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demigod-of-the-agni · 6 months

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"You're here eating SOUP?! I just fought my way through the stinkiest, dirtiest, coldest giants to find you, and you are here eating soup. Behen, I am going to scream."

Marvel Voices Infinity Comic #77

#he's so pathetic and sad looking #love that for him. he is official a wet beast #he can even be held in one hand!!! very tiny man material #his little squinty tired eyes..... they are everything to me........#(the diamond-shaped lenses tho..... you can't fool me)#sorry i am suffering from comic pavitr withdrawal for like the thirtieth time this week #you will see this loser. you must.#pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #marvel comics #spider man #“behen” translates to sister/sister in law ig but i don't speak hindi so i wouldn't know #i miss him already marvel give him another book or i will break in myself please. please i beg of you. give him More. eye need more #please why wont marvel hire the pavitr fanfic writers!!!!!!!!!!! we can do so so soooo much good for the world....... please...............#screaming forever. it's over. he won't come back i just know it #agnirambles

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venussaidso · 6 days

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This Ketu Mahadasha is really having me nihilistic asf, hellll I don't even believe in this shit anymore. Everything about my life has been a lie. None of my dreams were even mine, everything I thought I wanted was internalized from people's projections and expectations of me. I feel lied to, deceived and exploited. I don't believe in a future anymore. I don't believe in the past either. I am a literal blank slate right now with nothing to live for and I wish I could ESC out of here as painlessly as possible.

#random #please i just want to be deleted already #what is the point? 🚹#how long do i have to tolerate existing i am soooo tired

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soldier-poet-king · 7 months

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If no one's got me at least I know getting more tattoos that everyone around me hates has got me

#booked double session first weekend of november #shit is gonna be soooo good #i really just want to make it into a full sleeve #but noooo im being responsible with a half sleeve for employment #which means i had to cut some elements i wanted #maybe one day. i can add the other things i want #im already working on a sun design for my back between the shoulders. close to the chest yknow #im not doing it out of spite im doing it for me #but also i am so tired of being merely tolerated. i want to be loved and liked for me #smthn smth amy spent gladiator ppl will laugh....when they do get new ones in completely garish hues #do it alone do it scared do it weird

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vaniliens · 2 months

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"the joy of creating lies not within the finished piece itself but the process." i say, as if im not about to start crying any time soon

#nillas #ITS FINE im fine 👍#hamlet posting #<- im fine #Note that im not tagging vanili powder because im not mad or upse or anything just disappointed #which isn't helpful with pinpointing what im feeling rn because im always kind of disappointed at everyone including myself but.#I unno i think im just a little tired #id say ''But I don't have the right to'' but honestly im kinda giving it my whole ussy out here soooo. shut up.#Im probably gonna spend the rest of the night watching youtube I dont have enough time to sleep 8 hours #gotta wake up at 4 am but its already 11 pm ish :( I just had dinner and drank after a few hours and I dont feel so good aughh #maybe thats why im bitchy. Haven't been taking care of myself propely in awhile.#Slay #goodnight im gonna look for my charger & binge youtubs #i miss my babygirls (My ocs & fav characters)

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#why am i not tired?????#i slept 3hrs last night nd then after having anesthesia i was SO tired nd exhaustes #exhausted**#but now when i should sleep im just not tired??? it's already 1am i need to sleep smh #why am i soooo annoying !! u need to sleep to recover properly girlll #be sleepy goddamnit!!!! rahhhhh

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liketaylorswift · 6 months

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#i am soooo tired of having dreams about my m*m physically assaulting me and disagreeing with me and calling me names #can we please move on already. alexa play wcs by taylor swift #ashley speaks now

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lesbianlenas · 9 months

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me day one of orientation for law school not even day one of actual class being like i should kms this is too hard 😔 lmfaoooo being a little tired really does smth to me. it was not even a hard day i’m just so tired lol.

#michelle speaks #i am just so tired rn lmao 😭 i’m like i’ll kms bc i’m just so tired when i could just idk. go to bed #but my bed is soooo uncomfortable if only my mattress pad had not been lost…..if only!#so tired i took my sleep medication already at 10pm do you know when i have done that? never. i have never done that 😭#it’s just that i have more orientation tomorrow from 9-4:30pm and i’m so tired……and not even sc sunday to be there for me 😔

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 10 months

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i think when artfight is over im just gonna do a whole bumch of silly trigun panel/screenshot redraws

#just followed a blog called daily vash panels and im like. hes so silly i want 2 get soooo good at drawinf him #which means i have to do it like 6 million times #ive had sooooo many art ideas guys. so many. pain ans suffering #but i also want to draw my own ocs like a billion times. but its artfight so i need 2 be drawing OTHER PEOPLES ocs. AUGH #which i love doing btw. im cooking a huuuge background piece rn amd its looks so good. chef kiss. i love you coloring #ive got like 12 tabs open in csp rn . sigh #which is kinda nice bc if i get tired/frustrated with one drawing i can just. swap to a different one #and work on that without losing too much steam. but also. its a lot and its kind of overwhelming #and im already starting to feel the whole 'im not drawing i could be drawing why am i not drawing rn' thing every time i take a break LMAO

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#how am i feeling? i am not feeling good #ok i feel better than i did 5min ago. itll b fine but Jesus #so basically what happened is its supposrd to snow tomorrow night so i have to get some sampling done tomorrow morning #and i do not like big short notice changes. there's like a 30% i will flip out #and the sampling i have to do is at 3 sites that i would love to never step into ever again. i have so much bitterness and hate toward that #study. it was the start of the end. and by the end i mean the epic downward spiral that was my 2022 experience #so ngl i wish they would catch on fire. but not really bc theyre long term study sites that have been going since like the 80s #anyway. i have to do that tomorrow. also also in sampling these sites im adding 80 samples to my list #which means ill be taking measurements for an extra 5 days 🤪 thats gonna be at least 39 days of measurements 🤪🤪🤪#and last time i did this i starting losing my god damn mind. and i cant do that now bc i have to pretend ive got everything together #so yeah im just at the stage of anticipating pain for the start of all that and ive gotta get up early tomorrow and its already late #and i spend like an hour crying into an excel spreadsheet so my eyes r tired #so ya kno its good. its all good. good good good. great. im soooo happy #and i do not at all feel the urge to throw myself to the ground screaming like a toddler #im just standing here in this grave ive dug myself over the past year and now its time for the universe to start burying me #hhhh... i should sleep. so my brain works at least a little tomorrow 🙃#itll b fine. ill get to talk to a lab mate i dont usually see and itll be fine #unrelated

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ihamtmus · 11 months

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im so tired so. tired

#soooo tired and yet. i need to keep studying #how is it 3:30 am already #my post

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stonerzelda · 1 year

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Ive spent close to $200 on fucking ubers to work in the last month i am going to get killed or kill somebody dead forever

#i am so sick of this sorry i keep complaining but oh my fucking god stop promising me youll help if youre just gonna stay up until 4am #i know i should know how to drive already but my fucking god i wasnt planning on moving here. i had the bus no problem in my old town #at least. like i am soooo TIRED OF THIS

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markrothkono61 · 1 year

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I carried a metric ton of luggage up three flights of stairs. Do I win something. Surely there is some sort of prize

#prize = exhaustion + waking up sore tomorrow #i know it’s a bit pointless to liveblog my whole day but i am soooo tired from the trip i will go insane without my silly posts #i also have to go to the supermarket to get uhh #water and food and other stuff people need in their daily lives #and honestly if i could fall to the ground and drag myself to the supermarket like an overgrown worm instead of walking there #i would do that #i walked so much already #so so much #okay it wasn’t that much but to my defense #i was carrying my baby elephant-sized suitcases #so it Felt like a Lot #mine

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soldier-poet-king · 8 months

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I slept nearly 11 hours and I'm STILL upset and angry, and further upset and angry with myself for letting it get to me, and it's just >:(

#franposting #its ok. i had a coffee. am reading Naruto.#going to mass soon (woo slacker sleep in mass time)#gonna work on my cross stitch this afternoon #do some meal prep. either make some pasta salad or maybe a zucchini skillet #maybe some homemade mac and cheese bc im sad #idk cook smthn #then ofc play more bg3 #and ignore my stupid dumb mean family #my mothers displeasure is more known today #and its like. i literally was talking about how shes become kinder this week. wrt queer ppl on tv #and then. the irony of it all. everything is fine as long as its not me ig #shout out to my father who has soooo many problems but is at least being good abt this #but. yeah. im. upsetti #but also already dreaming of fillin in the half sleeve. i need sunflowers and dandelions. hellebore and lilies. bees!!!#all those hopeful lovely things for my soul #im also gonna get another helix piercing i think. in the opposite ear. more of a cuff style #its just. fuck it. im tired of squishing myself into a lil box for literally no reason #no moral reason no social reason just shitty fear and family

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cheekblush · 2 years

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need a lobotomy asap <3

#i have a horrible migraine once again #but i know it's self inflicted bc i spent the whole day in bed on my phone...#when i was supposed to be studying 😐#i hate myself so much #i have a test on tuesday and an exam on thursday and i only have this weekend to properly study and i've just wasted the whole saturday..#.. just rotting in bed giving myself a migraine #and i know i won't manage to revise everything tomorrow bc it's soooo much...#why do i always do this to myself i truthfully hate myself so much like i have no discipline #but i also just want to rest on the weekend bc the school/work week is already exhausting enough #i feel so stupid complaining about this bc i know people who get so much more done than me + manage to have a social life #and here i am with absolutely no social life and i don't even manage my tasks and chores i'm constantly overwhelmed #simply existing takes up so much of my energy like i am tired all the time idk how other people do this i'm just not made for all this #i have absolutely no energy!!! and i know it's the untreated depression but i just feel like such a lacking person in general #this makes me think of that kafka quote..#'i could've built the pyramids with the effort it takes me to cling to life and reason' yeah... that's how i feel all the time #the other day on my commute to school i saw this beautiful sunrise & all i could think about was su*cide like i almost bursted out in tears #like... i am just not meant for this world for this life... i am not well....#☁️

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arklay · 2 years

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sorry okay i can’t shut up. also. i am deciding to take like the vibes and kinda appearance but like tweaked of my hawke and throwing him into resi because um. brainrot. also ada simulator???

#sorry. like. the original idea with diana was to kiss ada then look what happened. look. i got bewitched fr. but yes >:) i am thinking about #it. like da just isn’t v fun for me anymore like the fandom kinda ruined it for me which. sadge. but mayhaps i will go back to it one day #with new ideas for hawke. and i’m keeping mehlia so that’s fine. but like :) just. yes my pathetic wet rag of man let’s goooo time to take #your mullet and your piercings and your muscles over to this universe now!!! come on let’s go!! also i mean cause i had projected some #things onto them already but didn’t talk about it ever obvs i won’t explicitly state those lmao so i wanna explore that all better and it #would be inchresting… also this relationship is gonna be soooo not healthy but you know what. good for them. like go have fun guys good job #definitely a situation of oopsie deep down she has a soft spot for him but the job always come first :) but who knows what happens >:) but #like. the red and black aesthetics l?? yeah yeah and omg i can do more 90s vibes mayhaps……..like diana’s got her weird vibes and dani’s is #more like now era stuff kinda but :0 #also i do have a name already and i’d like to let you all know my double ds are turning into triple ds :) all the resi kids names start wit #d and it was on accident i just had a name pop into my name for all of them and they stuck #head* oml i’m tired #leah.txt

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helennorvilles · 10 months

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#its tuesday of week 1 of the term and i am already feeling SO exhausted and SO stressed about every element of my life #and i knowwww that i am kinda catastrophising the actual expectations on me just bc im so tired and. like. Me.#and bc so much of this is new experiences so ofc it's going to involving learning and making mistakes and suffering and blah blah blah #but still. being an adult is so hard. teaching this class is soooo hard #and all this suffering to only be a casual employee......... fucking lame guys #kinda feel like im being exploited to an extent but this school is going to give me the best fucking reference i am putting that out there #and the universe is going to listen to me and provide that pls #my post tag

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