#hyocrite that i am

[definitelyuseless]

when people on here write all these long detailed analysis posts about fiction and clearly think theyre so smart and correct and good at 'deep thinking' and then loads of the stuff they say is actually pretty stupid or at least a bit off, like really hit and miss

[damnednyx]

I wrote this one on my insta.

Content warning for mentions of God in gory light, bad parenting, trauma, anger, projection and sleep-depravation

//tw: rant on how parents are awful (from personal and shared experiences)//

I guess when I used to say I'm sleep deprived, what I really meant was I had an erratic sleep schedule that didn't co-ordinate well with my time zone. But today when I say I'm sleep deprived, I say I didn't sleep a wink. I couldn't. I waited for hours yesterday to make a video, hoping to sleep once I'm done with it. Afterall, I had no work and I could sleep the whole day away.

I was wrong, of course. I closed my eyes and woke up ten minutes later, this habitual doom settling on my stomach. From all the times my mother or father used to wake me up with water and sharp kicks. I guess that along with so many other shit they traumtised me with, stayed as well. I'm scared of sleeping because I'm scared of being woken up. Sometimes it's the nightmares that are the reason. Sometimes it's my own irrational (rational) fear. I don't want to wake up ever. I want to stay asleep if that's a possibility.

Parents everywhere are a little bit fucked up. They're the teenagers who saw themselves as adults. And suddenly they have their own teenagers trying to grow into adults. They can't comprehend that. They don't understand how it doesn't happen suddenly like it did for them. Parents are a bunch of children wearing big shoes that they don't fit in, preaching shit that they don't believe in, enforcing rules that they don't follow. They're dictators with one citizen and one house to rule.

Kindness is a foreign concept to them. Thinking is an afterthought. Listening is beyond their mighty selves.

God forbid they recognise a pattern of abuse they mimicked through generations of generations of fuck sick shit-ups who had no right to marry, forget bearing children. They had no right to fucking think of a child.

Parents are bratty children who never grew up.

Parents are hyocrites of the finest kind, they've honed it into an art form.

Parents are apex predators, lunging when a silver of vulnerability is shown.

They hate crying children. They hate sad children. They hate non-cooperative rule breakers. They hate every children including their own. They hate all parents including their own.

I was supposed to be focusing on my dead eyes, prevent them from shutting down. My headache is more of a brain ache at this point.

How many lives have we lost to irresponsible, unkind parents? How many bright, happy children have we lost to miserable, narcissistic parents who know nothing but to project and push and pick apart and prode until something breaks?

How do parents even get away with such crimes when I couldn't get away with lying about chocolates. I cried for hours because I stole it and stealing was fucking wrong.

Parents are so wrong in everything they do. They're blinded by self-assurances, circle-jerking like a bunch of incels all their lives, that they don't see clearly. They live in a haze and get angry when questioned. Because they don't know the answers themselves. And now I get angry because they don't listen, they don't think, they don't let me think, they don't let me live because they're constantly near my feet ready to pour water over my head. And everyday they have a different reason behind it. But no reason was strong enough to make me sleep early. Because fuck it, I was gonna get woken up, gasping for air, scared to death, choked on my mother's umbilical chords, because nothing of me is mine. Everything I am is theirs.

//And parents are fucking assholes, glorified as gods that walk the earth, as if gods don't kill for sport//

-timshel

(feedbacks and rbs are appreciated)

[papirouge]

Not to be unecessary specific on main but I want everyone to realize how much the entertainment we routinely consume can shape our mindset about the world, and for Christians how damaging it can be for having a genuine spiritual life.

I haven't be Christian all my life. I mean, I grew up in a Christian household (my mom was protestant, but I occasionally attended Catholic church as a kid and even catechism school), but I was a hyocrite Christian : I considered myself as an agnostic at some point, did believe in the big-bang rather than God Creation, lusted big time, practiced magic/was FASCINATED by occult stuff, cursed God.... I was soooo influenced by TV shows involving magic (it was on a much lower rate than it is today but it was definitely already a thing i.e Charmed, Buffy, etc..) and also LOVED anime & manga. Looking back particularly on this manga culture stuff, I can't help but feel ridiculously appealed by how this type of media showcases a total glorification of sexual immorality (and let's no forget about East Asian paganism) : underage kids having sex, obsessive sexualization of teenage girls (the schoolgirl trope), there's an entire genre of porn with CHILDREN (lolicon/shotacon), most plot of shojo (=manga genre dedicated to young girls/teenage girls) are focused on romance, external attractiveness, meeting an handsome rebellious/mysterious/annoying boy and conquering his heart and giving in to all the youthful desire of the flesh the Bible actually warns us against (2 Timothy 2:22). Being immersed in all this stuff for so many time completely twisted my self image, self worth and sense of purpose.... For so long I was ashamed of never living any of that, being a teenager and never having any boyfriends and/or friends to live that passionate life I obsessively longed reading in this type of literature. It was so alluring and fascinating to see a lifestyle that I thought was the way to go for me to finally be happy....

Looking back at it I realize how toxic these cultures is for younger generation (even for unbelievers) and particularly see the overall spiritual yoke it represents for Christians. You'll also notice how both of them amplified their power over the last few years (anime culture + sexualization of teenagers/kids, and the rampant occultism of TV shows that so many Christians cluelessly indulge in), and this is NOT a coincidence. Satan knows exactly what he's doing.

I'm so grateful Jesus Saved me, made me realize that I shouldn't seek my worth among worldly representation & values that are in iniquity with Him, and set me away from all this mess. He even granted my the Grace of seeing the actual demons operating behind these medias (I already made a testimony about it) so I am now under the responsability of warning any Christians involving into this type of media who'd be reading this to repent, because we will all have to take accountability for willingly overlooking sins into our life. Our time is coming short.

I already got trouble for speaking out about it, people telling me that I was a "legalist" for calling out for more vigilance & spiritual discernement about entertainment culture, but I felt compelled to pull out another warning today. I am not here to please anyone but God, but I'm doing it out of concern and Love for my fellow brothers & sisters in Christ.

Why so many Christians are grasping that watching porn is damaging for us spiritually, but not watching shows featuring magic, superpowers, friendly creatures (=demons)? how NOT watching porn is legalist, then...?

It's no coincidence that in the Revelation 21:8 magic practioners and idolaters (=in this context, those who refuse giving up their wordly/sinful entertainment and thus putting it ABOVE God) are put in the same basket as sexual immorals, but for some reason, some Christians are acting like sexual sin was somehow more serious than the others...

"But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars —they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.”

Loving God is important of course, but it's also important to fear Him as our King. I hardly know Christians willingly doing stuff they know would anger they parents, boss, friends etc... but they have no issue doing such for...God(!!). Idk, it seems so crazy to me, and it's really telling of the actual real place of God in the heart of some self professed Christians...

John 15:10-12

“As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command."

Matthew 22:36

“Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”

Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.”

[thenumblistener]

Where did all the people I trust go?

Did I change or they disappeared

Did we fight

No we never did

But where are those people I used to trust

Oh there they are

Changed to hyocrites ?

Maybe

Or just being how a human has always been expected to

Where did all the people I trust go ?

Am I being an individualist now

Or are they being selfish now

I wonder how can someone mis trust me

Even when I am the only victim

But the cycle is vicious and continues compassionately too

Still I wonder

Am I being me

Or just imaging something impossible

But where did all the people I used to trust go?

Yes we were friends

And said friends before family

But time is venomous

It swrewed up the bonds

Made them tighter and hard to sort

Still some day I wonder

Is this a dream

I wish It is one

Am I being me or

Just imaging something impossible

But where did all the people I used to trust go?

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