#honestly 🥹 stuff like this makes me so mushy

[httpiastri]

YOU WRITE OSCAR SO WELL IM IN LOVE

darlingggg this makes me so happy 🥹😭🥹😭 thank you so much !!! you’re so sweet, i hope you have a great day 🫶

[brightermorepls]

Minsung rambles because I can't get enough of these two.

Watching these two together reminds me so much of me and my best friends in the past, before life happened... The type of friendship were you are so comfortable and close with each other that you cuddle and kiss and hold hands and it's not sexual it's not romanic but you just love each other platonically so much it doesn't make things weird? These friendships are so incredible because they are so intimate without having to have anything else attached or expectation to them.

Cuddled up on the sofa under blankets, legs entwined with a bowl of popcorn and a good movie... Sitting on each other's laps during a house party, arms wrapped around each other just chatting and talking to mates and drinking, or after said house party as the guests all started to pass out, finding a sofa to sleep on and spooning each other for warmth.... Holding hands or interlocking arms as you go on walks... Being able to kiss a cheek, neck, hand, lips without any sexual tension or expectation because it's just another sign of trust and comfort... Joke flirting knowing that it's just to gas the other person up and build their confidence, not afraid that they'll read it wrong.

I've had a lot of friendships like this with people, afabs and amabs alike and it's one of the greatest things and one of the most rewarding types of friendships imo. This is what Minsung remind me of - that's such a special type of friendship. It's really wholesome to see honestly and I think, the editors showing stuff like this and not editing it out helps breaks down a lot of barriers that, mainly amab, people are brought up around (not being able to express love towards your friend of the same sex) and them showing Stray Kids in general being so loving and tender with each other helps fight against toxic masculinity, rather than hiding it because it can be provided incorrectly or as wrong.

Anyways... This interaction (actually all of Finding Stray Kids) warmed my heart so much today and I love these two soulmates so much, they make me mushy🥹

(I do not ship them by the way, their personal lives is none of my business, so don't do that on this poster either pls, thank you).

[burninlovebutler]

Hi Mel 😊

Do you know when we’re getting another chapter of ‘Forever Winter’ or ‘Just an Intern?’

Can’t wait, hope it’s soon!!❤️

hi anon! thanks for asking! 💓

honestly i've just hit a writing road block & a bunch of stuff in my personal life has kinda been a mess lately so, things are taking longer than i wanted them to

the next Forever Winter chapter (29 - Be My Mistake) was supposed to be up like 2 weeks ago but BUT

it WILL be up this week, maybe even tomorrow 💗

Just an Intern pt. 4 has proven kinda challenging tbh 😅 but she's def in the works and i hear you guys in my asks, i promise i'm working on it just be patient w me 🙏🏻

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anyway imma get MUSHY bc when i started writing fanfic again in aug 2022 and i started posting forever winter online i never expected or thought that I would be getting messages like this.

writing was something i always did from very very young, id even write stories about my toys & stuff lol but i stopped writing when i stopped writing fanfic around 2016 and it has brought so much happiness back to me, i forgot how much i loved writing.

i know that my numbers & notes & shit on my stories aren't big compared to others but i never thought i'd even get any so they're special to me.

so, thank you very very much for any asks, comments, likes, reblogs, anything on any of my writings. the asks & comments specifically make my whole day. thank u for taking the time to read and/or interact. extra big thank you to the ones that read & love FW, as i know it is long & oc's aren't as loved on here lol love y'all 💗

(also i'm so happy to share that forever winter hit 3k on ao3 & almost 11k on wattpad 🥹🥹)

[plainemmanem]

JULY SO HES A CANCER LIKE ME !!! itd be rly sad if his birthday was july 4 so he never got to celebrate with his parents since they'd like. go on a trip w/o him but on a more honest note. he does rly seem like a cancer, a lot of what he does/how he acts (like the maternal side) is definitely vry similar to myself & all the cancers i personally know

YEAH i mean yeah you’re so right he really does scream cancer

plus, i can see you guys having a full week birthday event for him to distract him from the fact that his parents don’t really celebrate:(

there’s a full day with the kids and they take him everywhere around town and buy him lunch (they all pitch in) and you all have a movie night at his house

and robin covers for him at FV so he doesn’t have to go into work :) and you and him have a little day trip to the cataract falls and you stay at a fancy hotel and the whole time he can’t stop looking over at you and thinking about how much he loves you and LEGITIMATELY wants to marry you. he keeps saying stuff like “you don’t have to do all this” and “you really didnt have to put this together” and it hurts your heart how little he’s been spoiled and taken care of :(( you definitely make up for it though;) you guys have breakfast in bed and wake up late and just kind of drive around and relax together and it’s very causal and fun and steve loves it so much. you stop at random little antique shops and quirky stores along the road and you get a ton of souvenirs you definitely don’t need but you really wanna spoil him<3

there’s a day when you take him out to a fancy dinner and you guys get all dressed up and he wears a nice suit and does his hair up, he looks so cute in the mirror getting ready🥹🥹and you guys have a fancy night and go out somewhere random like ice cream after. he drapes his coat around you and holds your hand the whole time and you guys talk about the most random things. you guys could honestly watch paint dry together and have a good time.

there’s DEFINITELY a day where you guys just don’t get out of bed and you just lay around all day, you wearing his boxers and him going shirtless and his hair is a mess and he’s wearing his dad socks while he’s cooking eggs on the stove WAH it’s so domestic and blissful<3 he says i love you about a hundred times that day, he feels so mushy and sentimental:’)

i feel like you guys go to a concert he’s been wanting to go to and it’s so fun and he’s just having the best time. it truly is what he deserves. and he’s standing behind you the whole time, arms around your waist, swaying you to the music and singing softly in your ear teasingly and kissing your neck and constantly thanking you for doing all this for him. he is so boyfriend it hurts actually:/

[1d1195]

ok ok ! lots to talk about !

i finally read all of dolcezza and HABDJSAHGAGS oh my goodness. even after reading all your works for well over a year now, i don’t think ill even get used to how amazing of a writer you are. i truly FELT everything in that story, from her pain of asking for help (she’s soooo real omfg she’s just like me) to the anxiety and terror in the last chapter ???? HELLO I WAS SO SCARED SHDBJSJAHS IT WAS SOOOO GOOD I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE PLANNED FOR THE BLURBS they were truly soulmates since the first part when they ran into eachother🥹🥹🥹 i LOVED how he was so mushy and soft and just completely head over heels for her it gave me ALL the feels😭😭💞💞✨✨

next: I JUST FINISHED MY FRIEND’S TOYOTA AND OMGGGGG AHHHHH !!!!! it’s soooooo cute and soft and the way they’re both just hopeless romantics looking for the love of their life i cantttt😭 AND IT WAS SO CUTE HOW YOU ADDED THE WHOLE “should i bring a coat” SCENE LIKE IN THE SONG AHHHH I WAS SMILING SO HARD I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WITH THEM (and when they finally get close enough to share that they both had the same fantasies for their college years ????🥹🥹🥹🥹 im gonna sob)

i just ughhhh i love your writing and your characters soooooo much you never fail to make me fall COMPLETELY in love with your stories

ALSOOOO I LISTENED TO THE SONG AND OMGGGG IT FEELS LIKE LAYING IN A MEADOW AT THE START OF SPRING WHEN ALL THE FLOWERS AND TREES ARE JUST STARTING TO BLOOM AND JUST LAYING IN THE GRASS AND STARING AT THE SKY AND FEELING THE WIND UGHHH ITS SOOO GOOD THANK YOU FOR THE REC I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYSSS APPRECIATE THE MUSIC (along with everything else!)

love you and hope you’re doing reallyyyy well <333

~🎶🎀

AHHHH Yay yay yay yay!

I'm so flattered you think I'm such a good writer 😭 it's so so nice of you!

I love making Harry a mushy mess of a man. I assume he is and i will not be told differently 💕 I have gotten the feeling that we could start a club here on 1d1195.tumblr.com about being too hard on ourselves and not being able to ask for help 😭💕 I'm glad you related to her! I always find it's easier to read when the character is relatable in someway. I'm sorry you have a hard time asking for help. I truly know how difficult and lonely that can be! I'm sorry for making you so scared but hopefully it was quite the relief by the end! I'm glad you're excited for future blurbs! I am too! 🤭 I should probs come up with some ideas besides an alternate stalker-scene hehehehe

I LOVE writing about songs. It's the easiest way for me to write, honestly. I guess that speaks more to the song-artist than about me hehehe. The second I hear a song I like, I envision a whole story about the lyrics. Noah Kahan has been KILLING me for months. His new song Forever just officially dropped today and I can't with "we can't make rent, so we window shop." I have lots of ideas based on songs rolling around in my head and you can see how quick I write when I have a song that makes the story easier based on some of my older work (not that I'd recommend reading anything older it's trashy af).

YOU ARE THE SWEETEST 😭💕

I have yet to fully dive into the lyrics of Paint, but glossing over them, they seem a bit sad. So idk if I'd be able to write one of my cute-gross stories, but I might spin it another direction. I'm so glad you liked it and love your description of it! I agree completely (also if I were to write about this song, I'd probs include a meadow scene).

Thanks so much for reading my stuff! I appreciate you greatly!!!

xoxo