#i WISH that bts footage was better quality and closer to them

[callhimnowmarisamylove]

Do you ever think about how these two singlehandedly fuckin launched this ship into the ocean and started paddling as hard as they could because they both just wanted to make out with each other?? And the producers were like actually yeah we see it great job??!!!! Amen and thank god for them

[honeymoonjin]

bts reaction - doing porn together (sub version)

dom version coming soon

Jin

you and jin often thought about filming yourselves fucking, often in an offhand way, but never really considered it because of the logistics

not only did jin have an extremely recognisable face, but the two of you almost always had sex completely on top of each other, not really giving either one of you enough distance to hold a camera and record anything decent

you joked one day that the only way would be to take turns at filming each other getting off, and jin latched on to it with a passion you weren’t expecting

so the two of you decided to make an account, not expecting much, and first you filmed a video of jin’s crotch and lower torso as he jacked off

unable to control your domme side, you scooted a little closer and stretched your legs out until you were pinning him down with them, zooming out a little to catch the way he writhed around and whined under the pressure of your hold, hand speeding up impossibly until he was spilling all over his hand

the two of you later had the awkward job of meticulously going through and putting a black bar over where his face was shown, since you pushing him down gave the camera a perfect shot of his face from his jaw up, but once it was uploaded, the views grew pretty steadily

next it was your turn, but instead of just getting yourself off as he filmed, you decided you might as well use all the tools at your disposal

which meant him trying to muffle his groans and keep his hands steady as you rode him for your own release, with one hand on his chest and the other rubbing at your clit

the video ended with you cumming just as jin was close, and pulling away from him and grabbing onto the base of his cock before he can reach his own end

his desperate moans when you deny him an orgasm are now your new favorite sound, and the viewers seem to love them too

Yoongi

when it comes to subbing, yoongi really lets his yoonji persona take over

for him, there’s something so liberating about dressing up in feminine clothes

a lot of the time in his public life, he feels kind of tied to the strong, aggressive, more masculine sides of himself, like agust d

so it becomes almost pavlovian to finally let go when he puts on his costumes

white stockings, skirts, lacy underwear that’s so small the tip of his cock sticks out the edge

letting you take over and take care of him while he’s in that mindspace is addictive

it’s your idea to shoot porn together; you hate taking money from him even though he has plenty, so you wanted to earn something for yourself - i.e. filming him from the chest-down as you dom him

normally he’d be hesitant, but with the assurance that it’s so far removed from his image that nobody would think it would be him, he decides to give it One Try Only

your first video is shot from your phone as you tease him mercilessly with a vibrator for fifteen minutes, only to make him come untouched

the camera quality is shit and your hand was shaky but it got onto the trending page of the site you put it into somehow and started churning out some serious numbers

yoongi didn’t care about those numbers, but what he did care about were the comments, and since then, he was hooked

you’d shoot videos often, but saved them up to post regularly so that there weren’t massive gaps when he was on tour

often you’d wake up at three in the morning to see his face lit up with a cool-toned wash from his phone, trawling through comments of your latest video

“hey baby, cumguzzler98 said they liked the plug we used yesterday, the one that vibrated”

“mhm, go to sleep please yoongs”

“so i was thinking next time we should get a size up, i bet cumguzzler98 would like that”

“yoongi, if you say cumguzzler98 one more time i’m not touching your dick for a month”

“.......goodnight baby, i love you”

yoongi once confessed to you that when he went on tour and felt lonely, he’d watch one of your videos and relive it, and it would feel like you were there with him, taking care of him like he wished you were

unfortunately namjoon caught him once, without realizing that it was actually yoongi in the video, and now makes a weird point of sending yoongi recommendations when they go on tour

Hoseok

hoseok has always been one to like a little more aggression in the bedroom

and while he loves the idea of you two filming something, that aggression is what concerns him

you two aren’t exactly staying in one position the whole time, so it wouldn’t be easy to frame a shot that blocked your faces, especially since hoseok loves when you manhandle him and throw him around the place in different positions as you please

so the idea came up and went away pretty quickly

but for his birthday, after all the public celebrations, you two are lying in bed and you present him with an additional gift

a stretchy lace band, similar to a blindfold but wide enough to cover his face from his forehead to the cleft of his chin

he takes it for a test run a couple times before he accepts, but you can tell that he loves the way it restricts his vision and his breathing just enough to heighten every other sensation

you yourself wear a simple band of black silk across your face with gaps for the eyes, and within a week, you’ve set up an account on an amateur sight

for hoseok, the enjoyment in filming porn isn’t really the videos doing really well, but just the fact that people could see him being wrecked by you in the most delicious ways

however, the thrill of an audience has made you a little trigger happy a few times, and hoseok has had to get the make-up stylists to cover up a few red streaks and bruises that aren’t covered up by clothing

not that hoseok would complain. after all, he loves it when you get that way

the two of you do the odd livestream every now and again, since it has a tipping function which the normal uploading doesn’t have, and hoseok swears he never comes as hard as he does on those occasions

hearing you read comments out loud to him, one filthy insult after another in time of your spanks raining down on his ass, gets him hard like nothing else

and you always make sure to take extra good care of him after the stream ends, the two of you cuddling peacefully on the couch with steaming mugs of hot chocolate and a sleeve of biscuits between you

hoseok is always twice as energetic and bouncy the day after a shoot, even if maybe he’s a little achy

Namjoon

for namjoon, the joy of subbing is that for once in his life, all pressure is lifted off of him

he doesn’t have to make decisions or be responsible and aware of others relying on him

that’s why his favorite playtimes always involve sensory deprivation and/or bondage

being put into a space where you make all the choices and all he can do is sit there and really feel it

your journey into porn starts off with you taking pictures of him tied up to show him later how pretty he is like that

soon enough, his appetite grows, and he wants you to film little clips that he can take with him when he’s away from you, hoping that the visual could put him in that mindspace so that he could jack off and relax amongst the stress of promotions and tours

you comment offhand one day that it’s a shame you were the only one who got to hear his moans

he goes rigid and quietly suggests that maybe you didn’t have to be the only one

of course, namjoon is a leader of a internationally recognised pop group, so he realizes it’s not wise to have footage of himself like that online

mistakes can happen, and he doesn’t want a fan recognizing a mole of his or something small like that, and then his reputation being ruined

he points out to you audio is a lot harder to connect to someone

for a couple weeks or so, you convert your little videos to mp3s and upload them as audio files

they do well, but soon you realize the problem is that in the moment you were too focussed on the visual that the audio isn’t that descriptive

so of course, being the good girlfriend you are, you propose recording new audio

this time, namjoon’s bound to a chair with his legs open so that the microphone you bought could rest on the table beside him, and you haven’t gagged him like you often do

he’s got a blindfold on, and you’ve been teasing him for over an hour before you start recording

you make an effort to describe what you were doing to him, and namjoon was louder than he ever had been before, letting himself shout in pleasure rather than just sighing

the audio performs a lot better, and the two of you become a little addicted to uploading new ones semi-regularly, always with a different combination of toys and methods to keep it fresh

Jimin

jimin’s always been a sucker for praise

in the bedroom, it’s still there but it sometimes comes out a different way

it starts off with him wanting you to film him as you finger him open, so that he can see how much of a good boy he was for you

the two of you go through a slight rough patch when he’s convinced that you’re only telling him these nice things because you love him, and you don’t really mean it

so you’re solution is to film some videos of him and post them online, letting him see the whole world agree with you

jimin quickly becomes obsessed with the numbers, and starts to ask you for more and more

one day it’s your fingers spreading him open, the next it’s glass anal beads, and soon enough a million viewers a pop are watching you fuck him with a strapon

he’s unbelievably noisy on those days, and it’s a wonder your apartment neighbors haven’t complained, and one day he’s almost screaming, so you freak out and shove two fingers in his mouth, pushing down on the root of his tongue

of course the viewers can’t see anything above his shoulder blades, but the sound of him choking around uncontrollable moans sends them crazy

jimin is strutting around in high spirits for days after that video, and he keeps begging you to film more of him

he says he’s happy to cover most of his face with a blindfold or something, but he’s worried they’ll get sick of just seeing his ass all the time

you insist you’ve seen his gorgeous ass every day for years now and you’re not sick of it yet, but he’s unconvinced

finally, you give in, and film a longer video in which he sucks off the strap-on as you’re wearing it before you fuck him with it

you’d never admit it to him, but the night you uploaded it you didn’t get a wink of sleep, too scared that some horny ARMY would recognise his gorgeous lips stretched around the silicon, and make the connection

luckily, no one did, and so it became the norm to shoot videos of his entire body writhing beneath you, with a blindfold and usually a face mask too keeping his identity a secret

Taehyung

taehyung always had a bad habit of taking photos and videos of you two during sex

most of the time you’d catch him, slap his dick around a little as a punishment and continue on

taehyung had become a little too fond of the punishment and so he was being a lot more overt about it in more recent times, so you decided to take things to another level

“you’ll feel sorry for that later” you whispered into his ear at the time

that night, you sent him a link while he was in the bathroom brushing his teeth

you grinned as you heard him choke and start spitting out toothpaste before calling out your name in shock

you’d uploaded a video onto a well-known porn site of the two of you, one where you had started jerking him off beneath his pants when you two were watching a movie and he had decided to film it

neither of your faces were in it, of course you had made sure of that, but the delicious sounds of his sighs and breathy moans echoed in the room through his phone’s speakers

he ignored you for a day or so, sulking away, but you saw him go back and check the page several times, clearly reading through to see what everyone had to say

and then, that night before bed, he wound his legs around yours and asked quietly if you’d do it again

since then, you had developed a routine of him filming the two of you, and you screening them to make sure they were anonymous and uploading them

taehyung didn’t like a lot of the heavier kinks like degradation or bondage, but he loved nothing better than to let you take control

often he’d lie down with his back to your chest and you’d hold him down with one arm across his chest as you jerked him off, slower than he’d like, but leading towards a powerful orgasm

occasionally there’d be videos taken from him as he sat on the couch while you rode him

he did have a bad habit of forgoing filming the actual action to just zoom in on your tits, and many a time you would tug on his hair to remind him to lower the camera, only to delight in the little grunt he’d involuntarily give out

although he was the sub, you two were really partners when it came to the videos, so you always gave him the freedom to be the one filming

Jungkook

jungkook loves acting out to get punished

everyone knows him as the golden maknae, and he certainly lives up to the nickname in the bedroom too, but often when you’re tired and wanting him to take control he’ll sloppily eat you out or take his sweet time fucking you, just so that you’ll get fed up and take over, showing him how it should be done

even though he’s the director of the couple, you were the first one to bring cameras into the bedroom

he was being bratty in every regard, and so you shoved him away from between your legs and walked out, commanding him to stay where he was until you returned

he had disobeyed you and started jerking off when you got back, which riled you up even more, and you took his expensive digital camera in one hand and a fistful of hair in the other and shoved his face into your pussy as you filmed, talking about how this might give him a reminder that if he wouldn’t do as you asked, you’d just take what you wanted from him

he watched the video obsessively for almost a month before he asked you if you’d want to do it again

he joked that you could make your own GCFs - golden cunt films

(you didn’t talk to him for the rest of the day after that godawful line)

he even promised that he’d behave if you let him get out the camera again, so you agreed

for a while he fucked you like you wanted, and you two did the old cam couple circuit, but after five or six videos he got bored, and decided it was time to act up again

because you couldn’t show his face on camera, you settled for grabbing it off him, pushing him onto his back and jacking him off at your fastest pace

he let himself relax, assuming you were just taking control to take care of him, but your punishment came in the form of you not letting up your brutal strokes, even after he had dirtied your hand with his cum

that video of you making him come twice in a row instantly became your most successful, and after that night jungkook asked you to dom him in all of the videos

you agreed on the condition that you’d never tell him what you had planned for a video until it was time to shoot, and that he had to sit there and take it unless he wanted to use his safe word

and while he may have been a brat, he was a good boy at heart, and the two of you had never tried out so many toys and kinks before then

[popliar]

BTS: Love Yourself in Hong Kong

23 and 24 March 2019 - I loved it and had many thoughts about it below the cut.

For the Saturday 23 March show, our seats were basically looking onto the podium at the end of the catwalk so they were great. But the venue is honestly so small that any seat would've been good - this was the 3rd of 4 shows in Hong Kong, and probably the smallest shows they played on the Love Yourself tour and the smallest they'll play in years (except for Muster, lol).

For the Sunday 24 March show, our seats were one section further away from the stage, but it was still a great view with a broader angle that gave me a better view of the staging and VCRs. Both nights, I had a better view than I did at the Sydney Wings show in 2016 - this was just a smaller, closer arena.

And I enjoyed both shows so much! The shows were almost 3 hours long each but they felt like they went by in a flash. And they played so many songs, but also there were SO many more I wish they could've played - their discography is really wild at this point, it's just PACKED with hits.

In many ways the live show is the ultimate piece of fan memorabilia - but it holds a kind of tension within itself too. On the one hand, it's a unique, irreplaceable experience that can't be duplicated or repeated. On the other, especially in kpop where we have so much access to fancams and concert footage, there's pressure for the experience to meet the expectations that we have, to live up to the hype of the previous shows.

(Those two things play off each other too. How else would we - or some of us, anyway - know to watch out for those micro deviations, those little moments when Jimin runs away from Namjoon in Anpanman, when Taehyung and Jin look like they're gonna make out in So What?)

But this idea of the experience as unique and non-replicable is not quite true or not quite as simple as that. We live in an age of digital media and - this is especially true in kpop - incredibly high quality fancams and photos. Sitting at a remove of many metres, and viewing only one side of the stage, there were definitely moments that I 'missed' and had to discover later through social media. And also there's a concert DVD and a concert movie which captures maybe not your show in particular, but the essentials of this tour.

One thing that can't truly be replicated - the atmosphere. It made me laugh, in a delighted way, when the crowd just screamed and sang along to every MV and BT21 CF shown before the show. I just love the comraderie of fandom, the build of excitement. Or how pretty it looked when all the Army bombs were lit up, or when we all took out our phones. It was a good feeling. (Though as @proteinscollide said some Korean-speakers in the row behind us pointed out - it was noticeable that the crowd was much quieter when it was the Korean rather than English! LOL.)

Some of the very brief ments early in the show were repeated the following night, but their ending ments were unique to each evening. A Cantonese translator from behind the scenes translated after each of them spoke, except when they spoke in English - this helped me a little, but my Cantonese is so poor and the crowd was so LOUD that again I had to check on twitter afterwards for full translations! A few of them tried to also say some phrases in Cantonese which was very endearing; out of them all, Hoseok had the best pronounciation (which I guess fits in well with his history of having pretty good Japanese and English pronounciation too).

ETA: oh and I loved Jin with the disco ball sunnies and the pirate mask for each of the end ments!!! He's so ridiculous....I love him....

Notably on the 23rd, it was the first time Namjoon referenced their upcoming Map of the Soul: Persona comeback. On the 24th, he mentioned again that comeback was coming and it felt like it was really soon - you're telling me LOL.

Okay brief notes on the setlist:

Idol - what a way to start the show with a bang. As far as live staging goes, it's so dynamite.

Save Me/I'm Fine - I always feel like Save Me is such a tease because it stops right before my favourite verse from Hoseok and Yoongi lol but I DO love I'm Fine!

Magic Shop - lots of walking around on stage rather than choreo, this is such a lovely song!

Junghope VCR - this VCR omg. I had seen blurry fancams of it before but can we just pause and reflect for a moment on how immensely shippy it is? THEY ARE IN LOVE! SO DOMESTIC! THE RED STRING OF FATE don't look at me.

Just Dance - wow, Hoseok just makes such amazing use of the stage. Even after having seen the LY concert movie and NUMEROUS fancams, it really is true that the full impact of this stage is best experienced live (this is a great thread). The way he uses the entire space, on the raised platform and then on the catwalk, how he interacts with the crowd - he's just DYNAMITE.

Euphoria - the aesthetic of this song is so Jungkook to me, the optimism and the brightness. Also I don't know how but on the first night I somehow did not notice the gold glitter in the air AT ALL? I guess I was too caught up in JK and the dancers!

I Need U/Run - I JUST LOVE THESE SO MUCH THANK U. I was rewatching the MVs today and I just… what a time, what an era. HYYH gave us so much.

Minjoon VCR - this just screams Lake House AU, doesn't it? Separated by time but not space… Speaking of AUs, it's fascinating to think about how this was originally Yoongi and Jimin (shown in the concert DVD behinds). So they originally paired up Serendipity and Seesaw? I think it makes more sense the way it is now. Would be super interesting to see the unshown VCRs though.

Serendipity - I looked for Jimin’s tattoo both nights! And did not see it, argh! Yet the fansite photos clearly show, it was there. Sometimes, you don't see it at all at the time. This is a great stage, Jimin is such a magnetic performer and it's a super impressive dance. Also, bubbles!

Love - the boldness of Namjoon to perform this completely solo, no dancers, no stage effects aside from lighting - I admire that so much. He has the charisma for it. (Also it is very great when Namjoon slips off his robe and Hobi helps him put on his jacket, in a neat reversal of what they did for Boy Meets Evil/BST at an awards show a couple of years ago, p.s. Namseok.)

DNA - The screams for this! Both during the show and before the show when the MV was showing - it really speaks to how many people became fans in the LY era, I think. I think I've come really full circle on DNA. I grew almost tired of it when it was at its peak, but now with a bit of time and distance, I can really enjoy it again. That choreo is still wonderful. (And it's hilarious seeing that Vhope moment in the beginning get more and more casual over the course of this tour. At both shows, they just held hands or just hugged.)

Medley - the first night was I think Boyz with Fun, Attack on Bangtan, Fire, Baepsae, Dope. Second night was Dope, Go Go, Blood Sweat and Tears, Boy in Luv, Fire. I enjoyed both immensely! Hobi did the splits for the Baepsae dance break! I will never be over BST! I LOVE!

Airplane Pt 2 - this is just such a superior song and superior choreo, it's SO GOOD, thank you.

Taehyung VCR - this is so stunning, I can't even. When it pulls back and he puts his hand on the glass… and it frosts over... At the end my friend leaned over and said 'house of psychics' and was she wrong? NO SHE WAS NOT.

Singularity - this stage was immensely beautiful and breathtaking and Taehyung is purely charisma. I found out after the show that he was kind of sick on the 23rd? I honestly could not tell.

Fake Love - I've seen this so many times but you know what, this choreo is still GREAT. And Bangtan in all black, all emo is such a look.

Yoonjin VCR - this was the most straight forward of the VCRs. Again, fascinating to think it was originally Namjoon and Seokjin, Love and Epiphany.

Seesaw - the staging for this is so fun, Yoongi doing his dances and sliding off the bench and running back up again - he's so good at this!

Epiphany - oh good crying time. I did actually get a tear in my eye when this played the first night. It's just a song that means a lot to me… MUSIC, EMOTIONS! A POTENT COMBINATION! And Jin is very handsome.

The Truth Untold - vocal line all in a row like four flowers, they're just so good! The way this stage used the raised platform and the four screens was also really effective. It's such a lovely song.

Tear - I've seen so many fancams for this and the concert movie but I was still? blown?? away????? Rapline are just absolutely monsters of charisma and stage presence, and the way they deliver this with complete commitment - I was slain right there. Hoseok's ending verse, FUCK.

Mic Drop - NO ONE DOES IT LIKE BTS thank u

This was the 'end' of the show but of course we all knew there would be more. Strangely, or perhaps this is cultural, this led to a subdued interlude. There were definitely attempts to get fanchants going - sometimes successful, sometimes not, I laughed a little at some of the awkward pauses - and especially on the 23rd, there was a touching crowd singalong to Spring Day. But overall it was more subdued than I expected given how loudly the crowd did scream when BTS were on stage.

So What - SUCH A CLUB ANTHEM, it was so delightful seeing them all having so much fun! I had fun too! Fun for everyone!

Anpanman - the cutest fucking choreo, and the cutest fucking group, that is all.

Answer: Love Myself - all the ending feels… emotionally wrung out… a little exhausted… but just seeing how happy they looked and how happy I felt - I love concert.