND......also, there are times when it DOES rain. And when it does rain, it can sometimes be crazily a helluva lot. Then there are NEWS stories about that as if covering a lottery winner. And everyone who suffers from that is told, "We need all the rain we can get, so stop your complaining!"

There is no certainty.

It's all the things that climate-disruption advocates have been stating long before it all became reality but they were not only ignored but also denigrated, ridiculed, and ostracised.

And crazily yet again, then comes along 'official' sanctioned measures admitting it 'might' be true, so its best to squeeze as much money out of any and everyone to pay for it all. Always money......never enough money they want......

And for those who are NOT rich, it becomes just another burden to carry for the sake of all including the filthy rich, who are constantly being portrayed as if everyone lived like them. Just more lies.

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Now.......getting back to myself in this hellhole......

I was awoken time and again VERY early in the morning by all manner of shit.

First up was the very loud resonating BANG! like somebody hitting the side of a metal truck with a sledgehammer. (I challenge anyone to sleep against THAT). - It sounded like it was a big metal tailgate banged of a big dumptruck going past my window, and as always, as so happens so consantly over the years on the small urban streets, it was moving fast so as to avoid being slowed down or stopped by children going to the nearby Koongamia School, of which they put in a manned road-crossing attendant carrying flags to stop traffic to let children (inlcuding small ones) to cross to the school.

What actually occurs is that there are a multitude of workers going to work and they do NOT want to be stopped at all by that. And as an addition, they also go to the Koongamia shops to get whatever they want for the day, even trifling stuff that so many ordinary people take with them to work such as lunch.

So BANG!, goes the truck, like two metal trucks reversing into each other at speed.

I'm smashed awake.

I try to lay and regain sleep. But it's impossible.

Next (as happens everyday), as if diesel big truck fumes aren't bad enough coming off of traffic and blanketting the area and into houses, along starts coming 4WD vehicles, diesel and petrol ones. More noise, more fumes.

And because people have been in SO much of a rush in the morning to get to the shop and buy their 'absolutely necessary' shit before rushing off to work, vehicle engines aren't even warmed-up.

They churn out terrible fumes. The vehicles (and drivers) sputter and cough. And the drivers do what they always do. They push the vehicles even harder to get them going causing it all to be louder and worse.

The truck going past earlier may have been going at such speed as it rounded corners, that whatever it had in the metal tray of its back, slid across and smashed into the metal side of the tray causing the loud BANG!. - Imagine standing next to a church bell with your ear close to it as a single hard strike is made upon the bell. It's THAT loud. But it's not a 'ring' but a massive BANG! - Like a sledgehammer hiting the side of a truck. - And the driver doesn't care.

Then it's the turn of 'responsible' vehicle owners, who have sedans or whatever. They are REALLY in a hurry because it's closer to them starting work and they would never-ever even leave 15 minutes earlier if it was to save their life, so they do what they always do, drive harder and faster so they can get to work and perhaps other travel connections (rail) further on.

Vehicles go thru their gears as if they're in a Grand Prix race making each gear peak at it's highest revs before changing to another gear. They drive manual vehicles you see for whatever reasons, and they love imagining themsleves in a race.

More noise, more fumes, more stink.

I'm forced to get up and out of bed. I'm in a LOT of pain.

As soon as I'm awake, Sam wakes up, shakes himself, and that wakes Max up. Then both Sam & Max are desperate to go outside despite only having been outside for ablutions a couple of hours before in total darkness before dawn. I did that so I might get some more sleep. But of course I am denied sleep.

I go outside into the backyard with them for safety, (theirs and mine). When finished, we returned back inside and they were fed their regular dry dog food. It's been later than they wanted to be fed, but I tried to achive some sleep and was penalised for trying to sleep, not by Sam & Max.

I went with Sam & Max outside again, carefully made sure all was well. Sam is limping. Max is frightened a LOT. Max came up to me and was trembling and shaking. Sam thought it was a game and he rushed over. Max started growling. I consoled Max and he was trembling a lot.

I took Sam & Max inside this hovel, left them safely there, and prepared to clean up their ablutions as usual. Responsibly.

The time was now around 9am, anyone who mormally would go to school, would go to school, but aboriginals NEVER GO TO SCHOOL. And today is no different to them.

A filthy (as always) barefoot aboriginal boy was standing by himself on the street corner. I think it's the one who goes around picking his nose and making a meal out of it.

He doesn't like to be seen, so he walks off to the usual escape route and highway for countless criminals, the pedestrian walkway. He lingers there and keeps looking all about, and behind him. It's as if there is a physical inertia of being watched and observed that directs him onward and he slinks away.

Quite often, Sam & Max detect these shitheads wandering about (at any time of the day or night they wander all about), and they often are doing shit in the streets, throwing stuff around, smashing stuff, yelling out, arguing, threatening, acting wildly crazy, and it upsets Sam & Max a great deal seeing or hearing shitheads that they want to tear apart. It's why I can never let dear Sam & Max out there anymore as dear Fliss and myself once always did and passersby would be happy to meet them and vice versa. - But no more, not since a year or so ago when aboriginal crime leapt up faster than a skyrocket in intensity here.

Since then this morning, others have been walking all about on the streets.

And there was an anonynous vehicle observing what was going on from a short distance. whomever was sitting observing in that vehicle, saw what they saw. - Just because there wasn't a riot in the streets (yes that's happend too in the past), doesn't mean anything.

More aboriginals started coming out of the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD like a linked-sausage-making-machine, on foot or on bicycles and they start ranging all about just like they do every day especially on school days because they never ever go to any school.

And they start gravitating towards the shops areas. The car drives off and goes up to follow them at the shops area.......

Just another day.

Since then......a car ducks into the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD, just after a group of aboriginal adults walking on the roads has ambled back inside, and just as a group of wandering aboriginal criminal kids from there goes wandering about near the school area also sees the vehicle from their own vantage point. The criminal kids all pause, chatter amongst themselves, decide not to return there, and wander off elsewhere again. The car doesn't stay long. More vehicles have come and gone from there since, none of them staying long. It's like a bus station. More criminal abo kids sprout out on pushbikes and go off roaming. Now it's endless roamings times.....back and forth and thru and all around......

No yellings in the streets (yet)......but the next (almost like a printed schedule) will have those from the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD wandering all out and going back and forth and forth and back to the shops area soon enough......

Just another day.

This all happens on school days or not. Whether schools are on holiday periods or not. It makes no difference to the aboriginals. There are no designated 'holiday days', not when there there is no going to school days at all. - Ever. - Every day is just another 'holiday'.

Every day is spent wandering all about.

There is none of the bullshit 'watching over them', as was a "West Australian" online news story bleated goes on about. --- No, these ones just forever wander about at will and are under no control. -- Just like the aboriginal toddler the other day sitting in the middle of the road.....all feral...all defiantly always feral......

I pity the newest neighbours (of 2 households) seeing and experiencing it all for themselves and having to put up with all of it. Never knowing who is going to be invading your property day or night at any time.

'tis nearly midday noon........

Now I must lay down and suffer in great pain. Sam & Max need consoling and reassuring, but what they want is denied them, not by me.

As I write this, Sam has been having MANY nightmares in another room of this hovel. He will return and will settle down once he is laying next to me as we both suffer. Max chooses to remain by himself but Max gets so lonely he eventually joins us, but is terribly frightened and his whole body shakes terribly in fear, and he growls in fear. I pat him and he growls louder and harder. He can't help it. - Max and Sam are abandoned dogs. - Max too might eventually calm a bit and be silent as he lays down where he knows Fliss was, and Max grieves incredibly, as does Sam, as do I.

P@11:47am---20_April-2017----I love you Fliss and want to be with you.---and just as I am about to post this...at 27 mins past noon, along comes shitheads on an illegal unlicensed unlicensable for the road motorbike, and it came loudly out of the criminals pedestrian walkway and rode all along the roads towards the Koongamia shops area of which is a liquor store too. There is no law these shitheads follow. - Those of us that follow the law are seen as weak and should be dead, so they can run ramnpant more than they already do, and are allowed to. -- Now (later) there is an emergency. There is NO WATER AT ALL in this area. How coincidental....because yesterday at the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD a plumbers vehicle pulled up there. A man got out, and went in there then returned to the street verge there with him following and a criminal kid. The plumber guy went to his utility, took a tool out, then opened up a watermains valve control and used it. Water in the area still was okay after that when he left. But now.....-- and just rememeber that the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD is exactly the the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD for a reason......such as when they ran a power cord lead ACROSS THE ROAD SURFACE from the house-under-construction being built across from them, and the bare power cord lead straight across the road back into their place so they could have power and not pay for it. If anyone else did that, there would be mighty repercussions. There would be mighty repercussions because of actively endangering public safety too. But nothing happened to the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD as always. They are invulnerable. -- There is no water even now at 13:33. Sam & Max at least have a LITTLE bit of water but not much. -- Other innocent neighbours have also come out and checked their own mains water tap controller seeking why there is no water. There has been times before when aboriginals from the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD has criminally turned that residents water mains off, as well as other neighbours. Everyone has legitimate concerns about the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD.

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2017-3(MAR)-18 to 19-2017-Saturday to Sunday--a.

It drizzled a little on Friday and Saturday. But whatever landed on the ground just dried up unless it was on concrete where it lasted a little longer before drying up. It was all as if nothing has been raining.

T around 18:00 there was a power 'brown-out' that plumged this hovel into darkness and silence it ltasted about 40 seconds. It might have been some jerk in a car hitting a power pole soemehere. If so, I hope the car caused damage whilst it sustained severe injuries and death to all its occupants.

Dear Sam and Max were fed early to avoid any damp shower(s) and I cleaned up all their ablutions outside. Then I went back to bed and managed to claw back a couple more hours of sleep.....

On Saturday, once more, there was an illegal unregistered motorbike coming through the pedestrian walkway and that woke me up.

Later on I heard an illegal motorised bicycle the shitheads also use at times.

During today I happend to see two jerks walking down ON the road. They weren't from the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD but are also ones they run around with.

This time there was two of them walking down ON the road. But one was walking and the second one was hobbling, his left leg/foot in a bandage or in plaster with a rubber stopper on the end of it. It was odd watching him hobble around ON THE ROAD as they walked down past the aboriginal CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD on their way to a bus stop. -- And by the way, there's plenty of bus stops and shelters but these kind of people go out of their way to go to other stops just so they can walk past the aborigial CRIMINAL HOUSEHOLD.

Was THAT injury the real reason why illegal motorbikes have been decreased somewhat lately today? - Not thru the actions of West Australia Police or authorties, but only because one of the the shitheads who tears around on illegal bikes and such got hurt and so is TEMPORARILY unable to roam about and cause unhappiness and distress all about to innocents?

Usually by now, illegal motorbike are tearing back this way by now around 18:00 and into darkness hours. (they still might come tearing thru)

With the roads a little 'wet', now it's the turn of cars tearing about on the slippery roads. Almost everytime I go outside this hovel I can hear them tearing around and about on the roads.

As I forecasted a year ago...the shitheads on stolen bicyles on the roads, who were evolving to then tearing to be about on motorbikes (stolen or not) on the roads, I said they would evolve into tearing about in cars. And therafter, they would be putting at risk of injury and death everyone on the roads no matter how young or innocent other may be. -- Because that is the natural evolution and outcomes. The inncent will be hurt and will die, whilst the guilty get out of everything....and they get rewarded.....

I don't care anymore. I am left to die. What should I care for anyone when I have been so viciously attacked and maligned when all I have wanted is to be with my beloved Fliss and live a quiet private life.

But none of that is going to happen now. My life is over. The world and universe is against my ever having that happiness ever occur. 'tis more conveinient just to falsley blame ME for everything but I am NOT to blame.

I absolutely loathe waking up and finding myself alive each time. And then having to go through the pretence of living instead if being dead instead at every moment...............

I have already long-ago planned my suicide and prepared for it, but the day of it eventuating still relies on a series of upcoming events to see if fate will decree me some devestating measures of mockery at my expense........

How about this for a news story: man wins free huge million dollar plus expensive house and land near the ocean but he suicides soon after learning that even that huge prize means absiolutely nothing withiout being with Fliss, and so he suicided. He was a good man who had been so terrible ripped to shreds and crushed down until only the love of Fliss could have saved him....but she just laughed and blusteerd her way through as she always does. Because Fliss cries a helluva lot in private alone in bed, but Fliss lies to the world that everything is okay and she can handle and do everything,....handle everthing except for the one truest man she has ever had in her life her love her for who she is, not the 'fake Fliss' she likes to portray to her family and others.

I love you Fliss. I always have loved you. I wish to marry and be with you forever. And whatever I have of mine is yours, everything.

Without you Fliss, I am nothing. and there is nothing to love for.

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The power cut-out today Saturday at 18:10 for about 10-15 seconds, just enough to trip all the electronic stuff and have it needed to be reset, including my computer, and electric clocks.

I suspect the power brown-out was due to condensation on all the dust somewhere up on power poles or in mains power lines tranmsformers. It wreaks havoc with electronic equipment.

Dickheads, shiheads, and aboriginals throwing crap up into the powerlines doesn't help either. I'm remined of that everyday by looking up into the power lines and seeing a metal dogs-lead thrown up into the power lines by aboriginals. That lead was given to them free so they could constrain their last dog. who roamed uabout in and out of everyones yards day and night and fouling everything. But for all that, I deeply care and worried about the poor dog and I think he was carted off by a dog catcher and so was murdered. - Now the aboriginal CRIMINAL HUSEHOLD has a huge black mastuff (it has no markings), and it has already bitten one of the kids of the corner house and cause bloodshed. But that dog is still about and still roaminmg free, I saw it yesterday at the aboriginal CRIMINAL HUSEHOLD.

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With the aid of pills, combined with cooler coldish temperatures, I'm starting to get a 'little' more sleep. 6 hours of broken sleep I got then I woke up, had to feed Sam ^& Max, go outside with them to monitor their ablutions and avoid rain, then clean it all up, and therafter I went back to bed again utterly exhausted to sleep in broken sleep for a couple more hours. Only to be awoken by planes flying low overhead and their loud rumbling.

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I've been watchingh some Star Trek movies that I own on disc but there's some of them missing. (well Fliss?) -- I was watching them hoping they would give ne hope for a better future.....but it's been deemed by other against me that there is no future for me. My dearest love Fliss has gone away and I can't contact her. Anytime I try, it gets intercepted and thrown back into my face and threats made against me and false accusations shown in my face and I can't get a word in edgwise. And if I do, they blatantly refuse to believe ANYTHING I say.

Now it seem as though dear Fliss's precense on the internet has been evapoarating away completely as if she wasn't even alive.

And dear Cath, a friend to Fliss and I, dear Cath has cast me aside and out. - I really needed to talk with her....but Cath refused to acknowledge any emails or anything I sent her.

Cath has been having a LOT of troubles herself with personal life issues, family issues, self-employment issues, finance issues. -- How I would like to help her but I know what will be said to me that if I was to ever to even try.......you can't help yourself, you couldnl't help Fliss, so why don't you just kill yourself and leave us all alone!

Believe me, the last part is uppermost in my mind at all hours of every day and night. Suicide.

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As it stands now, I have my head tenuously above water with my moneteray finances, that is to say, that all my monetary debts have been paid off in full for over a year now. - This hovel of a tiny diapidated house and the land was paid off completely shortly before Fliss fled in late 2015. Everything was rising up to herald a new age of freedom for Fliss and myself, where we would no longer be bogged down with debt and worry. -- But then Fliss had a breadkdown, emotional, mental and whatever, and I was the one falsely made to blame for all that!? -- She fled across to New Sout Wales Austraia, RIGHT ACROSS THE OTHER SIDE OF AUSTRALIA FROM ME HERE in WESTERN AUSTRALIA.

I HVAE tried to telephone her and those calls were intercepted by others and I was told never to ever try contacting her again. - I did the same with private emails, and once more they were intercerpted and the same ones ordered me not to ever try contacting dear Fliss at all. And they threatened me with dire POLICE involvements and actions if I should ever try to do so.

I've been waiting FLISS.

Exactly as you asked of me. I've been waitng for YOU dear FLiSS!

Year ago I crossed right across Auatralia to meet you Fliss for the very first time and to help you out of your dire sutuatuions you found yourself in, your employment coming to an end, your rented accocomdation being absolved from under you, everythig. - We planned a new life here in West Australia together living together and for us to build up a life where you could be happy and proud. - And that lasted for many years until something afflicted you. First it was medical matters, and then mental and emotional matters afflicting you. You kept everything quiet and secret only to yourself. But I KNEW what was going on and I was always there to comfort you and guide us both through our tribulations. I did SO MUCH THAT NOBODY HAS ANY IDEA OF, and in the next breath they turn upon me and snarl at me falsley saying I cared nothing for you!?!? - Damn them! Damn them all! - I Love you Fliss. I Love you Felicity Ann Carthew. - And I want to be with you.

I'm stopping writing this part now. I'm crying too much and sobbing.

P.@19:08--Saturday-17-March-2017.----I love you Fliss and want to be with you.- Fliss, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, open contact to me again I beg of you! Send email to:

[email protected]

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