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[hybrid-lion]

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In other news, I am very smol and capable of many things, pay me for the happy I have delivered unto your serotonin receptors.

#tossashinytoyourshifter

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And in doing so help me aid you get us both a future full of

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If you're shy for whatever reason you can find me in your proverbial corner/ and on Venmo:

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(My venmo ledger is private, but then again..

[hybrid-lion]

I posted this on a random feed last night and silliness might have (possibly) ensued so..

What I wrote (Sort of):

"Did y'all consider that instead of cleansing, you could be clearing and as such just have to (in regards and respect to) just be good with the other side of what you're staring at?

Effectively more like:

Perhaps mirror magic is v much what you decide you have to face, or also simply being good with what's in the other side, being you, respecting your other selv s in different forms, etc. while also respecting the bridge, and allowing others to do the same in their practices?

[hybrid-lion]

TRAVEL DIARIO/JOURNAL

April 10th 2021

"It's good and find on cleaning day in your travels to change the sheets, do laundry, tidy your room. It's good and fine to make yourself comfortable.

I value clean, safe and comfortable harbors.

If ever on a cleaning day, you find your door maat*, treat it in turn."

*That door maat could be your boss or bodyguard or both and more one day.

[hybrid-lion]

*Disclaimer/Spoilers*

Almost all of my works, as with most folksto some extent or another, carry karmic links and genuine heart nature based in the same caring and honored intents.

Most authors can tell you that their works have significance, as knowledge is power, and Uncle Ben would probably approve of this message.

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If you read and choose to use/affirm/internalize my works, or my inherent teachings, consider the manner in which your intentions are in service of the interests of harmony and longevity for all involved, as willfully including the best outcome deservedly for you.

This is accountability, which we all must face eventually.

I am not your judge.

Also

Innocence is innocence and I believe not all Errs are created equal.

SO DEW UNTO BBY I LUH (MOST OF) YEW

I am your ally, creative, someone's son/sibling, friend, lover, other, companion, etc.

I affirm that I am quite capable of many things.

There are many outcomes possible.

Choose to come correct.

As we are all coming correct here, just as I am affirming that my works are to be used with the best intended outcome, as it occurs to recant

For those involved and the choices they may always choose to decide.

I genuinely look forward to paying it forward in turn, in only the best way for you, as you choose to approach and walk with me and mine.

We will most certainly see each other down the line, which I am both grateful and rightfully excited for.

TL;DR

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Almost all of my writing is based in me, as such it is loved and from a good intentional heart nature and heart song energy

It is interesting how intertwined we are with divine and natural laws, universal understanding, and karmic balance and harmony.

At the end of the night, I do only go to bed with that which is in my and others well being and best possible interests, as I may make the educated guess that we are very similar albeit different, and this is beautiful as I too can live peacefully with, of, and within the worlds around us.

~Derek M Avila~

If you care to, support my endeavors as you are enabled and empowered to do so, or just #tossashinytoyourshifter on Ko-Fi and #hitthecowlick button.

((Butter is healing and knowledge, incase you didn't get that earlier))

[hybrid-lion]

*lights cigarette and sips tea like Kermit the frog while wearing green*

File under: wyldling stuff

OR

 "You do not want to sell me death sticks… You want to text me and have me do your dishes and sleep on the floor and make art with you.*

 ~Obi Wan

  So let's see…

 I'm about 2 months in now to this foray, it's actually genuinely nice out today despite the cloud cover (I grew up in NE so I enjoy grayish days all the same); I live for both sunny days and can be happy in the rain, but prefer not sleeping in the elements considering what I'm working with (as romantic of an idea it seems).

  This is very much well known of me—

 Oof that hibiscus tea hits just right though..

 That hibiscus tea though..

 Let's see, was able to consolidate the backpack we're still rocking with the 60 ltr. bag and thanks to the organization and efforts of giving people that showed up for us at St. Paul's here  in the community I was able to get a couple things (A ground pad that I might not actually need ((  I might be able to give that to somebody and pay that forward, got a sleeping bag, etc), some utilities. You know how that goes.

 The past two months have been working with the land, cleaning up around town, reaffirming my lessons and send eof value of my self, holding people accountable and choosing where I place my time and energy.

 The folks who organize the cold weather shelter on South Main deserve all the praise, as well as the folx down at the Friendly Kitchen for coming in clutch with regular warm meals. I've dropped some weight out here that I was hoping to keep on walking around but am strong like a taxidermied pachyderm again.

 I've mostly been aiming to get out of the state shortly in the coming days and hit the road again which is my goal. I'm excited to extend myself to apply to different environmental jobs as well as bring my best to the table and good opportunities as they present themselves to me.

I genuinely believe people can choose to stop and take the time to start good processes. I'm aware of what I know and my journey and if you would, some of the ideations of that destiny and would believe others will seize their own alongside me, and choose to avoid standing in my way but with me as well in love and defiance of apathy or inaction, which is why I'm such a vocal proponent of my beliefs. 

 I'm practicing not having to be so vocal so that there is a more contingent balance right now and my energy and efforts are understandably valued as they are similar in weight and goals as other like minded folks.

I've been working out, practicing meditations and forms, and just getting back into the swing of things. My aims and aspirations are clear and I know that my intentions are good as ever.

 

 Where am I is I am currently posted over on one of my favorite benches; don't really know exactly what the day has but I'm looking forward to it—

  I have a heart song that I want to sing when I can sing it for folks without being pressured to do so.

  In my heart the possibilities I have in mind are made reality, and Im quite resolved in handling things as I am capable best and positively fof what the day could bring us jn our best interests and designs.

 

   I've reached out to a couple folks from my past life if you would.

   I am hoping and anticipating that somebody decides to hit me back, as that would be super helpful in not being out. I would ideally find a dry floor to crash on and pull my weight in turn like that Orphans song would echo the sentiment of.

  I'm going to be in the area for a little while and it'd be really reaffirming to catch up on some folks if they chose to and if they decided— 

I forgot I have Honey and Oat granola bars too.. I have snacks. 

This is great.

— as I was  if they decided to do so and it was in their best interest as well—  Genuinely just my best for mine and me these days and forward.

With my comprehension of oneness and many forms of practicality in reality I'll probably check in to different circles and with others when it's appropriate for me without inviting in tons of unneeded chaos in a negative fashion and moreso in Lightness.

Idk if anyone ever thinks of the lightness of chaos, or as I prefer to put it, 

  "I loathe constructive dis-order as I choose to see it…"

 Planned for a lot of adventures in the immediate future that I want to pan out mostly specifically pertaining to artwork as well as hopefully I have my eyes on the horizon, working with the land as well as maybe doing some tending and traveling.

 I would be way better off having somebody with me rather than just solo dolo, physically present.

 I got to feed the birds this morning which was super jovial and fun and I've been doing that frequently with meditations on giving and receiving and just for the sake of it.

I just I picture myself atm unwilling to play the proverbial hermit/ 

I actually still love people and socializing on my best days.

 

Going to be heading up either Northern New England or maybe down to the coastline.

 I would like to see the ocean again.

 I was thinking about that the other day which it occurs to me. 

Honestly even though I've spent time by the water  a lot it occurs to me that I never really like had like an avid passion for hanging out or like experiencing the ocean that much as a young adult or as a kid growing up it wasn't out of like fear it wasn't out of animosity…

(although sharks and things in the depths are very scary you know like stare into as the saying goes into the void the void stares)

 Back like there's probably things down there you wouldn't want to be poking.

 Same could be said for a lot of things but you know also you know when you go into something with the right mentality you have to bear in mind you know your mentality— like usually attracts like if you can bear that in mind. So again absolutely l o a t h e me some constructive dis order 🖤💜❤️💜

   Some of my life teachers or guides or a few out me into these and I in turn should fly over there when able and give them a big ol cup of hibiscus tea and mindful of how greatly I value their and my lessons and blessings in turn.

   So yeah we're excited to see what the Day brings might be breaking for camp I do have to like my cigarette again apparently even though I'm trying to quit and will be putting it shortly

 

You only know what you know and where the day is going to take you as you can plan to have and you always hit some small bumps on the road.

 I'm only expecting the best from myself and others these days which is really good applying my lessons as I see fit and not getting caught up on other people's interests from me and spending my time wisely.

 

Speaking of I do need to go to my old house over alcohol and procure some things I have that planned out with a peace officer and I'm just not going to be letting that situation weigh me down. 

 I'm not going to be associating with my prior abusers from my birth family that can't show up for love.

  I'm literally going for some tools and CM and perhaps my yoga mat, which would be more it'd be easier to carry them to the sleeping mat and it'll be able to use it for yoga.

Stretching in the morning, which has again become very very important to me being out and about all the time and just thinking about it now it's like I want to work on my hamstrings but I'm not going to do that atm.

 I'm still going to be procuring microphone when I have the resources available, more mobile gear than anything but still quality gear so I can get the podcast going in the meantime we're just doing logs and poetry and writing and patching and selling and things that make me happy little enjoy enjoyable pastimes like journaling.

 I've been trying to get back to people as well have met some real ones out here that I would take with me if I was precisely able to, specifically some of the older guys from the shelter and kitchen, a couple of the sisters around my age, a few of my bunkmates and some other seasoned folks who seem like good souls, again focusing on tending to reality of my situation and minding my own.

 Very much back to myself as capable as I've grown,  when I'm able to despite the obstacles that have been conquered as well as the obstacles that have been accomplished and already overcome. 

One door closes, another door opens and there's a time and place to address these kinds of things. Sargeant comes to my house like don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things like— luckily I'm wearing antiperspirant.

  Clean as a whistle over here surprisingly enough even though I can't remember the last time I showered.

 Which is hilarious even though yesterday was Saturday and I should have.

  I should have showered then,

  but I've just been  mobile and like give myself punk baths here and there like the sink bath. Anybody who's ever been at like at like a camp or a conference knows very much about the same bath or a punk bath if you would whatever you want to call it without being too to non PC. 

 Going now I'm going to hit back a couple folks see if anybody will let me stash my pack with them for a little bit while I go over to my prior abusers house just so I don't have like a 60 l plus bag on my back all the way over there and yeah just expecting the best for myself in the immediate future and hopefully people will come along for the ride it'll be super fun lots of good s*** be wild wild times.

    If y'all like my prior content or want to see more of my future content you can just get at me digitally most accessible for me right now when I have my phone charged until I can procure some more gear.

  You  can always contact me if you have to light if you want to like WebEx or zoom/ video chat as well as long as it's appropriate timing and I'd let you know but yeah you know if anybody wants to reach out to me feel free you know you again it would be nice to re–meet some folks. 

you can look at supporting me or helping me get through this tumultuous time and then I turn I can always of course give back to the community to pull my own weight if you would both literally and proverbial as well as see fit you know what would work best for those involved in the meantime I'm probably just going to eat some granola bars and figure out where to put this backpack because it is lofty the luggage is lofty but manageable and I'm keeping it I also really want to go pick up my echeveria from the house I don't know if I can but something's telling me just carry the echeveria around with me even though it's like not exactly it's not exactly portable right now but how like how perfect would it be if I just have my echeveria like on my head or like on the in the back of my pack like like I don't know like I remember I remember being out in SF and seeing folks with like their cats or like their dogs and their rats just hanging out with them on their shoulder and I'm like I'll just take my complex houseplants with me.

   I can effectively do for myself today looks like the sun's coming out peeking out from behind the clouds a little bit and even if it doesn't it's still out there somewhere which is super lovely and yeah other than that many blessings and you know make your day serve you to your utmost potential as only you yourself would know.

You want to get at me or if you want to support my at the time even like the smallest bean of grain–

 You can hit the cow like button

 you can toss a coin to your shifty cat friend 

or you can hit me up on ko-fi so I can then turn by you a coffee however they pronounce that.

 I know the value of my content and I'm going to be putting that on lock or at least some of the more special personal things for folks who want to subscribe to that kind of stuff that'll be done.

 

  IG is still going to be getting regular updates along with my personal snap when I'm able to and in the position too and other than that yeah all y'all have a beautiful beautiful week ahead of you.

~D

@hybrid_lion on IG

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Also if I was meandering through and stopped to say hai and catch up I might be kind of ragged but clean up nice

Working on this one as well...

[hybrid-lion]

Two Sided Change

and

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Faded jeans

Are still keeping

Your legs warm in the changing winds.

A shot of sympathy delivered

And washed away in and

over turning tides

Is forcing a horse to graze or drink

to wade in those shores together yhough

Instead perhaps delivering

genuine horizons,

Two Sided Change,

Takes efforts to do the latter,

If asking me.

for what they can and be

Appreciated discernably,

How it may come sheathed or boxed

poured strong and equally steeped,

Pseudo-suited pacifiers come in packages

Just as heirloom seeds,

medicines cut from some bodhi else's similar tree.

[hybrid-lion]

Rarely do we yearn

For nothing at all

But what a resolve I've seen in a man

Older and tempered like steel or iron,

Hands sweeping sand and grit to a new place from tar and the roadside by where we have broken bread and ground again in winter time.

I wonder between him, a familiar unfamiliar brother and myself,

What fools don't stop of their own accord to pour acknowledgement to that which they choose to devour

We count count hollow tips from forced tongues, or grains of blessings from our Earth, Gaä*

Nurture many more in the next.

What a table setting and symposium chat it would be

If in the next, every drop, sweatbead, lovers carvings and nourishing feed you had met,

Whom felt a way less than valued as they were

(Though I know mine and wouldn't assume you don't with yours)

Greeted you like you treated them

While taking what we often must for thriving,

Or simply selfishly decide,

Intertwine up and brush some things aside even still in our penultimate age for the time,

having instead of those arenas of shape and reckless joy those dialogues with ours about

How we circle dance and coalesce,

My favorite word to say,

I am with you, even when you send me away or I cannot stay,

But still for now I would choose my own manners, means, company, circles of kindred hearts and me.

[hybrid-lion]

Brunch Epiphanies

in the Garden in Spring"

~~~

(As it was in the Hollow;

circa late or early April 2020)

~~~

Spirit speaks to us internal and external

In so many ways

As nature is Art

Life

School

Sanctuary

Love

and

Home

As I see it

Telling as that is

Tea Times spent in the company

Of gardens between

Tell me that we are both capable of being our environment and learning from and to, as well through the environment.

In so many words,

What you believe is yours to decide,

Just as She has and does teach and provide,

As we can confirm what we believe inside by learning external on so many

As a paradisiacal paradigm may again redefine

When Gaia needs to,

Leaving such stones untumbled still

Is because she is both the wild within

And the jungles beyond us.

Find me on IG and Snap @ hybrid-lion