#honestly its a little embaressing to have my posts taken seriously

[sapphicambitions]

I am queer platonicly in love with my best friend. I know that we might never be the picture perfect couple. I know we'll probably dance in and out of relationships with other people and that's fine. And we have issues, God do we have issues. But we love each other, so desperately and assuredly that we will cling to each other till our dying days. I'm sorry you're spiraling rn. I'm so that this is so hard on you and that your mind is racing through all of the worst in your isolation. But from

The bottom of my drunk little heart, I want you to know that this is not the end. It will get better an things will work out and I know this probably just looks like rambling. But my heart reached out for you reading your maybe poetry post I wanted to let you know that even though it hurts, even though it tears at you soul you are beautiful laynie. You are beautiful and your life is beautiful and you will survive. You will struggle and kick and fight and it may break your heart but one day, one (2/3) Day, you will find the thing that makes it all worth while and you will look back and realize that even though it's not what you expected, even though it's not what you wanted, maybe it's ok. It's enough to make you smile. It's enough to make you cherish the little moments and never give up. I love you dear. I'm on anon bc I'm shy as shit but I love you and all the things that make you you. And we're all here for you. So don't give up. Don't give in. You can do this. We're rooting for you. (3/3)

Hi, Anon. It’s very sweet that you were concerned for me and wanted to reach out. But I assure you, there’s like, nothing to worry about? Lol. Sometimes I get drunk and make overly dramatic posts and sometimes I write sloppy poems about love & drama because that’s what I do. Kind of my thing. So you don’t need to worry about me uh, “giving up” or “giving in” or anything along those lines. I’m fine. And truth be told, dear anon, my blog is where all my dramatic posts go?. It’s just my outlet when I need to just let loose and get some stuff of my chest and be dramatic in ways I can’t on any other platform. So while it’s very sweet that you saw my dramatic post and rushed to comfort me, last night I actually was in a really good spot and had spent all evening under my favorite blanket and FaceTiming and laughing with a friend. Essentially what I’m saying is: you’re very kind to reach out but honestly I am fine and just a big dramatic baby and when you see more and equally dramatic posts like this particular prose/poem about my regrets and loves..... kind of just... ignore it lol. Laynies gonna be dramatic but she’s gonna be fine. No need to worry or address it. Once again thanks for checking in anon and I hope you’re having a lovely day! Virtual hugs through the quarantine!