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#i almost threw a sculpture of basil i made down the stairs while she was extremely stressed about cleaning.
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I am in dire need of cat pictures
#tw vent
#which means i really want to kill myself
#i had an argument with my sister. she was there for three days. Three days.
#and i managed to get into an argument with her in three days.
#i had a pillow in my hand and i threw it at her
#what bothers me is that if it had been a brick i probably would've thrown it all the same.
#i don't want the mari incident to happen again.
#i almost threw a sculpture of basil i made down the stairs while she was extremely stressed about cleaning.
#i'm only good at doing the same mistakes all over again aren't i
#she told me the reason why my mom was sick was because of all the stress i put her under
#and i know it's true. because they talk more than my mom and i talk. they've always gotten along together much better than with me
#my sister threw everything that belonged to me that was downstairs in my room
#and my mom saw it - that my room's the only room in the house to be messy. again. and i know how stressed it makes her
#they're all downstairs and my mom's boyfriend is there and i don't like him
#and i can't come down because i've been crying for an hour straight and the last thing i want is to ruin my mom's mood
#she just came back from a three days trip with her boyfriend. she's happy. i know she hages being with me so i'll just stay up here
#i need a shower. i want to die so bad
#but i can't even do that because i don't have anything to do that with
#and i'm too much of a coward to stab myself.
#i wish i could just disappear
#it'd be better for everyone. and my mom would be so much happier.
#i know she'd feel better if i wasn't there. she's told me that before.
#i asked. it's alright. i know she's right anyway.
#i wish i could do something
#my sister broke the sculpture of basil i'm trying to make while throwing wverything in my room.
#it's fine. i can fix it.
#it just sucks.
#maybe i should just throw it all away
#it's ugly anyway
#sunny
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