#honestly worse than straight up being sewercidal

[thisdarkenedsea]

anyway on a personal note (aka post contains info no one cares about), mental health in the abyss lately. the abyss' shitter maybe. no joy no desire no hope just nothing. no idea why just. like that. having to force myself to do everything and idk even what's the point. used to being kinda broken but I do pretty well usually all things considered. this is new and unpleasant.