#hmmm. my old notes hold the sentiment i cannot convey in words in the state i am in this moment
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the short story i wrote back in gr 9 for english really matches the lyrics of ffxii's "kiss me good-bye"
#🌙.rambles#a beautiful nostalgic kind of pain#i wonder how much better would i write if#hmmm. my old notes hold the sentiment i cannot convey in words in the state i am in this moment#'i want to write; but how do you write of a feeling you have never experienced yourself?'#'of love and heartbreak you have never known?'#under writing ideas#i feel like i unlock a different person whenever i write#but wait#why did i write romance in that short story for school 💀#it wasn't /exactly/ romance but it definitely had undertones. but who knows they cld've been star-crossed besties or something haha#still. embarrassing. though. T_T#these phrases i have under writing ideas are so lovely#'how scary it is to have the heart be so known; but there's nothing to fear when it's you. when i'm with you'#'but if i were to make one wish ( then i think what i want is you)'#'tell me / do i appear in your dreams as well?'#'when i looked into your eyes the world stopped for a while / the world stilled in that moment#and i would be lost in that moment forever.'#'when im with you / time just slows down...'#'writing ideas' from the past#those r the kinda happy ones#bcs i have#'instead of your hands / it's my own tears caressing my face' whatever the fuck that means#'please dont leave me too; tell me i mean something to you'#'even if this leads to the end of the world / i dont mind.#my dreams are filled with apocalypses / with you in the center of them.'#'how can i write happy stories if i have never had any of my own?'#these are all so exaggerated and dramatic but i like how they're written#these were from ages ago#i don't understand at all the things i manage to write but aight they sound pretty-ish so that ain't too bad
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