#i also don't curse so jason won't be using any language in anything by me

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Jason Todd’s Love Language

word count: 940~

warnings: references to sexual themes but nothing explicit, a few curse words

I just got out of testing, yay !!! My cat is currently sitting on my second laptop (my school one) so I guess I'm gonna write instead of going to class ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ also, pray for my sleep schedule because I have rehearsal tonight :/

Go check out the other Love Languages of the family: Tim | Dick | Damian

Jason is probably the hardest to pinpoint a specific language, much like Damian, Jason has a little bit of everything

Jason is really where you begin to see the difference between giving off a specific language and preferring receiving a specific language

He loves receiving words of affirmation, don't get it twisted though, Jason doesn't show his love through words of affirmation, he just really loves receiving them from you

His heart gets all fuzzy when you compliment his hair or something he did, he especially feels loved when you take them time to tell him how much you care about him because he has a habit of forgetting

He is pretty insecure about his scars (I headcanon that he has autopsy scars) so if you really make sure to tell him he’s still very much handsome with them, he will fall harder for you in a split second  kiss the scars during sex and he will absolutely melt, may even tear up

Clingy fluffy boy activated for about an hour or two, he will shower you in sloppy kisses if you let him, as a thanks of course

He won’t hesitate to give compliments back though, they just tend to be in private corners of his life or whispered into your ear for only you to hear “You look really amazing in that dress, baby.”

I’d say Jason leans more towards the gift giving side, he is a book nerd through and through so he definitely has a bunch of cheesy gifts he’s dying to give you

Picking up a flower on patrol because it reminded him of you, eventually giving you a book of all the flowers he gave you, he hand pressed them all  its a little scruffy but Jason really tried his best to make it as cheesy as possible

One time, he crashed into your apartment with a bullet in his side and you had to help him get it out and stitch him up, he told you to keep the bullet because he always trusted you to patch him up, granted he was high af on pain meds so it kinda just came out, you still kept it, and when he saw it the next week? Lets just say y’all had a really emotional conversation that may or may not have ended with cuddles  Jason as the small spoon because he felt vulnerable that night

Jason loves to lend you books to read

Like, loves it

If you let him, Jason will give you a whole list and hand you a stack of paperbacks

He’ll even read them to you before he leaves for patrol as a way to also spend some quality time with you because Jason loves that just as much

You two often find yourselves at Barnes and Noble trying to find new books to read, or playing that date game where you pick a random book for the other

Aside from gift giving, Jason definitely loves physical touch, any kind of touch, sexual, romantic, platonic, you name it he loves it  although he prefers sexual

He won't pressure you into doing anything sexual with him if you express discomfort but he does have habit of touching places 👀 

Jason loves to rest his hand on your hip while you two sit next to each other, he’ll rub tiny circles into your bare skin because of course his thumb made its way up your shirt

Rubbing circles into the nap of your neck is also a common thing for him to do

Or if you two are spooning, his hand may end up cupping one of your breasts/thighs 

Sometimes, ever so rarely, Jason will lay on top of you and his head will be settled underneath your shirt on either your stomach or chest, he doesn't necessarily want it to lead anywhere, he just loves the trust you have in him to do something so intimately close

Crawling his hand under your shirt to rub up and down your lower back because goddamn does he love how soft your skin is and the warmth it brings

While Jason gives physical touch. he also thrives on reviving physical touch from you, soft, sweet, gentle caresses that are a huge difference from the rough nature he’s so used to

It often reminds him that he is allowed to have soft touches and be cared for, nothing shows him love more than that, which is also why he loves to give you physical touch as well, to show you that he is always next to you, both physically and figuratively

Jason is also a time person

If you send him a text saying you had a rough night, he’ll immediately be at your door for some cuddles and just to make sure you aren't alone for the night

Swooping in during a slow patrol with ice cream, he’ll sit on top of your desk and let you rant to him about how crazy your coworkers are

He definitely knows all the work/school drama and will sit and listen to you rant, he’ll even add his own commentary 

“She did not.... that bitch”

“His casserole isn't even that great anyway, I can make better.”

Which bring me to my next point, Jason loves to cook with you, back in his robin days he learned with Alfred how to cook amazing meals and he loves to share them with you

It’s a great way to spend quality time with you while also doing something he loves, he also just really loves to smear brownie batter on your nose, he thinks you look adorable like that

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Blind Memory

Chapter 6: Trancing for my worse (part 1)

Its been 1 month since he had been communicating with Joen's playmate Doll Addy. He still didn't get her real name or telling her his name just yet and he could noticed the way her behavior works, her body language and her personality were complicated whether it is predictable or not. The most he knew was that she is a part of a group. A fighting group as Addy being the leader of this mysterious group. He did questioned her of what kind of group member and what they do together, he only imagine her group as a athletic champion fighter like some boxers or martial art he and the brothers watching from their loved of sports, yet suddenly he was wrong. Her group isn't really just an athlete group but confirmed that it is more then athlete more like a fighting game. With the doll giving the white rabbit a hint he must get her trust much higher to finally knew what she is after all Joen told her about his bullying experience with his older brother Helios experience bad environment and humiliation before his middle brother Jacob and his two younger brother's involvement to the treatment from the two only matured rabbits going through.

Joen didn't told her about.... The traitor. A family member who is now no longer and disowned cousin who ruined them and the family's name.... He just couldn't face the truth and the life threatening look on that green eyed rabbit.

However, after so much thinking of planning to tell her about... Him... It wouldn't be better if he told her instead of his psychiatrist who didn't truely understood him if the rabbit man kept on refusing on confessing unless that person is very nice of treating him equally. Someone who truely keep his secret as long as they could, someone who is innocent enough to be oblivious and easily forget what he said so that it could make it feel better to let go from his chest. Doll is an option because of how kind the doll girl was and he barely noticed her childish naive behavior due to her age being early to adolescent. She didn't even know how to be mature in that certain age. He bet her parents are just horrible of taking care of her or they just neglect her or something, he just didn't know just yet which is why he kept on gaining her trust to finally reach the layers of her fakeness, secrets and back story that he never learned.

It was afternoon of the asylum, the guards block the door from his tuxedo rabbit's therapy and Helios is on his different therapy section this week today. He could find a way to sleep to meet up with Doll again, the feeling of excitement and worried tightened his chest as he ran somewhere as quick as possible. But none of the places isn't really perfectly hidable or peaceful for him to slumber himself secretly away from the guards until it is too late as guards caught him and told him that his psychiatrist is at the psychotherapy and he is 23 minutes late making the rabbit man a growl and a irritating look on his face as his thoughts wanted to punch the guard on the face or slash him, instead he started struggling and shouting left and right, kicking everywhere to escape and tried to bite the guards hands that grabbed him tight. Unfortunately the guards has put him in his restricting straightjacket to stop him from resisting the guards or even do violent acts to escape again like he usually do since he had stayed here for a very long time.

Pass time it is night time, he had a argument to his psychiatrist with no tantrum or explosive behavior as a good sign. He was so calm that he is only worrying about Doll, forcing himself to escape or attacking his psychiatrist would be a bad idea as those guards were going to throw him to the Box again. He hated that room and sure and hell he won't going to sleep in there unable to see her again. Speaking of the Box, Addy did told him that she isn't really in a ordinary cell room like he had with his brothers or other patient's cell. She was in a special room or should he say the most security solitary confinement called Private Box that is only used for the most dangerous criminal inmates of the asylum they had captured. He knew what that type of Box she has staying and it is said according to one of the guards is that the Private Box has a very clean room and a clean but uncomfortable bed, a bathroom, a table contains books, paper, materials for writing or drawing and the whole room is actually all cement gray. The metal door is a technological door with a small sliding door for her to get a tray of food instead of a metal door with a lock, key and a window like they had. Joen understands why she isn't seen outside the halls when he went on to his daily routine all because she is at the Private Box. What he did not understand is that the Private Box is supposedly for very dangerous patients? She is just a young girl, the same age when he and the rabbit brothers send to the asylum. She is also harmless too the longer he knew her, so why is she at the Private Box? That doesn't really make any sense for the rabbit man to figured out which is why he wanted to go and find a place to sleep to see her again. He curse those guards to bring him to the psychotherapy earlier but at least he is now at his room with only Helios and Leon in the room, no sign of his other brother Jacob and Jason till the time turned to bed time. Joen and Leon thought the two missing brothers are at the Box which would might another trouble this week however, they are wrong as the brown and gray rabbit has arrived just in time for the metal door to shut closed with a clicking sound that lock the door.

Joen is now getting impatient to sleep on his bed but finally he get his sleeping pills and swallow it without saying goodnight to his brothers which is rude. But he couldn't help it, he just want to see her again after a stressful of time at the psychotherapy.

The white rabbit has finally entered the dreamscape which is what Doll called it where they meet each other with their dreams, he immediately teleported on his way to the stage to greet her and apologized for the late approach. Sadly, when he teleported to the stage all he could see was nothing but an empty space, no chairs where Doll had put there with her drawings and her belongings that she supposedly introduce him of her likings and no sign of the doll girl. He started shouting at Doll's name but no sound of her voice could be respond, he actually knew that he is now too late to meet Doll again but.... The dreamscape felt odd, something is terribly wrong of this dream. The sky is now darker as night but no stars could be seen aboved him, the buildings begin to disappeared as trees appear to be withered and death that looks haunting and scary. The Rabbit man is still standing alone of the stage as his eyes blurred in bright light flashing on his face. It is too bright to see where it had come from until he heard footsteps walking slowly, he couldn't make out who but he whispers.

Joen: Doll? I-is that you-

A hand grabbing behind his shoulder with a shivering feeling of a cold and a strong grip on the white rabbit's shoulder, what's worse is those hands are big and rough and could be belong to someone taller then him.

Joen: that'd not Doll...

He thought... He is about to turned around and suddenly his back lean backward with the hand grabbing his chin and another hand only pressing a finger located to the back where his heart was resting. He is in a verge of panicking with his eyes shaking and looking around uncontrollably to what is going on.

???: Joen~

That voice.....

Joen: no... Oh god no....

He knew that voice as millions of memories flooding into the rabbit man's head and a heart beat increasing a fast speed of stress, the mysterious figure behind him force Joen to lean backwards more giving him a painful moan with that sharp finger from the stranger pointing at the back of his heart like a knife is going to stab him behind. Joen wanted to ran away or fight the stranger... His arms and legs wouldn't move. Oh god he didn't do anything! He has been paralyzed by the person who Joen knew from the pass. He has been force to look up with the stranger's hand gripping his chin tightly to hurt the poor white rabbit's neck to a uncomfortable position... Yet again, he knew this position, this technique, this hypnotising move that almost got him dead only to know this move by the person who ruined him and Helios before the other 3 brothers.

???: what's wrong White? Do you miss my teaching back at the day?

Joen: no....

The poor white rabbit was now panicking and scared at the tone of the strangers voice. The painful position became worse as he is now forcing to face to face the rabbit man he hated and send them to the asylum for 9 years. His mind goes crazy with words as his eyes widen with tears flowing down to his eyes at the sight of....

???: you're still weak Joen. If you don't do anything, you are nothing but a punching bag to me. I would Loved to teach you all day to be a perfect celebrity just what you always asked me to teach you.

The voice is cold, heartless and terrifying yet soft and gentle by the tone of fake kindness on the rabbit man's ears. Joen breath rapidly and cried at the fear of this-

???: you're too weak Joen. No one will save you but yourself. Harm those who harmed you, fight those who caught you... Kill those who are mean to you. I know you can do it Joen Roger~

The sharp point on his back heart bleeds him and Joen is about to exploded from high pressure of fear and panic on his tight chest. He wanted to scream but the only way to scream is his head screaming.

Joen: NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, OH GOD PLEASE DON'T! I DON'T WANT THIS. I DON'T WANT TO HARM THEM! I DIDN'T MEAN TO... PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!!! ANYTHING BUT TRA-

A light glimpse shines toward the two males as a fast figure knock the green figure who too advantage of the white rabbit unfortunately his body became motionless and paralyzed, landing his back to the ground with his head directly to the two blurry figures fighting each other. One that is dark green and the other was a black and white figure with a hint of pink if he see clearly. His eyes became blurry even more and the sound he didn't described what was going on over there while he still laying there. Hands touches him but this time the touch is gentle and kind but cold with the figure who saved him begin to shaking him.

???: Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

A girl's voice ringing to his ears. He recognized that voice....

Joen: D... D... D.. ol... l...?

Addy: Rabbit wake up! Just wake up! Please wake up! Go back there NOW!

By hearing her scream, Joen woke up with a jolt twitch on his body jumping out of his bed and a very loud scream of panic and fear, loud enough to wake up all of the rabbit brothers from the sudden scream. The 4 brothers look at their white rabbit stops screaming and breaths rapidly as sweat could be seen on his forehead and eyes widen as the rabbit man stands up and started punching the metal door and kicking it off causing the other 4 rabbits panic and quickly ran toward him to hold him off. Helios in the other hand, carried him then pinned him down to the floor with his huge hug.

Helios: White... White! Joen! Snap out of it!

Joen couldn't controlled himself and went struggling at the older tuxedo rabbit as the younger black rabbit hugged him at front.

Leon: Joen! Please calm down! It is just a nightmare! Its us!

Still.... He still out of control from his tantrum, tears on his brawling red eyes which makes the brown rabbit shouts.

Jacob: JOEN! We're here, you are not alone! Please.... Brother....

Jacob cried at the sight of his older brother suffering from a certain nightmare that terrifies him. The Rabbit brothers called him by his real name instead of his nickname when they were truly in need of something or something serious. While the tuxedo rabbit and the black rabbit hugged him in comfort in just 15 minutes the white rabbit started crying intensely which hurts the 4 rabbit brothers together. Leon could hear his heart beat increasing in high speed from the burst tantrum after he had that nightmare. Jason from behind asked his older brother.

Jason: Joen... What happen?

While Joen is still crying, his head played the same scene where the figure force him to look up to the stranger to the eyes. Green emerald eyes that is terrifying toxic with a voice that haunts him before. A family member who is now disowned and went at the gates of hell.

Joen: HE TRANCE ME!!!

Joen shouted. The answer from the white rabbit gave the brothers a internal shock.

Joen: He trance me, he trance me, he trance me, he trance me!!!

The Rabbit keeps on repeating those words as Leon hugged him as tight as possible to stop him from the agony in his chest more, he knew what he is talking about. Helios is also shock like a hard slap across the face when he mentioned him. Why is it always happen to him the most? After years of humiliation and pain that monster put him with Joen after their parents mysteriously gone all those years ago, he would have gotten on his side before the other three involved the dramatic scene. However... Jacob and Jason were frozen at the moment to watch the older bunny cried those same words before he stops. The brown rabbit look at his favorite gray rabbit with concerning by the gray rabbit's hand turned into fist, a very tight and hard fist of rage of remembrance. He hated seeing Joen suffering in trauma, the abused he and Helios gotten. He look up to check on the clock it is almost 6am to start the day

Part 1 end. To be continue